Ai Ruo's life in the red mansion

Of course, this has nothing to do with Ai Ruo. After Jia Min's coffin got on the boat, she brought Lin Hua back to her home.Lin He followed Lin Hai Fuling back to his hometown, Liu Ke was left behind, and she had to take care of the main family.

Ai Ruo asked Liu Ke to go back to her natal home to accompany her mother, and prescribed a prescription for her to take good care of her body.Lin He is actually a nephew of the clan, so he doesn't even need to keep filial piety.It's just that he is a sincere scholar. In his heart, Lin Hai and his wife are the reborn parents. He told Liu Ke that he would keep mourning for Jia Min for three years. What might Liu say?They didn't consummate their marriage, but now Liu Ke's pressure is not so great, just use these three years to take good care of her body, and don't have to worry about who will take her first.

But Liu is a good sister-in-law. During the days when she was with Lin Hua, she really liked Lin Hua and wanted to take her back to Prince Zhongyi's mansion.Ai Ruo refused, but Ai Ruo still told her that Lin Hua would be free to live in the palace for a while after the hot filial piety. After all, the rules of the palace are good, and it is what she expects for Lin Hua to be educated.Liu Ke liked to hear these words very much, and told his aunt when he went home, and the aunt also felt that Ai Ruo was really good at life.Of course, I am also grateful to Ai Ruo for letting Liu Ke go back to her mother's house to accompany her, which made her feel more fond of Ai Ruo.

Jia Min went, and the two historians also heard about it. Even if they had nothing to do with each other, but thinking about how one person who was so refreshing before left just like that, the couple were originally pessimistic people, and they passed away one after another soon.

The Shi family had no one to help, so Ai Ruo took care of the funeral of the Shi family couple. Even with the help of two daughter-in-laws, Ai Ruo felt physically and mentally exhausted, and when the funeral was over, she fell ill.

Ai Ruo's illness is a big deal for everyone. She was ill for two years in order to give birth to a child, but she was weak. Her spirit is good, but now she is actually mentally broken.

Jia Min is dead; the Shi family and his wife are also dead; although the daughter did not enter the palace, she is still unhappy; Wang Xifeng is still going to marry Jia Lian; Baoyu is still born of Hanyu.Even if she wasn't born, the surname is still Jia; the old lady's body is still so strong, as if waiting to boil herself to death.Also, these girls are all around her, what should she do?She really felt that her life had turned dark all of a sudden.

After sleeping groggyly for a few days, the messy images in my mind followed one after another. There was a husband and a daughter.There are parents, in-laws, and the beautiful and happy scenes of the past one after another, but in the end there is nothing.She was full of gloom, she really felt so tired, she really wanted to just leave like this, no matter heaven or hell, maybe just go back like this.

"Mom!" Who was calling her, Ai Ruo searched around in the white mist, and Xiao Heitan jumped out.Yelling at her, his face full of anger.Ai Ruo smiled.Although her son was sent to the mountains, she loved her son the most.By the way, he has no future and no engagement, pointing at Jia Zheng's foolish old man, who knows what will happen.And her little Jia Fen, she was desperately looking for.Where is she, where is she, anxious.She woke up suddenly.

Of course, what imprinted into his eyes was really Xiao Heitan, just like in the dream, he looked angrily, and when he saw her wake up, he immediately screamed again: "Mom!"

"How did you come back?"

"They said you were going to die. Master asked me to come back, so I said, no matter how partial you are, you won't wait for me." Xiao Heitan was indeed still Xiao Heitan, and he still couldn't speak.

"Get out!" Ai Ruo scolded directly, what a child.

"Just wake up, drink the medicine quickly." Xiao Heitan was lifted away, and Jia Yuan stepped forward to bring her a bowl of pitch-black medicine.

Ai Ruo was weak, so Jia Zheng came over and sat on the side of the bed, gently lifted her up, let her lean against his arms, took the medicine bowl, and carefully wrapped Ai Ruo in his arms, spoonful by spoonful. Carefully feed the medicine with the spoon.It can be seen that he is a skilled worker. He feeds a lot of children like this, so he is also familiar with the road at this time.Ai Ruo didn't have the strength to look back at Jia Zheng, but she knew he had lost weight when she leaned on his arms. His arms were the place she was most familiar with. Even if she leaned on him lightly, she knew whether he was fat or thin. .

After finally drinking the medicine, Xiao Heitan came over again, "Mom, I woke you up, you have to be nice to me."

"Where is Er, I couldn't find her everywhere just now, and I woke up in shock." Seeing that there were only Jia Zheng, Jia Yuan, and Xiao Heitan in the room, Ai Ruo hurriedly asked.

"She fell asleep and cried all the time. She was tired from crying and fell asleep lying on the side. I asked the nanny to carry her back to the house. Go to sleep, you are still not well!" Jia Zheng put down the bowl and reprimanded softly. .

"Mom!" Little Heitan was angry.

"I know, I know, without you calling mother, mother is still floating in the sky, mother hasn't seen you get married, have no career, and won't die." Ai Ruo smiled at the youngest son, and looked at him for a long time, " You're so handsome, that's great!"

"You really won't die?" Xiao Heitan seemed to be sure.

"Really, good boy!" Ai Ruo wanted to reach out to touch his son, but he really didn't have the strength.

Xiao Heitan was satisfied, but of course he was a little bit shy, and he came over and took his mother's hand and put it on his cheek, letting her touch it, "I've grown white too, I don't practice in the sun anymore. "

A boy's face cannot be as delicate as a girl's by nature, not to mention that Xiao Heitan is a martial arts practitioner, his face is rougher, and his hands are a bit rough to the touch, but this is his own son, and Ai Ruo seems to be aware of it for the first time. , The younger son has also grown up.

Jia Zheng was afraid that Xiao Heitan would disturb Ai Ruo, so he kicked him out. He was much gentler to his daughter, and smiled at her, "Your mother is already awake, go back and rest."

"Why don't I keep vigil for mother, father has been guarding for a few days." Jia Yuan has been watching his father guarding his mother these days, and he always thought that his father was made by his mother. If there is no mother, this person is really hard to say. And during this period of time, she saw with her own eyes that her father was by her mother's side and did everything by herself. Thinking about when she was a child, her father also took care of her personally at the request of her mother. In fact, he has been different for a long time. He loves his wife , sons and daughters, treat nephews and nephews generously, be a serious teacher, and try to pass on what he has learned to his students. He is really a good person, but before, he was spoiled and misleading.Essentially, he's a good guy.

"Okay, you don't have the strength. Go to sleep!" Jia Zheng drove his daughter, and carefully put down Ai Ruo, and adjusted her pillow and quilt.Very meticulous and thoughtful.

Seeing that Ai Ruo smiled at her, Jia Yuan meant to let her go, took the medicine bowl, and silently backed out.

"Master!" Ai Ruo softly called Jia Zheng.

Jia Zheng hurriedly turned his head, "What's the matter? Mouth pain?"

"You've lost weight!" Ai Ruo smiled and said softly.

"You've just lost weight, go to bed." Jia Zheng didn't expect his wife to tell him to just say this, and he felt shy for a moment, but immediately felt distressed again.

Ai Ruo was still laughing, reluctant to close his eyes, and after a long time, he said, "When I die, I want to be buried with you."

"Nonsense again, you're fine!" Jia Zheng turned his face.

"I said in the future, when we grow old and die, we will be buried together. I will be with you forever." Ai Ruo looked at Jia Zheng firmly.

Jia Zheng didn't understand what Ai Ruo was talking about, but he still smiled, stroked her cheeks lightly, and reassured her to stop talking and go to sleep.He took it for granted that he and his wife would of course be buried together, and the tablets would also be linked together. They were husband and wife, and they would be together forever, needless to say.But after hearing what his wife said, he was still very happy, really happy, because this was the first time his wife said that.

Ai Ruo didn't say much, she was really tired, and slowly closed her eyes.There are many things in the dream, including a husband, a daughter, and a woman.A woman she had deliberately forgotten for years.In a plane crash, there will be a list of the victims. Besides the husband and daughter, there is also a very familiar name.She didn't care at the time, but the family called and asked her to return their daughter.She collapsed, yes, her collapse was not only the loss of her husband and daughter, but more importantly, she knew the betrayal.

She hid at home and frantically searched for clues, and then went crazy to buy drunk, and then had a one-night stand. She lived a period of intoxicated, but extremely decadent days.The friend couldn't stand it anymore, so she took her to see a psychiatrist, and then she saw a pastor, and finally she chose to forget.

Yes, forget, she also betrayed, at least the husband is a good father, he took care of his daughter attentively, he maintained the family, then forget it!She buried this memory deeply, became a doctor without borders with peace of mind, and chose to die. She was obsessed with finding her husband and daughter. Why, she has no way of testing.

In the dream, she saw her husband's face. After a long time, she realized that what she wanted was to ask why!It turned out that her obsession was just asking why?Why betray, why do you have to be in front of a child?But she didn't ask at that time, she just looked at him quietly, smiled at him, and then went to see her daughter.The daughter smiled sweetly at her.After a long time, her daughter waved her hand lightly at her, and slowly walked away, and then Xiao Heitan called out, and she suddenly thought of her son, daughter, and of course, Jia Zheng.Even if he thought that the unreliable Jia Zheng could not be pointed out, his state of mind at that time was not complaining, but resentment.Is it really unreliable?In fact, Jia Zheng was already very reliable at this time.

She was really relieved at this moment, yes, she was really relieved, the moment she saw her husband's face, she was actually not sure.She actually knew that it was her husband, but when she approached him and stood in front of him, facing his face, she was not sure again. The familiar and strange feeling made her understand once again that she had actually forgotten all about it. , How long has it been since I really saw my husband at that time, did I really hear him talk, she was always so busy, always wanted to spare time, but was always called away by the phone, and she had to divide her limited time between her parents and her daughter , Sometimes when she returned to the bedroom, she was too tired to even speak.

Marriage has always required hard work, and she doesn't have the time to talk about hard work!In this life, she has nothing to do, so she puts all her heart and energy on her family, husband, children, and of course, fighting the plot, and she gets happiness.That's why she was relieved when she saw her husband's face. If she had anything to ask, she just made herself sadder. Maybe this is good, everything is fine.She can finally let go!