After I collapsed, I became a succubus

"I said sorry to...Elizabeth...because..." Lucian said intermittently, "Because I stood by, so I apologize to her, and I don't owe her anything, but only to you..."

"I'll never apologize...ah." Lucian tried his best to say, making a sound that seemed to be whimpering, "Anyway, I owe you so much, just... owe a little more... it will never be fair account..."

Because he didn't want to settle the bill with Vader.

The two have been entangled for a long time in this life, and the coming and going is already a bad debt that can't be settled at all. If this is the case, I owe him a little more.

It will never be clear, it will never be fair, even if there is no love, there will be hatred.Even hatred is a powerful emotion.

He didn't understand what it was like to love someone, but he wanted Vader's affection.

"I hate you."

"Well……!"

"I hate you, Lucian."

"……what."

"I really hate you."

He heard Vader buried on his shoulder, talking loudly, and finally, he heard Vader say: "Are you lying to me again, Lucian."

"……I do not have."

"Do you love me, Lucian, do you love me. Do you know what love is?" Vader said, "If you love me, why do you lie to me? From the beginning to the end, you treat me like a little Raiders in the world..."

"...Really, I owe you again..." Lucian said, "You still love me..."

Lucian couldn't finish his sentence because Vader gagged him.

"I don't want to hear you talk anymore."

Listening to him again, his heart can't help softening, and he can't help but let him notice and trample on him wantonly.

"It's better when you cry." Vader said coldly, "Since you don't intend to apologize, cry more for me—I won't let you go until you are completely broken."

He leaned down even harder.

……

That night, Vader didn't let him go until Lucian completely fell asleep.Lucian's palms were scratched by his nails, and he looked extremely pitiful.

Lucian fell asleep, so he could finally heal his wounds.

thought Vader.

"I want you to always remember that you owe me, Lucian." Vader brushed Lucian's tear-stained eyelashes with his fingers, "You asked for it."

Lucian fell asleep completely and could not reply to him.

He exposed Lucian's beautiful body outside the quilt.He knew that at this moment, the thing called "System" couldn't see the two of them.That kind of thing was called a "pattern" by Lucian.

So at this moment, he was finally able to bow his head properly and kiss Lucian, who was unable to see or perceive him because of his coma.

What if Lucian was a woman?He thought that if Lucian was a woman, she might have already been pregnant with his child.

Vader doesn't like children, but at least in this way, there can be more bonds between them than what Lucian said.

owe.

Just owed.

"Rest well, Lucian, continue to owe me, always owe me." He whispered, "Our days will be very long."

——I want you to pay me back for the rest of my life.

he thinks.

But thinking of the look in Lucian's eyes when he said he owed him, Vader felt extremely painful in his heart.

……

Lucian woke up groggy from the bed.

The curtains were drawn in the room.He felt pain in his abdomen and his voice was hoarse.

He is not fully clothed.Vader seems to have mastered the technique of automatically turning on the system mode, so that he is always in the process of being blocked by the system and losing contact with the system.

This all happened after the compulsion that day.On the second day after that, Lucian was pinned to the head of the bed by Vader.Vader was going to strip him of his system.

Who would have thought that Vader actually found a way to strip the system from the soul.

"It won't hurt, Lucian." Vader said hoarsely, his eyes filled with abnormal emotions, "It will be fine soon. As long as you peel off the system, everything in the past will be erased."

But Lucian didn't want this.That write-off is like they're covering up an old wound with a new one.

So he began to struggle, and in the struggle their intertwined spirits wrestled.As a result, Lucian unexpectedly entered Vader's spiritual world.

It was a scene he never thought he would see.

In Vader's spiritual world, there are only large expanses of pitch-black scorched earth, as if they have experienced devastating blows and burning.In the distance is the memory hall that Lucian had seen, but it has been protected by iron walls.

And on the scorched earth, there was only darkness, only the burnt scorched earth.

no flowers.

No burgundy flowers.

Lucian withdrew from Vader's spiritual world.His teeth were chattering, and he leaned weakly on the head of the bed.Vader seemed utterly irritated by him, and he pressed him for a new one, but didn't bring up the stripping system anymore.

He just said to Lucian: "Only at this time, your system doesn't exist, does it?"

In the end, Lucian could only whisper: "Now you only want this, don't you?"

When he said this, he couldn't restrain the emotion in his body.Maybe it was because of feelings, maybe it was something else, no matter how Vader treats him now, his body will go weak.

Even if he saw it just now, nothing, flowerless...

Vader's spiritual world.

Vader left after he passed out.Only later did he adopt this new method to keep Lucian's system away from him.

Lucian stared at the ceiling until the door opened again.

It's Vader.

Vader sat on the side of his bed.For the past few days, Lucian has always crawled from the bed to him at this time, letting him pull himself on his lap, doing something else for him.But today he didn't do that.

He just curled up on the bed and watched him.

"...Come here," Vader said.

Lucian didn't move.He looked into Vader's eyes with those burgundy eyes.

Vader became restless again, and felt faintly uneasy.

"Let's talk, Vader." He heard Lucian whisper.

"About what?" Vader said finally.

"...Do you want to lock me up here for the rest of my life and be your canary?" Lucian said, "Because I owe you, right?"

"..."

Vader stopped talking.Lucian whispered again: "Wade, you don't know, in fact, there are many fast travelers like me in the control center. I am number five, and there are many other numbers besides me."

"They will all be like me, looking for a world, and using false feelings to attack others. And those who are attacked are just like you." Lucian said slowly, "I shouldn't have come to your world in the first place. Yes, that is to say, the person who was supposed to attack you was not me."

Vader clenched his fingers.

"Many people's strategy methods are not hatred, but love, or gratitude, or guilt. If they met you, maybe you would have a better life." Lucian said slowly, " But who made you meet me? But actually..."

"There are many time travelers like me. They all have beautiful skins, like roses, and they know you better than you. They won't accumulate your hatred, and they will treat you as nothing. The moonlight is over. But this strategy is very simple, everyone can do it, it is such an ordinary regulation, even if the person who comes is not me, but another person, he or she will do it, and you will too..."

"Are you kidding?" Vader sneered, but his nails had already gotten into his palms, and he began to panic. Lucian's words made him feel uneasy, "I wonder if you are going crazy, How is it possible, you think everyone is the same as you..."

"...Yeah." Lucian said, "I am the only one who treats you so badly. However, there are too many good people in this world. They will all treat you very well."

"..."

Vader wanted to open Lucian's memory again.He only saw part of Lucian's memory last time, and he was kicked out by Lucian.But Lucian's reaction now made him panic.

He could only say: "Don't think so much, you should give me back these things. The so-called good people? Other time travelers? That's just hypocrisy..."

"I owe you, Vader." Lucian said suddenly, "I still won't apologize, and I won't regret it. If I do it all over again, I will do it again."

"..."

"I've been thinking about what you hate me so much because of something, maybe I can pay back a few insignificant things to make you and me happier. But I think about it, I owe you too much Already." Lu Xi'an looked at him, his eyes were very beautiful, "So going back to the source, I think, the first time you hated me was because I wanted to kill you——I caused you to die in the land of the dead, right? "

"..." Vader said, "What exactly do you want to do?"

Lucian suddenly smiled.

"I stole a little thing from the palace. You know I like to do bad things. As long as you can capture my soul, you can still make me live and continue to hate me, right?" Lucian said, "In that case, I'll pay you back a little bit first."

The wide-eyed man becomes Vader.

He watched Lucian take out a dagger from under the pillow.Lucian pressed the dagger against his chest with a calm expression.He looked at Vader and said, "I saw your spiritual world... Vader, since this is the case, I don't want to torture you anymore. I killed you once, so I will pay you back first..."

"you dare!!"

The man with a cold face just now suddenly became furious.A pitch-black flame ignited on his body, and his pupils suddenly lost control.His fingers were convulsed, his eyes cracked and he said, "How dare you... Number five, I won't allow you..."

"I die once, you resurrect me, wash away the memory, and the debt between us will be cancelled. If you don't want to resurrect me...it doesn't matter." Lucian said softly, "Look at you, you are so tired, Vivian Germany."

"No..." Vader almost lost control, "I don't allow you to die—!! I tell you, you can only die by my hands. If you dare to die, I will make your life worse than death..."

The memory of being in the temple once again appeared.Lucian committed suicide in front of him.There is nothing he can do...

Holding Lucian's body, he walked through the long corridor, bleeding continuously...

Vader's face contorted, and all his muscles began to twitch.An intense panic swept over him.He forgot all the spells for a moment, and reached out to snatch the dagger.

Lucian smiled, and before Vader had time to take it away, he stabbed the dagger hard into his heart!

This time, there was no system to relieve his pain.Lucian closed his eyes, thinking that a strong pain would come.

He will die here.

But what came from his chest... was just the initial slight pain.

Lucian opened his eyes.He stretched out his hand in surprise... and pulled the dagger out of his chest.

No wounds.The moment the knife left, his chest healed.

Like a miracle.

"you……"

A groan of pain came from the other side of the bed.Lucian raised his head and stared blankly at the young man who was furious and now covering his chest.

Blood flowed from between his fingers, and his hands were covered in an instant.Vader's initial expression was a little dazed, with a little panic that he thought Lucian was going to die just now.

"How could you...?" Lucian moved his lips and heard himself say.

Wade bit his lip and gave Lucian a hard look.With bulging veins in his hands, he propped himself up on the bed, trying to get up from the bed...

then turn around...

And stumbled away.