After I collapsed, I became a succubus

Vader couldn't bear Lucian's look.

He didn't understand whether he gave up because he couldn't bear Lucian's silence, or Lucian's possible weakness in this situation.Does he understand Lucian?He doesn't understand anything.Even until now, he is more used to calling Lucian as Lucian.

Not number five.

Even though he has seen so many memories of Lucian, and the voice named "System" that always talks to him...

Vader gently brushed Lucian's long hair with his hands, rubbing the back of his neck.At that moment, a faint haze floated on his face.

He almost forgot another thing.

That... thing called "the system".

He would find a way to strip it from Lucian's body, along with the memories of the world that Lucian pushed away from him and didn't show him.

He will chew everything about Lucian until Lucian can only stay by his side.

Lucian got down on the ground meekly.The curves of his body are beautiful, like valleys or mountains.He put his chin on Vader's body.

Corvid finally pushed him away.

"I don't want to do anything," Vader said finally. "I'm sick of the way you look today—are you trying to show me off? Huh?"

Lucian didn't speak, he closed his eyes.

Vader wanted to say something, but the attendant outside the door reported that it was time for him to meet with the Green family.He sneered and got up to leave.

When he got up, Lucian's voice came from behind him: "... Vader, don't you think this is very boring?"

Vader stopped in his tracks.

"Why do you want to pursue my memory? If you don't look at these, I can live a good life with you." Lucian's voice was a little dazed, but there was a kind of soliloquy, even What it means to ask yourself, "Isn't it good to have a good life, kiss, make love, like everyone else, with someone in the world you're passing through?"

...and watch him go to the next world after this world ends, and kiss and fall in love with other men or women, and go to bed... yeah.

thought Vader.

It was as if he... was just a passer-by in Lucian's long life.

Vader walked over with a blank face. He stretched out his hand and pushed Lucian to lie down on the bed. Lucian's long silver hair spread out, as beautiful as a flower blooming in the water without support.

Lucian didn't resist, his wine red eyes looked at Vader.Vader moved his fingers to his throat.

warm.

Soft.

Heartbeat and pulse.

Lucian's... heartbeat and pulse.

At that moment, he finally felt that he was closer to Lucian.It was Lucian, and it was number five.He touched his shell and felt his heart beat faster, not just from fear but from excitement.

These are Lucian's own reactions.At this time, he always felt that he had touched Lucian's true emotions.

Let Lucian always be by his side.

"...Number Five, you are dreaming." Vader finally said.

Lucian closed his eyes.His long, fair neck resembled a dying swan.

The swan who gave Vader his deadly throat.At that moment, Vader felt satisfied and anxious.

... Vader is gone after all.Lucian sat alone in the imprisoned tower, with the chains that sealed his magic power still on his ankles.It wasn't until Vader left that the system trembled and said: "I just felt a very terrifying aura, is Vader going to attack me?"

"..."

"Your memory is still in his mind, tell me, will he take it to see sometime?"

"..."

"How did the two of you get into this situation? I almost don't understand why you were locked up here again..."

"..."

Lucian never replied, the system was on the verge of crying.It said: "Master Lucian, Mr. No. [-], don't you think the current situation is very scary? And, you, don't keep talking, your current appearance is really..."

It had never seen Lucian like this.

"... Tell me, why does Vader hate me so much?"

Lucian's voice was soft, like a falling feather that was about to shatter.

"..."

The system tried to answer, but soon realized that Lucian was not asking it, but looking at the ceiling and talking to himself.

Lucian raised his head and looked at the sky.His wine-red eyes seem to be covered by fog, making it difficult to see: "He loved me very much before, but now...he still wants to sleep with me."

"Will hatred make one person sleep with another person? Or is he coming to me now just to vent his desire on me and get back all the past debts?"

"When the accounts are settled..." Lucian suddenly smiled, "I was thinking about something messy."

system:……

Obviously, Vader doesn't just want to play with you for a while, he wants to get back from you for a lifetime!The system suppresses its own screams.

The system just wanted to comfort Lucian, telling him not to be so sad, and to consider the safety of the system first.But then, it heard Lucian say: "But..."

"Do I love him?"

system:! !

"... Lucian." The system felt horrified, because Lucian used the word "love" instead of "like".

"Love"... How can a traveler who has experienced many battles talk about "love" with a person from this world?

"What should I do, I love him?" Lucian said flatly, "If hatred can be easily repaid, what about love?"

The system wanted to say something, but was pushed into silent mode by Lucian.

Then, there was a long silence.

Lucian never spoke.

……

It was the Green family who came to discuss government affairs with Vader.In addition to the eldest son of the family, there is also his younger sister - Elizabeth Green.

After not seeing her for more than half a year, Elizabeth Green's expression showed more determination and calmness.Now she co-founded a school where civilians can also enter, and she is the principal-it is a deviant thing for a noble lady to become the principal of a civilian school, but she has enough determination and ability to convince her parents to go to the school. do this.

The orphan Belinda is a student in this school.She is quite smart and has excellent grades.After finishing her studies, there is a high probability that she will become a female teacher who stays in school.

Elizabeth firmly believes that knowledge that can be passed on to all people is far more important than money flowing to the church and a single loaf of bread.

After the discussion of the matter was completed, Lucian's pale face hovered in Vader's mind, so he asked Elizabeth to stay.

He said a few words, very absent-minded.Sitting across from Vader, who had an increasingly terrifying temperament, Elizabeth was also a little nervous.

She insinuated carefully, wanting to know Vader's purpose.In the end, Wade rested his forehead and said irritably, "When you have time, go to the palace to chat with the Queen."

Elizabeth was slightly taken aback.She knew that the queen was a commoner woman, and she didn't quite understand Vader's intention of letting her accompany her...

After leaving the palace, she returned to the school she ran, and saw Belinda wearing a sundress and giving exercises to the students on the playground.

In half a year, the little girl grew a head taller.She has a cold face when facing students who make mistakes - as the teacher's assistant, she needs to maintain her authority.

However, when she turned around and saw Elizabeth smiling and waving at her, her face still revealed some childishness of a child of this age.

"His Majesty the Emperor asked you to enter the palace to visit His Highness the Empress?" After learning the news, Belinda was also a little puzzled, "His Royal Highness Empress Silvia...is she someone you know?"

Elizabeth shook her head.

The two were walking under the flower corridor.Because Belinda was a wandering orphan, she was rescued by Vader in that accident, so she didn't have much fear or resentment towards Vader.She stopped as she passed a clump of white lilies.

"What's the matter, Belinda?" Elizabeth asked.

"I don't know..." Belinda mumbled, "I don't know where Lucian is now."

"..." Elizabeth sighed softly, "I think we may be the few people in this world who still have positive concerns about his tracks. I heard that Mucheng is still looking for him, Looking forward to his execution."

Yes, Belinda didn't know that Lucian was the dishonorable son full of evil.

"But who is he, what did he do, what's the problem?" Belinda said, "He saved me, I don't think he is a bad person, that's enough. At that moment, he appeared, no Others, there are no good-sounding good people."

She drooped her eyelashes and said, "Maybe other people think the same way."

But when Elizabeth entered the palace the next day, she understood Wade's intention of letting her in.

The palace people in the whole palace were silent like cicadas. It seemed that there was another conflict and quarrel between the emperor and the empress last night.Elizabeth cautiously arrived at the back garden under the leadership of the palace staff. She glanced at the tall white tower in the garden, which was said to be the residence of Queen Sylvia.

But the tower and the guards below make it more like a prison than a palace.

In the gazebo under the palace she saw the queen with her back turned to her. The back of "she" is very slender, with dazzlingly white long hair combed loosely behind her head.But "she" is more like a man than a woman.

When the "Queen" turned around, Elizabeth covered her mouth.

Servants go down. The "Queen" and Elizabeth sat on both sides of the stone table.Elizabeth twisted her handkerchief with her fingers, and said softly, "Lu... Xi'an?"

She almost didn't recognize Lucian.

The Lucian in her memory was always gentle and holy, always smiling confidently even after exposing all his bad thoughts.But now Lucian looks so light that he could be crushed.He also seemed a little surprised to see her.

"...Elizabeth, it's you," he said.

For some reason, Elizabeth felt that Lucian was much colder than before.This kind of indifference is not derogatory or malicious, but it seems that Lucian has finally removed some disguise, making her feel that they do not exist in the same world.

And Lucian didn't treat her the way he treats people from the same world.

Elizabeth didn't know what Vader wanted her and Lucian to say.She knew very little about their affairs, but it could be seen that the relationship between the two was at least not pleasant.She guessed that Vader wanted her to calm some of Lucian's emotions, or to mediate the dispute.

……OMG.She said to herself, this Vader and Lucian are all riddlers.

She started talking cautiously, first talking about her current affairs.Lucian Cheng is a patient listener, until she talked about the current situation of herself and Belinda, she heard Lucian say: "Your fate and her fate have changed."

Somehow, this nonsensical remark made her feel that Lucian was serious—so serious that it gave a chill down the spine.

"Lucien." Seeing that the topic seemed to be in the right place, Elizabeth asked with concern while the iron was hot, "I don't know what happened these days, but I feel that you are...unhappy now, aren't you?"

Lucian didn't speak.

"Is it because you don't want to...be a queen and stay here?"

Before saying this, Elizabeth carefully observed the surrounding area, making sure that no one from Vader was around.Lucian had saved her life twice, and although Vader had indirectly saved her, in her heart Lucian was obviously more of a friend.

If Lucian is really unhappy because of being imprisoned...she will try her best to find a way.

"...It is, and it is not." Lucian said softly, "I am..."

"Stay here voluntarily."

he finally said.

"I came back by myself..."

Elizabeth:  …

Elizabeth didn't know what to say.But at this time Lucian spoke again: "Elizabeth, if I tell you that I have done many things to deceive you and plot against you before, will you hate me?"

The blond girl was stunned: "What?"

"For example, I know that you will die in the end, your family will be destroyed miserably, the people in the entire royal city, and the nobles who are friendly with you will die tragically. But I never reminded you. I pretended to be your friend and solved your problems. But I never thought of changing your ending, but continued my behavior, and even pushed you (due to Vader's blackening) to further death." Lucian's bright red lips uttered cold words, "These are all planned by me - including taking advantage of your friendship with me. Will you hate me? After that, will you still consider me a friend?"

"This……"

Elizabeth wanted to talk about it from left to right, but Lucian got up slowly and stared at her.

"Tell me the real answer you want to give," he said, "like..."

He attached a past event.

An irretrievable death of Elizabeth's best friend whom he could have reminded but forsworn to avoid a greater negative butterfly effect.

Lucian's eyes had the magic power of a succubus, and at that moment, Elizabeth spoke the truth.

"I will." She said with blue eyes that were forced to speak the truth, "I will at least... blame you, I can't accept it emotionally. Maybe, I will look away later, but at least I didn't There is a way to get closer to you..."

"Probably the best ending is to apologize, alienate each other, and never have any contact with each other. Occasionally nod politely, but forget each other..."

The conversation is over.

Elizabeth woke up from being bewitched.She couldn't remember what Lucian had said to her just now.But Lucian said to the attendant, "The conversation is over."

Then, he lowered his eyes and said to Elizabeth: "You don't need to come into the palace anymore."

Elizabeth didn't understand what was going on.But when she turned around, she heard Lucian say, "I'm sorry."

After Elizabeth left, Vader came to him under the flower stand in the dark.He stroked Lucian's long hair with his hand.

"Why are you asking her this?"

Lucian said nothing.

"Why did you apologize to her?"

Lucian said nothing.

Vader's grip on the nape of his neck was getting heavier.He felt restless and angry.

Why would Lucian apologize to her...?

Why does Lucian...

Not saying a word to him, but apologizing to her?

Obviously he also hurt him, obviously...

He grabbed Lucian's wrist and dragged him up the white tower after he stumbled.After closing the door, he threw Lucian onto the bed.

He grabbed Lucian's neck and forced him to turn over so that his back was facing him.

……

Lucian was in pain, and he was breathing hard.All the expressions and muscles are written with his pain and discomfort.Vader had never treated him so badly, as if he only wanted him to suffer.

But in the end...

Lucian softened involuntarily.

No matter how much Vader abused him, he couldn't help but soften.

He is like water, tolerant of all cruelty.

Obviously this should be beyond everything he can bear.

……

Everything stopped temporarily.

"Why..." Vader finally couldn't help it.

He pinched Lucian's throat, stopped his movements, and let out a suppressed sound amidst all the noise.

"Ugh..."

"Why did you start again...why are you always so...so..." Vader couldn't control his voice, and he couldn't help saying those bloody truths that he shouldn't have said, "Why ..."

Lucian looked up at him blankly.

Vader continued to make a subdued low voice: "You..."

"I've been abusing you, Lucian." He gritted his teeth and said, "No. [-]... I'm obviously abusing you, I'm deliberately hurting you, making you suffer...Why are you doing this...like You don't hurt, but like sweets...why...I'm making you miserable...you should cry, you should feel pain, you shouldn't have any sweet reaction, you..."

He wanted to break all of Lucian's defenses even more, and he became even more anxious.

The depression and stillness lasted for a long time.

Finally, the succubus with pale face and blushing finally looked at the young man questioning him, and spoke with trembling lips.

"Because...it's you." Lucian said intermittently.

What he squeezed out between his teeth were such desperate and weak words: "Because it's you, Vader...you're...doing that...to me..."

"Because it's you, so I will..."

Vader stopped talking, he gritted his teeth tensely.

He buried his face in Lucian's shoulder.

At that moment Lucian couldn't tell that it was Vader's sweat that stained his hair.

Or Vader's tears.