why don't you laugh

In the middle of the night, all my roommates came back.

Wen Wei brought him cakes and barbecue: "Have some, I'll leave in the middle of dinner."

Xiao Zhi said: "Thank you." He took the food he handed over.

I didn't eat much, and I felt a little stomachache when I was forced to eat it.

"Sleep, Brother Xiao, don't keep thinking about it, just wake up and you'll be fine." Wen Wei has been taking care of his emotions, "Don't always think about those negative things."

Xiao Zhi put down the book in his hand and went to bed.

For some reason he had a dream.In the dream, when he was three or four years old, he took Chen Bing to the park to shovel sand.Xiao Zhi buried himself in building the castle for him, and just after it was finished, Chen Bing disappeared when he looked up.

He lost Chen Bing and searched everywhere in his dream, but he couldn't find it, and finally he could only stand there in despair.

Xiao Zhi woke up.

... The surrounding was very quiet, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his breathing was slightly suffocated.

Feeling out of breath.

After being rejected, Xiao Zhi only wanted to stay as far away from Chen Bing as possible, but now it was the first time that he strongly wanted to go to his side immediately.He waited for the dawn and the opening of the iron door downstairs, feeling the passage of time every minute and every second was so long.

Finally opened the bedroom door at six o'clock, Xiao Zhi got up and put on his clothes and shoes, awakening Wen Wei who usually slept heavier than a dead pig.Wen Wei rubbed his eyes: "Brother Xiao, where are you going?"

Xiao Zhi said, "I'm going to the hospital."

"No." Wen Wei mumbled, "It's so early."

Before leaving, Xiao Zhi took another exercise book.

Wen Wei got out of bed and leaned against the door to look at him: "Are you asking for leave with old man Lu?"

"No." Xiao Zhi's voice was crisp.

Wen Wei straightened his eyes: "Then..."

"He will definitely not allow you to ask for leave. I'll skip class first. If he asks you, just tell the truth." Xiao Zhi hooked his fingertips around his collar and tugged, then picked up the bracelet that was repaired on the table last night, "Thank you."

"..."

Wen Wei looked at his back stupidly, and chased him to the corridor.

Xiao Zhi went to the side of the road to take a taxi.

Thinking of yesterday's dream, his mind was almost filled with gloomy emotions, but thinking of Chen Bing again, he took out his phone and began to recite words.

On the bus in the morning, besides students, there were also many elderly people who went shopping in the supermarket. The sun was so cold that it shone through the window on the boy who was reciting words silently with his eyes downcast.

Xiao Zhi wore a denim jacket, slender legs, and white sneakers on the back of the chair. He looked like a boy going to and from school, clean and silent.

Xiao Zhi couldn't help recalling Chen Bing.

During dinner yesterday afternoon, he saw the car crashing into Chen Bing directly under his nose, which was shocking.

...How much pain will it be?

When he arrived at the hospital, Xiao Zhi stood at the bottom of the building, suddenly afraid to go up.

In the chat box, Xu Rong replied Chen Bing's hospital bed number, and finally decided to come pick him up, and asked from a distance, "Have you had breakfast yet?"

Seeing her haggard look, Xiao Zhi obviously didn't sleep all night: "Eat."

"Let's go," Xu Rong turned her head, "Chen Bing is in the ICU, just woke up once, and now fell asleep again."

The corners of Xiao Zhi's lips were pursed into a straight line, and his brows were frozen with snow: "...is it serious?"

Brief silence.

Xu Rong's voice was slow: "The doctor said it was not life-threatening, but it required complicated treatment. Xiaobing said it was a contusion of internal organs, blood loss from broken kidneys, and a large wound on the side of the waist."

Xiao Zhi stopped in his tracks.

His fingers trembled slightly, he looked at Xu Rong, his eyes showed a breakdown: "Aunt Xu, I'm sorry."

Xu Rong looked at him: "It's not your fault."

"It's me," Xiao Zhi said in a very low voice, "I didn't take good care of him."

Xu Rong took his hand and repeated, "It's not your fault."

Xiao Zhi gritted his teeth, gnawed out the bloody smell like rust, and his throat began to sting like burning.He didn't know what to do, he just felt powerless.

Xu Rong sighed.She knew about Xiao Zhi's situation, but she didn't understand why this young man, who was only a few months older than Chen Bing, had experienced so many hardships in life than Chen Bing.

Xu Rong said: "Don't take everything on yourself, sometimes it's not your fault, it's just good luck playing tricks on others."

They walked to the door of the ICU together. The doctor just came out and took a look at Xiao Zhi.

"This is Xiaobing's friend, can you go in and have a look?" Xu Rong asked.

The doctor said sincerely: "The patient's physical function is unstable now and he needs to rest. It is recommended not to be disturbed."

Xu Rong had no choice but to turn around: "Then let's see it next time, shall we?"

Xiao Zhi responded, and through the thick wall, he seemed to be able to see Chen Bing surrounded by medical equipment behind him.

There was a low muffled hum from inside.

The doctor wiped his sweat and said, "The anesthetic has failed, and the wound is starting to hurt."

For some reason, Xu Rong wiped her eye sockets: "There is a wound on the side of the waist. It was stabbed by the leg of the stool. It was healed, but it hurts."

Xiao Zhi can empathize.

He had been injured in a fight before, and he knew the feeling of being bruised, like thousands of needles being pricked, excruciatingly painful.

Xiao Zhi took out the thuja bracelet he brought from his pocket, and handed it to Xu Rong: "This is Xiaobing's."

Xu Rong took it, feeling halfway: "You are so young..."

The implication is that like an old man, he actually believes this.

Xiao Zhi didn't respond to this sentence.

Xu Rong remembered and asked, "Aren't you going to school today?"

"I asked for leave." Xiao Zhi lied.

"Then how can I delay your study." Xu Rong sighed.

Xiao Zhi said: "It's okay, don't delay, it will only take half a day."

They sat together in the waiting area of ​​the hospital and chatted for a while.Xu Rong received a call from a relative, and went to pick him up: "Grandma Chen Bing is here, I'll go down and have a look."

As soon as she left, Xiao Zhi felt as if he had lost his strength while sitting, and other voices rang in his ears.

Chen Chonghua didn't know when he came.

There was also a woman standing beside him, tall and straight, wearing a light-colored overcoat, her hair was combed softly behind her ears, and she was carrying a rather elegant leather bag, with an elegant and fragrant demeanor.

Xiao Zhi saw Chen Chonghua, and then looked at this strange woman.

Probably Chen Chonghua's concubine outside.Xiao Zhi had nothing to say, and his voice was perfunctory: "Uncle."

Chen Chonghua has been in the society for a long time, thinking of the friendship of his neighbors back then, he would not turn his face directly.But the response was so soft that he straightened his suit and walked straight over.

The woman stood at the door and asked softly, "How's it going?"

Chen Chonghua: "Do you want to take a look?"

The woman said, "I won't go in, as long as I know the child is fine."

"This kid, what a fool."

"Don't worry too much," said the woman, who had a ring on her ring finger and put it on his shoulder. "Doctors are the most professional team. The situation is complicated now. Let's not add to the chaos. Let's cure the child first."

The woman asked the doctor a few words, listened carefully, and then turned to Chen Chonghua: "If you have something to discuss with someone, don't worry, and don't make things difficult for them."

After she finished speaking, she was about to leave with her bag in her hand, and looked sideways at Xiao Zhi who was sitting on the chair halfway.

Looking at each other, Xiao Zhi didn't see it, and turned his head to look away.

She got into the elevator and left quickly.

Xiao Zhi sat until noon, and Chen Bing was in pain most of the time, and his voice was not low, because he was unconscious and had no strength to restrain himself, so he kept screaming in pain.

Through the door, Xiao Zhi's five fingers covering the wall gradually tightened, his heart was cold.

At noon, Xu Rong asked him to eat, and emphasized his studies again: "I'll ask the driver to take you back to school, don't delay your studies."

Xiao Zhi had no reason to refute, so he could only leave: "Okay."

Back at school Lu Weimin glared at him several times: "Why did you go this morning?"

Xiao Zhi's brows were gloomy, and he said without energy: "Hospital."

"..." Lu Weimin didn't know what to say about him, he hated iron but steel, "Go back to the classroom and do your homework! Next time you leave school without permission, don't blame me for punishing you!"

The corners of Xiao Zhi's lips moved slightly, and he said in a low voice, "En."

He went back to the classroom.

Wen Wei was worried, and poked him: "Brother Xiao, are we Bingbing okay?"

Xiao Zhi didn't want to speak, but propped his forehead with his slender fingers, as if he was drowsy.

In the English class, Tao Meng paid attention to his state, cleared his throat and began to target: "Some students just go out if they don't want to learn, don't look like they are dying in their seats, it affects my mood in class."

Unexpectedly, Xiao Zhi didn't say anything to fool Tao Meng, but picked up the information book and went to the corridor to punish him.

He propped his forehead, stood while writing a set of English reading test papers.

——When I came down, I found that four of the five questions were wrong.

Xiao Zhi pressed his fingertips between his brows and rubbed, telling himself that now is not the time to think about Chen Bing, but he couldn't help but his thoughts always drifted to the hospital, as if he heard Chen Bing's voice crying out in pain.

... so annoying.

Always thinking about him.

been thinking.

Always, always, always, always...

So sad.

As long as he thinks of Chen Bing alone in the ward, suffering the pain alone, Xiao Zhi's heart will feel like a burning pain, and he really wants to go to accompany him and find a way to relieve his pain.

Xiao Zhi stood until get out of class was over, returned to the classroom and opened the stool.

Tao Meng was just fierce in class, but had a good temper after class, so she came over and asked him, "How is Chen Bing?"

Wen Wei was beside him, and changed the topic: "Teacher, Xiao Zhi probably doesn't know the specific condition."

Tao Meng nodded, feeling a little uncomfortable, and when she left, she said: "Why do you lose your soul?"

The soul is gone.

Xiao Zhi didn't know how he was doing these past few days, and the only attention he had every day was the message from Xu Rong at ten o'clock in the evening, reporting Chen Bing's physical condition.

The day before the weekend, Xu Rong said: "Xiaobing has been transferred out of the intensive care unit, you can come and see him."

Xiao Zhi took a taxi and went to Chen Bing's ward. He was lying on the infusion, his pale fingers protruding from the corner of the quilt.

As soon as Xiao Zhi entered, Xu Rong pulled Chen Chonghua to leave: "Talk to the doctor again, and ask how long the hospital stay will be, will it delay Chen Bing's study, okay?"

Chen Chonghua didn't want to leave: "Ask later, the doctor is busy."

"gone."

Xu Rong became annoyed, "Can you let the two children talk for a while?"

After Chen Bing fell ill, Xu Rong became irritable, and Chen Chonghua couldn't handle it. He had an ugly face and walked out calmly.

There are only two people in the room.

Chen Bing closed his eyes and slept, with many thin tubes wrapped around his arms, and a heartbeat and pulse recorder next to him.

It was the first time Xiao Zhi saw him after the accident, sat down, and gently held his hand.

Fingers are cold.

Xiao Zhi looked at him and called softly: "Chen Bing."

nothing happened.Xiao Zhi yelled two more times, and when he decided to let him continue to sleep, Chen Bing woke up.

Chen Bing turned his head and saw him, the corners of his lips curled slightly.

He laughed a little hard.

Xiao Zhi's throat tightened, and he said softly, "I'm here."

Chen Bing gave a normal "hmm".

Xiao Zhi saw him lying in this strange place, and said, "How did you make it like this?"

Chen Bing didn't answer much.

Xiao Zhi wanted to lift the quilt to look at his wound, but stopped, and just placed it where he was injured: "Does it hurt?"

Chen Bing shook his head slightly.

"..."

For a moment, Xiao Zhi finally smiled after several days, and clasped his other hand with his fingers interlocked: "Does it hurt? I came here before, and I heard you screaming all the time. I cried because of the pain."

Although Chen Bing was weak, he still had the strength to taunt: "Bullshit."

That's enough to be stubborn.

Just now Xiao Zhi thought that he had turned into a porcelain figure, so he didn't dare to touch him, but now he found that Chen Bing was still the same Chen Bing.

He held hands, put them to his lips and kissed the back of his hand.

Chen Bing: "You..."

Xiao Zhi stood up, leaned over to look at Chen Bing's faded face, and asked, "Can I kiss you? Will it cause you a burden?"

"..." Chen Bing was too lazy to speak.

Xiao Zhi tilted his head, rubbed his lips against his cool lips for a moment, kissed his thin eyelids again without kissing deeply, and said in an extremely tender voice, "Be good."

Chen Bing accepted his light kiss.

Xiao Zhi's breath was burning hot: "Is it uncomfortable? Be darling, I feel so distressed right now."

Chen Bing had no energy, and smiled lazily when he heard this.

It seemed to be teasing, and it seemed to be careless but careless, he accepted Xiao Zhi's distress with peace of mind, and squandered it recklessly.

Xiao Zhi unzipped his jacket, held Chen Bing's hand and pressed it to his chest: "Have you touched a broken heart?"

"..."

Chen Bing was teased by him, and the corners of his lips deepened.

Xiao Zhi is still so inappropriate.

Everything is fine and normal.

It seemed that his car accident was just an insignificant accident.

Chen Bing's fingers lost strength, and being held gently, Xiao Zhi would not hurt him at all.

Xiao Zhi lowered his eyes, and there were more complex and meaningful emotions in his eyes.He looked at Chen Bing's smile, and sighed softly: "You can still laugh? Your heart is so big."

Chen Bing looked at him lazily.

I don't know why I want to laugh.Seeing Xiao Zhi, it seems that the pain doesn't hurt anymore.

Xiao Zhi brushed the end of his eyes with his fingertips: "Are you a fool who doesn't know pain?"

Chen Bing's face sank, and he said straight away, "Get lost."

"..."

There is also strength and fierceness.

The smile on the corners of Xiao Zhi's lips deepened, he got up, and looked at the situation in the circle ward when he had nothing to do.He picked up the small bottle from the side cabinet.Chen Bing has difficulty eating now, and the assistive device is a bit like a feeding bottle.

Xiao Zhi brushed the body of the bottle with his fingertips, and asked intentionally, "Drinking milk?"

"..."

Chen Bing was quiet for a while.

He moved with some difficulty and said, "Xiao Zhi."

Xiao Zhi went to the hospital bed, leaned close to his lips and listened attentively: "Huh?"

Chen Bing: "Don't be mad at me."

After a pause, he added, "I'm too angry, it hurts."

"..."

Chen Bing's voice was soft, as if the supporting skeleton had been completely loosened, and the breath gently brushed the tip of his nose.

Xiao Zhi was slightly stunned, and said: "Okay." He put down the things in his hands, and approached Chen Bing again.

The line of sight turned back to being cautious when dealing with the porcelain man, licking the tip of Chen Bing's lips, and spared no effort to look at him, and said for a while: "We Bing Bing has suffered."

Chen Bing turned his head halfway, as if he wanted to avoid the tenderness in his words, but his eyes were blank, but he seemed to remember the pain of the past few days.

Xiao Zhi kissed him slowly, with tender words, as if he could touch the hardest place in his heart and slowly pry it open.

"Does it hurt? I've been thinking about you these few days and want to be with you. I feel very uncomfortable."

"You've been in pain, and you can't tell it. Isn't it very sad?"

"..."

Chen Bing didn't speak, his eyelids drooped, and the aura of confrontation just now eased.

When he was quiet, he expressed that he was calm about his wounds, and also accepted Xiao Zhi's licking.

The pain of the past few days almost brought him back to the past. He was afraid to face it but had to face it. Suffering from illness became a nightmare that he could not resist... Only Xiao Zhi's gentleness allowed him to muster up the courage to actively face the next treatment. , rather than powerlessly bear.

Xiao Zhi kissed him: "I'll wait for you to recover, will it work?"

Chen Bing: "Yes."

"It's okay, it will be fine soon." Xiao Zhi laughed softly, "Just wait. Let's pet the cats in another place, and go out to play when we have time."

Chen Bing looked at him with icy eyes: "Don't take the college entrance examination?"

"Examination, exam and play are not delayed." Xiao Zhi squeezed his chin, "I will take you to set off fireworks. Among the few models, I think the basic fairy stick is the most fun, and the others are too stupid to play."

Speaking of fireworks, Chen Bing remembered that night last year.

Xiao Zhi went to the sparsely populated area of ​​the square and bought fireworks at his request. Chen Bing said which one to order, and he obeyed.After lighting, from the bright colors of the fireworks, he quietly looked down at himself with clear eyebrows and eyes.

Chen Bing was watching the fireworks.

Xiao Zhi was looking at Chen Bing.

Both get what they want

Thinking of this, Chen Bing hummed: "Okay."

After getting the answer, Xiao Zhi smiled shortly, clasped Chen Bing lightly with his slender fingers, and said, "I really like how you behave now."

Chen Bing: "?"

"Very obedient, respond to whatever you say, and don't have the energy to refute me."

"..."

Xiao Zhi paused, and said, "But I want you to get better."

He likes Chen Bing to get along with him comfortably, he is happy when Chen Bing is the most comfortable.

After listening to the chatter for a long while, Chen Bing closed his eyes, thinking that he was really cute: "Brother Xiao, Poet Xiao."

Xiao Zhi: "Huh?"

"How long have you been lyrical?"

"..."

"Not enough?"

"..."

Xiao Zhi's jaw moved indiscernibly, obviously choked by this sentence, he was a little speechless, he put his hand under the quilt, and put aside the relationship: "That's all right."

Chen Bing smiled unabated: "Kiss again."

Xiao Zhi: "I don't want to kiss, too many kisses make the eye of a needle."

Chen Bing was impatient: "Kiss me if I tell you."

"...You begged me?" After Xiao Zhi finished speaking, he leaned over and pressed his lips against his lips, the tip of his teeth began to bite lightly and gradually increased the force until Chen Bing's breath became disturbed: "Does it hurt?"

It hurts a bit, but it stops at the kind of pain that is fun.

Chen Bing pursed her lips, and looked at him slightly coldly.

Xiao Zhi didn't show any emotion, and said coldly: "Remember this kind of pain, and when your body recovers, bite it back twice."

"..."

In just one sentence, Chen Bing laughed angrily again.

damn it.

Sooner or later, he will be harassed to death by this dog.

Xiao Zhi's last sentence was still controlled, but in the next sentence, he leaned over and kissed his ear, and kept calling the baby softly, did it really hurt.

Chen Bing: "..."

——In short, it is enough that the complex and multi-layered juvenile emotions are surging and difficult to restrain.

Not long after the two of them got bored, there was a knock on the door.

Xu Rong came in from the outside and greeted Xiao Zhi: "Let's go, have dinner first, and come back to find Chen Bing after eating."

Xiao Zhi came here on a weekly holiday, so he didn't plan to go back to school: "Okay."

He stopped halfway, "Has Chen Bing had dinner?"

"Let's eat first, his father is waiting," Xu Rong said, "I'll feed Chen Bing after eating."

Xiao Zhi responded with a thoughtful expression, turned to Chen Bing and asked, "Are you hungry?"

Chen Bing felt a little hungry, but he didn't want to make them hungry because of himself, so he said indifferently, "Eat first."

Xiao Zhi thought for a while, then said politely: "Alright then, I'll go and get the porridge to feed Chen Bing first, and then I'll eat after feeding."

Xu Rong looked at him for a while, and said worriedly: "Chen Bing will only eat this meal, he won't be hungry."

Xiao Zhi laughed, and didn't take it seriously: "I only have this meal, I won't be hungry."

The porridge cooked in the store is mixed with a lot of high-nutrients, the taste is light, and it is boiled into a semi-liquid shape.Xiao Zhi poured the porridge into the bowl, took the spoon to Chen Bing's lips, and gently rubbed his lips: "Hey, it's time to eat."

"..."

Chen Bing's eyes moved slightly, he wanted to say something but didn't say it, and slowly parted his lips.

Xiao Zhi lowered his eyelids, focusing on coping with the heat and coldness of the half bowl of porridge, his brows and eyes were sharp and sharp, but now he is quite affectionate, and his movements can't be considered very skillful.

Chen Bing looked at him, and he couldn't help but think of the time when he was sick before his rebirth.In the later period, his anorexia was quite serious. He vomited after drinking porridge and refused to eat, so he could only eat by nasal feeding or take glucose.

At that time, eating became a kind of torture.Xu Rong fed him with extremely light hands and feet, for fear that an unintentional movement would cause fatal damage to Chen Bing's exhausted body.

……

It was torture then, what about now?

Xiao Zhi stopped feeding Chen Bing, tasted the porridge by himself, and raised his eyebrows: "The taste is not bad."

Chen Bing withdrew his thoughts, not interested, "Do you try drinking it every day?"

"It feels a bit sweet." Xiao Zhi drank two more spoonfuls as if confirming the taste.

"..."

As he drank and drank, he directly forgot about the sick person who was staring at him.

Chen Bing couldn't help it: "...Why do you even grab my food?"

Shameless.

Xiao Zhi smiled, looked down at him indifferently, and said casually: "Isn't it because you are too lazy to eat?"

"..." When he said this, although Chen Bing felt stupid, he was aroused to win and insisted: "I want to eat."

The smile on Xiao Zhi's lips deepened.

He changed the direction with the spoon between his fingers, turned to face Chen Bing, and scooped up the porridge again: "Come."

Chen Bing took a mouthful and swallowed slowly.The abdominal muscles were slightly stretched, Chen Bing ate very slowly considering the pain.

Xiao Zhi fed him patiently, rubbing the corners of his lips with a wet tissue from time to time.

...Obviously in the past, Xiao Zhi was still a irascible old man with little patience. Even if he faced the kid Chen Bing, if he taught him to play the game more than three times, he wouldn't just kick him away.Now, her eyebrows and eyes are not as surly as before, and she treats him patiently, like coaxing a baby.

Feed halfway through.

"The bowl seems to be cold."

Xiao Zhi clasped the rim of the bowl with his fingertips, looked at the thermos next to him, "Change another."

Chen Bing felt that the porridge tasted bland, and he lacked interest in eating it.

Xiao Zhi exchanged heat for the porridge, noticed something, and said, "Look what I found? A small boiled pumpkin can be used as a meal replacement."

Chen Bing: "..."

"I know you don't want to eat it, but I can't help it." Xiao Zhi scooped up the porridge, which only had a little bit of pumpkin yellow soil, and handed it to Chen Bing, "Hurry up, there are good things."

Chen Bing: "..."

Chen Bing looked down.

So humble.

This is the only thing you can eat when you are sick.

Unable to stop Xiao Zhi from treating this little pumpkin as a treasure, Chen Bing endured the humiliation and bit it lightly into his mouth.

Xiao Zhi: "Is there any other smell?"

Chen Bing: "No."

Xiao Zhi clicked his tongue and sighed: "It's a pity."

"..."

Chatting constantly while feeding the porridge, Xiao Zhi thought of something, tapped the spoon with his fingertips: "When can I eat something else?"

Chen Bing felt that this topic was boring: "It's early."

"Don't worry about it, you can eat anything when you feel better." Xiao Zhi tilted his head, his eyelids drooping, thinking, "What should I go out to eat later?"

He picked up his mobile phone, and Xu Rong sent a photo. The table was full of chicken, duck, fish, crab and prawns, and the sauce was very tempting.Xiao Zhi shook his wrist towards Chen Bing, and said, "Get well soon, you can eat anything. But I'll go and taste for you first."

"..."

As if to vent his anger, Chen Bing bit the spoon lightly with his teeth every time he touched it.

Xiao Zhi was not in a hurry, and took the spoon slowly, turning a blind eye to his dissatisfaction, and then turned his head to lick the white porridge leaking from the corner of his lips.

Licking carefully and thoughtfully, Chen Bing wanted to hide, his ears turned red.

But Xiao Zhi looked down at him as if nothing happened, and smiled lazily.

"It's so sweet, why don't you like it?"

Quite a rough meal.

Chen Bing's body is too weak, and he can't kiss much, and he will be a little out of breath.While hugging him, Xiao Zhi leaned against his back and carefully supported him, kissing the fair skin beside his ear.

After a while, Chen Bing finally had his stomach full.

But just as he lay down, he felt an inexplicable pain in his abdomen.It's always been like this for the past few days, intermittent pain, intermittent pain, and sometimes it starts to fucking hurt when I move.

Chen Bing frowned, and said to himself: Fuck.

Then, the stabbing pain of the wound was like ripples, passing through layers, almost twisting in the five internal organs.

Xiao Zhi realized the abnormality in Chen Bing's expression, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Chen Bing's face was pale, but his voice was calm: "It's nothing, it just started again."

As a person who has experienced cancer all the way, he can foresee the process of these pains, and his mind is quite rational, but his body repeats it again and again... the pain is like a knife, but it is full of uncertainty.

Xiao Zhi approached, the breath in his chest was hot, and his breathing became tense: "Does it hurt?"

"..."

Chen Bing didn't want to use his energy to speak.

"Should I call the doctor?"

Excessive use of analgesic drugs can lead to addiction. Even if a doctor is called, he may suggest to get through the pain physically.

as predicted.

Xiao Zhi watched the doctor leave and was about to get up, but his wrist was gently held.

A thin layer of sweat oozed from the back of Chen Bing's neck, and his skin was moist, but pale to a dull degree.His nose was straight and his eyes were cool, he just took Xiao Zhi's hand and slowly tightened it.

"..." Xiao Zhi sat beside him, "It hurts?"

Chen Bing seemed to be out of strength, his forehead pressed against his neck, and his breathing was quite disordered.

He was in so much pain that he even wanted to scratch the wound, but Xiao Zhi held his stiff fingers in his palm and pressed them lightly.

Xiao Zhi supported his shoulders and hugged him gently: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt."

Chen Bing listened to these useless words, but the tingling pain at the wound sutures did not attenuate, as if being needled, the pain filled his consciousness, and there was almost nowhere to escape.

Chen Bing's forehead was covered with cold sweat, and big beads fell down.

His throat rolled, but he still endured it until the blood stains appeared on the faded lips.

Like so many times before, he had difficulty breathing because of the pain, and uncontrollable rapid breathing slipped out of his throat.

Slowly, the voice deteriorated a bit.

Chen Bing pushed hard against Xiao Zhi's strong shoulder, and after a long while, the pronunciation of the words faintly trembled.

"pain……"

Chen Bing glanced at Xiao Zhi: "Brother..."

He slowly, as if speaking, with broken words: "It hurts..."

The pain was so painful that he couldn't tell whether it was before rebirth or at this moment.

Chen Bing bit the pillow, his vision was blurred, and he felt that this body no longer belonged to him, and became a spiritual body with only the word "pain".

In a trance, Chen Bing could feel that Xu Rong could not always accompany him during so many sick hours of loneliness in the day and night, and spent most of the time by himself silently, sometimes fainting, no matter how confused he was Waking up, feeling the unprecedented silence after blindness, deafness and aphasia.

……but now.

There is a scorching warm body beside him, with hot palms, and the pronunciation of the words is deep and loving, forever day and night, it seems that it will never retreat, just waiting by his side.

Holding him, it seemed that my heart was so painful that it was about to break.