King's Landing GL

Chapter 38 Causal Loops

From the beginning of October in the eighth year of Qin Wangbai to the middle of May in the ninth year, I did nothing during the six months, but fought with Murong Bai coldly.We had a cold war for half a year and lived in separate rooms.We were not very close at first, but in the end we became strangers and polite.

I thought about it for half a year and thought about it seriously.I still don't know what she was thinking, we were both too proud and too confident to give in, so we were doomed to hurt.Frankly speaking, I don't think I am suitable for her.

In the long-term disappointment and coldness, my heart that was full of vigor and willing to touch Murong Bai with a burst of enthusiasm finally calmed down.

In the past two years, I have reduced a lot of unnecessary attachments.After trying to let go of some things, I lived fairly comfortably during those six months, and nothing major happened.I originally thought that I could wait until the day I left Qin in such a quiet manner, without having too much entanglement with Murong Bai.Unexpectedly, man's calculation is not as good as heaven's calculation. At the beginning of May, Chen Guo sent an envoy to Qin, and Xiu Guoshu was willing to share the good things of Qin and Jin with Qin.

Originally, I didn't care about this matter, I haven't paid much attention to Chaotang for a long time, but who knows what kind of trouble Murong Siyin got, and actually wrote to Murong Bai expressing that she is willing to marry Chen.And what surprised me even more was that Murong Bai, who had always protected his shortcomings, agreed readily.

She allowed her own sister to go to Chen Guo to have a kiss with Na Laoshizi, it was really a sisterly love.That being the case, why did Murong Siyin provoke Lin Lang that day?After being provoked, she pretended to be a heartless person and forced Linlang away. Could it be that all the women in the Murong family are so cold-blooded?

I was so angry that I slammed the door and went to the Princess Mansion. The moment I saw Murong Siyin, I raised my hand and slapped her hard, saying coldly:

"Do you know why?"

"..."

I gritted my teeth angrily:

"I fought for Lin Lang. You just want to make her die more comfortably even if she dies!"

Linlang, Linlang, if you found out that Murong Siyin betrayed you and was going to marry someone else, how much pain would your heart feel?I think it must be the same as me - the pain is so painful, tossing and turning, wishing to die!

"You...what did you say?!" Murong Siyin was stunned for a moment, then grabbed my arm and asked loudly: "Where is she?! Do you know where she is? Tell me!"

I looked at the panic in her eyes, and felt an inexplicable pleasure in my heart. I sneered and said:

"She's dead, Lin Lang is dead, you forced her to die."

Hearing this, she took a step back, her face full of disbelief and despair:

"How...how is it possible, how could she..."

I took a step forward and pierced her eyes like sharp arrows:

"You forced her to death, you forced her to death with her love!"

Just like Murong Bai used my love to force me to death.Look, Lin Lang and Murong Siyin are the seniors of Murong Bai and me.

At night, I returned to the Hall of Eternal Life and wrote a letter overnight to Su Yu.It's good that Murong Siyin is a cold-blooded woman, but at least she is better than her sister and knows how to persuade her to stay.Based on this, I have to help her.On the other hand, I'm actually feeling sorry for Lin Lang, or maybe I'm feeling sorry for myself.In them, I saw the end of Murong Bai and I.

A few days later, Su Yu wrote back to me, saying that he had met Lin Lang in the south of the Yangtze River, and Lin Lang asked her to ask Su Yu to help Murong Siyin.

Su Yu asked me in the letter: A Zong, do you think I should help that arrogant eldest princess?

She wrote the three words "Eldest Princess" very forcefully, one can imagine how much Murong Siyin was disliked by her.

——Help, how can you not help.

I wrote back to her, and attached my entourage, troop allocation and route.

I asked Su Yu, what did Lin Lang say?

I once learned about Lin Lang's illness from Pi Sen, and counting the years, she must be numbered.Pisen said that he had already found the medicine and made a pill for her.But I know that Lin Lang won't accept it.

Lin Lang and I are the same kind of people, I understand her.

I remember that when she was in Yaowang Valley, she was only twenty-eight years old. With half of her face covered, she once smiled and said to me that her wish is to win the hearts of one person, and never leave each other.I said she was hypocritical, but in fact I am more hypocritical than her.I also want to stay together forever, but now it seems unlikely.

She said she would at least say goodbye to Si Yin.Su Yu wrote back to me.

My heart sank, is it still like this?

On the third day of June in the ninth year of King Qin Bai's ninth year, Princess Murong Siyin set off from King Qin's capital to marry Chen.Before parting, Murong Siyin, who was wearing a red wedding dress and delicate makeup, walked up to me and said to me:

"You know? If I can see her again, I really want to tell her: Lin Lang, why don't we start from scratch."

Why don't we start from scratch.

My heart moved, and I suddenly regretted lying to Si Yin that day, saying that Lin Lang was forced to death by her.After thinking about it, it's nothing.Let her despair once, or lose once, then she will cherish it when she sees Lin Lang again.

Lin Lang is a good girl, she should be cherished.

Murong Siyin turned his head to the side, and said to Murong Bai beside me:

"Miss Wang, I'm leaving."

Murong Bai said expressionlessly:

"it is good."

She was really a cold-blooded woman, her own sister was going to go to another country to make peace, and the older sister was unwilling to even say goodbye.

"Si Yin," I called out to her, "she won't blame you."

She smiled at me, gentle and quiet.Only then did I realize that she was no longer the domineering princess she was three years ago.Now the desolation and compassion in her eyes, is it right or wrong?

Did Lin Lang change her, or she changed Lin Lang.No one knows.

Destined but not shared is probably the most hurtful thing in the world.

I have tasted it, so I understand.

Standing on the city tower, I watched the marriage team disappear into the distance.A few years ago, I took Shan Hanfei, who was a fake Phoenix, to Chu to marry. Compared with Murong Siyin, Shan Hanfei was much luckier. Anyway, she still likes Xiang Yao.

She is the only eldest princess of the Great Qin Dynasty. She enjoys all the glory and wealth, but in the end she cannot escape the fate of being sent to another country like an object... Are people in the royal family so involuntary?

"Let's go." Murong Bai whispered beside me.

Speaking of which, this was the first time I saw her in the past two months.If it wasn't for seeing her off today, I think the time I won't see her will be even longer.

I moved a few small steps to the side, keeping a distance from her calmly.I know that as long as I face her, I will soften my heart, so I don't give me a chance to soften my heart.

It's all pain, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

I saluted her respectfully and said politely:

"Your Majesty is busy with official duties, so I will take my leave first."

At the moment when I saw her face turn livid, I didn't feel the pleasure I had imagined.I should take revenge on her, take revenge on what she doesn't know how to cherish, but I can't.I still love her.

I turned around and wanted to leave first.But she said coldly:

"Who allowed you to go!"

My tone didn't fluctuate, just as cold as she usually talks to me, but instead of answering her question, I said without beginning or end:

"You didn't want it."

You don't want it.I know she understands.

Murong Bai, it's you who don't want my love.I'm human too, and I get hurt too.If you've always wanted me out of your life, why did you want me in the first place?You weaved a beautiful dream for me that I believed in, but you took it back halfway.

You treat me like this, you don't care.

I left the tower without looking back, thinking of these things no more.So be it, if you don't love me, don't give me hope.

I'm almost desperate, really...

On June [-]st, Su Yu wrote to me telling me that she had kidnapped Murong Siyin on the way to get married.Well, she used the word "jie", so I can imagine her anger when Murong Siyin was rescued by Su Yu on the way to the marriage, almost in a way of kidnapping.

She yelled at Su Yu almost hysterically:

"Are you crazy?! Do you want the people of Qin to fall into war!"

Su Yu rode a horse, and sneered at Murong Siyin who was quite embarrassed by her on the horse's back:

"If someone didn't beg me, do you think I would take care of you?"

A bold idea suddenly popped up in Murong Siyin's mind, she held Su Yu's arm tightly, her whole heart beating wildly.

"Here we are." Su Yu dragged Murong Siyin off the horse and led her to a lake in the forest.

In the moonlight, Murong Siyin saw a person with his back turned to her.

Murong Siyin called out to the man in a tight voice:

"Lin Lang..."

Hearing this, Lin Lang turned around slowly, she still looked the same as two years ago, but lost a lot of weight.She was wearing the same red wedding gown as Si Yin, subconsciously she took this farewell as her wedding to Murong Si Yin.

She smiled slightly:

"Ayin, long time no see."

"Um......"

Lin Lang's warm eyes fell on Murong Siyin, and after looking at her for a long time, those eyes that always smiled when facing her showed a love that Murong Siyin had never felt before.

I watched it for a long time, so long that the years are like a song, engraving the most beautiful of them in the lingering time, which will never be erased, and then become eternal.And after saying goodbye, Shangqiongbi falls to Huangquan, and it is best not to see each other forever.

Remember it, the person you love the most.

Forget it, the person who loves you the most.

Time is still long, can always be forgotten.

Her princess is still in peace and peace.

Lin Lang turned her back to the moonlight and said to Si Yin:

"Let me dance for you."

"it is good......"

A dance of surprise, a peerless beauty.

Murong Siyin will never forget the appearance of Lin Lang in a wedding gown dancing for her under the bright moonlight.The tranquility she had never had before, when she saw Lin Lang again, she suddenly burst into tears.

Lin Lang Lin Lang, how much have you ever blamed me?

Finished dancing.

Facing Mingyue, Linlang smiled and said to Murong Siyin:

"Ayin, you just want to have a good life."

To live a very good life, so that it will not be in vain for her to wait for her for many years.

Murong Siyin hoped that she could turn back, so that she would have the courage to keep her.

But she didn't, she was gone.

There was no turning back.

She plucked up her courage and wanted to chase her but was stopped by Su Yu:

"Let her go, her days are numbered."

Murong Siyin was shocked:

"Didn't Pi Sen already find that medicine and make a pill for her?!"

Su Yu looked at the moonlight, her glamorous face was full of sadness, the same people who had fallen in the end of the world, why bother to remember the past when we met.

"She said that if she could let go of the past, she would let herself take the pill. If she couldn't, she would obey."

"Then she..."

Su Yu turned around and stared at Murong Siyin, and asked:

"If you can let it go, why does she need to see you?"

"..." At that moment, Murong Siyin seemed to suddenly lose all her strength and fell to the ground. In the moonlight, she didn't even have the right to cry for Lin Lang.

She failed Lin Lang, and she didn't even have the qualifications to keep her.

She forced Lin Lang to death, and forced her to death with Lin Lang's love for her.

After that, she never heard from Lin Lang again.But she still believed that she was alive, and as long as she was alive, there was hope.

Princess Qin has made peace with Chen Guo.

She is just Murong Siyin.

Later, she searched for her all her life, but never saw her again.

As she said, she would love to tell her if she had the chance to see her again:

Lin Lang, why don't we start from scratch.

I'm just afraid I won't have another chance.

After the matter of Murong Siyin and his relatives was resolved, I have settled my mind.Although the results are somewhat unsatisfactory, there is no one to blame.Today's fruit, yesterday's cause.If Murong Siyin was willing to look down at Linlang's love back then, they would not have ended up in such a situation now.But compared to this, it was Murong Bai who left me speechless. After I dumped her face in public that day on the tower, I thought that a woman as proud and vindictive as her would never forgive me in this life.Unexpectedly, from the second day onwards, she took time to come to the side hall for a while every day, and she didn't plan to talk to me. She looked at me expressionlessly like a stubborn child, which made me feel hairy.

Three days and five days are okay, my mental quality can still bear it.But who can tell me what it means for her to come to my room and look at me every day for a month.After thinking about it, I got so tangled up in my liver that I couldn't figure out why.

That's all, let her go.

She looks at hers, I do mine.I have been in Qin Palace for so long, I have not learned anything else, but I think I have learned the skill of turning a blind eye.I do whatever I should, basking in the sun as usual, reading booklets as usual, bragging with 71 as usual.Regarding Murong Bai's existence, I just pretended not to see it.

I admit that the anger in my heart has dissipated a lot, otherwise she would have been thrown out of the room by me.But I'm still mad at her, I'm not a generous person.People in the world think that three concubines and four concubines are all symbols of infidelity in my eyes.I know how important offspring are to Murong Bai, the king of a country.But knowing it is one thing, accepting it or not is another.Since she still chose to marry me on the premise of knowing that I was a woman, why does she use the reason that we have no children to create a harem now? !

Now as long as I think of her sleeping on the same bed with someone else, I wish I could tear her apart, take out her heart, and see what color it is!But I can't tear her apart.Because as I said earlier, I think Murong Bai and I are probably not suitable.I don't need to think about it to know that in her heart, she still thinks that she is not wrong.And what she is doing now is just trying to force me to compromise in a different way.

Tangled to tangled, tangled to the point that I couldn't sleep well at night.I opened my eyes and stared at him for a long time, but I couldn't fall asleep. I was really bored, so I sat on the bed in my obscene clothes and pants and called 71, intending to chat with him.I told him what I thought, hoping to get some advice from him, but obviously I overestimated the IQ of 71.Because he completely missed the point and said:

"Senior brother, you said you dare to show embarrassment to sister-in-law in front of everyone. Tsk tsk... awesome!"

"..."

He sat on the chair, swayed his legs and said with a hippie smile:

"Good brother, can you tell me how you subdue a woman who is the king of a country? You turned her face off, and she still runs to you every day when she has nothing to do... Awesome!"

"...can you shut up!"

He innocently said:

"You asked me to chat with you."

"..."

"Okay, okay, but to be serious, you have been fighting for more than half a year, and this kid can make soy sauce. Besides, why are you still ignoring her with a straight face when my sister-in-law is subdued? Isn't it uncomfortable? "

It's hard, it's hard.

I squinted at him and snorted coldly:

"You know shit."

As he spoke, he threw the letter on the bedside to his face, and said:

"See for yourself!"

That was the secret letter I received the day before yesterday, sent from the state of Chu.There is only a letter and a jade pendant inside.

The jade pendant was the one that Shan Hanfei showed me after his big wedding in Chu State, saying that it was a token of engagement from Xiang Yao, and I also gave it to someone else.It's all fine, but the problem is that if you put those two jade pendants together, you will find that they are a pair of warm jade pendants.

In the letter, Xiang Yao only wrote one line:

"Sister, long time no see."

Those two things just blew up all my safe days.That's it, the reason why I can't be with Murong Bai now.

That day at the Shu County Inn, when Su Yu told me about my life experience, I laughed it off. It all happened 20 years ago, and I didn't want to interfere with the grievances and grievances of the previous generation.Who my father was, who I was—it didn't matter.In my eyes, I am still Guigu Zongheng who worshiped under Guigu's sect when I was still a baby, and now I am the husband of Qin Guojun Murong Bai.

But I didn't expect Xiang Yao to be able to find out my identity like this, oh no... I suddenly remembered what Shan Hanfei said when he showed me the jade pendant, damn it!It turned out that Xiang Yao was suspicious of me at that time.

It's really my good sister, shed the same blood as me.She is very smart and knows to use my identity to threaten me to achieve her goal.But she may have forgotten one thing - I came from Guigu.

The choice is the first hurdle to enter the ghost valley.

No need to think about it, even with my eyes closed I know that my nominal father and sister are compared with Murong Bai, who is lighter and who is more important.It might sound cold-blooded to say that, but I actually don't see anything wrong with thinking that way.My character is a bit cowardly, but I hate people threatening me the most.

71 looked at the contents of the letter, raised his head and asked me:

"Who wrote the letter?"

"Princess Chu, Xiang Yao."

"Oh..." 71 nodded calmly, and it took a long time before he said excitedly as if he had reacted, "Ah! Then she is your sister?!"

I:"......"

71 Ah, can you take a snack and catch the key points once in a while?

"Tsk, brother, how bad is your skill at pretending to be a boy? Why do people just call you sister when they come up?"

I:"......"

"Oh! Why are you showing me this?" Seeing that I was silent, he thought for a long time before asking again.

"Of course I did." I said to him with a smile on my face.

He shuddered, "Don't, don't, don't...you just say it."

"Go and find out what Xiang Yao is doing, and besides... I want to know what the relationship between King Chu and Guigu Mountain is."

"I'm not from the intelligence department, I'm asked to check this and that every day... Besides, you're not a member of the Guigumen, what are you still worrying about?" He complained, and after a while, he suddenly let out a cry of fuss. Said, "Isn't the King of Chu your own father? Oh! My mother! You still have a father!"

I just said that this kid will never get the point.What do you mean I still have a father!

"..."

"You don't need to call me Senior Brother." I said blankly.

"..."

"You don't have to go either."

"...I'd better go," he stood up and smiled apologetically at me, rolled his eyes cunningly, and said again, "See you, Senior Sister!"

"..." What the hell is Senior Sister!

Before leaving the door, he turned his head and looked me up and down again, touched his chin and said strangely, "Although I already knew that you are a woman, senior brother, why don't you feel any disobedience?"

"..." I suppressed the blue veins popping up in my forehead, looked down at my chest...and then looked up at 71's "yes, that's what you think" expression, After holding back for a long time, I still couldn't hold back, and threw the teacup to the door.

"roll!"

(End of this chapter)