Inferior by Nature

Due to the unknown pathogenesis and the rarity, there is no uniform international treatment plan for brain inflammatory pseudotumor.Dr. Xie does not advocate surgical treatment, and believes that the effect of surgical treatment in previous cases is not satisfactory, and there is a risk of recurrence. It is recommended to take drug control first.

After a series of compound treatments, my eyes had a sense of light on the fifth day. After that, I could see more clearly day by day. By the tenth day, my eyesight had basically recovered.

One month later, all my clinical symptoms disappeared, and the MRI re-examination showed that the lesions had shrunk significantly. Doctor Xie thought that I was ready to be discharged from the hospital.

Before being discharged from the hospital, my mother took my little sister back to Bo City.I am in Chonghai, and my younger sister will also go to school in Chonghai in the future. She had an idea to follow.This time I was sick, and she lived in the hotel for more than a month. She felt that it was inconvenient, so she put her thoughts into action and asked Nanxian to find a house, and she went back to tidy up her things and move out immediately.

The new safe house is on the middle floor of a high-rise building, opposite to the first court of Chonghai City, where Ran Qingzhuang is about to testify.

Jin Chenyu has not woken up, Yan Shuang said, the other party may maintain a vegetative state in this way, and will not wake up.He has done so many unreasonable things, and now he has become this immortal, which is considered a retribution.

At the hottest time of August, my younger sister waited for the admission letter from her favorite university, and Jin Feisheng also waited for her own trial.

On the day of the trial, many media came outside, and the auditorium was full of people. Some of them had gloomy faces and tattoos on their bodies. At first glance, they were not ordinary people.

"The power of the Jin family is intertwined, and business partners are spread all over the world. I don't know how many guys on the road came here today." Sitting next to me, Tao Nian whispered, "It's just sad or gloating, I don't know."

Seeing that the time was almost up, the bailiff closed the door, and the clerk stepped forward to read the court discipline—no loud noise, no filming, no taking pictures, no contempt of the court, no smoking or drinking.

If you commit a crime, you will be warned for the first time, and you will be expelled from the court for the second time. If you seriously interfere with the court hearing, you will take criminal measures.

In order to ensure that no one understood, the clerk read it twice. Facing the observers who seemed to be members of the society, he almost walked up to them and pulled their ears to ask them to observe discipline.

But even so, when Jin Feisheng was brought into court, quite a commotion erupted in the auditorium.Whistles, applause, and cheers, as if he was not a heinous criminal, but a dragon-slaying warrior, a wronged hero.

"Silence!" The presiding judge slammed the gavel with an ugly face, "If you keep making noise, I will drive you out."

Those people quieted down, but their expressions were not convinced.

Jin Feisheng seems to be in good spirits. Although he is wearing a prison uniform, he is not sluggish. He has more gray hair and a beard growing on his chin. I don't know if it is related to his regular work and rest. He even gained weight. He looks like an "old man" " looks like.

He has always been very calm, whether facing Fu Ci's many accusations or Mrs. Jin's witness testimony, he doesn't seem to care at all.

"Did Jin Feisheng tell you about the land numbered T543 in the south of the city that he got it by bribing Jiang Ruantang, the former director of the City Administration Bureau, at a price far below the market price?"

Madam Jin lowered her head and answered Fu Ci's question palely: "Yes."

I haven't seen her for a few months, and she has lost a lot of weight. Her long hair is simply tied behind her head, and a few strands fall in a mess. It is difficult to see the shadow of the former "Mrs. Jin" from her body.

The court trial proceeded in an orderly manner. Apart from the verbal confrontation between lawyers Fu Ci and Jin Feisheng, there were only the busy and weak typing sounds of the media and court stenographers.

A case of Jin Feisheng's level is destined to require a protracted battle.Two hours passed without knowing it, and the presiding judge announced a 10-minute adjournment, so that everyone could go to the bathroom and smoke.

Assuming there would be no danger inside the court, I pressed Tao Nian and went to the bathroom by myself.

After going to the toilet, on the way back to the court, I passed a smoking spot and saw Fu Ci smoking.

He has had a heart transplant, so he shouldn't be allowed to smoke. I stared at him for a while, but he found out.

He breathed out a puff of smoke without guilt and waved to me.

I pointed to myself blankly, saw him nodding, and walked towards him.

"I heard that your illness is cured?" When he came to him, he glanced at my already-grown head and asked.

I was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "Well, it's done."

"congratulations."

"……thanks."

I don't know Fu Ci very well either, so we ran out of words after a few words, and the scene became a bit cold.I was thinking about whether to leave or continue to find topics for nonsense, when I heard the other party speak again.

"You refused to operate before, why did you agree later?"

I cleared my throat embarrassingly, and said: "Because someone said that no matter what I become, he wants me to live, even if I can't walk, see things, and become stupid."

Fu Ci put out the cigarette butt on the trash can, raised the corners of his lips, and said with something in his words: "Indeed, sometimes... nothing else matters, as long as you live."

I almost immediately thought of his fiancée, the girl who had been in a coma for ten years.For Fu Ci, perhaps waking up is secondary. He wants her to live, even if she becomes a Sleeping Beauty who can never wake up.

"You should know about me. I thought about dying before I died. I was too tired to live, but my fiancée left my heart to me..." He pressed his palm on the heart, although he was laughing, His eyes were gloomy, "Now, even death has become a luxury for me. Tell me, is this her revenge on me? I won't let her go, so she won't let me go."

This brain circuit directly confused me, and I said in a daze: "No. How could she foresee that she would sleep for ten years? She gave you her heart, and she must hope that you can live well on her behalf. Live happily I am happy, and I no longer have to suffer from illness.”

He had a calm expression, not knowing how much he listened to.Suddenly, he looked at a certain direction behind me, the corners of his lips slowly fell, and finally he frozen into a cold expression.

"Here comes the little trash," he said.

The next second, Lin Sheng's voice came from behind me.

"I knew you were here." He walked to us, stared at the cigarette butt that had just been extinguished on the trash can, and frowned, "Didn't I tell you not to smoke?"

I saw him inside, sitting in the first row, the seat closest to Fu Ci, so I wasn't surprised to see him right now.

Fu Ci didn't look at him at all, and nodded to me: "The court will start soon, I'll go back first."

He bypassed Lin Sheng and left without looking back.

"If you do anything harmful to your health, you are killing Miss Yingqi." Lin Sheng stared at his back and said with a serious face, "You have killed her once, do you want to do it again?"

Fu Ci suddenly turned his head, staring at Lin Sheng as if he wanted to tear him apart.It was a look that wanted to kill people, so sinister and terrifying that it made people feel horrified just by watching.

Lin Sheng looked at him without fear, with the look of "do it if you dare".

I was thinking about how the two of them would fight later, but Fu Ci regained his reason first, suppressed his anger and let out a slow breath, turned around and left again without saying a word.

Seeing that I couldn't fight anymore, I breathed a sigh of relief and planned to leave, but Lin Sheng stopped me.

"What were you talking about just now?"

My attitude towards him is always disliked, and I don't want to have a close friendship, but at the same time, I feel that it is necessary to tell him about Fu Ci's psychological state.

"As his doctor, I'm not sure if you've noticed his world-weariness." I pondered.

"Oh." He seemed to have expected it, "Yes, I noticed it ten years ago. Don't worry, he won't die. Even if he is thrown into the sea now, he will climb ashore at all costs."

The tone didn't sound like he didn't care about someone he liked, only his usual indifference.

I endured it, but I couldn't, and asked him: "Do you like him, or do you like him and never like you?"

Although the words are twisted, I am sure he understands.

He fiddled with the white sand in the ashtray, and bit the half-smoked cigarette that was extinguished by Fu Ci without hesitation.

"I'll tell you a secret, his fiancée is my distant cousin..." He looked at me and said with a smile on his lips, "It's also the first woman I fell in love with."

At first I didn't think what he would say was a real secret, but he struck down with a thunderbolt, which instantly shocked me speechless.

"So it doesn't matter whether he likes me or not? I just like him. You all treat me like a viper, but what I want is actually very simple."

Does he only like a heart?

In an instant, the hairs on the back of my neck stood on end, and I didn't want to stay for a second, so I turned around and left.

"Don't treat Ran Qingzhuang as a little white rabbit, he might not have liked me that much back then. Ask him why he didn't push me away in the classroom at that time."

He kept talking like a haunted ghost, so I had no choice but to speed up my pace, for fear that if I walked slowly, I would be infected with neurosis by him.

I was wrong. I thought it was Fu Ci who had the problem. Now it seems that Lin Sheng should see a psychiatrist the most.

After the adjournment ended, Fu Ci again asked to call witnesses.Ran Qingzhuang was dressed in formal attire, walked out of the witness waiting room slowly, and stood on the witness stand.

Jin Feisheng, who was always at ease and never showed any unnecessary emotions in front of others, violated the court discipline for the first time after seeing Ran Qingzhuang, and spoke privately without questioning.

"It's really you..."

There were tears in his eyes, it seemed that Ran Qingzhuang's betrayal was more difficult for him to accept than Mrs. Jin's betrayal, or he could understand Mrs. Jin's betrayal, but he couldn't understand Ran Qingzhuang.

The presiding judge tapped the gavel and told him to stop talking.

He looked at Ran Qingzhuang as if he didn't hear it, and continued: "I treat you like my own son, I didn't expect... I didn't expect..." There was a crying and smiling expression on his face.

Ran Qingzhuang didn't respond, but he didn't avoid his gaze either.

"Everyone listen!" Jin Feisheng held the iron bars of the prisoner's bench fiercely, and shouted in a voice that everyone in the audience could clearly hear.

When the presiding judge realized something, he stopped knocking the gavel, and hurriedly said to the bailiff beside him, "Take him down quickly!"

I also realized that he didn't really want to talk to all the people present, but the people on the road who were present at the scene.

I stared nervously at Jin Feisheng's mouth which kept opening and closing, all kinds of cruel words flashed through my mind.What is he going to say?Let everyone hunt down Ran Qingzhuang, don't let him go?Let them bring a message to Ou Kelan, must avenge their family?Or tell them that he will make a comeback?

The bailiff dragged Jin Feisheng backwards and dragged him away from the prisoner's bench, but he still took the time to say the next sentence.

"The enmity of the Jin family will be wiped out from now on..."

Even the bailiff was stunned for a moment, and didn't immediately cover his mouth.

"Life for life, I owed Ran Zheng, and I will pay back his son! I will pay back!" He laughed while looking up to the sky, and was quickly dragged away from the court by the bailiff.

The trial was interrupted. Tao Nian and I waited outside the case study room for almost an hour before Ran Qingzhuang finished talking with Fu Ci and came out.

Jin Feisheng pleaded guilty, completely, utterly, everything.Without any conditions, he signed the confession very quickly, which is really an unexpected development.

"I thought it was a protracted battle." On the way back, I asked Ran Qingzhuang, "Do you think they will really listen to Jin Feisheng?"

Ran Qingzhuang pondered for a moment, then said: "Others may listen, but Ou Kelan may not."

That's right, she didn't listen to Jin Feisheng very much before, and she probably won't listen to it now.

I didn't ask the question Lin Sheng asked me to ask. Firstly, I didn't believe him. Secondly, what if I knew the answer?The past is over, I am a person who has walked through the underworld for a few times, and I don't want to dwell on the old things that happened many years ago.

The affairs of the Jin family have come to an end.Ran Qingzhuang and I moved to a new place. It is an old suburban house that has just been renovated. It has installed a whole-house security system. Whenever there is violence entering the house, it will directly call the police center.

Tao Nian and the others are still guarding our vicinity. In a few years, it is certain that no one will harm us again. Maybe they can not have to work so hard, but obviously not at the moment.

The house is surrounded by a large farmland, and it is late summer, the season when winter wheat is ripe.When the wind blows over the ears of wheat, waves of golden waves will be set off.

Entering along the gate, one can see a large yard at a glance. The flower mirrors are arranged very carefully, the plants are well arranged, and the front, middle and background are not missing. It looks like it has been around for many years, and it is probably left by the previous owner.

There are four rooms upstairs and downstairs, two bedrooms, a study, and a gym.The decoration should have been installed by the previous owner, but the furniture is new. The bed in the master bedroom is very comfortable to lie on, and you don't want to get up once you lie down.

The front room faces the direction of the garden, and the corner is formed by two huge glass sliding doors. A corridor paved with plastic wood floors is built under the rain eaves, so that no matter it is rainy or sunny, the sliding doors can be pushed open to form an open space. style space without worrying about the muddy water in the garden pouring into the home.

This is literally my dreamhouse.

"Do you like it?" Ran Qingzhuang hugged me from behind, "This will be our home from now on."

I heard the difference in his words, and looked back at him: "Isn't this the house assigned by the superior?"

"I bought it," he said.

"You bought it?" I opened my eyes wide and repeated his words. Thinking of some possibility, I hurriedly lowered my voice and said cautiously, "Did you secretly hide the money?"

He has worked for the Jin family for five years, Jin Feisheng is like his son, it is impossible not to give him a penny.Although this house is out of the way, it has a large area and is well decorated, costing at least a few million.Could it be that he hid some money and didn't hand it in?Otherwise, where would he get so much money to buy a house?

"What are you thinking?" He slapped my ass, "How could I do something like that?"

He explained: "I haven't touched the money left by my father and grandma these years, and this time I was rewarded with a large bonus. It is not difficult to buy this house, and I still have a lot of money left over." .”

It turned out to be the case.

Feeling ashamed, I kissed the corner of his lips flatteringly and said, "Why don't you tell me a word, so I can help."

Although I don't have a lot of money there, since it's his and I's home, it's not easy for him to spend money alone.

"I told you, why are there any surprises?" He looked towards the garden outside and said, "I asked Yan Shuang to find a lot of places to find this place. Once I saw this garden, I thought you would like it."

I really like it very much. It took him more than a month to find this place, which is really not easy.

We didn't do anything, just sat cross-legged on the porch quietly, looking at the sunshine in the yard, the flowers, and the golden wheat fields outside the gate.

After going through storms and waves, you will understand how hard it is for the years to be quiet.Any tiny bit of beauty is worth seeing and remembering.

The blue sky is worth it, the hydrangeas in bloom are worth it, the breath of wheat being harvested in the air is worth it, and the people around you are even more worth it.

"Ji Ning..."

A gust of wind blew across my cheeks, I turned my head to look at Ran Qingzhuang, waiting for his next words.

He also looked at me: "Thank you."

I was a little stunned, why did you thank me all of a sudden?

"no need thank me?"

He looked back to the front again, and his eyes fell on a stone trough filled with water in the yard.

"everything."

He paused, then took out a red ring box from his pocket, and when he opened it, there was a ring that was almost exactly the same style as the one in his hand.It's just that the ring in the ring box is smaller and thinner.

"Thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for forgiving my stupidity, thank you for staying for me... I have nothing to give you, but as long as I have, it is yours, including my life. "

He solemnly asked: "Ji Ning, are you willing to be with me forever? Are you willing... to accept me?"

Without any warning, I didn't know which sentence or word he poked into my tears. My nose was sore, and the tears fell by themselves without brewing.After that, it was more like opening a sluice gate, and the brakes could not be stopped.

I felt ashamed and wanted to turn my back to wipe it off, but Ran Qingzhuang grabbed my shoulders and pushed it back.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He wiped the tears from my face and kept kissing my forehead.It seemed to be apologizing for making me cry, and it seemed to be apologizing for anything he said or did that hurt me earlier.

I couldn't help hugging him, tightly grasping the fabric of his back with both hands, silently shedding more tears.

As if all the suffering has come to an end, you finally understand that those sufferings are not meaningless.

I used to think that being ill was retribution, but seeing Ran Qingzhuang again was God asking me to atone for my sins.But now it seems that God took pity on the two of us and gave us a chance to meet again.

How could I not want to?How could I refuse it?

"Well..." I said with a strong nasal voice, "I am willing."

The ring fit on the ring finger of the left hand. It was just the right size, not too much and not too little. I don't know when Ran Qingzhuang measured the size.

I touched the ring a little fondly, Ran Qingzhuang leaned forward, stretched his fingers between my fingers, and interlocked with mine.

"Okay, after exchanging rings, you can kiss each other." After finishing speaking, he threw me down on the corridor.

In the past, I felt like a clown cloud, dark and gloomy, always raining alone, Ran Qingzhuang was so far away from me, he would never notice me.But he not only noticed, but now he tied me up with a rope and tied it to his ring finger.

So not everything in this world is right.

Yun looks up at the sun, envious of his hotness, maybe the sun is also looking up at the cloud, longing for his stay.

The earth is 1.5 million kilometers away from the sun. If there is no accident, the two will never meet in this life, but... Ran Qingzhuang and I will never be separated again.

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