back to 20 years old

After reading Haoran's letter to me, I read it again as if I didn't understand it, and listened to the song she gave me again, and matched the song and letter together before I turned off the computer with satisfaction.I looked at my watch, it was already 8 o'clock in the evening, she said she would wait for me until 7 o'clock, she should go back now.

I was lying on the bed, imagining what she looked like when she was with Tomoko, thinking of her saying that they had many stories in common, and thinking of Tomoko's peaceful drawing.She said that Tomoko and I are completely different people, with different looks and different personalities, so what kind of person would Tomoko be?She is quiet, she likes to draw, she can dance ballet.Will it be like Cindy?She has an angel's face and a devil's body, so she likes being with Cindy, is Cindy like her, or is she prettier than Cindy?

But she said that she likes me, she is all about me now, she said that the name in the fireworks is me, that the song was written for me, that she took a lot of courage when she kissed me, she said that she is in love with me.

Really?Are you dreaming?

I felt my face was heating up, and I hugged the pillow and secretly rejoiced.

There was an exam the next morning, and I didn't do well in the exam. Yesterday I was so busy reading the letter she gave me that I didn't review it properly.

After school in the afternoon, I drank and chatted with Xiaoxiao at the water bar.I looked at the time anxiously, at 4:[-], is she still waiting for me in front of the auditorium?Should I go or not?

Xiaoxiao came back after buying the milk tea and said, "Shen Yue, what is the little Guzheng that Haoran gave you yesterday? It's quite interesting. I asked her where she bought it and she didn't tell me. You often go to the Guzheng store, have you ever found it? This small guzheng?"

"It seems to be the first time I've seen it too."

"Is it a USB drive?"

"Well, unplug it and there is a USB flash drive inside."

"Why did I give you the USB flash drive, what's in it?"

I avoided Xiaoxiao's eyes and said, "It's nothing, let her find the documents for me."

"Shen Yue, tell me the truth, what exactly is it?"

"It's really nothing."

"I don't believe it. It's nothing. Why are you blushing? Don't tell me I'm going to tell Zhang Jing and Lili, and let them come over and clean you up."

"No, don't tell them, I can't stand the three of you."

"Then tell me what it is, or we can go to your dormitory to search for evidence." After she finished speaking, she pretended to get up and go to the dormitory.

"Okay, I'll recruit."

"Say what it is."

"It's a letter written by Haoran."

"Letter? What letter? Why did she write to you?"

"She said let me give her a chance, um, take care of me."

"Ah? Mu Haoran? Can she say such a thing? Show me the letter. I want to read it."

"You can't read the letter. It's for me, not for you."

"No, I want to read the letter. I want to see what is written. You will blush when you mention the letter."

"It's really nothing. She said she would wait for me in front of the music auditorium. What do you think I should do?"

"What to do, let's go."

"But I haven't figured it out yet."

"What are you thinking, she is Mu Haoran, no matter how many girls like her, they can't get her. What do you have to think about?"

"Xiaoxiao, I'm not a casual person, I don't want to just have a casual conversation with her."

"You, you just think too much. Is it useful for you to think so much? When love comes, you have to catch it. If you miss it, you can never get it back."

"But she is a girl, what if my mother finds out?"

"Your mother doesn't know now, she's talking when she knows. It's not your mother, but Mu Haoran who is waiting for you now. If you don't go to her, she will leave. If you leave, you will never be able to find her again. I heard The big V said that her mother has been going through the formalities for her to go abroad."

"Going abroad? I haven't heard her say that she wants to go abroad."

"If you don't go, if she gets sad, it is possible to go abroad."

"Who are you scaring?"

She looked at her watch and said, "I didn't scare you, think about it for yourself, I'm leaving."

"Hey! Just leave as you say."

"Candlelight dinner with big V in the evening, go home and change first. 88"

A guy who pays more attention to sex than friends.Sitting in his seat, he drank the rest of the milk tea.

When I went back to the dormitory, I deliberately went around to the entrance of the music auditorium, and saw Haoran sitting on a corner of the steps from a distance, and there were 7,8 or [-] of her fans sitting behind him, thinking what are these little girls doing.

When I returned to the dormitory, I was a little restless. I was not in the mood to read novels. I watched Korean dramas for a while.

The dormitory suddenly became gloomy, and the sky was clear just now, but now a strong wind suddenly blew.I walked over and quickly closed the windows of the dormitory, and saw several students running to the dormitory in a hurry outside, and said while running, it's going to rain soon, hurry up.

rain?It's going to rain soon, will Haoran still sit on the steps?I don't know if I should go or not.

While hesitating, Zhang Jing ran in and said, "Why are you standing there stupidly? Why don't you turn on the lights in the dormitory? Didn't you see that it was getting dark?"

I anxiously asked Zhang Jing, "Is it raining outside?"

"It's down, you didn't see that my umbrella was wet."

I snatched Zhang Jing's umbrella and ran out with my own.

Zhang Jing shouted from behind, "Where are you going?"

I rushed out of the dormitory building and ran to the music auditorium. All the way, there were classmates running to hide from the rain.

I thought, I wish that fool would know how to find a place to hide from the rain first.

She trotted all the way to the steps of the auditorium, and all the fans sitting behind her ran to hide from the rain.

Now she was the only one left on the steps, still sitting foolishly.

You fool, why don't you know how to hide from the rain!