full of love for you

On Friday night, when Xiaoman came home from work, Li Xiwei was packing his suitcase. Their original graduation trip went on as usual. This time, they went to a small island in the sea. Many of Li Xiwei's friends and others had already set off early, just the two of them At the latest, an evening flight.

Li Xiwei was squatting next to a large black suitcase. The suitcase was wide open, and it was filled with the belongings of the two of them.

"Look, see if there is anything else you need to bring. The commonly used sunscreens and medicines have been packed, and you can think about the rest." Li Xiwei checked again, and when he turned to the bottom of the box, he came across a bag containing medicines. The mouth is not tied tightly, revealing a blue square box and a tube of lubricant.

Li Xiwei's fingers trembled. He originally wanted to stuff things into the bottom of the box, but he was thrown out of the box.

Xiaoman naturally saw it too. He didn't know where to turn his eyes for a while, so he just squatted down, put the things that fell out into the bag again, and rearranged the suitcase again, and then zipped the zipper after making sure there was nothing left behind. good.

"Well, these things are prepared for Fangzheng, for Fangzheng's use." Li Xiwei looked at Xiaoman who was squatting beside him with a blushing face, coughed twice, stuttered a bit when speaking, raised his hand and scratched the back of his head Static electricity was generated in the strands of her hair, and a few strands were floating.

After he finished speaking, he felt that the explanation was unnecessary, so he raised his voice to hide his guilty conscience, "We, we have to use it too, it's nothing, it's normal."

Xiaoman nodded, the redness on his face deepened a little, and it was hot. Compared with Li Xiwei's incoherent speech, his reaction was much more flat.

Li Xiwei was a little frustrated, squatted down, straightened Xiao Man's shoulders, and made him face him, "Have you done this before?"

Xiaoman looked at him with raised eyebrows, his eyes were innocent and distant.

"Have you ever done it?" Li Xiwei thought he was acquiescing, and raised his voice a little, "With whom?"

Xiaoman shook his head, he hesitated because he didn't understand why Li Xiwei would ask such a question.

Seeing him shaking his head in denial, Li Xiwei relaxed his expression, changed the subject awkwardly, and touched Xiaoman's head with his hand. The gauze had been removed for two days, and if he didn't pull his hair to look carefully, he wouldn't be able to see the wound.

"Will your head still hurt?" Li Xiwei asked Xiaoman eight times a day, and Xiaoman would smile and shake his head every time.

"It's fine if it doesn't hurt." Li Xiwei withdrew his hand, smoothed his hair, and asked, "You went to work again today, did you meet Zheng Anning again?"

This time Xiaoman was afraid that Li Xiwei would think too much, so he didn't dare to hesitate, so he quickly waved his hands. He did not meet Zheng Anning again today, nor did he receive any text messages from him.

"That's good," Li Xiwei felt relieved, and sat up with Xiaoman's hand in satisfaction, holding the suitcase in his hand, "Let's go, we might not be able to catch the plane any later."

Before the plane took off, Li Xiwei sent a message to Fangzheng: "Do you have a piece of it?"

Fangzheng replied quickly, pretending not to understand, "What, Pianer?"

"What movie are you talking about?" Li Xiwei finished posting, with a vicious emoji at the end.

Fangzheng was so happy that he didn't miss any chance to tease him, "If you don't tell me, how would I know what movie you're talking about? Master Chef? The Casino?"

Li Xiwei pinched his phone, wishing he could follow the signal to grab Fangzheng's neck, but now he had something to ask, so he had to bow his head, "I treat you to a meal for a month."

Fangzheng put forward the conditions directly, "I don't like to eat, so you can lend me your racing motorcycle."

Li Xiwei never borrowed the motorcycles he used for competitions. Fangzheng used to love riding motorcycles. His parents were afraid that something would happen to him, so they resolutely opposed it. They sold all his motorcycles in private and suspended all his cards, so he was not allowed to play any more. After that, Fangzheng told him frequently that he wanted to ride his motorcycle. If it was an ordinary motorcycle, Fangzheng could ride it whatever he wanted, except for the competition bike. Li Xiwei would mercilessly refuse him most of the time.

But this time he agreed very happily, and replied: "Yes, but only once, and don't send me some messy ones, just send me some elementary ones."

Fangzheng asked again: "Who do you want a film with? Xiaoman?"

"if not?"

Fangzheng scratched his head with his hands, grinned and typed on the phone, "I really didn't see it, I thought Mr. Li was also experienced, but I didn't expect you to be so innocent and want elementary movies. Could it be the first time for Mr. Li? "

"You think I'm as messed up as you?"

"Who, he is also an innocent boy."

"Go away, send it quickly."

It's not that Li Xiwei hasn't searched for tutorials on the Internet before, but his words are inevitably jerky. No matter how prepared he is mentally, he's still afraid of hurting Xiaoman.

It's really broken, but I can't make a new one.

Fangzheng quickly returned: "See if you are in a hurry, I will send you all kinds of things, the elementary level is just the basics, and it comes with Asian, European and American ones, uniform temptation, role-playing, Mr. Bao is satisfied."

"There's a lot of fucking nonsense, send it to me quickly, I have to turn off the phone right after the plane takes off."

Fangzheng didn't talk anymore, and quickly sent him a compressed package, hundreds of megabytes. After saving it, Li Xiwei turned off his phone, took a peek at Xiaoman who was sitting next to him, and saw that he was still looking out of the window curiously. The corners of his lips curled up unconsciously.

Xiaoman turned around, looked at Li Xiwei with a smile, then grabbed his left hand and wrote in his palm: "This is my first time flying."

"We will have many, many firsts in the future."

It was already late at night when we arrived at Xiaodao Airport. Xiaoman had a lot of things to do during the day. Not long after the plane took off, he leaned on Li Xiwei's shoulder and fell asleep. When he landed and woke up, he was still a little confused. There are already special people waiting, the sightseeing boat has stopped sailing, they took the speedboat directly to the island,

At night, the sea surface blends with the sky, and the starlight in the sky shines on the sea surface, lighting up long and short interlaced ripples of light.

The sea breeze was so strong that people couldn't keep their eyes open. Xiaoman turned his back to the direction of the wind, and Li Xiwei held him in his arms to shield him from the wind.

Xiaoman's ears were originally filled with the sound of the rumbling of the speedboat and the splashing of sea water, but in the end there was only Li Xiwei's heartbeat, and the sleepiness that had been blown away by the sea breeze slowly returned, with his eyelids half-opened and half-closed.

The dim lights at the top of the side of the speedboat flickered in Xiaoman's blinking eyes as the speedboat floated, and when it was completely bright, they had already reached the shore.

"Are you sleepy? After we finish the check-in procedures, we can sleep well," Li Xiwei dragged the suitcase with one hand, and clasped Xiaoman's fingers with the other. "There are quite a few people here this time. You probably haven’t seen anyone before, we don’t have to be with them, if you feel uncomfortable, we can play alone.”

This was originally Li Xiwei's graduation trip, and Xiao Man secretly decided to stay with them. He didn't want Li Xiwei to ask him to leave the group because of his own reasons.

Unexpectedly, Li Xiwei continued, "I really want to play alone with you."

The hotel they stayed in was made of wood and was close to the sea. The room smelled of the salty sea breeze. With 360-degree panoramic glass single-sided windows, standing in any corner, you could enjoy the late-night sea view.

Xiao Man was tired and sleepy, and had no time to watch it carefully, so he took a quick glance, went into the bathroom and took a shower, closed the curtains, left only a few windows, and lay down on the bed.

On the contrary, Li Xiwei seemed to be full of energy. After he stepped into the room, he sat in front of the computer and decompressed the compressed file that Fangzheng sent him. Unreliable, he sent him all A, V.

Li Xiwei pushed the mouse forward, turned off the computer, sent a message to Fangzheng that "the car is not available for borrowing", and then turned off the computer. Then, he glanced at the person on the bed who was breathing steadily, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

It was already midnight when Fangzheng posted the video that matched Li Xiwei, and Li Xiwei had already got under the covers.

Xiaoman was woken up by the small voice beside him, rubbed his eyes, and then pressed his body against a fiery chest.

"Hmm..." Xiao Man buried himself in Li Xiwei's chest and snorted.

"Are you sleepy?" Before Li Xiwei could finish asking, the kisses had already fallen one after another.

Xiaoman blinked.

"Blinking is responding that I'm not sleepy?"

Xiaoman opened his eyes again.

"With your eyes so wide open, you won't feel sleepy just looking at them."

It was Li Xiwei who had the final say, Xiaoman stopped looking at him, and plunged into his chest with his eyes closed. In this posture, his entire neck was exposed, and the light pajamas outlined the shape of his butterfly bones in a perfect arc. It seems that it can flap its wings and fly away in the next second.

Li Xiwei had no choice but to circle the person in his arms even harder, lest he really fly away in front of his eyes.

Perhaps this thought was too absurd, he actually asked directly: "Xiao Man, will you fly away?"

Xiaoman's drowsiness flew away because of his inexplicable question, he slowly opened his eyes, a little puzzled, he is not a butterfly, how could he fly away.

Li Xiwei asked himself and answered, "You can't fly, so you can't fly away."

Comforting himself, Li Xiwei gently bit Xiaoman's soft shoulder through his light pajamas.

Xiao Man shuddered all over, and wanted to shrink into Li Xiwei's body, but this was undoubtedly the movement of a sheep entering a tiger's mouth, so he stretched out his hand and pushed Li Xiwei.

"Don't be afraid, I haven't prepared anything yet, don't make it to the end."

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