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"Why? Why do you want to die? Did you lie to me when you said you wanted to travel with me?"

Be it anger at being betrayed by someone he trusted, or surprise at being affirmed when he said something, all kinds of emotions are intertwined, and Chris no longer knows what to do.

"That's not to lie to you. The feeling of wanting to travel together is real, but the feeling of wanting to be killed is also real, but now the feeling of wanting to die has prevailed."

Gloria squatted down, from looking down to looking up.

"If you want to beat me up now, I don't have any complaints."

Chris clenched his fist and swung the epee in his hand, leaving a shallow ravine on the ground. In the end, neither the fist nor the blade fell on Gloria's body.

"I didn't see it at all. Regarding the matter of Gloria wanting to die, I am really an incompetent Master, and I don't understand my Servant at all."

Looking back now, there may have been some signs of the past. Gloria didn't care about her injury at all, and sometimes she would go up to her on purpose. At that time, Chris was still thinking about Gloria's brain. What about people who intentionally hurt themselves?

On the second day of the Holy Grail War, Chris accidentally saw Gloria standing by the window alone, with her forehead pressed against the window, and the hot air from her breath covered the window with a layer of white mist. The arrival of Gloria gave him a completely different feeling from his usual image.

How should I put it, it's terrifying and alienating, and if you don't catch her, it seems that you will go to a place you will never find, but at that time, Chris was more concerned about winning or losing the Holy Grail War, so he didn't let this matter go In his heart, and with the subsequent advancement, this matter has been sealed in the corner of his memory, and he has only picked it up now.

It would be great if I could have a good talk with Gloria before, and I have added one more thing to regret. As time goes by, the things I regret continue to add up, and finally form a sense of disgust towards myself.

"So, is there anything else you haven't told me? Is that dagger really just a weapon that can kill you as a heroic spirit?"

Gloria drew circles on the ground with one foot, and grabbed the corner of her clothes restlessly with her fingers, like a child who has done something wrong.

"Uh... that... will also hurt my spirit foundation, I can do a real death! Chris, wait, don't...don't slap your face!"

"You really...you really! Since you want to die so much, you can die yourself, but why, why do you have to use my hand...?!"

Even if his words hurt anyone, he wouldn't care, and thanks to Gloria squatting down, Chris could grab her by the collar so easily.

"Just use your precious treasure to stab yourself. Oh, why don't you tell me what religious belief you still have? Suicide is not allowed, and you must use other people's hands to do it? At least..."

The hands holding the collar were a little weak.

"At least don't ask me to do such a thing..."

Saying it like this is like a child throwing a temper tantrum. Even if he knows that Gloria wants to die, Chris also hopes that the person who did it is not himself.

"Because I have no way to use my Noble Phantasm - guilty innocents (reusinnocentes)."

Gloria pursed her lips, still not daring to meet Chris's eyes.

"It can only... only be used by people I trust. Tina will definitely not agree to it, so now only you, Chris, can help me."

"Please, this is the request of my life, please."

Chris thinks Gloria is very despicable, and he is very happy to be said to be a trustworthy person, but at the same time, both Gloria and Chris know that Gloria is taking advantage of Chris' feelings .

"That's really mean, to put on that pained look."

Chris doesn't know if he has a similar expression to Gloria's now, or if he does, it's not visible in his partially dissolved face.

"Then I can only... only agree?"

"You are mean."

"So did you hate me? If you start hating me, maybe I can get some psychological comfort."

The boy shook his head, even at this point, he still likes his Servant, his partner, whether it is sincere or false, at this last moment, on this final stage, there is no need to distinguish up.

"I still like you, so I will kill you."

"That's really nice."

"Come in, then, and I wish you a pleasant journey."

The door that appeared out of nowhere opened, and Gloria bowed like Mr. White Rabbit who led Alice down the rabbit hole.

Chris entered the door, a white light flashed, and Gloria's memories flowed in. Chris was a bystander and witnessed 'Gloria's birth'

The friend who betrayed her stabbed a dagger into his heart and sent her to the altar of sacrifice. She didn't die, she should have died at that time, but she was still glad that she didn't die at that time.

The lover frantically searched for her trace, and finally embarked on the same path as her. After seeing the crazy lover in front of her, Gloria regretted that she had not died for the first time.

Later, Gloria went to many places and met many people. At that time, the idea of ​​wanting to die gradually disappeared in her mind. She was excited that she could see more scenery, and arrogantly pitied ordinary people Thinking about her short life, Gloria really wanted to give herself a slap in the face.

Getting bored is in the second 100 years, exciting adventures, delicious food, and novelty beasts, all of which are uninteresting. She has lived for too long, only Her time was stopped that day, and she'd seen pretty much everywhere in the world, so she was bored with it all.

This was the second time Gloria had thoughts of dying.

She began to use the huge knowledge in her mind, ignoring the rules, traveling in different time and space, met the strange force family who could "hunt" her, slept under the wings of strange birds, fought with dragons, met All kinds of races, Gloria's life was ignited again in the time travel.

But all of this got bored in the third 100 years. Gloria stopped on a certain day and ended her journey. No matter how wonderful adventures or touching stories were, she could not move her a little bit. cents.

She is very old, although the time of her body was fixed that night, but her spirit was not fixed, she felt tired, even if she held the wealth envied by everyone in her hands, even if she knew the magic way Root, even if she...even if she has everything.

This was the third time that Gloria had the thought of dying. She began to stay behind closed doors, never saw anyone again, and concentrated on studying magic and even magic. She could feel a little comfort when she was immersed in the way of magic.

And by the fourth century, all that was meaningless, Gloria found that nothing could interest her anymore, and she was horrified by this discovery, and she cast a sleeping spell on herself, hoping When she wakes up again, the new world can interest her.

In the fifth 100 years, Gloria woke up, but she failed. She was boring, weak, and could be seen through at a glance. Gloria got everything, but lost everything, so in the fifth 100 years, Gloria Ya started to try suicide.

Strangling, hanging, electric shock, drowning, guillotine, falling from height, burning, frying, petrification, drugs, dismembering corpses, slicing and chopping meat into pieces, and putting everything together in a mess until there may be only minced meat left .

But it still doesn't work, it's messed up, she tried all kinds of methods, and she was about to go crazy in pain, but there was still no way to die. At this time, Gloria's spirit was not very normal, and the pain of not wanting to die kept surrounding her. by her side.

In the end, after searching countless worlds, Gloria finally got the omnipotent wishing machine. The supernatural ability allowed her to win easily. The accumulation in the Holy Grail was just a little bit of "impurity" in her opinion. She didn't take things to heart at all.

So the wrong person made the wrong wish to the wrong wishing machine at the wrong time.

Wishes are twisted.

Gloria is dead, but she can't die. The seat of Heroes that belongs to her will bind her forever. The contract signed without knowing it has come into force. heroic spirit.

This is definitely not what she wants to get.

"Ahaha...go to die. Why, why can't you die? Damn it, go to death."

Gloria spoke words that only she could hear.

It was clear to Chris now that Gloria must have been desperate for a word, something she'd wished someone had said to her for years before she knew it.

After watching all this as a bystander, Chris's mood gradually became calm. His weight in Gloria's heart is real. Gloria made her own choice, but he was just not accepted. It's just a choice.

There is nothing to be sad about.

Gloria is Mr. White Rabbit who led him into the rabbit hole. He chose to hold Gloria's hand at the beginning of the Holy Grail War; Gloria is the mad hatter. It won't bore Chris; Gloria is the Cheshire Cat, with a perpetual smile she doesn't understand, and it would be nice to know a little more about her before then.

Gloria, the Queen of Hearts, is the biggest villain in the story, and in fairy tales, the villain always gets beaten at the end, doesn't it?

And Chris will definitely come to Gloria and say that sentence——

"I'm here to kill you."

Chris would definitely let it all end here with Gloria.

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