King's Landing GL

Chapter 46 Meet and Don't Know Each Other

That day I drank with Su Yu all night and talked a lot.But I can't remember exactly what was said. I only know that we both drank too much and lay on the ground laughing like two idiots.She called me "husband", and I called her "uncle and wife"... When I woke up, I patted my chest in horror when I remembered this. Fortunately, I was drunk, otherwise it would be misfortune for my teacher.

But compared to this, what makes me feel more unfortunate is 71. At noon on the second day after being drunk, 71 pushed open the door to ask me to have dinner with Su Yu, but in the end he saw me and Su Yu sleeping sideways On the ground, one hugged each other, one head rested on the other's chest... He paused at the door for a long time, and suddenly a scream woke me and Su Yu up from the dream, I rubbed my eyes and walked away from Su Yu Chest... raised his head and looked out the door, while Su Yu looked at 71 with his chin propped up, looking sleepy but angry.

71 looked at me and Su Yu, pointed at us "you you you you" for a long time but ran away covering his face.I suddenly felt an arrow in my chest:

It's over, it's bad.I'm afraid this 71 really stayed with me for a long time, and fell in love with my wisdom and beauty - fell in love with me.

This is really unfortunate for the master, I thought to myself, this junior fell in love with senior... Although this senior is not a perfect "brother", I still feel that Guigushan is going to be the last... I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't figure out which generation of Guiguzi passed down the habit of breaking sleeves.

The more I think about it, the more I don't think it's a problem. They are all brothers in the same school. I feel that I have an obligation to remind 71 that I don't like people younger than me.But when I found a melancholy 71 in the backyard and told him that I treated him as my own brother, he rolled his eyes at me:

"I also regard you as my own brother."

I thought to myself, does this child still have a habit of incest?I was so scared that my face turned pale immediately, and I immediately told him that I would never have any relationship with him beyond the friendship between brothers and sisters!

"I won't fall in love with you, brother." 71 looked up at the sky and said to me deeply.

I wondered:

"Then what were you doing running with your face covered?"

How misleading!

"I saw my uncle being ruined by you!" 71 yelled at me, and after a while he said, "But if you think about it carefully, if you are with my uncle, I will make it happen, after all, the fat does not flow Outsider's field, so dung does not pull other people's land."

"Master, what does it matter to you?"

71 looked at me, speechless:

"Don't you know that Master Uncle is the woman most men in Guigu Mountain want to marry?"

I let out a "huh" and said in surprise:

"Anything else?"

It turned out that Su Yu was still wanted by someone.

And muttered to himself:

"But why didn't I want to marry her when I faced her for so many years?"

71 A word to wake up the dreamer:

"Brother, you are not a man."

"..."

After a while I suddenly remembered something and asked him:

"You said just now that 'the fat and water don't flow into other people's fields, and the good dung doesn't pull other people's land'—who is the dung?"

"..."

Since Su Yu came to Qingyaxuan, 71 has become more and more abnormal. With a kind heart, I have persuaded 71 many times, but he still blushes when he sees Su Yu, his tongue is tied, and he is embarrassed. ...I really couldn't stand it anymore, so I ran to ask Su Yu, I said, did you drug 71?How many days have passed since he saw you, why is he still so virtuous.

After hearing what I said, Su Yu, who was eating sunflower seeds, raised his head and smiled at me seductively. I shook my body, and my face turned red immediately.But she smiled, and the way she laughed was so confusing and full of evil spirits, she said:

"Do I need medication?"

"..."

Oh, by the way, why would she need medication?With her face, who can't be seduced?

I am too naive.

Qin Palace Imperial Study Room

Murong Bai read the battle report sent by the front line, and after listening to Gan Luo's words, she handed the folder in her hand to Gan Luo, paused, and then said:

"What does the prime minister think?"

Gan Luo nodded after reading the scriptures, put his hands back, bowed to Murong Bai, and said:

"General Jing is so brave and good at fighting. This is my great Qin's blessing. Given time, Qin will definitely win the country of Chu."

"Given some time..." Murong Bai was silent for a while, and then said, "The two countries are at war, and the state treasury of Qin has enough food and grass, it's all due to the prime minister. I'm here to thank Ai Qing."

"Your Majesty must not do it." Gan Luo bowed and said, "I am just doing my duty. If the King wants to talk about merit, it must be His Majesty."

Murong Bai remained silent and did not speak.She knew in her heart that if it hadn't been for that person's powerful means of reform more than three years ago, bloodbathed the redundant staff... I am afraid that Qin and Chu will go to war today, and the treasury will be empty... From the very beginning, she knew that this person was talented , that free-spirited appearance not only made her feel a little envious, but also made her, as a king, unable to help but use her, use her to do things she couldn't do.After getting along with that person for a long time, she gradually fell in love with him, but she had to restrain herself.She bears the rise and fall of the whole country on her shoulders, and she can't fall in love with someone happily.When she finally passed the hurdle in her heart and decided to spend the rest of her life with that person privately, a marriage proposal happened... She was a little restless, and now she was doubting what she had always been decisive about. Is it right or wrong to do so.

She remembered that day after meeting Xie Zhangjun, she went to Murong Wen's grave alone.In that wilderness, the mound where Murong Wen's body was buried stood there alone, without even a stele.At the age of 15, she buried Murong Wen there with her own hands. She remembered what Murong Wen had said to her. He said that her greatest wish was to be able to rule the world happily and be a good king.

When the 14-year-old heard this, she frowned with a smile and asked:

"Except for this?"

Murong Wen blushed, and whispered:

"Except for this...then...that is the hope...will marry me happily."

She responded:

"If Ah Wen is always here, then I will marry you."

And when she stood in front of Murong Wen's grave and remembered the words she had said when she was young, she suddenly felt some sand in her eyes.She picked up the wine jug, took a sip, and then sat on the floor next to Murong Wen, just like when they sat side by side and looked into the distance when they were young.

She lied to herself that she was still the same, but she knew that the world had already changed.

She said softly:

"Awen, today I saw a person who looks very similar to you...I thought you were back."

paused:

"But I know you won't come back."

She looked into the distance quietly, and her thoughts went back to a long, long time ago.At that time, she was not as scheming as she is now, and she was not the ruthless King of Qin that others said.She also has innocent and romantic moments, and she also has daughter-in-law's modal words.Born in the emperor's family, her father treated her harshly, while her mother treated her coldly.Only Murong Wen was with her.

They were childhood sweethearts and grew up together.Even though she respected Murong Wen as her real brother, when he told her about his feelings, she still responded with a smile.Maybe she is selfish, if she will become king one day in the future, why doesn't she leave Murong Wen by her side?What's more, in the bottom of her heart...she also likes Murong Wen.But it was too light and too shallow, otherwise she wouldn't be so determined to stab the dagger into his heart.

"I owe you a lot..." She took a sip of wine, and then spilled it on Murong Wen's grave, "I really want to make it up to you... even though I know you won't blame me."

"Awen... In my heart, you are my dearest person." She smiled, "I have someone I love very much. Although she is very willful and loves to think about things. But I like her very much. ..."

She lowered her voice:

"So I can't keep the promise you made to me in the next life."

After a long silence, she suddenly covered her face with her hands. She had been strong for too long, and now she wanted to be weak.She asked Murong Wen:

"Tell me, I'm right or wrong..."

What responded to her was only the pile of loess and the wind in her ears.

There is no such thing as absolute and right or wrong in the world, and it is so easy to distinguish right from wrong, it just depends on how the heart decides.In his place, seek his job.Every choice she makes is so understandable, but she will never be able to open her mouth to explain it, she can't say it, and she can't say it.It's like she wants her to believe her, but she doesn't know what she should do to make her believe her.

Murong Wen had already slept in the ground because of her, and she couldn't bear the same thing again.If doing so would keep her safe, then she would.She was with her for many years, many years.They have performed the ceremony of the Duke of Zhou, drank the wine, and walked hand in hand on the road to Huangquan.

So she is not afraid.

But if...

"So I think the king shouldn't treat His Majesty like this..." Gan Luo's voice interrupted her thoughts.

After listening to Gan Luo's words, she smiled lightly and asked Gan Luo:

"Aiqing is the elder of the two dynasties?"

"I have been fortunate enough to have been in the court for two generations. It is indeed a blessing from the ancestors of the Gan family."

She chuckled lightly, and said lightly:

"The prime minister persuaded Gu Mo to fall in love with Wang Jun a few days ago, and now she is imprisoned in the cold palace, isn't it just in line with Ai Qing's wishes?"

Gan Luo suddenly squatted down and saluted:

"Kings!"

Murong Bai waved his hands a little irritably:

"Go down."

"......promise."

After Gan Luo stepped back, Murong Bai looked at the piles of memorials on the table, and sneered: These are the things that tied her life.Let her kill Ah Wen with her own hands, and let her face the man's questioning in person.

she asked:

Murong Bai, when will you attack me?

she says:

Murong Bai, do you have a heart?

——It turned out that she was still a loner after all.

She paced around, went around for a long time and finally came to the place where the man lived. Standing at the door, she looked up at the plaque on the door: Qingyaxuan.

Her body froze, and the joyous songs and laughter from inside came out. At that moment, she was annoyed that the yard was so small, so small that she could almost be present in their joy, but it had nothing to do with her.

She stood there for a long time, and was about to turn around to leave when the door opened, and a woman in a blood-red gown came out. When she saw her who was about to leave, she let out a "huh" in surprise.road:

"Why did your majesty come to this shabby place in such a free time today?"

She felt that the blood in her body was congealed. It turned out that the man was so happy because of Su Yu's return. It turned out that the man had such a good life after leaving her.It was so good that she couldn't ask that person to come back to her as usual.

She turned around slowly and saluted:

"Murong Bai met Master Uncle."

"Yo, I'm afraid I don't dare. How dare I be King Qin's uncle. Besides, Ah Zong is no longer from my Guigu sect, and I am no longer her uncle."

She raised her head abruptly:

"Is she not a member of Guigumen?"

Why did she never tell her such a big thing?

Su Yu sneered:

"Your majesty didn't know, that's right. How could you know what she did and care about what happened to her?"

Su Yu stared at her, expressionless said:

"It's really a pity."

pity?

It's a pity... She thought quietly, because she pushed away a person who loved her the most.

Let's say that Qing Yaxuan has a beauty... oh no, it should be an evildoer.My days have become more colorful, not only me, but even 71 and Murong Qingyan have changed a lot.The most direct way of expression is that 71 is much more diligent, as long as Su Yu is around, he is willing to do whatever he is asked to do.Murong Qingyan, on the other hand, changed from coming every two days to every other day. The originally taciturn child kept calling "Master Zu" after seeing Su Yu, which made Su Yu feel elated and happy. So I taught him the horizontal sword technique.I am silent about this, and I refuse to associate with these people who look at their faces and have a heart-to-heart.

The days are getting hotter day by day, and I don't know what month it is. That morning, Su Yu has been spitting in front of me since breakfast. And how I treated her so badly... After she read for two hours, I finally compromised.

I asked:

"Tell me, what do you want me to do?"

She smiled alluringly at me:

"Come with me to the street."

My kidney trembled, my face was calm, and I smiled at her and said:

"I'm going to change my clothes first, can you wait for me at the door?"

She nodded coldly and left.

Seeing Su Yu go far away, I jumped up and rushed to room 71, took a kitchen knife and put it on 71's neck, and said viciously to him:

"Hand over all your private money!"

71 looked terrified and said:

"I have no private money!"

I spat at him:

"I saw you hiding under the bed! Bring it!"

After howling for a long time, 71 finally handed over his private money in tears. I took his money and felt a little more relaxed.Su Yu said that if he wants to go to the street, it will definitely hurt my body, but if I don't go, my whole body will definitely hurt.Between life and death and robbery 71, I decisively choose robbery 71.

After taking 71 money and changing clothes, as soon as he walked to the door, he heard Su Yu say:

"It's really a pity."

I was taken aback, thinking what a pity, what a pity, it's not my money anyway!

I walked out the door and said to Su Yu:

"What a pity what a pity?"

And said:

"What are you doing here?"

Seeing that Su Yu didn't move, I fixed my eyes and found a woman in a black royal robe standing opposite her. I haven't seen her for a long time, and I felt a little strange.

I stepped forward and said to Murong Bai:

"Why did you come here?"

She didn't answer my question, she just looked at me and said:

"You want to leave the palace?"

I said "hmm" and smiled again:

"Accompany Master Uncle to play on the street."

Su Yu snorted coldly at the side.

Hearing this, Murong Bai was taken aback for a moment, there was emotion in her eyes that I couldn't see clearly, her face was cold and indifferent, and said lightly:

"Don't you know what day it is?"

"When?" I was stunned, thinking that I stay here every day in Qingyaxuan indifferent to fame and fortune, how could I know when it is.But I still turned my head and asked Su Yu, "What day is today?"

Su Yu blew on his nails and said casually:

"It seems to be the seventh day of July."

I turned around and said to Murong Bai:

"Today is the seventh day of July."

She stared at me and said word by word:

"So you still want to accompany her?"

I thought to myself that this woman is really strange, why ask me this question.

Nodding his head, said:

"Is there anything wrong?"

She looked at me blankly and said nothing.

Seeing that she didn't speak, I said to Su Yu:

"Let's go."

Su Yu gave me a sideways glance, then Shi Shiran walked away, I followed up, took two steps and suddenly realized belatedly, the seventh day of July?Qi Qiao Festival!

I immediately realized why Murong Bai came to see me today. Of course, I was very self-aware that she definitely did not come to visit me on the street. It should be because there is a dinner party today that requires me to attend.Thinking of this, I turned around and said to Murong Bai who was still standing there:

"If there is a banquet, you can take anyone with you."

The implication is that I will not go.

She didn't turn around and didn't answer, I don't know if she heard or not.

Talking and laughing with Su Yu all the way out of the palace, she seemed very happy that I could accompany her, but when I thought about it later, I felt that I had overestimated myself.The reason why she is so happy is probably because she can spend my money to buy things... I suddenly feel a pain in the flesh, no... Pain for 71.But I see that 71 treats Su Yu like a slave all day long, I think he will be happy that I use his private money to buy things for Su Yu.Thinking of this, I immediately got rid of the guilt of robbing 71 Li that time.

Su Yu went all the way to buy all the way, like a rich lady.And I was in charge of taking out the money with a smile on my face and expressing unconscionable admiration for everything Su Yu bought, such as "Wow! You have a great eye!" "Oh my God! This thing is perfect for you!" "Su Yu Beauty, you are really the most beautiful beauty I have ever seen!" and so on.

Of course, the matter of carrying things naturally fell on me.

Later, Su Yu was finally tired from shopping. She found a restaurant and took me in and opened a private room that made my heart ache. She ordered a bunch of dishes... while waiting for the dishes , she suddenly asked me:

"Are you uncomfortable?"

I touched the silver tael in my pocket and nodded:

"feeling bad."

"..." She rolled her eyes at me, and said angrily, "I mean, do you feel uncomfortable seeing Murong Bai?"

I shook my head:

"will not."

Su Yu looked distrustful, I was silent for a while, and said:

"Compared to the pain before... this is nothing."

In the past, it wasn't called discomfort, it was called pain, the kind that made my bones tremble.

Su Yu nodded, poured a cup of tea and said to me:

"Hey, you said that the women in Murong's family are more ruthless than each other. Who made you fall in love with Murong Bai?"

I looked at her with a bitter face and didn't speak, thinking that I can decide who I like?

She went on:

"But Murong Siyin is much better than her sister."

I froze for a moment, I haven't heard this person's name for a long time.After Lin Lang left, the domineering eldest princess disappeared, and what was left was the Murong Siyin who had searched every corner of the world and still believed that Lin Lang was alive.

I remembered what she said then.She said: Princess Qin has married Chen, and I am just Murong Siyin now.

I am very envious of Linlang, in a sense, she still waited for Murong Siyin.Compared to me, she is much better. Murong Siyin is willing to give up everything about the eldest princess even after Linlang may die, and travel all over thousands of mountains and snows, just to find her and start over with her.And Murong Bai... the world is too important to her, behind her is a country that depends on her for survival, I can't ask her to let go of everything, and I can't let her use it without complaint... she Never loved me, she told me herself, that was the source of my nightmares, how many nights I was awakened, recalling the past... How I hate her for being a king.

Su Yu patted the table lightly, and suddenly hummed a ditty.

I paused and asked her:

"Speaking of which, have you met Lin Lang?"

"Lin Lang?" She repeated, then shook her head, "I haven't seen her since then. I don't know if she is alive or dead..."

I didn't speak.

She sighed:

"Murong Siyin is still looking for her for a long, long time... If Lin Lang really knows... then she will rest in peace."

I shake my head:

"If Lin Lang dies, she won't rest in peace seeing Murong Siyin like this..."

Su Yu fell silent.

After a while, the dishes came, and I said to Su Yu:

"Don't think about it, let's eat."

When I returned to Qingyaxuan, it was already Youshi, and I saw a person standing at the door of Qingyaxuan from a distance. I thought to myself, that woman must have been standing there for a whole day, right?Su Yu also saw it, she lowered her voice and said to me:

"Does it hurt?"

"..." I glanced at her and said nothing.

While talking, he walked to the gate, and when he heard the voice, Murong Bai turned around slowly, looked at me, and said:

"came back?"

I was stunned, and suddenly remembered that when I was in the Hall of Eternal Life, I would ask her like this every time I waited for her to come back at night.Now it was she who came to ask me.

I nodded.

She was silent for a moment, completely ignoring Su Yu beside me, and said:

"Can we talk?"

Su Yu looked back and forth between me and her, and said with a charming smile:

"Then I'll go in first."

"Okay." I said to Su Yu, she just took two steps, I suddenly remembered something, and called her again, "Hey uncle!"

Su Yu turned around.

"Help me boil the bath water."

Su Yu glared at me twice, then walked in angrily.

After Su Yu left, I looked at Murong Bai and said to her:

"what's up?"

But she shifted her eyes to other places and didn't speak for a while, so I waited patiently.After a long time, she opened her mouth and said:

"Are you still mad at me?"

I was a little amused for a moment, and shook my head:

"No."

This is the truth, I am really not angry with her, maybe I can't find a reason to be angry with her.She and Murong Wen are childhood sweethearts, I have only known her for three years... I still know myself.Having lived in Qingyaxuan for so long, my mind has also calmed down. I think I can understand that Murong Bai, who is a king, can't help himself. If this is the case, then I don't need to be angry with her.

She turned her head sideways, clear and sharp:

"Then why did you move out of the Palace of Eternal Life?"

I smiled and asked her:

"Then what should I do?"

Do you want me to happily watch her love affair with others?I don't want to be angry with her, that's because I don't have the right to be angry with her, but I don't want to be monogamous with others!And... that day she also said that when Murong Wen came, she would no longer be alone.

That being the case, why should I join in the excitement of the two of them?I stayed in Qin Palace because I was waiting for a reason to give up, not to let others trample on my love.

She looked at me with a tall body and dark eyes.

I paused and said to her:

"Murong Bai, you also said that you won't fall in love with me..."

I took a deep breath:

"But I fell in love with you early...I know you are the king, you can give reasons for all your actions...but for me I don't want to know those... .I don't want to embarrass you, and you don't want to embarrass me. You know, as long as you open your mouth, I will respond...but this is what you want?"

I look into her eyes:

"You want me to help you rule the world. I have already changed the law in Qin, except for redundant personnel... to fight abroad, that is your job as king. I gave you what you want, but you told me you won't fall in love with me...so you lied to me on the day we got married."

I remembered the day I got married to her, she stood outside the window in a big red gown, with her back to me, and said to me:

"But I will love you."

However, three years later, she told me with the same back view:

"The ghost valley is crisscrossed, and I will never fall in love with you."

If it's just for me to help her, why would she lie to me like this, I will come down to Qin Lilian with my sword, and I will treat Qin sincerely.But what she did made me feel cold.

"Then why...why do you still stay in the palace?" She looked at me expressionlessly.

"Maybe it's a bitch..." I looked at the words Qing Yaxuan and whispered, "I'm waiting for a reason."

Looking at her, he said word by word:

"A reason to let me go."

She has a tall and straight body, but she swayed when she heard my words, looked at me steadily, and suddenly laughed softly, but she didn't say anything, she just turned around and walked out slowly.

I stood there for a long time, and watched her back for a long time:

At the age of 17, when I crossed my sword and went down the mountain, what I saw at the bottom of Guigu Mountain was her haughty and aggressive back. After many years, she was still like this, deserted.I don't know what I like about her, nor do I know what I don't like about her.

But I know what I hate about her.

Murong Bai, if your king is lonely after he comes to the world, would you still be willing?

No, no... You're not alone, I forgot, you still have Murong Wen.

So I'm pointless, right?

I never want to embarrass you, if you think that Murong Wen is the one who can accompany you to grow old, then there is nothing wrong with my giving up.

But you can understand, the one I lost to was not Murong Wen, but you.

(End of this chapter)