Male god, you don't understand love [holographic]

Jiang Xia was stunned.

He has been persuading himself not to think too much, but in fact, it may be because, in his heart, he is actually thinking too much.

But Jiang Xia is not a teenager after all, he began to understand that there are too few pure feelings in this world, and everyone has their own calculations.He didn't think there was anything worth calculating about himself, but he didn't think he was good enough to be favored by Fu Tingzhe.

So when he suddenly heard him say these words bluntly, Jiang Xia froze for a moment.

Then, starting from the base of his ears, he dyed the crimson color little by little, and then slowly spread to his entire cheeks.

Fu Tingzhe was very close to him, and he could clearly see the change in Jiang Xia's face.He suddenly felt as if his heart was being gently scratched by the softest feather, soft and itchy.

He tried his best to restrain himself from wanting to get close to the other party, covered his mouth and cleared his throat, and even spoke in a very gentle tone, as if afraid of scaring him, "Jiang Xia, I'm not forcing you. I just hope you can Get that."

"If you have to say that I'm plotting something, what I want..." He raised his hand suddenly, and tapped Jiang Xia's heart twice, "I want this."

Jiang Xia subconsciously took a step back, lowered her head, not daring to look at Fu Tingzhe's expression, and couldn't find a word that could calm the atmosphere at this moment.

Why did it suddenly become like this?

When Mingming came out, he just wanted to tell him that it was not good for the two of them to get too close, but Fu Tingzhe didn't follow the script at all, and the third level jumped to the confession time. Jiang Xia couldn't react at all, and he had already finished speaking.

But now, after hearing it, it is impossible to pretend that you don't know anything.

How should it end?

"I..." Jiang Xia hesitated for a moment, but still felt that he couldn't give the wrong message to the other party. He didn't have the mind and energy to start a new relationship now.That being the case, it should be made clear that you cannot drag others down.

However, before he could speak, Fu Tingzhe interrupted him, "Don't say it yet." He looked at Jiang Xia, "Actually, I know what you are going to say, but I don't want to hear it. I... I didn't plan to do it so early Just let you know, because I guess you will hide away if you find out. But if I don't tell you, you will keep guessing in your heart, and I'm afraid you will think me as a bad person. Just want you to know, I'm not that Thinking about it."

"Sorry." Jiang Xia whispered.

Fu Tingzhe smiled, "You're not wrong, you have to be defensive, I can't make you trust, that's my problem."

He took all the responsibility on himself, even though he knew the truth was not the case, Jiang Xia still felt relieved.

In this world, it is always difficult to refuse the kindness of others to oneself.In particular, Fu Tingzhe was so measured, neither too close nor too far away, so he would not be embarrassing.

There is such a person who has a good impression of him, even though he said it, he didn't mean to force him.If you still refuse firmly, it will be too hurtful.So Jiang Xia's attitude softened quickly.

Fu Tingzhe was keenly aware of this. He looked at the time and said to Jiang Xia, "I wanted to take you out to play today. But if it's not convenient for you, we will make an appointment next time. Just remembered that there is something else If you want to do it, I will say goodbye first.”

Both of them knew it was just an excuse, but it was a decent one.Jiang Xia quickly said, "Then go and do your work."

Fu Tingzhe nodded, but still didn't leave. After a while, he stepped forward again, "Jiang Xia, I don't dare to ask you to accept me now, but I just hope you don't rush to refuse, and take a closer look, okay? What are you talking about?" You don't need to do anything, just stand here and look at me. If one day I let you down, you tell me, and I'll leave right away... okay?"

Jiang Xia nodded with difficulty.For a person like Fu Tingzhe, who could refuse him if he lowered his figure?

Especially... the bright smile on his face when he nodded, made Jiang Xia's heart feel as if he was hit by something lightly.It doesn't seem to be that hard anymore.

Fu Tingzhe is well versed in the way of accepting when he sees something good. After getting Jiang Xia's consent, he reminded him to remember to answer his communication, and then left decisively.

When Jiang Xia returned to the room, Jiang Dong was sitting on the sofa, staring at him with burning eyes, and then looked behind him, "Brother, where is he?"

"gone."

"What?" Jiang Dong was shocked, "He came to see you specially, why should he invite someone to come in and sit around! Even if you don't want me to watch, it's good to take him out for fun."

Jiang Xia was helpless, "Where can I take him?"

Jiang Xia had very little time to go out by herself.

Jiang Dong stopped talking.After a while, I couldn't help asking again, "Brother, what did you guys say at the door for so long?"

Jiang Xia glanced at her, turned and went back to the room.He has no obligation to tell Jiang Dong about his private affairs.

Jiang Dong gritted his teeth in the back, "Seeing sex and forgetting my sister! Don't forget who introduced Fu Tingzhe to you!"

Jiang Xia paused, then turned to look at her, "If you don't tell me, I'd forget, what did you say at that time? If I promise to meet someone, you promise Dad to go to work in the company at home, don't forget."

Jiang Dong howled.

Jiang Xia smiled, and went upstairs briskly.His mood seemed to improve suddenly.

It is indeed a very good thing to be liked by a person, and to be liked by someone who is considerate, thoughtful, and careful.Although Jiang Xia had a relationship with Zhou Yu, she never enjoyed the feeling of being pursued. This feeling of having someone who puts herself first in her heart and being remembered by others... turned out to be after being with Zhou Yu Never had.

Jiang Xia knew that comparing Zhou Yu with Fu Tingzhe was a despicable thing.

Zhou Yu was chosen by himself. The two of them have come to this point of separation. Although Zhou Yu was wrong, he also has many shortcomings.Now that you have broken up, it would be too tasteless to blame the other party.

But he couldn't help but compare the two people, and found that regardless of appearance, family background, character and ability, Fu Tingzhe did better than Zhou Yu in just one aspect. He put Jiang Xia in front and paid attention to it all the time. .

Due to physical reasons, Jiang Xia has been withdrawn since he was a child, but that doesn't mean that he doesn't like to be close to others. In fact, he just feels that he is a burden, and no one will need him, so he hides.

For Jiang Xia, the three words of being needed are enough to make his heart burn.

But in Zhou Yu's heart, there are too many people and things that are more important than Jiang Xia. He likes Jiang Xia, but Jiang Xia is not actually needed by him. Instead, it is more like an adjustment in his life. It makes him relax when he is busy. .

Every time Zhou Yu comes and goes in a hurry, he won't tell Jiang Xia about his affairs, and Jiang Xia doesn't need to worry about troubles and embarrassments.He just needs to stay at home quietly.

But Fu Ting is different.Although Jiang Xia didn't understand, he would still tell him what he did, and even ask Jiang Xia what he meant.At the same time, I would occasionally ask Jiang Xia for some insignificant favors.The exchanges between the two rarely involved personal relationships, as Fu Tingzhe had promised, and never made Jiang Xia feel uncomfortable.

But Jiang Xia walked into his life step by step without knowing it.

Jiang Xia herself realized this when she sent materials to Fu Tingzhe.The information was left when Fu Tingzhe came over the day before.It's hard to say whether he did it on purpose or not.But when Jiang Xia received the communication, he immediately rushed over with the information.

national laboratory.

It is not the first time for Jiang Xia to come here, but he has always had an inexplicable admiration for this building, and he has [-]% admiration for the people who can work in it.

When Jiang Xia stood outside the building and looked up, he suddenly found that he was able to count down what each floor does, what projects are currently underway, and the main person in charge is whoever he saw on TV. so and so.

These were things that he would never have paid attention to before, but unconsciously, they were all remembered in his mind.

Who is it for, Jiang Xia knows in his heart.

He always thought that his relationship with Fu Tingzhe was a polite and ordinary friend, but did he actually pay so much attention to his affairs?

My heart is not without shock.

It was only at this time that Jiang Xia remembered vaguely that he hadn't seen Zhou Yu for a long time, and he didn't even think of him.In the beginning, Zhou Yu would call or go to the game to find him.But Jiang Xia never answered the communication, and after Su Qi and Xu Qin went on vacation, he never played the game again. Maybe Zhou Yu was busy, or maybe it was because he really didn't care, and never came to him.The two naturally broke off contact.

It wasn't until today that he realized that he had forgotten that period of the past before he knew it.

Now when he reads the news, what he cares about is no longer news about various industries or factories, but various news about the national laboratory.If you hear that there are some new research results, you will even feel a certain kind of pride in your heart.

Fu Tingzhe works for the National Laboratory.

In fact, he is not a researcher, but a manager.But in Jiang Xia's heart, this point is blurred, and he only associates all the good news related to this place with him.

When Jiang Xia was in a daze, Fu Tingzhe hurried downstairs to pick him up.

Seeing it from a distance, he raised his voice and shouted, "Jiang Xia!"

Jiang Xia turned her head and saw Fu Tingzhe standing not far away, looking at herself with a smile on her face.There were people coming and going around, but Jiang Xia felt that her eyes were fixed on this person.

It turned out that it was not indifferent.