King's Landing GL

Chapter 37 A Floating Life and a Dream

Qin Palace Imperial Study Room

Murong Bai leaned back on the chair rather tiredly, rubbing his temples wearily.After a while, she asked Mo Shan who was standing by:

"How are things going?"

"Back to the Lord, everything is safe."

"Really?" she said softly, but her eyes were a little wandering.

She knew that doing so would hurt that person's heart, but how could she, who has always been proud, allow herself to fail to protect the person she likes?On that day in the court hall, all the officials jointly wrote a letter to abolish the empress.

Abandoned?How could this be.

That's her husband. They have performed the ceremony of Duke Zhou and drank a cup of wine.They will live and die together, and the coffin will be buried in the same tomb in the future, and they will be entangled with each other from life to life.How can it be scrapped?

But she is a king, and she was given responsibility since she was born.She will do her best for her country from birth to death.She has been married to Sisi for many years, and the king has no heirs. Naturally, she is obliged to accept the harem.So when the ministers came forward to ask her to accept the harem and open up branches for the royal family, she sat on the throne and couldn't say any words of rejection.

She thought she was probably cold-blooded.Because when she heard what the courtiers said, she subconsciously judged the pros and cons: accepting the harem, she can have a son of her own, and one day she can inherit the great rule.She can hand over the kingdom to her children, just as her father handed over the throne to her many years ago.Secondly, the relationship with the ministers can be a little closer, and you can firmly hold the power in your own hands without a look on your face, and successfully resolve the monarch and ministers caused by that person's bloodbath a few months ago. gap.

She knew the attention of those ministers who clamored for her to enter the harem.Na Harem?Which one of the people who can enter the palace will not be the sons of aristocratic families?The king's marriage and emotional life have never been decided by himself.So when she was still young, her father told her: Absolutely, don't be sincere.Absolutely, no.

She has always kept it in mind, so she never cared about thinking about it before.But now she understands, she knows who lives in her heart.But so what?For kings, love is untouchable.

But she wants to try.

Between Xingharem and Abandoned Empress, she chose Xingharem.Maybe things aren't that serious yet, but it's always good to plan early.With a harem or heirs, even if the woman's identity is exposed one day in the future, the courtiers will not be too embarrassing.

This woman is completely ignorant and ignorant in love, she doesn't understand that doing so is betrayal in the eyes of thinking who loves her so deeply.She also doesn't understand that what everyone in the world wants is just a couple for a lifetime.She thought it was normal for a king to have a harem. She grew up in a deep palace and didn't understand the promises of lovers in this world.She also made a decree very calmly and told Sisi about it, she did not hide it from Sisi.

In a way, she is an honest woman.

Perhaps in her eyes, the people in the harem have nothing to do with her, and the heirs are just the mission she must complete as a member of the royal family, and the person she loves is still Sisi.This extremely confident woman, she thinks to herself, as long as she loves to think, and thinking loves her, then nothing in the world can separate them.That being the case, she took it for granted that such things as Xing Harem did not pose any threat to them.They will still accompany each other and live and die together as before.

She believed in Sisi's love for her, and subconsciously she believed that no matter what she did, Sisi would eventually forgive her.From an objective point of view, there is nothing wrong with her thinking this way.She has never loved anyone, and she doesn't know how to love anyone.The imperial power taught her how to govern a country but did not teach her how to love others.

Love - is the king's forbidden zone.

Now that she has chosen to give it a try, she must protect her love.She never wants to repeat what happened when she was 15 years old.She thought that those miscellaneous people were just decorations.After accepting the seven young masters, because of their father's power in the court and the concept that the rain and dew should be equal, she stayed in the garden of one of the young masters every other day.But at the same time, women's restraint and conservatism prevented her from having sex with them.Of course, she didn't want to admit that she didn't want to have intimate contact with anyone except thinking.

After dealing with these things, she finally returned to the Hall of Eternal Life.Half a month has passed since that day.She looked at the cold room, clear and cold.After looking around the house for a long time, he still couldn't find the person who would usually have crooked eyebrows and a warm smile when seeing her come back.

She stood there for a long time, a little dazed.In the past few days, she has been rushing to catch up with government affairs, so that she can go out of the palace with that man in the morning flower festival in a few days.She wanted to spend more time with her, usually she was a silent and desolate woman, her way of expressing her love might not be as direct and earnest as she thought.But she always talks in her own way.Because of her status, she cannot directly tell her loved one how much she likes him.Just like thinking about her birthday that day, she, who has always been diligent in government and caring for the people, skipped the morning plus one day of government affairs for the first time, just to accompany her.

She is a confident woman. Although she never said "Peace and Chang'an" to her on her birthday, the tenderness in her heart made wishes again and again. She wished that her husband, who is also her wife, could live in Chang'an forever.

They can love each other forever.

She is a proud woman, even though she is facing the cold and unpopular room now, she is still stubborn not to ask.She didn't know that when faced with this kind of thing, she should make a rescue.She joyfully came to the Hall of Eternal Life to meet her sweetheart whom she hadn't seen for many days, but what she got was the news that that person had moved to the side hall.She, who has always been praised by others, couldn't accept the fact that her husband didn't want to see her, so when the palace people asked if they wanted to invite Wang Jun, she said coldly:

"She likes it, then let her live there!"

True, she was angry.Because she didn't know what kind of awkwardness that person who always followed her was making trouble for no reason.

Awkward, that's how she defined it.

She thought it would be better in a few days, so she let that person go.Unexpectedly, after receiving the military information, the Qin army, which had a slight chance of winning in the frontier, suddenly met the Turks. The Hu people who wanted to surrender immediately conspired with them to attack Qin upon seeing this, and she was so angry that she was furious in the court.He ordered Li Wu to lead his army to attack it, and ordered to mobilize [-] troops to go to the frontier, vowing not to destroy the alien race and not return it.

When these things are dealt with, the time has come to mid-November.

It was almost midnight when she returned to the Hall of Eternal Life after finishing her official duties that day. When she opened the door and looked at the empty room, a bit of grievance appeared on her usually calm face for the first time.She pursed her lips, her thin eyebrows furrowed tightly.It was only then that she remembered that she hadn't seen that person much in the past month, and she was busy with political affairs recently, so she didn't go back to the Palace of Longevity, and rested in the imperial study when she was tired.Thinking about it carefully, the only time she saw that person in this month was by the gazebo a few days ago. She was busy meeting the spies who came back from the frontier, so she had a quick glance at the gazebo.I wanted to talk to her, but saw that the person lowered his head as if he was thinking about something, so he had no choice but to give up.Now it seems that the man did it on purpose.

She was so angry that chills gathered in her eyes, she turned and went to the side hall without thinking.Therefore, a woman like her who is extremely confident, proud and action-oriented may not respond so well to love, but they often make some bold and direct decisions.

For example, now: she doesn't think that I am angry with her, nor does she think about why I am angry with her, why she doesn't want to see her.All she knew was that she wanted to see me, to express her dissatisfaction with things like the Cold War.So she came to the side hall as a matter of course and pushed open the door of my room.

Everyone in the world thinks differently, and it's ridiculous that we naively think that we can guess each other's mind based on our liking.The result, however, was regrettable.For example, in Murong Bai's eyes, she came to me to express the meaning of reconciliation, but to me, she ignored me this month, and it was as if she hadn't seen me.Now with a straight face, I naturally don't think about the good.

For another example, as soon as she entered the door, she looked at me blankly, and after a long time, she came towards me, but she didn't speak, but bent down and kissed me who was sitting reclined on the side of the bed. I was puzzled, she said:

"I haven't seen Wang Jun for a long time, I really miss you very much." As he spoke, he pushed me down on the bed.

Perhaps in her eyes, what she said was a sincere desire to express her longing, and the best way to end the cold war and stop me from "getting in trouble" with her is to do what she likes and have a passionate □ □.

But in my eyes, what I saw was Murong Bai, who was expressionless and indifferent to me, sneering at me, because she would never call me "Wang Jun" in the past, and when she pressed me on the bed When I finally got angry.I don't want to be touched by her.I have seen with my own eyes and heard her love with others, why?Looking for a change today?

With some strength, I turned back and pressed her under me, staring at her calm face, I was furious in my heart, but smiled lightly on my face.I asked her in the most flirtatious tone:

"Why did your majesty come to my place today? Could it be that others didn't take good care of me, so they missed me so much?"

Look, we've started hurting each other.

There was a trace of surprise in her eyes, but it was quickly replaced by anger.She pushed me away with her hands, pulling away from me abruptly.In this regard, I, who was already angry, became even more angry.

Does she not want to be touched by me?

I gritted my teeth and looked at her with fire in my eyes.How many days, I woke up in a dream.There was no one around me, and I was the only one on the cold bed.And the person I think about day and night spends the time together in someone else's bed.This man who once bore my imprint all over his body abandoned me.

In those days, was she also under others like this?What kind of expression will she have on her face?

Thinking of this, I lowered my head and kissed her fiercely, and I almost went crazy with jealousy.I want her, want her hard!

I kissed her lips with a bit of roughness, it was more like biting than kissing.She was under me, and my sudden madness made her a little bit at a loss, but unexpectedly, she didn't push me away.After a long silence, she began to respond to me tentatively. She was using her way to get closer to me, but I, who was immersed in jealousy, didn't realize this.My kiss landed on her jade-like neck, leaving scarlet red marks.Restlessly undoing her clothes, she lay naked under me in silence, enduring this love with no foreplay at all.The moment her fingers penetrated into her body, she arched her body, hugged me conditionally, and her long legs also curled up.The familiar temperature of my fingertips restored my clarity. I looked up at her furrowed brows, and there was a bit of forbearance and emotion on her usually expressionless face. She pursed her lips and saw me looking at her. Also did not speak.

Suddenly, as if I realized something or felt some frustration, I stopped and remained motionless in her body.After a while, she said in a hoarse voice:

"How...how?"

I did not speak.

She closed her eyes, probably after relieving the pain in her body, she opened them again.What was imprinted in those pitch-black eyes was me who was at a loss.I don't know what I'm doing, possessing her?But if she doesn't care about me, so what if I possess her?

Thinking of this, I wanted to withdraw from her body, but unexpectedly she stopped me with her hand.She took my arm and turned her face to the side. After a long pause, she slowly led my hand in and out of her body in my surprise and shock.The friction on her hands was quite strong, and I immediately understood the reason for her frowning.I leaned down and kissed her hair tips, behind her ears, between her eyebrows, and her thin lips.His hand gradually felt wet before he let it go in and out. He wanted to treat her gently but was jealous. The strength in his hand increased instead of weakening, and he slammed into her deep.

If you want to leave, let me feel this last tenderness well.

Murong Bai, I really want to ask you, have you ever had me in your heart?

"Master." The man walked up to a man in a fine attire, bowed and saluted.

"It's done?"

"It's done." The man said.

Hearing that the man he called "Master" raised the corners of his mouth in a happy mood, he said leisurely:

"Go, go and have a look."

"promise."

The cell door was opened from the outside, and in the depths of the darkness, the man who was chained to the wooden stake heard the sound of the door opening and tried hard to move his body back like a frightened bird. The human instinct made him seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, but he was helpless. The chains that bound him were too tight and too strong for him to struggle.His eyes were blindfolded and a cloth was stuffed in his mouth.His naked upper body was heavily wounded, and the old and new wounds mixed together looked quite terrifying under the pale skin.He didn't know who the person was, and the frightened sound of "woooo" begging for mercy made the person's mood more pleasant.

"That's right, it's very similar." The visitor's voice was as gentle as jade, and he praised it.

The person who came reached out and lifted the man's chin that was locked by the iron chain, and then squeezed it vigorously. After hearing the satisfying sound of pain, the person spoke again:

"If he hadn't been buried in the loess, I would have thought you were alone. But..."

He moved his eyes down and landed on the prisoner's chest, and continued: "There is still something missing."

There was a muffled groan of pain in the cell, and someone stabbed a delicate dagger into the prisoner's heart. After a while, the blade was stained red with blood.

The position and strength of the piercing are very precise, and the bone can be seen deep without hurting the heart.

The visitor looked at the prisoner's pale face with cold sweat, and he smiled heartily:

"Don't worry, you won't die. You are a great gift from me. How could you die? But now...you have to learn to be obedient."

As he spoke, he turned sideways and took the handkerchief wrapped in an unknown powder from the waiter behind him, and then evenly wiped it on the prisoner's wound bit by bit.The severe pain and many days of captivity finally made the poor prisoner faint.But the visitor didn't stop what he was doing. Finally, after completing the last step of his work, he took a small step back in satisfaction, and looked up and down carefully at the locked After a while, he murmured to himself:

"Oh, it's really perfect."

Given such a perfect gift to Murong Bai, she must like it very much.

Murong Bai, my king.Don't you want to protect your love?Then watch it, watch how you use your love to protect your lover.Watch how the person who loves you is driven to a dead end by your love.

Oh look.

I will destroy what you care about; I will take away what you have.What was originally mine is now finally beginning to be returned to me.

Murong Bai, the game has begun.

Palace of Longevity, Qin Palace

When I woke up from the dream, the pillow was already cold.Stretching out his hand to explore the place where she had been warm with her yesterday, the place where she slept had already dissipated the hot body temperature. In this early winter, there was only cold.

After a while, I chuckled, I really didn't understand the meaning of doing this movement early in the morning.Is it true that the older you get, the more hypocritical you are?It's no use.

I let out a sigh of relief and tightened the quilt around me.I think my body is getting weaker and weaker, and I am already too cold in the early winter, what should I do in the future?Even though I was wrapped in a thick quilt, I was still shivering. Winter was supposed to be the season to hoard meat, but I lost weight because of the cold weather and poor appetite.

Oh, what a crime I did.

After that day, I haven't seen Murong Bai for a long time.Hearing what Mu Er said, he seems to have gone out of the palace. When he told me this, I was lying on the armchair basking in the sun in the small courtyard. After listening to his words, I didn't even lift my eyelids, and responded lightly. Just take it as knowing.As a result, Mu Erlai, who had finished the report, stayed in front of my eyes. He risked his disobedience, and looked me up and down strangely.

I know what is strange about him, it's nothing more than my indifferent attitude towards Murong Bai, I who usually chase after him to ask about Murong Bai's news, but now I am so unmoved, it is normal for him to be strange.But how does he know that I am different from the past.

Mu Er said, Your Majesty, you should move back to the main hall.You have been angry with the king for so long, and it should be over.But don't let those princes in the harem beg for cheap.You have lost a lot of weight in this cold winter.Look at your pale face, eh...

It just so happened that Zong 71 came in from the door, and when he heard his words, he immediately put on a big face:

"What nonsense are you talking about? Your Majesty is living well here, and I want you to take care of things!"

Mu Er blushed furiously, pointed at 71 and said:

"Mu San, you...you!"

"Okay." I interrupted their quarrel, "Why are you arguing? Forget it, Mu San, stop bullying Mu Er."

Zong 71 secretly gave me a hard look, but his face was very respectful:

"Your Majesty laughed."

I said to Mu Er:

"You go down first."

"No." Mu Er glanced at 71, and retreated angrily.

Only me and 71 were left in the yard, I leaned on the chair, crossed my legs and said casually:

"How's it going?"

71 sat on the ground, picked up the banana on the table, peeled it and ate it, and said:

"You have a good vision. In just a few months, Zheng Hao has become quite influential in the court, and the other two are slowly following your instructions. There is no suspicion on the part of the prime minister, so you can rest assured."

I smiled and nodded.

71 finished eating a banana, picked up another one, and asked me casually:

"Speaking of which, shouldn't you worry about how to compete for favor now?" He clicked his tongue twice, stroked his chin, with a rather wretched expression on his face, "Seven young masters at once, senior brother, sister-in-law should be considered a hero."

I looked at him blankly and didn't speak.

He added:

"Speaking of which, if you move to the side hall, you don't even say anything to your sister-in-law. Who will you hide here every day, secretly hurting yourself?"

"......Shut up!"

"Senior brother, are you making people haggard because of Yixiao?" He quieted down for a while and then said maliciously with starry eyes.

"..."

"Brother, have you offended your sister-in-law? Why haven't you seen her come to thank you for so many days? Don't want to be dissatisfied, and start attacking me instead!"

It took me a long time to squeeze out a few words between my teeth:

"Go-out-go!"

After driving 71 out of the room, I felt that the whole world was quiet.After his making such a fuss, my originally depressed mood finally got better.

This kid, the way he comforts me is really dumbfounding.

That's all, I'm too lazy to talk about it, I can do whatever I like.

The time was adjusted to the end of the year, and the year was approaching, and the capital was full of joy.The always majestic palace was also filled with joy, whether it was the master or the palace servants, there were more or less smiles on their faces.

except me.

the reason?Naturally, it's because the cold war between Murong Bai and I still hasn't stopped.Since she took the harem, the number of times I have met her can be counted on the fingers.At first she passed by the side hall casually every three or two days, but after seven or eight days, she never saw her again.

I am very calm about this, seeing her is like not seeing her, and I do what I have to do.And her indifference, her ignorance, I have long been used to it, from the initial discomfort to numbness to the current senselessness, only I know how I survived.

I don't have much hope for her.I think a woman like her probably has everything since she was a child, so she doesn't care about anything.I didn't want to see her, so on New Year's Eve, she sent someone to invite me to have a reunion dinner together. When I attended the royal family's party, I rejected it straight away.

Li Dequan struggled with a bitter expression on his face:

"Your Majesty, this..."

I was holding a book in my hand, wearing a thick padded jacket and sitting in front of the desk. Under the dim light, I had a blank face. The fire in the room was bright and warm like spring, but my heart was like winter, frozen overnight.

"It's probably not bad for me, I'm tired." I said lightly, "I won't see you off, go slowly."

Li Dequan sighed heavily, then backed out.

I continued to look at the book in my hand, as if all my thoughts had been focused on it, it was rare to be so serious.But only I know how lost I was at that time...

Family fun?I'm out of date, what's the fun for a prince who is out of date?It's not enough to humiliate me by decree, do you want to humiliate me in person and tell me that my wife is no longer mine alone?

Even though he said it so freely, in the bottom of my heart I still vaguely hope that Murong Bai can come to me.I'm cheap, and when I'm facing her, I'm a cheap bone.I was still thinking, if she can come, then I will follow her.Anyway, I let her so many times, so what if one more time or one less time?

But she didn't come.

I waited for her all night, but she didn't come.Outside the hall, 76 people walked back and forth intermittently, but none of the footsteps belonged to her.

I didn't realize that New Year's Eve had passed until the next day when the palace people came into the house to say hello.The new year is here, ghost valley is everywhere, you should give up, right?

(End of this chapter)