The hookup of the scumbag

Mid-term paper: What is not available is always in turmoil, and what is favored is confident

Author: Zhou Xiao

Blue Star Ancient East has a very famous poet VI Da/Lai Cang Jiayangcuo wrote in the fifth commandment of his work "Ten Commandments Poems": Fifth, it is best not to love each other, so that you can never abandon each other.Perhaps this kind of relationship view is very sad, starting with falling in love and ending with abandoning each other, but many times, those seemingly romantic and beautiful relationships always respond to this motto and end without a problem.It is said in fairy tales that princes and princesses live happily together in the end, but who knows if they will be happy forever?

Wen Ruifan is very ordinary, but his marriage with Xie Anzhen is the epitome of many families in the world.He used to have a very happy family and a decent job. If he hadn't betrayed his family, maybe when he was old, he would walk with his wife plainly but contentedly, recalling their life journey that was about to end, and interacting with each other. Say thank you to each other for having you.However, there are no ifs in life.Wen Ruifan made a mistake that most men would make: Greed.

Men are greedy. He wants both white roses and red roses. No matter which one he gets, he will never forget the flower that was given up. Maybe as long as he has a chance, he will moth He pursued the evil fire like that, even though he himself knew that this pounce would probably destroy his body and make him unable to turn back, but he still had no hesitation in abandoning the happiness he had already held in his hands, until he really hit the south wall. Give up.

If Wen Ruifan had always been a bad man, maybe Xie Anzhen would not be so sad for his betrayal, but he has always been a model husband who keeps himself clean.Such a good man made a mistake, but it was more unacceptable to his wife than a man who cheated repeatedly.He gave his wife a loyal and beautiful marriage, making people feel that such a man can be trusted and can completely give up his feelings, but one day he suddenly no longer loyal, and he smelled like someone else, as his wife , what she faces is not only a betrayal from her body, but also a mockery of the trust she has given.That's why some women would rather choose to divorce and marry a man she doesn't love than to forgive a man who betrayed her but still loves her very much.Everyone's subconscious has the pursuit of perfection. If this relationship has been bitten by others, then giving up may be the best choice.Wen Ruifan is not an irresponsible bad man, but he is even more unforgivable than those men.

If one had to describe his relationship with Li Weien in one sentence, it would be: those who cannot get it are always in turmoil, and those who are favored are confident.In fact, he and Li Weien are the same kind of person, it's just that Li Weien's paranoia interpreted this sentence in a straightforward and exaggerated manner.

Wen Ruifan has been a top student since he was a child. After graduation, he entered a large company and soon climbed to the position of manager. Then he followed his childhood dream and married Xie Anzhen. They formed an ordinary but happy family and gave birth to their daughter Mengmeng.His life seems to be complete, he doesn't lack anything, he just needs to watch his daughter grow up slowly, and when he grows old one day, he can enjoy the happiness.Every step of his life is so smooth, he has never tasted the taste of failure, never felt the pain of getting what he asks for, almost as long as he wants, he can get what he wants.He was spoiled by his family, spoiled by his wife, spoiled by his luck so far.So, when one day, he was broken into by someone outside of his life plan, he wanted to taste the derailment.

If it is impossible to say that he really fell in love with Li Weien deeply, it can only be said that Li Weien has a taste of madness that he has never tried before. , hoping to try another life that is completely different from the previous 30 years.Indeed, falling in love with Li Weien did bring him a different feeling from being with Xie Anzhen. That kind of feeling was not recognized by family, friends and even the boss. They could only comfort each other behind everyone's backs in the dark. I feel that this love is shocking, every meeting seems to be the last time in their lives, they feel that there is no tomorrow, they can only grasp every minute and every second of being together, desperate, crazy...but happy.In the end, he was blinded by the passion/passion at this moment, and he didn't want to worry about other insignificant things. He only eagerly hoped that his love could be made public and recognized by the world.Therefore, he did not hesitate to hurt the woman who had been married to him for ten years and gave all his affection for him, as well as the little daughter whom he had always loved from the bottom of his heart.It cannot be denied that what encouraged him to make such a decision without hesitation was more subconsciously relying on their tolerance and preference for him.He may not have realized it, but the idea hidden in his heart is that as long as he wants, he can withdraw and return to the original point at any time, correct his crooked path, and start life again. He has nothing to fear.

Soon, when he came together with Li Weien enduring the disapproving gazes of everyone around him, he actually began to regret it vaguely.What he couldn't get was always in turmoil, but now that he got it, his sanity returned.He began to weigh whether the relationship he had given up so much in exchange for was worth it.What's more, he didn't fall in love with Li Weien at all, he just fell in love with the feeling of rebellion, and Li Weien happened to provide him with a chance to be a traitor, so that he could taste this new and exciting betrayal. People's pleasure/feeling.This is why a man cheats, but chooses someone who is worse than his wife. Most of the time, it is not because of true love, but because of novelty, because he is eager to break the immutable life plan.When he already felt that this relationship no longer made him feel fresh, he began to miss the past again.This is actually in line with what Cang Jiayangcuo said, "If you don't love each other, you don't abandon each other." The existence of "love" is for betrayal. Once the shelf life is over, the freshness disappears, and then the love is over. Maybe eternal love also exists Yes, but only because it has a much longer shelf life than usual.

Love each other, abandon each other, bear each other, see each other, and then, Ande will say goodbye to the king, so as not to teach life and death to be lovesick.

System abuse: the original score is 85 (thought is slightly pessimistic), 30 are deducted, and the final score is 55

The author has something to say: in the next story "Jewelry", the CPs are Uncle He and Jassica.