why don't you laugh

There was a brief silence in the medical room for a long time.

Xiao Zhi put his hand on his forehead again, and said nothing more: "Okay, I'll come and see you after class." His back disappeared at the door of the infirmary.

An hour later, the infusion bag was empty, and the doctor came to take out the needle: "There is almost no problem now. Take the medicine and take two doses. If you feel uncomfortable, come and see."

Chen Bing walked into the classroom.

There was no one else in the building during class hours, and the winter wind was blowing very hard. Chen Bing took off his coat in the infirmary and only now felt cold. pain.

Lu Min was talking about the ellipse, and saw him: "Chen Bing, are you alright?"

Chen Bing shook his head.

"Come and sit down first. If you feel uncomfortable, you can lie on your stomach." Lu Min instructed and continued to talk about the topic, "Let's see the trajectory of this movement—"

Chen Bing didn't listen, pulled the stool away, and lay down with his temples propped up, Xiao Zhi's voice was soft in his ear: "Still uncomfortable?"

Uncomfortable.

The wind blows and I want to vomit.

I'm tired.

His mind was mixed into a paste, and Chen Bing's hand was gently placed in the palm of his hand, but because of sleepiness, he maintained a motionless and quiet lying posture.

He fell asleep until get out of class was over.

Wen Wei turned around with a surprised voice: "What's the matter?"

Xiao Zhi was absent-minded: "I have a fever."

Wen Wei saw Chen Bing lying on his stomach, and lowered his voice: "Have you taken your medicine?"

"does not work."

"..." Wen Wei responded, "Oh."

The classroom was lively, two male classrooms next to each other hit the tail of the classroom head to head, and when they ran past, there was a hunting wind, and one of the males was pushed against Wen Wei's desk, making a loud "bang!"

Chen Bing seemed to be alarmed.

Xiao Zhi copied a book and threw it at it: "Get lost."

Being sleepy for too long, Chen Bing slept until noon after school.The classroom was empty, Xiao Zhiban bent down and whispered into his ear: "It's time to eat."

"..." Chen Bing responded softly.

Chen Bing put his fingertips on his forehead and stood up, feeling like an old machine that had been glued in his head, sticky and heavy, when he just turned to Xiao Zhi, he heard "Fuck."

Chen Bing: "?"

Xiao Zhi's voice was hurried: "Did you have a nosebleed?"

"..." Chen Bing fumbled for a tissue in his pocket, he dug and dug for a long time before he could find it, but was hugged by Xiao Zhi.

The wet tissue was rubbed against his lips, Xiao Zhi breathed closer, and the ending sound was a little anxious: "Don't you feel any pain?"

Chen Bing wanted to shake his head, but it didn't move.

"The blood is scabbed, even on the cuffs of the school uniform." Xiao Zhi threw the paper towel after wiping the blood into a garbage bag, and touched Chen Bing's forehead again with his fingers, "It's the first time I've seen someone with a fever and nosebleed, it's really not good pain?"

"..."

Chen Bing couldn't speak, leaned into his arms, and rubbed Xiao Zhi's soft school uniform with his forehead.

Soft, like a cat.

The temperature on Xiao Zhi's body was very high, Chen Bing didn't like it, he wanted to find something colder now, so he slowly backed up with energy.But after retreating for a while, I felt that there was no way out.

Chen Bing had no choice but to express his appeal: "I, I want to go back to the dormitory and sleep."

"Not going back to the dormitory," Xiao Zhi helped him stand up, and walked out, "Go to the hospital."

Chen Bing could hardly exert any strength on his body, and he would fall down while standing, Xiao Zhi took two steps and asked, "Shall I carry you?"

"..."

Chen Bing didn't listen to what he said.

The hospital is far away.

After this idea came up, Chen Bing could only resist. His wrist was held by him, and he slowly pressed it into Xiao Zhi's arms, leaning against his ear and talking warmly: "I just want to...sleep."

"Sleep in the same way when you go to the hospital. Look at you now, do you still want to sleep? Your face is flushed with fever."

Xiao Zhi wrapped his wrists around and hugged Chen Bing into his arms. The young man's body temperature was very high, a few strands of hair were drooping wet on his forehead, his eyesight was blurred, and the ends of his eyes and ears were burning red.

He seemed to want to push him away, but was held tightly in his arms.

Xiao Zhi helped him to walk outside the classroom, Chen Bing stepped forward with weak legs, and almost fell on the open desk and chair opposite.

"...Can you go?" Xiao Zhi was startled.

Chen Bing can walk, but he just wants to go back to the dormitory and sleep.

There was a stalemate at the door of the classroom for a while, Chen Bing didn't cooperate, he put his hands on the railing and walked to the other end, just twisted for a while, Xiao Zhi's breath became heavier, when he approached, his dark eyes seemed to be covered with mist, and he gently touched him face: "Listen to me, okay?"

Xiao Zhi usually speaks in a cold and deep voice, but he has never been so humble.

Chen Bing had a fever, and he lost the energy to go against him again. He was startled when he heard this sentence, so he had to endure a little bit of reluctance to go with him.

But he walked reluctantly, the side of his neck under the sweater changed from white to light red, his long eyelashes drooped, and his appearance unconsciously revealed a little...aggrieved.

Sick people are always easily wronged.

Possibly due to physical discomfort.

Xiao Zhi pulled his fingers tightly, then let go after a while, with complicated emotions in his voice: "You are good, Chen Bing."

"..."

Chen Bing's heart beat fast, and the scorching air he exhaled fell on Xiao Zhi's ear.Although he didn't speak all the time, after hearing this sentence, his soft hair brushed against his neck, obviously listening to him quietly.

Xiao Zhi finally felt relieved.

Chen Bing was always the same when he was a child, small and soft, although he was usually smart and quick-witted in speaking in class, he became a delicate young master when he was sick.Before sending him to the hospital, Xu Rong hugged him in the back, and Xiao Zhi had to play with toys in front of him.

He is good when he is happy, but if he is not happy, he rolls his eyes and tortures himself.

There was no one else in the hospital lobby, and the doctors and nurses might be busy, so they arranged for Chen Bing to sit on a bench outside the medical office after taking medicine and hanging water, and the treatment was not as good as that of the Jiuzhong Infirmary.

Xiao Zhi frowned, feeling very upset.

Chen Bing crossed his arms, looked half down, watched what Xiao Zhi said to the nurse, and sent him to a bed in a ward when he came back.

"Are you hungry?" Xiao Zhi asked.

Chen Bing's stomach felt almost dull, and he said, "I'm not hungry."

"I haven't eaten in the morning." Xiao Zhi lowered his head and flicked his phone, stood up for a while: "I'm going out to buy porridge for you now."

Chen Bing was taken aback for a moment: "You want to go?"

He used to go to the hospital alone and didn't feel anything, but now he feels that the surroundings are so deserted, and the doctors wearing white coats next to him are so indifferent.Chen Bing didn't know that it was the frailty of mind caused by a cold, so he gently took Xiao Zhi's hand: "Don't go."

The touch of the finger bones is slightly hard, slender, very familiar to the touch.I don't know when it became a matter of course to hold hands with Xiao Zhi.

Xiao Zhi lowered his head and looked at him for a while, the back of Chen Bing's hands were hot, and he was clearly weak, but he held him tightly.

What can be done to deal with sick children?Coax it.

Xiao Zhi half bent down, and said softly: "Would you rather not eat than let me go?"

"I'm not hungry." Chen Bing insisted.

"Aren't you hungry?"

"Not hungry."

"……Row."

Xiao Zhi actually knows how to coax him well, but those were tricks he used when he was a child, and it's not very appropriate to say it now.He thought for a while, not sure if it would work, but still said softly: "It's okay, brother will be back in a while."

Although Chen Bing doesn't call him brother anymore, but he kept calling him behind his butt when he was a child, and he is quite obedient when he listens to his brother.

It seems to be working now.

Chen Bing maintained a cold and expressionless face, let go of his hand, and looked away deeply.

It's like being angry.

Xiao Zhi rubbed his fingers from his shoulders to his back, hugged him into his arms, felt Chen Bing's feverish face pressed against his neck, and patted his back like a coaxing child.He said, "You are good."

The coaxing was a little stiff, Chen Bing was usually too shameless, and would explode when he heard something intimate.But at this moment, he was stunned, and rubbed his forehead against Xiao Zhi's shoulder: "No... not good."

"I'll be back in 10 minutes, what can I do if I don't eat?" Xiao Zhi had no choice but to laugh, "I'm begging you, why are you so angry?"

"..."

Chen Bing lay on his shoulder without speaking, and refused to let him go.

There were only the two of them alone in the huge ward, Xiao Zhi glanced towards the door, his heart almost jumped out of Chen Bing's small expression, and slowly leaned over and kissed him on the side of his cheek.

"Listen to my brother, be obedient, okay?"

"..."

Another few seconds of silence.

Chen Bing probably didn't expect him to kiss himself, and every time he kissed, he felt embarrassed, maybe he was coaxed, so he stared at the ground for a few seconds and said, "Then you go."

When Xiao Zhi walked to the door, he still stared at him persistently and distantly, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

Within 10 minutes Xiao Zhi came back with porridge.

Patients are generally difficult to take care of, but when Xiao Zhi put the porridge cup in Chen Bing's hands, he really didn't expect that someone could be so difficult to take care of.Chen Bing has no particular resistance to eating, just two words: "I don't want to eat, I want to sleep."

Xiao Zhi is not very good at taking care of others, but he has a lot of experience in taking care of children.But I really didn't expect Chen Bing to be so old, and he still had to talk softly like coaxing a child.

Xiao Zhi lifted the porridge cup up: "Take a sip."

Chen Bing shook his head: "No drink."

"Just take a sip." Xiao Zhi pinched the body of the plastic cup, which contained green vegetable porridge, which is said to clear away heat and relieve fire.There were a lot of people who bought it, and Xiao Zhi deliberately jumped in the queue in order to come back early.

"Let's not drink after one sip, and I won't urge you anymore."

"..."

Chen Bing felt that it was annoying for him to be entangled all the time, and it was better to have one thing less than one thing more, so he lowered his head and took a sip.

Xiao Zhi stared at the cup tube, and said in a nonchalant manner: "Wait, wait, your sip is not counted, it's too little."

"..."

so annoying.

Chen Bing took a deep breath.

Xiao Zhi still shook his head: "It doesn't count, it's still a little, and what you drink seems to be all the top layer of porridge skin, can't this count as a mouthful?"

"..." Chen Bing held back his anger, and drank again very cooperatively for almost two seconds.

"No, it's not—"

Before Xiao Zhi finished speaking, Chen Bing finally saw his trick, and threw the porridge into his arms, almost spilling the porridge and staining the quilt.

"Fuck." Xiao Zhi stretched out his hand to take it, amused: "What's the matter, you lost your temper when you said you didn't eat well?"

He moved a little closer to the hospital bed, shaking the porridge in his hand.

"Are you still drinking?"

"No." Chen Bing replied simply.

Yes, angry.

Xiao Zhi sat forward and felt that Chen Bing's temper was really too much, he was angry and funny: "You said that you are so tormenting people just by having a fever, and you are going to be seriously ill, so you can't kill me?" Xiao Zhi glanced down. Looking at the porridge in his hand, it seemed that there was nothing he could do about it, he could neither beat nor force him, he had to coax him with good words.

He just spit out casually.

But Chen Bing's mind moved.

When he was suffering from cancer before rebirth, Chen Bing didn’t show much of a patient to Xu Rong, because when he was in a little pain, Xu Rong seemed to be in more pain than him, so Chen Bing kept pretending to be calm and peaceful, as if nothing had happened, so as not to aggravate Xu Rong’s sadness .

Maybe... Only in front of Xiao Zhi can he unscrupulously show his inner discomfort and pain.

Forget about the cold, what if you get cancer again?Sick people are often very bleak, and Chen Bing always remembers the painful experience before rebirth. In order not to make Xu Rong feel sad, he never showed pain, but he had another thought in his heart.

...Knowing that it is impossible for Xiao Zhi to come back, Chen Bing still fantasizes about being able to tell him about his pain.

Chen Bing was quiet for a while, put his fingers on his head, and put it on Xiao Zhi's shoulder.

He made a sound: "Headache."

Xiao Zhi said softly "Huh?"

Chen Bing said to himself: "The eye of a needle hurts..."

He looked like he just had a fever.

"It hurts..." The words seemed to be repeated in my heart countless times.

There were only soft murmurs in the ward.

I don't know if it's really painful, but it's not the first time Chen Bing cried out in pain in his arms, Xiao Zhi looked at him with lowered eyebrows, feeling at a loss for a moment.

He didn't know what Chen Bing was enduring, except for the tight heartbeat in his heart, the kind of heartache that was about to overflow.

Xiao Zhi moved closer and kissed Chen Bing on the lips.

Chen Bing doesn't like to be too intimate in unfamiliar places, so he tilts his head to avoid it.

Xiao Zhiqing hugged him harder, and tightly locked him between his arms, but he was hugged so tightly by Chen Bing, so he just kissed Chen Bing's lips lightly again.

"..."

Chen Bing moved slightly, and Xiao Zhi kissed him every time he moved.

At the end of the kiss, Xiao Zhi leaned over his shoulder and gently rubbed Chen Bing's hot face with the side of his face, as if he wanted to transmit the disease to himself.

Chen Bing pushed him, and the boy's thin collarbone showed under the neckline, and the shape of the shoulder socket was also very nice. Chen Bing slowly hugged him at a loss, and slightly retracted his long legs.

Chen Bing struggled to speak: "Don't, come on, so close."

In case a cold is passed on to you.

But Xiao Zhi kissed his ear, but seemed to understand his thoughts, "Take care of him and pass on the disease to me."

...really.

Chen Bing's fingers tightened, he couldn't tell if his ears were red or hot, and he wanted to step back, but he slowly opened his arms and fell into his arms.Xiao Zhi's chest was quite hot, but his lips were cold, and he kissed the tip of his ear bit by bit.

Xiao Zhi likes to kiss him very much, he can kiss him no matter where, the strength of the kiss is completely comforting, so soft that Chen Bing wants to sleep.

……

The water in the infusion bag gradually flowed into the blood vessels through the needle tube, and the fever seemed to subside little by little. When Chen Bing gradually regained his consciousness, he was still in Xiao Zhi's arms.

He could hear the conversation between him and the nurse.

The nurse came in to adjust the drip speed, and when she saw the patient obediently huddled in the arms of the boy next to her, she clicked her tongue.It is inevitable that they will be suspicious together.

Xiao Zhi glanced at her, did not speak, and was still checked by the nurse.

The nurse was very young, and said calmly and excitedly inside: "Actually...you don't need to hug him so tightly, it's fine."

Chen Bing moved slightly to try to break free, but was pressed down by Xiao Zhi.Xiao Zhi guessed Chen Bing's thoughts, thought for a while, and disregarded the relationship as if nothing had happened: "He is my younger brother."

Nurse: "Huh?"

"My younger brother has a special body, cerebral palsy, and his mental age is only five years old, so I have to coax him all the time."

Nurse:"……"

Chen Bing: "..."

That bothers you.

The nurse turned away.

Chen Bing's fever subsided a little, and when he heard this, he felt that the fever was about to rise again, he bent his knees and kicked Xiao Zhi vigorously, but not only did it not have any effect, he was hugged by Xiao Zhi even more forcefully.

Xiao Zhi raised his eyebrows slightly, and the corners of his lips curled into a slight arc. He raised his hand to rub Chen Bing's hair, rubbing his head to his shoulders: "Okay, just kidding."

"..."

Is there something so funny?

You are cerebral palsy.

Chen Bing was about to die of anger from him, and stared at him deeply.

"Yeah, the metaphor is inappropriate." Xiao Zhi lowered his eyelids, and changed his words in a foolish way: "How can we be so smart that we have mental problems? He only kicks the quilt at night to catch a cold."

"..."

Also very smart.

Mocking the poor little one who is sick is an added crime.

Write it down in a small notebook first.

Although Chen Bing has difficulty moving now, he decided to settle the score with him when he recovered from his illness.

Chen Bingshao, only retreated partly, and his mental head is better than before, but he is still in a state of discomfort and thirst.Now he can't fall asleep anymore, and after sitting bored for four or five minutes, the concept of time engraved in the bone marrow of Xueshen began to spur him invisible.

Chen Bing asked, "What time is it?"

"..." Xiao Zhi looked at his watch, and answered without interest, "It's past three o'clock."

Chen Bing: "That class——"

"That class doesn't matter." Xiao Zhi's tone was strong, without any room for negotiation, "I must stay here until your fever subsides."

"..."

Do you want me to be troublesome?

Although he knew that he cared about him, Chen Bing held back his fingertips for a few seconds, and couldn't help turning his head and narrowing his eyes to look at him.

Xiao Zhi raised his eyebrows: "What are you looking at?"

Without waiting for Chen Bing to speak, Xiao Zhi sat back on the stool, with his long legs swaying wildly, showing that he was sitting still: "I won't leave if your eyes pop out."

"..."

Chen Bing was furious.

His ears are red now, and his eyes are hard to open after being burned for a long time, his fair complexion is dyed red, and the sweater shows a white

The neat shirt collar looks cold and fresh, but it is pitiful and broken.

Xiao Zhi inexplicably feels like teasing a cat, and now he is waving his paw fiercely at him, but in fact he is small, soft and delicate.

Xiao Zhi felt distressed looking at it, raised his hand and scratched his chin: "Look at you, you don't even have the energy to fight with me."

Chen Bing grabbed his shoulder and tugged him hard, but the strength was still very small, but Xiao Zhi leaned up cooperatively, and gently leaned his eyes on him, and after the breath fell, he approached and kissed him lightly.

"Okay, don't be angry."

"..."

Chen Bing heard his funny tone was strange.

Chen Bing recognized the situation clearly, and he was indeed not his opponent now. He leaned his back back to the edge of the bed, and after thinking about the method, he said instinctively: "Take my mobile phone."

Xiao Zhi found out from his pocket: "What's wrong?"

"There are electronic versions of English textbooks. You haven't finished memorizing the text, so take advantage of the time to memorize it."

"..."

Xiao Zhi had a half-smile but not a smile: "Chen Bing, you really have it, you can still make me learn after burning like this."

Chen Bing didn't have time to argue with him: "I'm not feeling right now, read some English and let me relax."

"..."

It is indeed his style that Xueshen relaxes by listening to English passages.

Xiao Zhi opened the electronic version of the textbook on his phone.

During this period of time, Chen Bing had to memorize English texts every day in order to let him learn English to enhance his sense of language.Xiao Zhi opened the chair and sat down, glanced at the phone beside him, and casually began to recite.

It should still be the problem of a cold and fever. Chen Bing has no energy all over his body, but his mind is running at high speed, and a tingling sensation gradually arises.

"Fuck..." Chen Bing raised his hand and clenched the corner of the quilt tightly.

Xiao Zhi shifted his attention: "Where does it hurt?"

A cold and headache belonged to the tormenting process of taking medicine and waiting for it to pass slowly. Chen Bing said, "It's okay, you carry your own."

"..." Xiao Zhi couldn't hold back, "It's really you."

Chen Bing closed his eyelids and ignored him.

He doesn't love himself as much as Xiao Zhi does.Chen Bing has always adopted the most negative attitude towards his own health, at least no matter what happens in the future, it can only be regarded as expected or better.Just like now, Chen Bing is not sure whether this cold and fever will start the disease in the future, so correcting Xiao Zhi's behavior and habits has become the only thing he should do in the time he has.

Chen Bing's lips turned pale from the pain, but he was very quiet, listening to Xiao Zhi reciting the text with his eyes down.

Xiao Zhi can't distract himself from reciting it. It belongs to the level of retelling this sentence in full one second, and forgetting it in the next second. Ma Dongmei, Ma Meisun Honglei.Chen Bing was annoyed: "What are you carrying?"

Xiao Zhi directly turned off the phone: "I still have to recite a few."

Chen Bing: "..."

Xiao Zhi supported the bed with his fingers and leaned over to the pillow, his breath was a little irritable, but he spoke with unique gentleness to Chen Bing: "Does it hurt? Let me hug you."

"You do your thing, I'm fine."

"It's nothing, just look at you..." Xiao Zhi's eyes were cold, as if he had endured it for a long time, he held Chen Bing's hand carefully, as if he was afraid of breaking his sickly body.

Xiao Zhi's personality is quite rebellious, and his temper is also violent. He had been in the middle school for a year or two among the gangsters in the attached middle school.But at this moment, Chen Bing saw in his eyes an unusually strong distress that did not belong to the youth's sharpness and wildness.

"..."

Chen Bing was suddenly in a trance.

He thought, why bother?

Maybe he will die sooner or later...

But the face was covered by Xiao Zhi's hand, gently touching it, the scorching heat flowed from the side of the face to the heart.

Chen Bing's anxiety and irritability have all turned into inexplicable emotions, maybe he doesn't know it himself, but he actually likes to be liked by someone sincerely.

to be watched forever.

Forever pampered.

Chen Bing's mood improved a lot, looked at Xiao Zhi, raised his eyebrows: "Do you love me?"

Xiao Zhi's eyebrows and eyes were filled with shadows, and his throat rolled up from his collarbone. He looked at him for a long time, his lips were straightened, and he didn't say a word.

It's not that my heart aches.

Chen Bing grabbed Xiao Zhi's finger that was on the side of his face, and rubbed his red ear tip against his palm, scratching Xiao Zhi's heart itchy.

Chen Bing's heart was unbelievably soft, but his words were joking: "Then go to study, okay?"

"..."

Xiao Zhi's fingers clinging to him began to stiffen, and it felt like a slap to another person.

Chen Bing was funny, yet warm in his heart, put his arms around his shoulders close to his ear, and gave him a kiss.

Maybe because he felt rushed, Chen Bing couldn't help laughing.

"Study hard. I will be promising in the future. Send me to the best hospital."

"..."

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Brother Xiao: I thought I was on the first floor, but I was actually on the atmosphere.