King's Landing GL

Chapter 45

On the ninth day of April, the palace was decorated with lanterns and festoons, which was very lively.But the excitement belongs to them, and it has nothing to do with me, because 71 stayed in my room before dawn like chicken blood, and then cleaned up all the sharp objects that could kill people, and then with a loving look Looking at me, in his words, he is trying to influence me with the vitality of a young man full of vigor.I thought to myself that he doesn't need to do this, and I don't have to commit suicide on the day of Murong Bai's wedding, I'm not that vicious and narrow-minded.Besides, if you want to commit suicide, someone has to watch it. Murong Bai has never been back to the Hall of Eternal Life in the past three days. Who will watch me kill myself?Show 71? —Forget it, I still remember what he said last time about memorizing my coffin book.

This day, under the full monitoring of 71, I lived a very happy life!Let 71 do whatever he wants, without any complaints, he is very obedient.I wondered if this 71 is a hard life, right?

Well, probably yes.

In the evening, when Murong Bai and Xie Changjun got married, I played chess with 71 in the courtyard of the Hall of Eternal Life.A game of chess has been played for almost two hours, and it is still dark.

I asked 71 if his level had dropped?

71 looked at the few pieces on the chessboard with embarrassment, paused, and then nodded.

I said "oh", thought for a while with my chin in my hand, and asked him:

"What's for dinner later?"

"...Brother, I ate before playing chess." 71 said cautiously.

I froze for a moment, then slapped my head and smiled at him:

"Look at my memory...then let's play chess later."

"...we're already down."

"Oh... that's right." I dropped my hand and said to him, "It's your turn."

But he didn't settle for a long time. After a while, he said softly:

"Brother..."

Holding the chess piece in my hand, I rested my chin on my chest and pondered what to do next.Hearing him call me, I looked up at him blankly:

"what?"

71 couldn't bear it, and sighed:

"Brother, stop pretending."

I laugh:

"What are you wearing?"

"Your heart is not here at all. In the past three days, you seem to have lost your soul. You can't remember anything, and you have done everything wrong..."

He looked at me seriously, "Stop torturing yourself. I know it hurts...why force yourself to accept it?"

I squeezed the hand of the chess piece tightly, the black chess piece felt a little painful in my palm, I remained silent and did not speak.

71 quietly accepted the chess, and finally said to me:

"She's in Yong'an Hall, go and ask. Even if it hurts, it's better than torturing yourself here."

As soon as I let go, the chess piece fell to the ground, then I turned around and ran out.

Yes, I still don't give up.I don’t know if other people’s reaction to this kind of thing will be the same as mine. I don’t think I can be the kind of virtuous and virtuous woman mentioned in the book, who can smile when my lover is married to others Say "Congratulations".That's how I am, if I can't do it, I can't do it.I'm selfish, I just want to monopolize Murong Bai... I like her, is there something wrong?

And... I don't believe that she didn't love me, or that she would lie to me.There must be a reason why she is so powerful.Yes, there must be a reason.I'll go find her and talk to her about it.Make it clear...we will be the same as in the past:□□add fragrance, have fun with wine, and share the prosperity of the world.

Asking the way all the way to Yong'an Hall, attracted many people's attention, but I can't control that much, I just want to see her, I just want to see her!

When I finally arrived at the Yong'an Hall, I stopped. The red thorns hanging in front of the hall door made my eyes a little sore. I took a deep breath, calmed down, and told myself to calm down in my heart.

Calm down, I can't talk to her like that day, I have to listen to her carefully, as long as she says, I will listen.

Stepping forward, the palace servants in front of the palace gate stopped me:

"Your Majesty, you cannot..."

"Get out of the way!" I lowered my face and said coldly to them.

The palace people who stopped me looked at each other, they didn't know why the always gentle prince would lose his temper at them, but they still refused to let go.

I looked at them with a gloomy face, and said word by word:

"Whoever stops me will die!"

Maybe it was because my expression was too fierce, everyone was taken aback in fright, paused, and finally made way for me tactfully.

I walked in quickly, counting according to the hour... They should probably be bridal chambers, right?

Bridal chamber!

When I think of this word, my throat feels sweet, and I almost vomit blood again, but I press it down.Smiling wryly in my heart, Guigu Zongheng, Guigu Zongheng, why are you thinking wildly again?Was the lesson of that day not enough?

I collected my expression and walked into the inner room. Through the closed door, the festive candlelight shone on me, but it made my complexion a little pale.I slowed down my pace and walked forward lightly. Just as I put my hand on the doorknob and was about to push it open, I heard the voices of people talking inside:

"Happily, I can finally give you this 11-year-late wedding."

My heart was beating faster and faster, I completely forgot what I was here for, and all the senses in my body had never been so unified in this moment waiting for her answer nervously.I thought it was a lifetime, but it was a moment, and I heard her answer.Her voice was laughing, not as clear and cold as she was talking to me, she said:

"Awen, when you come, I will no longer be alone."

My hand knocking on the door finally hangs down feebly, I should give up, I told myself in my heart.At that moment, I suddenly didn't want to worry about whether she lied to me or whether she loved me or not, and I didn't want to ask her any more, it was meaningless.

It doesn't make sense anymore.

I suddenly understood how worthless in the eyes of the other party in this love that I waited desperately for and gave everything for it.I don't blame her, because she let me know what is the joy of liking someone, and what is the pain of liking someone.People have seven emotions and six desires, and I have tasted all of them in the process of liking Murong Bai.Now that I am standing at the door of their newlyweds and hearing their love words with my own ears, my experience should also be over.And her words just summed up my rich experience.

She said, Ah Wen, when you come, I am no longer alone.

All doubts and doubts disappeared at this moment, and I didn't have to struggle anymore.There are many experiences in life, good and bad, sad and happy, they are all set, so don’t get entangled in those non-existent processes, wait until you have enough experience, tired, tired, go to Dusk Road to get a bowl of Meng Po Soup, forget about these.Wait until the next life and start all over again.Such reincarnation, endless life.

This is fate.

After returning from Yong'an Hall, I went to bed without saying a word, saying that I was going to sleep.I told 71 not to bother me unless the sky was falling. He was obedient and didn't ask me anything, just quietly guarding the door for me.When I woke up, it was already noon two days later, and it was raining outside. 71 Seeing that I woke up and cooked me a large table of dishes, I said he had nothing to do to be courteous, and he said that he should be courteous to his seniors.

"Why is your mouth so sweet today?" I took a bite of the dish, um, it tasted pretty good.

71 smiled and poured me a glass of wine, without speaking.

I picked up three bowls of rice, and I ate all the dishes on the table. I burped, put down my chopsticks, and wiped my mouth:

"full."

71 smiled and cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, I stood up and stretched, and said to him:

"Ah...is it raining outside?"

"Well, it's been a day, and it's quite big."

I nodded:

"It's fine if it rains, just wash up."

71 paused, and called me:

"Brother..."

Knowing what he was going to say, I interrupted him and smiled at him:

"I'm fine, just take it easy."

Slowly it will be fine, I am not angry, I want to understand, and I also know that no one in this world is inseparable from anyone, no matter how much pain I encounter, life still has to go on.

After hearing my words, 71 just sighed and said nothing.

"Oh, by the way, I'm going to find her later. You pack up here."

"Pack up things..." 71 froze for a moment, "Brother, you..."

"Don't ask anything," I waved my hand at him, "I'll talk about it when I get back."

"......Oh well."

Imperial study room

Murong Bai was sitting on the chair, writing the memorial with a pen in his hand.Her complexion was a little pale, and the long-term overweight load made her body a little overwhelmed, and she felt very tired-this was something she had never felt before.In this regard, she attributed all these to the busy state affairs, etc., but for the vague uneasiness in her heart...she ignored it completely.

She is a good king, but not necessarily a good wife. From this, we can see that the people from the Chen country were sent away yesterday, and the notes handed over from the front line said that the Qin army had captured three cities of the Chu country. This made her feel a little happier, so when Li Dequan came in and reported to her that Wang Jun had something to see, she had a smile on her brows, and she thought she would coax him well later, even though she didn't know that she She did something wrong or there was something wrong with it, but she had heard from the old palace people that when treating a wife, one should just let it go.For the rest, wait for her to coax people well. ——She thought so, and she was determined to do so.

In her understanding, when she encounters any emotional problems, it seems that as long as she is a little softer, that person will give up her inherent principles and follow her.In this way, it seems that there is nothing wrong with softening up.Anyway, what she wants in the end is just the result, the process is not important.

But she seems to have forgotten one thing, that is, all the actions of the person who has always spoiled her are based on the basis of their love, or the premise that the person likes her.And what she did with extreme confidence and even arrogance in the past few days had completely made that person despair, and she didn't realize that that person was no longer willing to like her.

I am running counter to my original intention.

This strong woman always likes to deal with problems in her own way.In terms of state affairs, this can make her a virtuous monarch, but emotionally, it may make her a lonely person, because invisibly, she pushes away the person who loves her the most in this world.

She put down her pen, took a sip of strong tea to make herself more energetic, and then said to Li Dequan:

"Xuan."

I walked into the imperial study room and immediately saw Murong Bai who was critiquing papers. She was wearing a black gown with festive red trims on the cuffs and collar, and a dignified and delicate cloak suitable for grand ceremonies. Hair on the temples - I can imagine how beautiful she was when she got married that day.

I walked up to her, saluted her respectfully, and said lightly:

"I pay my respects to the king, my king Sheng'an."

She seemed to sit up straighter, looked at me, paused, and then said:

"Exemption."

I nodded slightly, smiled at her and said:

"Today, Zongheng came to ask for something."

"What's the matter?"

"A few days ago, Zongheng was so cold that he almost lost his life. Fortunately, there was a Pi doctor who spared no effort to save Zongheng's life. After a serious illness, Zongheng has figured it out. Zongheng's body is no longer as good as it used to be. Therefore, I hope that the king will allow you to find a secluded place to raise your body, and you can die well in the future." I bowed my head slightly, neither humble nor arrogant, said.

She was silent and didn't speak, and I felt a cold gaze falling directly on me, almost poking a hole in my body.I thought to myself that this woman can't be so stingy, can she?I just asked her to designate a secluded place for me, and didn't kill her, so what?Hey, it's a big deal and let her draw a shabby place. Anyway, it's just me and 71 living, so it's useless to be so good.

Thinking of this, I made up my mind, and just as I was about to speak, I heard her cold voice say:

"So it will be according to what the king said."

For some reason, I have a sore heart, but I don't want to focus on this.

I saluted:

"Then thank you, Your Majesty."

"Cross out whatever you like." She picked up a memorial and said to me without raising her head.

"Then Zongheng will take my leave first." I turned around and walked out, and just after taking two steps, I suddenly remembered something, turned around and said to the woman who was working at the desk, "I haven't congratulated the king yet, I wish the king a happy wedding .”

After finishing speaking, I opened the door and walked out without waiting for her to respond. The rain outside is still falling, let it rain, it will be sunny after the rain, I thought quietly.

After I came back from the imperial study, I told 71 that I was going to move. 71 was taken aback for a moment, and said strangely:

"I thought we were leaving."

I gave him a blank look:

"You can go back to Guigu Mountain, but I have no place."

71 Dayi patted me on the shoulder awe-inspiringly:

"Don't be afraid, brother, I won't support you."

"..."

71 and I wandered around the palace for a day, and finally settled on a secluded palace on the westernmost side of the palace.The palace was neither big nor small, perhaps because no one lived in it for a long time, so it looked a bit bleak. I heard from the palace people that this was the place where an unfavored concubine lived when the first king lived. 71 looked at it and said it was a palace, but it was actually A house with a courtyard where ordinary people live, asking me if I would be too disrespectful?I said I look good, what status can I lose?He was momentarily blocked by me and speechless.

But to be honest, I like this house very much, because it is not as big and intrusive as other palaces in the palace, and the luxury is unreal.Simple, a willow tree was planted in the yard, and it swayed very beautifully in this April day. There was a small stream coming in from outside the palace at the back, the water was very clear, and I liked it very much.It just so happened that it was also close to the Ruofei Temple. When the cheap apprentice I took in heard that I was going to move not far from him, the joyful appearance made me very guilty. After all, I haven't taught him homework for so long... .

I stood at the gate of the house and asked 71 what poetic name should I give this place?

71 pondered for a while, and said to me:

"This spring is coming, I think it's better to call it 'Yingchun Temple'."

"..."

The coming of spring is not the reason for you to be able to wave, brother!

Seeing me looking at him blankly, 71 knew that the name was not well chosen, so he thought about it again and said tentatively:

"That's called 'Laichun Temple'?"

"..."

Well, the more it sounds, the more it sounds like the name of a brothel.I waved my hand and told him to roll away. I thought about it for a while, so I named the only place I could stay in this palace "Qingyaxuan".

Well, I am an elegant person.

After moving to Qingyaxuan, everyone thought that I had been thrown into limbo, and they were very sympathetic to me for a while. Even when I went to the warehouse to pay the money, the supervisor in charge gave me a few taels more. Based on this, I can save money. to explain.That's good, no one can come to disturb my quietness, I live very comfortably.But 71 didn't think so. On the contrary, he talked more and more. He complained to me all day long that he did everything. He also said why I didn't bring some palace servants from the Palace of Eternal Life, so that he could relax.When he said this, I was fishing by the stream. After hearing what he said, I smiled at him and said to him:

"Love to stay or not."

71 sighed and said in grief:

"I'm leaving Qingyaxuan, but you are the only one left. If you die one day and no one collects your body, tsk tsk..." He nodded, "Brother, I can Can't do something like this."

What else did I want to say? Then I saw Murong Qingyan running towards me from a distance. He is already a little taller at the age of ten, and his appearance is also very handsome. I guess he will inevitably provoke some young boys and girls with swaying hearts in the future. them.

"Sir." Qingyan ran up to me and saluted me.

I shook the hand holding the fishing rod, tsk, what a big fish!As I reeled in the line, I asked him:

"What's the matter?"

"I've already memorized "Guiguzi"." He said happily.

I rolled my eyelids, and finally remembered that in order to make up for what I owed him, I casually dumped a book on him. I said when I learned how to recite it, when would I teach him again, but I didn't expect him to recite it very quickly.

I took the line and it sure was a big fish.Throw the fish to 71 and say to him:

"Musan, let's make some soup for lunch today."

"No." 71 saluted me, respectfully, maybe how could he scold me in his heart!

I turned around and said to Qing Yan:

"You come with me."

I took Qingyan to the courtyard and said to him:

"Have you recited it?"

"Yes."

I nodded: