The hookup of the scumbag

Wen Ruifan was sitting beside Li Weien's hospital bed in a daze, a ball of thread was tangled in chaos in his mind, and he couldn't stop cutting it.

"Sir, congratulations, your wife is pregnant for two months. But her mood is unstable, her body is very weak, and she has signs of miscarriage. I suggest..."

"Wait a minute, doctor, you said, she is pregnant?"

"Yes, what's the problem?"

"Could it be a mistake? Maybe, she just has a bad stomach?"

"Sir, please trust our professional judgment, this lady is indeed pregnant."

"How could this be? How could you be pregnant?"

Wen Ruifan couldn't accept this fact. He obviously wanted to correct the mistakes he made, and he was about to return to a happy family, but Wei En was pregnant at this time?He couldn't make up his mind, and rationally told him that he couldn't have this child, but the moral education he had received over the years did not allow him to abandon the lonely Wei En at this time, forcing her to abort the child.He was in great pain and didn't know how to make a choice. He chose to put his head in his hands, not to think or to see, deceiving himself and trying to escape from this world.

The phone rang again and again, and Li Weien's eyelashes moved, slowly waking up.

She was very happy to see Wen Ruifan beside the bed, "Ruifan, I knew you were reluctant to leave me."

Wen Ruifan still held his head and remained silent.Li Weien felt it was weird, she saw the surrounding environment clearly, and recognized that it was a hospital ward, so she asked in a low voice: "Rui Fan, what happened? Is it that I am seriously ill?"

Only then did Wen Ruifan slowly raise his head, looking at her with struggling eyes.

Li Weien moved silently, subconsciously fleeing from him.

"Rui Fan, what happened to me...?"

Wen Ruifan suddenly laughed lowly: "Oh, I also want to know what happened? Is this retribution? I was punished for not being blessed in the past, and I was punished for looking far away. In the end, I could only swallow the evil caused by myself ?"

Li Weien didn't know what he was talking about, but she could hear the deep regret in Wen Ruifan's words at the moment, so she got angry, she sat up abruptly, picked up the vase by the bed and threw it at Wen Ruifan, shouting loudly: " Wen Ruifan! What happened?"

Maybe Li Weien was still reluctant, the vase missed him, brushed past him and hit the wall behind him, making a "bang-dang" sound.

Wen Ruifan looked at Li Weien quietly: "Vienne, you are pregnant."

Li Weien still maintained an angry expression on her face, but her whole body froze, and soon, she put on an ecstatic smile.

"Really? Rui Fan, we have a baby now? We have a baby, it's great, it's great..."

But there was no half smile on Wen Ruifan's face, Li Weien woke up from the surprise, and immediately felt that he was not as happy about their child's arrival as she was at the moment.

"Wen Ruifan, what do you mean?" The anger on her face gathered again.

Wen Ruifan sighed heavily before saying, "Finally, what do you want me to do?"

Li Weien was suspicious: "Will you do what I want you to do?"

Wen Ruifan's heart was in a mess, and he felt resigned to fate, "Speak."

Li Weien smiled: "Rui Fan, let's leave Taiwan now and go back to the United States to get married, okay? Let's start over and give our children a happy and complete family." If she wanted her, she would wander around in these two families who didn't have her place every week and suffer all kinds of stares.Therefore, she longs for a home for herself, a home that belongs to her completely, a man who only loves her and pets her.

Wen Ruifan looked at Li Weien for a long time, until the smile on her face slowly collapsed, and then said: "Okay."

Li Weien couldn't believe her ears, she asked in surprise, "Say it again?"

Wen Ruifan severely cut off his unrealistic fantasy, and said as she wished: "I will accompany you to the United States, and I am willing to marry you." In fact, he has already recovered his memory.He originally liked Li Weien, she was like a hurricane, blowing into his lifeless heart lake, causing big waves.He is not willing to live in a peaceful marriage with An Zhen for ten years, he desperately needs passion, a love as hot as a red rose.However, after he really got it, he regretted it soon.If the relationship with Wei En is like a violent storm, then his relationship with An is really like a trickle of water, which penetrated into his soul bit by bit and became an indispensable part of his life.After the storm, he was tired and wanted to find a place to rest, but suddenly found that the warm harbor behind him had been abandoned by himself, and there was no place for him in the world.

He thought that his amnesia was an opportunity given to him by God, an opportunity to correct the wrong things.He was already on the verge of rebirth, but Vayne's pregnancy interrupted it all.Could it be that he could really make up his mind to leave her?After all, this was also the woman he had pity on. How could she alone bear the mistakes he made?

Wen Ruifan, who had made up his mind, immediately felt relieved. Although he knew that one day in the future, he would probably regret the decision he made today, but now the reality forced him to make such a choice. Although, he has already regretted it from now on. ...

Soon after, he accompanied Li Weien to America.

The day he packed his luggage and came out of the house he had lived in for ten years, he turned his head and took a deep look at it. Perhaps, this was the last time he saw it.

He saw Anzhen standing on the balcony and looking at him expressionlessly. He saw Mengmeng pulling Anzhen wanting to cry and saying that he didn't want her father to leave. The deputy didn't even look at him. Yes, everyone was disappointed in him. Even he himself felt extremely ashamed. He didn't have the face to face his elderly parents, young daughter, and, waiting for him to turn around. An Zhen.

The flashlights of the reporters outside the room kept taking pictures. They surrounded him and asked him about his choice and how he felt. He felt that the whole world was judging him. He was very scared and wanted to retreat and find a place to hide. , So, he hid in the taxi in horror, urging the driver to drive quickly, even when he suddenly heard Mengmeng calling Dad from behind the car, he didn't dare to let the driver stop.Here, there is no place for him to survive.

Many, many years later, maybe not too long, to be precise, only three years have passed, but he seems to feel that most of his life has passed, and the marriage with An Zhen seems to be a matter of the previous life, and he occasionally thinks When I woke up, it felt like a lifetime away.

He is very busy every day now, and even so, he still feels that the day is very, very long.

He found a job in the United States that was neither too good nor too bad, just enough to make ends meet.In the morning, after feeding his youngest son, he placed him in the care of the neighbor's old lady. After a busy day, he bought groceries and came back to cook. When it was time to go to bed, he had to take a bath for his son and put him to sleep. Then he can squeeze out a little bit of his own time.Before that, he has to wash the family's clothes, iron the suits he will wear tomorrow, and clean the house.In the past, he was an uncle, and only when An Zhen was ill, he reluctantly cooked a pack of frozen dumplings for his family. An Zhen thought she was the happiest woman, but now, he just wanted to spare some time to look at her. The nightly ball game is very satisfying.

Occasionally, his wife, Wei En, came back late at night.But their husband and wife have nothing to say now, maybe, she just crawled back from another man's bed, and what's surprising is that he didn't even have any anger at all. The betrayal wears off.

Yes, betrayal again and again.

Before going abroad, he knew that Li Weien was sick, but now, the illness is getting worse, she feels that the whole world is hostile to her and abandoning her, but she doesn't want his love, because she has already got it.Yes, he found out later that she was keen on breaking up other people's families and hooking up with other people's husbands.The psychiatrist said that this was related to her childhood experience, she longed for others to love her, and she needed a lot of love.Seeing other people's happiness, she wants to keep it for herself, she can't extricate herself from falling in love with men who belong to others, no, it should be said, she can't extricate herself from falling in love with things that don't belong to her.She said she wanted a complete love, but what she really loved was something that didn't belong to her before. Once she got it, her love for this man would disappear.

He also wanted to live a good life with her. He also tried to force her to take medicine for treatment, but she met fierce resistance. She refused to admit that she was sick and thought he was trying to harm her. Even so, he never thought about it. to give up on her.Until one day, he went home and saw that something was wrong with his son, his small body was twitching non-stop, and he managed to save it after the doctor rescued him.It turned out that this crazy woman put her own pills in her son's milk and fed him!Only then did he truly despair of her, and at the same time, his fear of her grew day by day.Although the son was rescued, his heart was severely damaged. He had to take medicine every day at a young age, and had to go to the hospital for treatment every once in a while, but his body was still weakening day by day.Seeing his son's miserable situation, he didn't want to take care of her anymore, more precisely, he didn't dare to take care of her anymore.He was very afraid that one day, he would be poisoned to death by her unknowingly, and out of good intentions, the neighbors would at most bury him in the cemetery without even a name, rotting alone, and gradually becoming an unknown bone.

When she came back today, he was not in the mood to watch the football game, so he turned off the TV and went back to his room to sleep.

Half asleep and half awake, Wei En hugged him from behind and called his name repeatedly until he woke up.

"What's wrong?" He had no choice but to respond to her.

Wei En started to cry, "Rui Fan, you have changed, you don't love me anymore."

He didn't know how to answer her, did he want to lie to her that I still love you very much?Long before going abroad, he recognized his own heart. Although he knew that he would regret it, he never thought that he would hate that stupid self so deeply.

Seeing that he didn't speak and that he was ill again, Wei En threw a pillow at him, and even swept down the contents of the bedside cabinet, making bang bang bang bang bang bang.Tired of dealing with her, he turned to sleep on his side, hoping that she would calm down.She didn't stop, and continued to smash things in the room, but the son in the next room was awakened and made a weak cry.

He was very sensitive to the cries of his youngest son, so he quickly got up and ran to the next room, only to find that his son was twitching, and his little face was extremely pale.

He hurriedly opened the drawer to look for medicine, but a hand picked up the bottle of medicine faster than him, and she kept asking the question repeatedly: "Rui Fan, do you still love me?"

He got anxious and yelled at her: "Crazy woman, give me the medicine quickly, are you going to kill your son?"

She chuckled: "It turns out that Xiao San is my son, and it's because of him that you don't love me, right? Do you want medicine? I won't give it to you!" After she finished speaking, she threw the medicine out vigorously. outside the window.

He widened his eyes, and slapped her hard, so hard that she staggered back a few steps, and barely stopped until she retreated to the corner of the wall.

He was so anxious that he immediately ran to the grass below to find medicine, but before he ran downstairs, her presence made him feel very uneasy.So he ran back again, found her in the corner, and pulled her downstairs vigorously to prevent her from hurting his son again.

Time passed by, but it was not easy to find a small bottle of medicine under the dim moonlight in the dense grass downstairs.The son could cry weakly a few times before, but now he can't hear it at all.

He was very scared, and decided to go up to carry his son to the hospital. After walking a few steps, he felt something under his feet. When he picked it up, it turned out to be the bottle of medicine!

He was ecstatic, picked up the medicine and ran upstairs, and the crazy woman followed him.

Pushing open the door of his son's room, the room was quiet. He ran to the bed in a panic, unscrewed the lid of the medicine, slipped a handful of medicine out with his hands shaking, picked up the thermos bottle next to the bed and poured a glass of water, and helped his son to hold the medicine. The medicine was stuffed into his mouth, and water was poured into his mouth, but unlike before, the water was not swallowed, and a large piece was wet.

"Oliver? Oliver?" He tremblingly put his hand under his son's nose and found that he had died. He knew that his son would not live long, but when he died in front of him, he still couldn't accept it. For this son, he almost betrayed him. In addition to all his relatives, in the past three years, he has been his only hope and belief, and the motivation to support him to work hard. Now that he died easily, what should he do?Where should he go?

"Oliver, Oliver, Oliver..." He called his name frantically, performed intracardiac pressure and artificial respiration for him again and again, but the youngest son still didn't move, he was really dead.

Li Weien suddenly laughed abruptly: "Dead? It's fine if you die. If you die, you don't have to suffer..." She ran out in a daze.

He hugged his son tightly in his arms and cried loudly. He didn't cry when he gave up An Zhen, he didn't cry when he lost his job, he didn't cry when he was hurt by Li Weien again and again, but now, he feels that his world All of a sudden it collapsed!The death of his youngest son made him feel that he was wrong from the moment he betrayed An Zhen. He endured everyone's eyes and walked a road of no return. He has been deceiving himself for the past three years, and now, his youngest son died. He couldn't lie to himself anymore.

In the confusion, he suddenly thought of An Zhen, yes, maybe An Zhen was still waiting for him to go back, and Mengmeng was still waiting for him as his father.As soon as he thought about it, he couldn't wait to go back and see them!

After finishing his son's funeral in a hurry, he got on the plane back to Taiwan.

On the plane, he was always restless.Since he went to the United States, he didn't have the courage to follow Taiwan's news anymore.He was very afraid that one day he would read the story of Cinderella and the prince in the newspaper, and he might not even think about it in the end.

After getting off the plane, he didn't dare to make a phone call, so he went directly outside the house where he had lived for ten years.He didn't have the courage to knock on the door, and kept hiding in the alley and observing secretly, hoping to see their mother and daughter quietly.

However, he waited from morning until dark, and no one came in or out of the house, not even waiting.

Did they go out to play, or did they go to their parents?He couldn't, and rented a room in a nearby hotel, the window could just see the door of their house.

For three days in a row, he couldn't wait for anyone.Finally, he couldn't hold back any longer, and seeing the old man Gao he knew before came out for a walk, he hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Grandpa Gao, do you know where An Zhen's family has gone?"

Uncle Gao squinted his eyes slightly through the reading glasses, and asked, "Who are you from them?"

It's no wonder that Uncle Gao couldn't recognize him. Since his son's death, he hasn't shaved his beard again. The thick beard covered most of his face.

He hesitated and said, "I'm An Zhen's friend, and I just came back from abroad."

Uncle Gao said: "Young man, you must have not contacted this family for several years. The child An Zhen disappeared a few years ago."

He asked in surprise, "It's gone, where is it?"

"It's just passed away." Uncle Gao explained.

He was like a bolt from the blue, "Passed away? How could she pass away at such a young age?"

Uncle Gao said sympathetically: "It seems to have happened three years ago. I remember that when that brat Wen Ruifan left that day, Xiao Mengmeng ran out and chased his father back. Unexpectedly, there was a car coming towards him at the corner. Poor An Zhen was hit to death trying to save Xiao Mengmeng, what a tragedy! This incident was a sensation at the time, and the reporter happened to take pictures of the whole process, didn't you watch the news?"

He couldn't bear it for a while, and he managed to stand still by leaning on the wall.

"Where's their daughter Mengmeng? How is she?"

"It seems that she was adopted by my sister-in-law. This little girl is so miserable. She saw her mother die tragically in front of her eyes at a young age. If you want to know, you can find news about their family on the Internet." Uncle Gao saw his big face. Seeing being hit, he patted his shoulder sympathetically and said in a low voice, "My condolences." Then he walked slowly with his hands behind his back.

He returned to the hotel room in a daze, turned on the computer, and the news of An Zhen three years ago was playing in his eyes.

"The most beautiful mother flew to save her daughter and died tragically under the wheel" "The ex-husband's father knelt down to his in-laws and cried that he could not teach his children well" "Who will save you, Xiao Mengmeng who is speechless" "Xiaomengmeng accepts hypnosis and forgets the past and regains a new life "My sister-in-law scolded the reporter angrily, calling for a living space for Xiaomengmeng"

He couldn't stand it anymore, the defense in his heart was completely broken, and he cried bitterly, "I was wrong, I was wrong..."

Later, he went to see Mengmeng, and when he was waiting near the gate of her elementary school, he saw her.Her appearance has not changed much, but she has lost a lot of weight, and she is no longer as round as before.Zhuang Zhuang was running ahead, looking back at her still walking slowly, he couldn't help urging loudly: "Lele, hurry up, Dad is waiting for us in front!"

So she has changed her name to Lele?That's good, let their Mengmeng live a happy and carefree life, maybe An Zhen's last hope.

He turned his head back silently and walked back slowly. The setting sun stretched his figure very long.

"Brother, wait for me!"

"I won't wait for you, you should change your name to Slowly!"

"Woo, I want to sue my mother, saying that you bullied me..."

……

half a month later.

"The following is a piece of news. A homeless man died of starvation in the former residence of the most beautiful mother Xie Anzhen who had been abandoned for three years. After half a month of death, the stench of the dead body attracted the attention of the neighbors and called the police for help. At present, The police have notified Xie Anzhen's family members to assist in the investigation, and our station will follow up on this incident immediately. The next news, international oil prices..."

In this world, the earth does not revolve around you, and without you, the earth will not be destroyed.

The author has something to say: I once took a class called "Dream of Red Mansions and Chinese Culture". When explaining Bao Dai's love, the teacher said that we are all incomplete in this world, and there must be a partner who is suitable for us in the world. A certain corner is waiting.Some people were lucky enough to get it, while some never found it in their whole lives.And I just feel that the most painful thing is to hate those people who are not married. I don’t know if love is really that important. It can make people want to die, but I don’t think the love obtained by hurting others will last long .