[Rebirth] Bucket List

Mu Lianxia went to ask the instructor for leave on the third day after finishing her busy work at the beginning of school.

But because he had to ask for leave for at least a week, the instructor didn't give it, but went to the secretary of the academy instead.

"It's just started, why do you want to ask for leave to go home?" The secretary is a gentle little man, he pushed his glasses and stared at Mu Lianxia, ​​"And you still have to ask for a week's leave?"

Mu Lianxia pursed her lips: "I want to go back to Fusha, Fusha is far away, and it will take three days at the fastest to go back and forth by train."

"Then why did you go back? Didn't you go home during the holidays?" The secretary frowned.

"I didn't go back during the holidays," Mu Lianxia lowered his eyes. "There is no one in my house, so I didn't go home. But this time I want to go home and see my parents' graves."

He actually didn't want to talk about his affairs, but he always felt that if he didn't give a valid reason, the secretary would not give him a vacation.Although he was a little uncomfortable when he said it, he was relieved after he said it.

"You..." The secretary frowned tightly.He took off his glasses, raised his hand and rubbed his tangled brows, "It stands to reason that I can't give you this leave, but logically speaking, I can't justify it if I don't give it to you. Let's do this... It's a bit too much, but you can provide it Give me any evidence?"

"You say."

"The photo and the certificate of the cemetery...is it okay?" The secretary was also full of conflicts, but he still tried his best to take care of Mu Lianxia's mood.

Mu Lianxia closed her eyes: "Okay."

***

In fact, Song Anhuai had asked whether he wanted to take the plane, but Mu Lianxia refused. The flight time was shortened, but he still had to transfer two trains, it would be better to just take the train and only transfer once.Song Anhuai didn't say anything, he spared time to spend time with Mu Lianxia, ​​it was up to him to do what Mu Lianxia wanted to do.

Sisi was reluctantly sent to Song Ansui's home. Song Yujue received his younger brother very happily and then dragged the little one who was much younger than him into his room.Everyone in Song Ansui's family can rest assured that Sisi is very familiar with her uncle, aunt, and brother.

After buying the tickets, the two got on the train.This time is considered to be during the Spring Festival travel season, the car is full of people, and there is a bad smell in the workshop.

But Mu Lianxia didn't show any expression, and Song Anhuai didn't show any disgust either.Thinking of the last time I met Song Anhuai in Fusha, I think the other party also took this train to go there.

In the car, he even felt like returning home, and he didn't sleep very well.When she got out of the car and transferred to another car, Mu Lianxia had already clenched her fists nervously.

"It's okay." Song Anhuai held his hand, and opened his tightly clenched fingers one by one, "I'll accompany you."

It seemed that at that moment, Mu Lianxia was not nervous anymore.

What he wants is probably a person's support and companionship.

Mu Lianxia knew that he was not a filial child.If so, he wouldn't have come to see his parents for so many years, although he still remembered where the cemetery was.

Mu Lianxia still remembered when his parents left in an accident, he had only a little idea of ​​the so-called death at that time.Although he was told that your parents left and would not come back, Mu Lianxia didn't fully understand.He didn't understand why he had to come out of the house he just moved into, why everyone made him cry while hugging the photos of his parents, why he had to move to the house of his uncle who didn't have much contact with him on weekdays.

Why?No one gave him an answer.

He was also a child at that time, a child who was also loved by his family.Uncle wanted to be nice to him but couldn't help him at all when he wasn't at home, and Mu Lianxia was stopped by the domineering Mu Kejie even if he wanted to eat.

He also misses his parents, can he not?But from anticipation to disappointment to despair, he didn't want to, and he finally understood the meaning of death.His parents left, leaving him alone.

So Mu Lianxia stopped thinking about it, he learned to compromise, and stayed silent in the corner alone.

He hardly ever went to his parents' cemetery, unless his uncle Mu Cheng would take him to the cemetery when he was at home during the Qingming Festival, clean it up, and present a bouquet of flowers.

Oh, sometimes I go there during Chinese New Year, but because it's been too long, for Mu Lianxia, ​​he hasn't visited his parents for about ten years.

At that time, he thought that he was a little bit indignant in the second grade, and felt that the cemetery with only photos left was meaningless.

So, when he stood in front of this cemetery, his hands were shaking.

"Those are your parents." Song Anhuai held his shoulders, "You love them, and they love you too."

Mu Lianxia took a few deep breaths, nodded silently, and finally took a stiff step.

Time will always dilute many things.

In the first few years, Mu Cheng also cared about it. When he had time, he would come back to clean up and reminisce about the past. He was a good brother to himself.But as time went by, there was no such moment anymore.

And apart from Mu Cheng, no one would come to see them who had passed away for many years.Mu Lianxia's father, Mu Xin's relatives are only Mu Cheng, and Mu Lianxia has never met his mother Xia Xinhua's relatives, and even said that her mother never mentioned it.

So, when Mu Lianxia saw the terribly desolate tomb, he knelt down in the middle of the two tombs with a plop, tears falling down his face.

"Dad... Mom... I'm sorry..."

It is not desolate. There are still management personnel here, but compared with the nearby ones that have been repaired, the desolation is really beyond description.

In the end... he still feels sorry for his parents.

His parents supported him, but what did he do?

Mu Lianxia thought that the past had been weathered in his memory.But when he saw the beautiful smiles of his parents in the black and white photos, those sealed memories appeared in his mind as if they were unsealed in an instant.

That is... the parents who love him the most...

Mu Lianxia knelt there for a long time, no one knew what he said to his dead parents in his heart.But when he got up, his complexion obviously improved a lot, as if he had let go of something again.

Song Anhuai watched silently by the side, and quietly let go of his heart.

He stood there and bowed, and silently spoke to Mu Lianxia's parents in his heart, saying don't worry, I will take good care of your son.

Then, his eyes fixed on Xia Xinhua's gentle smile.

This face...he seems to have seen it somewhere.

***

Mu Lianxia slept very peacefully this time.

In fact, he left Fusha for more than half a year, but it feels like he hasn't been back for a long time, but this is still the place where he grew up, and he feels at ease after returning.

The next day he went to the cemetery to have a look again, and then as if he had let go of a heavy burden, the smile on his face became a little more relaxed.He looked at Song Anhuai: "How about I take you to the place where I grew up?"

Of course Song Anhuai agreed.

Fusha is a small county-level city.In fact, there are not many places to go shopping.Mu Lianxia took him to see his refurbished kindergarten, the demolished and merged elementary school, and the original junior high school and high school, and then went downstairs to his former house and stood there for a while.

Mu Lianxia told Song Anhuai about the past in a relaxed tone, which made Song Anhuai feel a little distressed.

"Then you really don't want to go up and have a look?" Song Anhuai asked softly.

"Don't watch it," Mu Lianxia said simply, "it's not what it used to be, and it's just sad to see it. Let the good things stay in your memory."

"Then you have to keep it in mind," Song Anhuai ruffled his hair, "with our beauty."

Mu Lianxia smiled at him: "That's good, I remember, and you have to help me remember to see if I remember anything wrong."

"Okay." Mu Lianxia put her cheek against his.

"Well... It's so easy to come here once... You..." Mu Lianxia coughed lightly, "Do you want to meet my friends?"

Song Anhuai pinched his ears: "Okay, my honor."