back to 20 years old

I clicked on the file titled "Bill" with my name written on it.

Shen Yue:

This is your bill. Would you like to pay it off in person after reading it?No matter what, I will wait for you to pay it off in front of the school's music auditorium.

In case you won't believe it, this is the first time in my life I'm writing to a girl.

You said that day that you don't know anything about me, you can't figure out and see me clearly.Why aren't you in my heart?

You say you are transparent in front of me, but I never think you are transparent and white.

I guess every day what is going on in your little head?Why are you laughing?Why are you angry?Why are you frowning?Why do you pout?You are not transparent at all, maybe you are transparent in front of others, but you have always been a mystery in front of me.

If life is just like meeting for the first time, it is better not to meet each other for the first time, maybe I won't miss you so much.

Maybe you won't believe it, I met you before I came to Union University, you are right, your name is very similar to Shinyu Tomoko's name, when I first heard your name, I thought it was Someone is calling her name.

Three years ago, you were supposed to be the one who played the ancient flute with your music partner when you were a freshman, and went to a restaurant next to Mai University for dinner.I was sitting next to you at that time, having dinner with a new girl I met who looked very much like Tomoko Shinyu.

Your partner called your name, I thought it was Xinyou, all my blood flooded into my head, two years, no one mentioned this name in front of me.They were reluctant to mention it at first, but later they dared not mention it for fear that I would be sad.I looked up and tried my best to find Sophon's shadow, but I saw you walking quickly from a distance.Wearing a fat and fat light gray coat over his thin body, fair skin, long slightly curly hair, a pair of big eyes under neat bangs, an upturned nose, thin lips, not smiling Time is as cold as ice.

You are not Tomoko, except for the same name, everything looks different.Tomoko always puts her hair back to reveal her sexy neck. She is slightly taller and fatter than you, and her lips are thicker and sexier than yours.Look at the girl sitting opposite, she looks more like Tomoko than you.

You were talking about your new boyfriend next door, you blushed shyly for a while, smiled sweetly for some reason, and seemed to be pouting and angry for a while, and you could see it clearly from my seat.

After a while you talked about what happened to you on the subway, and I still remember it.

You said that in the carriage just now, a young man was talking to the other party in a low voice with a headset.At this time, he suddenly noticed that the head of an old lady sitting next to him was gradually tilted towards him, and the gray-haired head was getting closer and closer, almost leaning on the young man's shoulder.While talking on the phone, the young man moved to the side, but the old lady kept moving her head closer to him.The young man couldn't bear it any longer, so he stood up and said politely, "Grandma, are you sick?"

"Who is sick? You are the one who is sick!" The old lady said suddenly, "You kept talking to me all the way, and I was a little deaf, so I wanted to listen carefully to what you were talking about....

After talking, you and your little partner laughed out loud. You didn't even notice that I was sitting next to you, and you made me laugh too. The girl opposite me kept asking me what I was laughing at?What's wrong?

You and Tomoko are not the same at all, with different looks and completely different personalities.She is usually not very talkative, she always stays by my side very quietly, sometimes she can quietly draw a picture for a whole day without saying a word.

She said she likes to see me sing, like my casualness, and more like my freedom.Tomoko is my high school classmate. She transferred to our class when I was a freshman in high school. Her mother is Chinese and her father is Japanese, so her name is very special.She studied ballet since she was a child, but she didn't like dancing.She said that she prefers painting, and she said that she really wanted to go to France to study oil painting, so she has been teaching French by herself when she was in high school, and I also learned French from her.

She lived in Japan until she was 15 years old, and moved to China because of her father's work needs.I also lived in Macau until I was 12 years old, and it was because of my father that I moved back to my grandmother's house.My mother made me learn classical violin from a young age, but I prefer pop music.I organized my own band with Cicada when I was in junior high school.Tomoko said that she was envious of me being able to do what she liked, but she had to obey everything arranged by the family.

We have a lot in common. We both grew up in another world, and we are always unfamiliar with this place. We all prefer our childhood home, and we often recall the scenes of playing with our friends when we were young.

My affair with Tomoko was discovered by her parents. After her father knew about my relationship with her, she forbade her to see me. For me, she quarreled with her family for the first time. Against her parents’ wishes, she ran away from home and hid in My Home.Later, she was found by her father, who later banned her from going to school and forbidding her to go out.

A few days after I went to Shanghai to take the college entrance examination, her parents took her with them, and the whole family disappeared.When I went back to find her, her house had become an empty house, nothing was left, not even a piece of paper, and it just disappeared. (Not finished, to be continued...)