Male god, you don't understand love [holographic]

Between Su Qi and Xu Qin, there is a game that they never get tired of.

Cover the eyes of one of them, then separate, and use your intuition to find the other person who is hiding.

Surprisingly, the person who played this game well was not Su Qi, a senior blind man, but Xu Qin.Whenever Xu Qin went straight to the destination and successfully caught Su Qi, he would say triumphantly, "It doesn't matter where you hide, I can smell you."

At this moment, Su Qi wanted to beat him up.What is his smell?God knows he takes a bath every day, and even the body wash is fragrance-free, okay?

This game was not like this at the beginning.

One day when the two of them were walking down the street, Xu Qin had a sudden idea and asked Su Qi, "What kind of feeling is it that you can't see?"

Su Qi rolled his eyes at him, "You'll understand when you don't see it."

He just said something casually, but he didn't expect Xu Qin to be really sad. He got a blindfold from somewhere and put it on, insisting on acting as a blind person.

"I want to know how you feel," he said.

Although Su Qi disliked it, he was happy in his heart.After all, it feels pretty good to have someone who takes your affairs, big or small, to heart.Xu Qin has this heart, of course he wants to fulfill him.

As a result of that day's experience, Xu Qin remained silent afterwards, allowing Su Qi to ask how he felt, but he did not ask about his experience.

In fact, what else is there to say?Normal people become blind, of course, all kinds of discomfort.Back then, Su Qi still had a video assistant, so at least he could walk with care.And Xu Qinhao suddenly lost his sight all by himself, and it was pitch black, so naturally he couldn't see anything.

At that time, I was still on the street, and there was still a lot of traffic around me.After losing his eyesight, Xu Qin felt that his hearing seemed to be much sharper, and there were all kinds of noisy things around his ears.These sounds, which he hadn't even noticed before, made him very restless at the moment.

There are people all around, but it feels like there is only one person.Whether it is noisy or hustle and bustle, it belongs to others and has nothing to do with oneself.

Feeling insecure in his heart, Xu Qin immediately reached out and grabbed Su Qi, and felt relieved.Because he was very sure that Su Qi would not abandon him, and now, he was the only one he could rely on.

It turns out that the world of the blind is like this.When you lose your eyesight, it seems that you have lost everything, and there is only one person by your side you can rely on.But even this person cannot be completely relied on.

It was a kind of incomprehensible loneliness outside the whole world.

The sense of security given by others is always like duckweed, not as reassuring as one's own strength.After all, people think about themselves first, and the initiative is completely in the hands of others, so of course you can't rest assured.

Xu Qin couldn't help but think, what if Su Qi suddenly walked away and left him here alone, in such a big world, he was struggling, where would he find someone?

Is this how Su Qi feels?

Regarding Su Qi's hesitation and unwillingness to be with him because of vision problems, Xu Qin had some thoughts in his mind.He thought that he had already given all the guarantees he could, why would Su Qi still be worried, would repeat himself, why... just refused to believe in himself?

Could it be that Xu Qin is such an unreliable person?

At that time, he didn't understand, what exactly did Su Qi want?

But when he was on the scene and found that he was clearly standing on a flat ground, but felt as if he was on the top of a mountain surrounded by cliffs, with dead ends in front, back, left, and right, and he didn't know where to go, he suddenly understood a little bit.

It's not that Su Qi doesn't want to believe in himself, but that he can't.

After all, a person is an independent individual. Sometimes, only oneself can face things, and no matter how close they are, there is no way to intervene.

Just when Xu Qin was immersed in such emotions and could hardly extricate himself, Su Qi's voice suddenly rang in his ears, "Let's go. Be careful, there are steps ahead."

Xu Qin suddenly came back to his senses, only to realize that he was too involved in the drama.

Maybe it's just because I want to experience Su Qi's feeling before?That's why there is such a strong sense of substitution.He used to think that he knew Su Qi very well, but today he realized that it was all just wishful thinking.He still has a long way to go.

Su Qi didn't know that Xu Qin had so many thoughts in his mind. Although he felt that Xu Qin's thoughts were only once in his mind, it seemed good to experience it once in a while, so he naturally helped him to move forward.When encountering stairs or obstacles, just remind in a low voice.

Xu Qin couldn't help feeling emotional again.When I was with Su Qi, I didn't seem to be so careful.

At the beginning, he was a little flustered, and he always experienced some hesitation when he lifted his foot, and there was always an illusion that he would step on the ground.But after a long time, maybe it's finally mastered the rhythm, maybe it's because Su Qi's every reminder is so timely and correct, slowly Xu Qin is relieved, no longer worried, just follow her instructions. up.

After walking for a while, Su Qi asked him to take off the blindfold, and when he finally saw the sun again, Xu Qin almost burst into tears.

He held Su Qi's hand tightly. Although he didn't say a word, his heart was actually surging.He finally understood what it meant to have someone by his side.He finally understood how difficult it was for Su Qi to accept himself.

From doubt at the beginning to complete trust in the end, it is not easy to give yourself up.If the relationship between the two people is not so good, it is absolutely impossible to do it.

Xu Qin consciously went through Su Qi's mental journey, and understood many things, so he was naturally overjoyed.

After Su Qi failed the gene therapy, he decided to be with him. He must have made a great determination, right?Thinking of Su Qi's new trust in himself, regarding himself as the most important person around him, and not defending himself, how could Xu Qin not be excited?

He looked at Su Qi with tenderness, and felt that he had returned to the feeling of first love again, and his heart would pound just by looking at him.

Su Qi didn't know what Xu Qin was thinking, if he knew, he would probably only say: "You think too much."

I really think too much.Although he has been blind for more than a year, he was not blind before, and he has not yet experienced the despair of living in darkness for 20 years.Besides, he still has a visual auxiliary instrument, and he has always believed that he has a chance to be cured, so he really didn't give birth to such delicate thoughts.

Of course, Brain Tonic Emperor Xu Qin didn't know either.

So the two misunderstood each other, Su Qi felt that it was rare for Xu Qin to have such a heart, Xu Qin felt that Su Qi must love him to death, but he refused to say it, and the relationship was better because of a mistake.

So from that day on, Xu Qin had a little change.He always pesters Su Qi to play this game.

Because he wanted to restrain the physical and psychological defensiveness and distrust that appeared at the beginning.He thought, maybe after a long time, if you get used to it, you will be able to completely trust each other, right?

Moreover, Xu Qin thought masochistically, if one day Su Qi really left, he believed that he would be able to get him back even if he closed his eyes.And Su Qi must find himself in the sea of ​​people at once.

On that day, there should be no more barriers between the two people, and they will be as close as one, right?

He often harbors such romantic and extreme thoughts.Although Su Qi didn't know it at first, he gradually became aware of it later, and went crazy with him.

So at first one was a blind man crossing the road with the help of another, and later it became a game where one tied his eyes to find the other, and finally even played a game of hide-and-seek with both tied eyes at home.

Whenever the blindfold was lifted and he saw Su Qi again, Xu Qin felt that he fell in love again.

In the end, he seemed to have miraculously acquired this very wonderful skill, as long as Su Qi was near him, even if he didn't see him, he could still feel it, and then followed his intuition to find him.

Regarding his ability, Su Qi was a little dumbfounded.

But deep down, I have to admit that I am actually very proud of myself.Xu Qin always has great enthusiasm for his affairs, even if the two of them have been together for a few years, nothing has changed, which is better than most people.

He should have expressed this emotion, if Xu Qin hadn't been so cheeky asking him for a gift.

That's right, the "gift" that was asked for was himself.

After being tossed all night by the extremely excited Xu Qin, the emotion that had just emerged disappeared without a trace.

Especially after Xu Qin came to play this game at every turn, and after successfully finding him, he had to ask for a gift, Su Qi never paid any attention to him.