[Rebirth] Bucket List

Time really flies by in the blink of an eye.

On the sixth day of the first lunar month, we went on a trip together and came back, and then school will start soon.

Mu Lianxia has made a plan for himself, and has similar ideas about what to do every day, stage goals, etc., etc.He has a long-term goal for the future, and wants to study hard in professional courses. He almost forgot about the future until he went to Aunt Lu's house.

At first, when Aunt Lu contacted him, Mu Lianxia really planned to celebrate the New Year with Aunt Lu otherwise. He thought that Song Anhuai would celebrate the New Year with his relatives, but he didn't.But before he could figure out what to say to Aunt Lu, Aunt Lu had already called, apologizing, saying that she was called by her sister in the country to celebrate the New Year together.

Mu Lianxia breathed a sigh of relief, otherwise he really didn't know what to say.

And now it's the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, and Aunt Lu just came back.Mu Lianxia spent half a day and brought some gifts to see her.

Aunt Lu was very happy to see Mu Lianxia coming.Her current mental outlook looks very good, she is not as decadent as before, but she is more energetic, and she seems to have come out of the grief of the child's departure.

But the moment he saw her, Mu Lianxia remembered his past future again.

Seven years, no, it's only been six years now.

At that moment, he was almost surrounded by panic.

He used to think that even if he really left him seven years later, it would be a waste of seven years, and it was not a loss, but now, once he remembered that he might have to go through those things again like his previous life and then die... Mu Lian Xia felt like his heart was going to be pulled.

When you have nothing, you are not afraid; but when you have more, you are more afraid of losing.

Seeing Mu Lianxia's face turn pale in an instant, Aunt Lu was also startled.

"Come in, come in, what's wrong with you? Come and lie down for a while!" Aunt Lu took his hand and entered the room.

"I'm fine," Mu Lianxia shook his head, and forced a smile at her, "I probably didn't sleep well yesterday, I'm fine."

"Then come and sleep," Aunt Lu frowned. "Anyway, your body is important."

She couldn't beat Aunt Lu, so Mu Lianxia's coat was stripped off and she was stuffed under the bed made by Aunt Lu.

In fact, I didn't sleep very late the night before.Song Anhuai didn't ignore him after he had sex, Mu Lianxia was happy to cooperate when they were entangled together, and he was very harmonious, but he was suddenly frightened by himself.

But what if his departure was inevitable?If he leaves, there will be other people standing beside Song Anhuai, be it Sisi, Li Ruifeng or his other friends, they will gradually forget his existence in the end, and he, Mu Lianxia, ​​is just a fragment of memory in the end Or a symbol...

All kinds of things were spinning in his mind, but somehow he fell asleep under the warm blanket, and then woke up by the nightmare.He couldn't even remember the nightmare, but he remembered the panic.

Subconsciously, he took out his phone, hovered his finger on the shortcut key for calling Song Anhuai for a long time, and finally dialed it for Mu Kexin.

The phone on the other side was answered very quickly, and the voice sounded a little surprised: "Lian Xia?"

Mu Lianxia and Mu Kexin rarely had direct contact, and the previous contact was nothing more than a few holiday text messages at most.Although Mu Lianxia said that he didn't have any bad feelings for Mu Kexin, but he couldn't get close at all.He wished her well, but never thought of participating in it himself.

He held the phone tightly: "how are you?"

"I'm fine," Mu Kexin's voice was brisk, "this time has been great. No one has been calling me a loser and asking me to do this or that. Mom probably has completely forgotten me. At most she remembers me I go to school in another place, but she won't know which school I go to unless she checks... She only treats Mu Kejie as her own child."

But even though she said that, she still cared about her parents...

Mu Lianxia suddenly missed his parents too.

He was still young when his parents left, and he also clamored for his parents to live with him, but in the end it was only him, and later he got used to not thinking about his parents anymore, so he could relax a lot.However, at this moment, those memories that were deeply buried in the memory came into my mind in an instant.

After talking to Mu Kexin again, he hung up the phone and immediately called Song Anhuai: "Where are you?"

"I'm in the company...what's the matter with you?" Song Anhuai became nervous for a moment when he heard that the emotions in Mu Lianxia's words were not too much.

"I'll go find you." Mu Lianxia hung up after saying this, then got up and packed her things to bid farewell to Aunt Lu.When he opened the door of the room, Aunt Lu was watching Peking Opera and was knitting a sweater. When she saw Mu Lianxia coming out, she immediately stood up: "Have you slept well? You don't look well, do you want to go to the hospital?"

Mu Lianxia's complexion was very bad, but there was no need to go to the hospital.He rejected Aunt Lu's offer and said goodbye.Aunt Lu sent him out, and then said something about herself: "My sister didn't worry about me and asked me to live with her. My brother-in-law has also left, and we can be companions together. I'm coming back this time Take something, and I don’t think you will come back very often after that. You take this key, and come here if you have nowhere to go.”

"That's impossible!" Mu Lianxia hastily declined, "You can just rent it..."

"No," Aunt Lu shook her head, "I believe you, and I just asked you to help me look at the house."

Mu Lianxia pushed it a few more times, but silently accepted the key after Aunt Lu rolled up her sleeves and glared at him.Anyway... Aunt Lu trusts him so much, she can't let her trust the wrong person.

After saying goodbye to Aunt Lu, he took a taxi to Song Anhuai's place when he went out.

He rarely takes a taxi, because he always thinks that he will not be in a hurry, and he doesn't need to take a taxi.But it is different now, he has never been so eager to see Song Anhuai.

want to see him.

Now that the company is still small, and the front desk knew him well, he went straight into the elevator to find Song Anhuai without being stopped.When he opened the door panting heavily, Song Anhuai was really taken aback.

He pulled out his chair, got up and walked over: "What's wrong with you?"

It was Mu Lianxia who rushed over and grabbed her waist as soon as she came out from behind the table.

Song Anhuai kissed his hair, put one hand on his shoulder and the other around his waist: "What's wrong? What happened?"

Mu Lianxia didn't speak, and absorbed the warmth she needed in his arms.

"Lianxia?"

Mu Lianxia's head was buried in Song Anhuai's arms, his voice was small and unclear: "I..."

"Ok?"

"I want to go home..."

"Okay, let's go home."

"No..." Mu Lianxia almost burst into tears when she heard his steady voice, "I want to go back to Fusha...I miss my parents..."

"Then let's go back." Song Anhuai's tone didn't change, he was still calm and steady, "I'll accompany you."

Mu Lianxia straightened up without letting go, staring at the other person's eyes: "Really?"

"Well, let me deal with the matter during this period of time first. It is inconvenient for Fusha to take Sisi away, so I will send him to my brother's place. You should also tidy up your own things. If you have anything to do, We'll be leaving in two days." Song Anhuai said methodically, "However, it may not be easy to ask for leave just after school starts. If you don't come out and tell me, I'll help you."

Mu Lianxia stared at Song Anhuai's opening and closing lips, and pressed them tightly.

Let go, his expression was slightly awkward, the corners of his mouth were raised but his lips were pursed, tears finally fell down uncontrollably.

"Song Anhuai, did I ever tell you that I fell in love with you?" He blinked his eyes trying to wipe away his tears.

Song Anhuai raised his hand to wipe away the transparent tears that slid down from his eyes: "Then have I ever told you that I have fallen in love with you a long time ago?"

Mu Lianxia's current expression was half crying and half smiling, he sniffled and kissed his lips again.

I'm in love with you hmm.

I don't want to leave you, and it's hard to breathe at the thought of being apart.

Why are you so important?

I'm so glad I'm back and met you.