why don't you laugh

Chen Bing unconsciously pinched his fingertips on the other end.

He was born to be more resistant to strangers. Before his rebirth, after Xiao Zhi left, he lived a life of solitude, rarely relying on and expecting anyone, and he also wanted to trouble others' feelings.

But now, at this moment, he really wants Xiao Zhi to think about himself, miss him, and care about himself.

Asking him for attention will never feel enough.

He used to think that he could take good care of himself, that it was good to be alone, and that he should trouble others as little as possible when he was sick, but Xiao Zhi didn't have any of these thoughts.

He had found this one person with whom he could open his whole heart.

The din of the school dormitory came over the loudspeaker.

Chen Bing turned to the screen, coldly but bluntly: "Well, I miss you."

On the opposite side, Xiao Zhi laughed unknowingly.

When Chen Bing said this, the straightforwardness of his words and the awkwardness of his eyebrows formed an interesting contrast.

Xiao Zhi stopped teasing him, and asked the main point: "If you don't eat, you can't keep up with your nutrition, why don't you eat?"

After a while, Chen Bing said, "It hurts after eating."

Xiao Zhi understood: "Like last night?"

It was like last night.Although it may not be uncomfortable every time, but he resists the pain, so Chen Bing is anorexic and doesn't want to eat.

Xiao Zhi was quiet for a while, lowered his head and rubbed the soles of his shoes, and said, "Eat as much as you want, be good."

Chen Bing didn't speak again.

Xiao Zhi asked: "After I left, in the afternoon and evening, is there any pain?"

After a while, Chen Bing seemed to refuse to care, and said, "No."

Xiao Zhi breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine if there's no pain."

The opposite side is quiet.Chen Bing remained silent, his brows and eyes were a little cold and stubborn.

Clearly still unfazed.

Xiao Zhi was amused, breathed the cool breeze in the middle of the night, and asked again: "What do you want to eat tonight? Is it porridge?"

Quiet.

well.

As long as he doesn't object, it's an admission.

Xiao Zhi was thoughtful: "That's really miserable." He thought for a while, "You should be in better health next week, I'll come to see you and secretly buy you a barbecue, how about it?"

After a while, Chen Bing uttered a word: "Heh."

Being blown by the cool wind, Xiao Zhi smiled a little unconsciously.After a while, he said, "Don't be angry, okay?"

Behind him, Wen Wei pushed open the balcony door, probed and said, "Hey, just by hearing the tone, you can tell that you are talking to Bingbing—Bingbing? Bingbing? Are you OK?"

Chen Bing finally spoke up: "If you don't want to chat, let him go."

"..."

Xiao Zhi pressed his fingertips on the phone screen to cover it downwards, and stopped Wen Wei, who was about to make a video with Chen Bing to force Lai Lai, and said, "What are you doing?"

Wen Wei: "Let me chat with Bingbing."

"Can't talk." Xiao Zhi's voice was crisp, "Bingbing is taking a bath now, are you sure you want to watch?"

Wen Wei: "..."

Wen Wei was silent for a few seconds at the thought of why Chen Bing would videotape you with you when he was taking a shower, then realized that he was too redundant, and turned around and said, "Then, I'm leaving."

He turned and went back to the bedroom.

After Xiao Zhi finished fixing the light bulb, he turned on the phone again and found that the screen was black, and Chen Bing hung up the video at some point.

"..."

Probably heard the phrase "take a bath" just now.

The corners of Xiao Zhi's lips twitched a little, he turned his head, and pushed open the bedroom door.

The heat wave hits.In winter, the temperature in the dormitory is higher than outside, not to mention that this group of people is in a crazy battle.How should I put it, as long as they don't study, let them crawl like dogs on the ground.

Yang Feihong played the guitar, and Zhou Fang next to him also copied one and held it in his arms. Both of them played popular songs by Douyin Kuaishou, and performed affectionate singing voices at the same time.

"At the beginning, you wanted to separate, and you separated, and now you want to use true love to coax me back—"

"Your love is like a cup of coffee that is too strong, it keeps me awake all night, love this feeling-"

"..."

Xiao Zhi took a glass of warm water and drank it, listening to it, he had the idea of ​​grabbing these two and kicking them out the door.

Now that my studies are stressful, the entertainment activities in the dormitory every night have become one of the few ways to decompress.As for this group of people, they have never taken the usual path, have no normal sense of shame, and do everything deliberately to make people laugh.

Xiao Zhi opened his chair and sat down, and Wen Wei next to him greeted: "Brother Xiao, the little prince of the love song of the Ninth High School? Do you want a song?"

Xiao Zhi: "You play, you play."

"Come on, don't resist our enthusiasm, let's be happy together!" Wen Wei hugged him as he said that, Xiao Zhi was pulled to stand up, and Zhou Fang had already handed him the guitar.

"Brother Xiao, will you?"

"What can't you do?" Xiao Zhi took it, and dialed a few notes: "Isn't it a basic operation for boys to play the guitar now?"

"Wow! Awesome."

Wen Wei praised first, then realized, "So I'm not worthy of being a boy now, am I?"

"..."

has been connoted.

Xiao Zhi was noncommittal, he learned it when he was in junior high school, and later his hand for playing the piano became the hand for playing wild and fighting.

He said: "You sing first, I will recover and find my feeling."

"OK, got it right."

The side responded and continued to fight for the king of songs.

Xiao Zhi plucked the string with his fingertips, the feeling was stiff at first, but then gradually became smooth.Xiao Zhi searched for the sheet music of popular songs, and gradually regained some feeling. In short, it is not a problem to play some basic melodies.

The moment Xiao Zhi started singing, all the movement around him stopped, and they stared at him with blank faces.

Xiao Zhi's voice is in good condition, and he can listen to random singing if he doesn't pick it up, not to mention a warm summer limited love song he is singing now.

Wen Wei clutched his chest: "No, no, no, I'm falling in love."

"..." Zhou Fang laughed and said, "It's really wonderful to listen to the handsome guy singing."

After singing, there was warm applause.

"Brother Xiao, one more song?"

"Come, come, wash me with your affection!"

Xiao Zhi could hold his breath, and turned his head to look at him as if nothing happened: "Does it sound good?"

"Sounds good, Niupi, I think you can make your C debut."

"yes."

To such a compliment, Xiao Zhi reacted flatly, but hummed thoughtfully and said: "Then I will sing for Chen Bing."

"..."

After finishing speaking, he opened the door and went to the balcony with the guitar.

The people in the dormitory looked at each other.

They still wanted to feast their ears, but they didn't expect this person to practice for a long time, sing a song, and co-authored it to poison the experimental mice first?

Wen Wei was aggrieved and relieved for a while: "That's right. Brother Xiao, we can't live without showing his sexual attraction to his wife."

"Perhaps, this is why the person who falls in love first is always the loser."

"..."

After a few clicks, they squatted silently behind the balcony, ready to listen to Xiao Zhi's singing.

Xiao Zhi hung up his mobile phone and made a video call to Chen Bing.

He didn't get through, and the other party sent three words of indifference.

Chen Bing: [In the shower. ]

"..."

Gee.

Very vengeful, cutie.

Xiao Zhi persisted in hitting again.

Finally connected this time.But Chen Bing seemed to be very interested there, and asked him, "What do you want to do?"

Xiao Zhi said, "I'll sing for you to relieve boredom."

Chen Bing: "..."

He moved his brows and eyes, as if he wanted to say something, but at least he let Xiao Zhi continue the next activity.The sunlight was dim, and the contours of Xiao Zhi's eyebrows and eyes and slender fingers were faintly reflected.He plucked the strings and sang a song in a soft tone.

Filled with blue sky and white clouds, love and pink ice cream, it always feels like a dream, letting the body and mind float.

"I admit it's only you that drives me crazy in love,"

Xiao Zhi's voice was relaxed, low and loose, as if melting into the night, "Look at the sunset slowly elongating our shadows, even the clouds are in the shape of loving you, like cotton candy—"

Every word, not so much the lyrics, as it is mixed with his confession.

He sang, and the cheers behind him were extremely excited.

Yang Feihong almost died of laughter: "Prince of Love Songs, well-deserved reputation."

Wen Wei said with emotion: "Not to mention anything else, Brother Xiao will sing for me, and I am willing to make friends with him."

"Stuck in."

"..."

Chatting and chatting, Xiao Zhi began to sing the next song.

This person, there is still something about the flirtatious, and he specializes in songs with passionate words.

"You have a pair of eyes that can talk, and you have an understanding heart. I don't know the heights of the world, and your smile always makes me fascinated by you..."

Xiao Zhi rested his wrists on the back of the chair, leaned on his spine relaxedly, his throat slid out of the tone, and his gaze fell on Chen Bing who was on the opposite side of the video.

At first, I could still feel it was a song, and I sang it slowly, every word and every word in it was blazing, obviously it was Xiao Zhi's love words.

In the deep winter night, Xiao Zhi kept singing summer stories to him.

It's almost eleven o'clock.

After Xiao Zhi finished singing, he plucked his red fingertips: "How is it?"

Chen Bing bowed slightly: "It's okay."

"Ah?" Xiao Zhi stretched his waist in the chair, and passed his long legs to the tiles of the sink, not satisfied with his answer, "Just 'okay'? That's it?"

"..." Chen Bing laughed, "What answer do you want to hear?"

Xiao Zhi was willing not to talk, after all, if he was not as comfortable as others took the initiative to say, he clicked his tongue: "Since it's okay, I'll sing for you every day from now on, okay?"

Chen Bing did not expect him to make this suggestion: "Huh?"

"Aren't you bored in the hospital?" Xiao Zhi's brows and eyes were covered with shadows, and he plucked the strings with his knuckles casually, "I sing to you every day, at least it's not that boring."

"..."

Brief silence.

For some reason, Chen Bing didn't know what to say for a while, and smiled inexplicably: "Sing as you like."

"Yeah." Xiao Zhi said, "I'll record two songs for you, and you can still listen to them when I go to class tomorrow."

Chen Bing did not object: "Okay."

In winter, the wind outside makes my fingers numb and a bit cold.After Xiao Zhi hung up the video, he went to take a shower for some activities, and then continued to record songs for Chen Bing after he got better.

There are only aborigines left in the dormitory.

When Wen Wei came back from the shower, he saw Xiao Zhi standing outside facing the wind, as if afraid of the cold, his spine slightly bent, his eyes downcast singing over and over again.

——It's all the kind of "feeling" and "love" that are too embarrassing to say, he said it as casually and naturally as breathing and drinking water, and the key voice is nice and very flirtatious.

Wen Wei pushed Zhou Fang and signaled: "Look, look."

Zhou Fang grabbed the bed frame and said with emotion: "My brother Xiao is really good at it."

Wen Wei agrees: "The full score composition is right in front of you, learn a little bit."

The two of them were chattering, Xiao Zhi came back from the balcony after recording the song in the cold, and said: "Baby, it's time for you to sleep, remember to send me a video of eating in the morning."

Wen Wei said again, "Tsk."

Zhou Fang also: "Tsk."

Xiao Zhi went to his seat and turned on the desk lamp. Now he was ready to study, while saying the last sentence to the other end of the video: "Good night, kiss, chirp~"

Wen Wei smiled.Zhou Fang hehehe climbed up to the upper bunk.

All in all, learned and learned.

Wen Wei watched Xiao Zhi open the review book, and asked, "Brother Xiao, are you staying up late to study again?"

"Well, you sleep with you."

Wen Wei saw that the book was full of review notes, in all colors.He knew that he could not persuade a man who insisted on studying, so he said: "Well, then I will sleep, and you should go to bed early."

Xiao Zhi didn't speak anymore.

Wen Wei deliberately provoked him: "Brother Xiao, don't brothers need to say good night? Can't they ask for a kiss?"

"..."

Xiao Zhi stopped the pen in his hand, turned his head, and his eyes fell on him.

Wen Wei looked embarrassed, even turned to the left side of his cheek, imitating his tone: "I want to kiss."

Xiao Zhi: "Get lost."

"..."

Ok.

The result was better than expected, at least Xiao Zhi didn't hit anyone.

Wen Wei let out an "ah" and happily went back to the bed: "Hi!"

"..."

This is a real sand sculpture child.

Xiao Zhi was inexplicably funny, he lowered his head and flipped through the page between his fingers.The screen of his mobile phone was turned on, facing up, showing the chat box with Chen Bing.

After sending a few audio messages, Chen Bing replied with two words - "received".

I don't know if he is listening now.

Xiao Zhi turned the pen, pulled out his thoughts, and focused on the topic.

And the hospital on the other side.

Chen Bing picked up the phone, and lightly turned on the audio with his white fingertips.

Xu Rong sat next to him and yawned. He turned down the volume and heard a low and pleasant voice from the phone.

"I admit that it's only you that drives me crazy in love."

The random pronunciation flows naturally, without deliberately being affectionate, but every word is a standard Xiao Zhi, a standard confession of him.Make a song more scratchy, like holding on to the heart.

"..."

Chen Bing touched the screen with his fingertips, and when he recovered, he had listened to it several times.

Xu Rong was sleepy and said, "Xiaobing, don't play with your phone for too long, radiation is not good for your health."

Chen Bing hummed, found a comfortable position with the help of the nurse, and closed his eyes.

He fell asleep, Xiao Zhi's voice was spinning in his head.

There is such a person who likes him very much, is crazy about him, is obsessed with him, and is paranoid about him.

For Chen Bing, his emotions are his own existence.

...Thinking of this, Chen Bing is inexplicably full of anticipation for tomorrow, and for the next meeting with him.

He closed his eyes, and after so many days in the hospital, for the first time, he stopped thinking about it and slowly fell asleep.

Woke up at seven o'clock in the morning.

Now Xiao Zhi is more strict with him, Xu Rong saw the message on the phone and said with a smile: "Xiao Zhi asked me if you got up yet."

Chen Bing was speechless and packed up with the help of the nurse.

Start eating.

Xu Rong deliberately took a video next to her: "Eat more, Xiaozhi needs to be checked."

"..." Chen Bing was too lazy to eat at first, pretending to be interested, and swallowed slowly.

Xu Rong didn't find it funny.

She can't control this son when he grows up, but if he has a weakness, someone can control him.

Xu Rong picked up other nutritional products, and said every word: "Your boyfriend needs to check, you eat well."

"..."

Chen Bing reluctantly ate and drank medicine.

All the videos were sent to Xiao Zhi's cell phone.

During class break, Xiao Zhi took off his glasses and went to the corridor to look not far away. When he heard the phone vibrate, he took it out to unlock it, and swipe the screen with his fingertips to watch the video Xu Rong sent him.

Curiously, Fu Hang poked his head and followed, "Is the ice god much better?"

"En." Xiao Zhi clicked on the video.

Xu Rong marked it by category: eating——

Drink calcium powder——

take medicine——

Every short video is clicked on, showing Chen Bing eating silently.

Fu Hang looked at it and smiled: "Where is Yun raising a cat?"

Xiao Zhi also smiled: "Yes, I have a cat."

Fu Hang asked, "When will the Ice God come back?"

"It's probably the next semester," Xiao Zhi calculated the time, "Don't we have half a month left for the final exam?"

Fu Hang was stunned for a moment: "It's so late."

Xiao Zhi turned off the phone screen: "There is no way."

But Fu Hang thought of something, looked left and right, and his smile gradually became connotative: "Brother Xiao, no one cares about you now, do you want to play games?"

"..."

Xiao Zhi looked sideways at him.Because of the winter, he didn't wear a school uniform, but a dark denim jacket with fleece on the inside, his legs were straight, and he looked at him with downcast eyes, half a smile.

Fu Hang was taken aback by him: "What are you doing?"

Xiao Zhi raised his eyebrows, his words restrained: "What do you think?"

"Then I don't know!" Fu Hang was confused.

Xiao Zhi pulled his lips, and said lazily: "After so long, in your eyes, my study is just to show Chen Bing?"

Fu Hang: "..."

He looked straight at Xiao Zhi, rolled his eyes, and asked for a while, "Otherwise?"

"..."

Also, what else?

So confident.

Xiao Zhi reached out and grabbed his neck, "Today I must get rid of your bad nature."

"Wrong, wrong," Fu Hang laughed straight, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Brother Xiao, I didn't know you were serious. I also said that you can pretend so well, and you stay up until two or three o'clock every day to read books, which is really awesome What ah!"

Xiao Zhi withdrew his hand, pressed the corners of his eyes, and didn't bother to say to him: "It's just that I want to work hard, so where do I get so much from?"

Fu Hang really admired it: "That's not bad."

Xiao Zhi rested his eyes for a while, returned to his seat and continued to open the textbook.

Halfway through the third year of high school, I always feel that time is getting faster and faster. I had a review plan before, but now I feel a little too late.

Chen Bing was not at school, and Xiao Zhi sometimes started to wonder why he was reviewing. He always felt that he had finished his homework, brushed up several questions, and memorized what should be memorized. He was a little clueless for a while.

But sometimes after completing a set of test papers, I feel that I lack too much knowledge, and I need to relearn the level for three years without sleep.

Time gradually flowed away in the bitter cold wind, every night Xiao Zhi would sing to Chen Bing in the dormitory, which was almost a spectacle in the men's dormitory.

Entering the door after evening self-study, Xiao Zhi dropped the test paper and made a video call to Chen Bing: "Come on, it's a happy night again."

"..."

Sitting on the hospital bed, Chen Bing wanted to say something, but Xiao Zhi got up and left.

Xu Rong asked: "Aren't you going to sing today?"

"No," Chen Bing was silent for a while, "He might have gone to take a shower first."

"so."

Xu Rong turned her head to comfort Grandma Chen Bing who was sitting beside the hospital bed: "Mom, he will sing soon. I'm not praising this young man, he sings very well! Sing to Xiaobing every day! Do you remember when I was in high school? Do you often come to the boy downstairs? They are almost handsome."

Wrinkles piled up on grandma's face, and she smiled: "Really? I remember that boy, he is really decent."

She sat contentedly while holding Chen Bing's thin wrist.

Xiao Zhi came back from the shower and changed into a thin T-shirt and a dark sweater, took the guitar and sat down on a chair on the balcony.

Chen Bing said: "Xiao..."

Before finishing speaking, Xiao Zhi started to practice just in the bathroom, and now he sang softly with his throat high and low: "There is a saying I often tell you, you are a piece of candy I put in my mouth——"

Chen Bing: "Xiao—"

His hand was clenched by his grandmother, and he turned his head. The grandmother signaled him to be quiet with a serious face: "Shh, don't make noise."

Chen Bing felt bad: "..."

Xiao Zhi was very satisfied with his quietness: "What are you singing tonight?" He finished all the songs he was supposed to sing in a while, and now the content is getting more and more complicated.He had a half-smile, "Sing a hot love song to my favorite Bing Bing tonight, the super hot kind."

"........."

Chen Bing was crying for help in his heart.

He wanted to talk, but Xiao Zhi felt that Hades would not be able to stop him when he came. His slender fingers pressed the strings, and he opened his mouth casually like a male star: "I hope you can accompany me through the day and night, and I hope you can Hold you and relive your sweet dreams all night..."

Chen Bing hadn't heard this song before, so he didn't realize the excitement and excitement behind it for the time being.

On the other hand, the melon-eaters, who poked their heads behind Xiao Zhi and listened to the song, suddenly turned around with a smile.

"I'm going to show off, I'm going to show off."

"As expected of a large-scale man in the Ninth Middle School."

"..."

In the next second, Xiao Zhi's voice is unique, whether popular folk songs or rap, he sings provocatively, loosely and tenderly: "You understand every experience I want, and everyone will not fall asleep with me tonight..."

His voice sank, and his enunciation was not clear, and Chen Bing hadn't understood it yet.

Next sentence: "I want to see you naked, and I want to leave my mark on you."

Chen Bing understood this sentence.

Hold.

He didn't know that Xiao Zhi took into account his thin skin and blurred the key words, but when he heard the sentence of leaving a mark, he felt that it was too sloppy, so he called him: "Xiao Zhi."

Xiao Zhi: "Huh?"

"Stop singing," Chen Bing turned the phone camera, "Let me introduce my grandma to you."

Xiao Zhi: "..."

"Hey, is this Xiao Zhi?" Grandma smiled and rolled her eyes. She was a little deaf, and she couldn't understand the young people's songs. like very much."

Xiao Zhi stood up directly, ignoring Wen Wei's maniacal laughter behind him, straightened his clothes and lowered his head, shouting: "...Hi, grandma."

Grandma insisted: "Thank you for singing to Xiaobing every day and making him happy. He is very boring in the hospital! Very lonely! Very lonely! I thank you on behalf of him and his mother!" This is like an old cadre holding a commendation meeting.

Xiao Zhi glanced at Chen Bing inexplicably, and said to his grandmother: "It should be, it should be, I have a good relationship with Chen Bing, and I will be happy if I make him happy."

Xu Rong also smiled.Although she heard the second half of the sentence, she felt that the child was playing wildly, and she still convinced herself that the times had changed, but now she forgot about it.

Chen Bing witnessed all this with coolness.

Xiao Zhi has a strong adaptability, and abruptly overcame the embarrassment just now in a few minutes, and turned to make the elderly happy, seemingly casually mentioning: "Grandma, why don't you say anything when you come."

"It's like this." Grandma likes this handsome guy very much, and thinks he is like her first love. "Don't look at my age, I usually like listening to music very much! Come to see Xiaobing today and his mother told me that there is a boy who gives me love every day. Xiaobing sang, she sang very well! I became interested immediately, and I didn’t dare to sing because I was afraid to disturb you, so I specially told Xiaobing to keep quiet.”

Grandma squinted and smiled at him: "Grandma likes you so much."

"..."

Xiao Zhi was about to break out in a cold sweat. He never expected that he would be so caught off guard every time. He tried his best to be as nonchalant as possible: "It's okay. In fact, I'm not that good. But I will try my best to be nice to Chen Bing and hand him over to Chen Bing." I'm OK."

"……Hey?"

The mother-in-law and grandson chatted with each other.

Hearing that the two of them said nothing, Chen Bing smiled inexplicably.

What is Xiao Zhi thinking?

Grandma didn't know about the two of them.

The relationship between their family and grandma is relatively weak, so they just rushed to chat in the hospital today, otherwise where would there be such a social death scene?

But Xiao Zhi spoke politely and respectfully to his grandmother without losing the vigor of a young man, which made the old woman laugh heartily, and remembered what happened just now: "Are you still singing? Keep singing! I won't bother you!"

"OK, all right."

Xiao Zhi moved around in the chair, rubbed his long and frozen fingers, and asked casually before he plucked the strings: "Is there any song that grandma wants to hear?"

He thought the answer was "No, no, you just sing the songs of your young people, as long as Chen Bing can listen happily."

Unexpectedly, grandma was stunned for a moment, then her smile deepened, and she didn't expect to make a choice: "Are you asking me?" She showed an expression of reminiscence, and tentatively said, ""If there is love in the sky", "On the Golden Mountain in Beijing", "Candlelight" "Mom in the movie", will you sing?"

"..."

The author has something to say:

The sweet song prince is no longer set.