Inferior by Nature

Facing his pressing questions, I couldn't help swallowing, and began to pretend to be confused.

"What?" I tried to pull the corners of my mouth and asked as naturally as possible.

"Lin Sheng has always given me a sense of separation. I didn't understand what this sense of separation was until I heard your quarrel." Ran Qingzhuang said unhurriedly, "If Xiao Hei didn't do it, then Could it be that he did other things too? Since then, I have often had such doubts."

"No way..." I buried my face and concentrated on eating noodles, avoiding eye contact with him, and avoiding revealing my secrets.

"Breakfast milk, red bean bread, and small biscuits with signatures. Now that I think about it, that's really not his style."

I rolled a chopstick noodle into my mouth, knowing that it's best not to say anything at this time, but I still couldn't help asking curiously: "What kind of style is he?"

Ran Qingzhuang's voice paused for a moment, and said: "All kinds of different drinks, snacks, and sandwiches."

Then I'm really poor, I don't even bring breakfast milk with different flavors...

At that time, I didn’t think much about it, and I brought him whatever I ate, wishful thinking that he, like me, ate the same breakfast every day, and wouldn’t get tired of eating it for several months.Looking back, Tiantian red bean bread is really boring and not nutritious.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's not much worse." I made nonsense without changing my face.

The noodles were originally a small bowl, but they quickly bottomed out.I picked up the bowl, didn't even miss the soup, and slurped down a few mouthfuls.

"I like those fortune-telling biscuits very much. Crushing them to get different maxims makes me feel like I'm talking to the person who brought me breakfast. Ji Ning, have you counted how many maxims there are in total?"

I accidentally choked, covered my mouth and coughed: "I...cough, go to the bathroom."

I got up and went to the bathroom, Ran Qingzhuang also got up, and didn't intend to end the breakfast topic.

"There are twenty in total, and I can recite every one of them."

I quickly walked into the bathroom and wanted to close the door, but Ran Qingzhuang held the door frame first, preventing me from closing it.

"When the sun goes down, don't be afraid of the night; when it dawns, be grateful for the new day. It's my favorite sentence." He gradually faded away from the roundabout and became direct, "You gave me the red bean bread, and you are also the one who gave me the care manual for heart patients." Did you cut it right?"

"I don't know what you're talking about..." I pressed my foot against the door to prevent him from coming in, and firmly refused to admit it, "I read this sentence from a book, and so did the other sentence. I didn't send you breakfast, red bean bread or something, even if it wasn't from Lin Sheng, it has nothing to do with me."

"Read it in a book? Which book?" He asked aggressively.

"Can not remember."

"Don't remember?" He sneered, "You don't remember, you have nothing to say."

Being guessed by him, I really have nothing to say.For the present plan, the only thing to do is buy a little time.

"You let me go to the bathroom first, I'm in a hurry."

"Let's talk clearly." Ran Qingzhuang didn't give an inch, pushed the door open, and pretended to squeeze in.

I was afraid that I would really pinch his hand, so I stepped back and let him in without using any more force.And as soon as he came in, I grabbed him and took the opportunity to slip away.Nai He only took two steps when his waist was strangled and dragged back.

"If you don't make it clear, you are not allowed to leave." Ran Qingzhuang slammed on the door, putting me between him and the door.

I broke his hand around my waist and said weakly: "I really want to go to the bathroom..."

He lowered his head, his soft lips moved along my earlobe, and his warm breath blew against my ears, making it itchy.

"Then come on, what have I not seen on you?" He said, actually wanting to pull my pants, "Do you want me to hold you?"

"No...no need." I grabbed his hand frantically, trying to stop him, but he pulled the zipper down anyway.

I got in like a loach with my fingers, I gasped, my forehead hit the door panel, and my knees trembled so much that they were about to bend.

"Not in a hurry? Just answer my question if you're not in a hurry." He deliberately misinterpreted my meaning.

"No...I mean, I don't need your help. I'll do it myself, you...can you get out?" I scratched at his fingers, trying to get him out, but the more I moved, the harder he drilled, and more The thing is, I do want to go to the bathroom.

Ran Qingzhuang didn't answer, but the increased strength in his hands has already told me with practical actions - not good.

This is simply "torture to extract a confession" and "torture into tricks"!

"Well...it's really not me."

He still didn't speak, and seemed to think he could squeeze something out if he could squeeze something out.

I bit my lip and turned to push him.He clasped my hand behind his back without any effort.

Clutching my hand, he pushed me further against the door, and I subconsciously supported it with the other hand, so far I completely lost, and let the "loach" in my pants have fun.

His body temperature rose little by little, and his cheeks still felt hot even when they were pressed against the door panel. His fingertips had nowhere to focus, and they slid down tremblingly.

It's really impossible to go any further...

"If you do this again... I'll be angry if you do this again." I warned him, deliberately lowering my voice in order to show momentum.

This move was quite effective, Ran Qingzhuang stopped when he heard the words, but he really didn't continue.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to tell him to let me go, but he suddenly bit the back of my neck, which made me cry out in pain.

Fortunately, he just bit it and let go. Although the pain was very clear, it was not harmful.

"Today is my birthday." He licked the piece of flesh lightly, and said with some dissatisfaction, "Are you sure you want to be angry with me on this day?"

I was shocked and scared by his bite, and felt that he was really unreasonable.He actually beat him up?Am I going to get mad at him?Obviously he was the one who "bited" me and wouldn't let me go, so I had no choice but to make such a bad move.

The voice of the heart that was suppressed at the dinner table just now came out again: Ji Ning, what are you waiting for?How long will you wait if you don't turn against him at this time?Hurry up and scold him, and then quarrel with him, saying that you hate others forcing you the most, that you are all guilty of everything to him, and that you just slept with him because you coveted his body!

Yes, I want to quarrel with him, I want to make him hate me.What's so great about a birthday, who doesn't have a birthday yet?I want to scold him, I want to fight with him!

"I'm sorry..." I knocked my head on the door panel in despair, knowing that it was useless, I still tried to knock the water out of my mind to wake myself up.

Ran Qingzhuang chuckled and kissed the back of my neck, like a reward for my obedience.

Darong Village is originally located in a remote place, once it gets dark, there are not many other sounds except for the occasional dog barking.Being too quiet has its advantages and disadvantages. The good part is that it is clean and not noisy. The bad part... I worry that my voice will disturb the neighbors.

Just like now, it is clear that we are in the bathroom, separated by a few walls, so no one should be able to hear me, but I still try to suppress my voice so that my speech is intermittent.

"Why didn't you admit it? Did you and Lin Sheng have an exchange for this matter?" Ran Qingzhuang still wanted to get to the bottom of it.

I kept sliding down, my brain was not enough, and I was very afraid that I would not be able to hold it in the next second.

"Who gave it...is it so important who gave it to you? Didn't Lin Sheng also... gave it to you?"

"That's different." He let go of my arm, turned to hold my waist again, and whispered in my ear, "That's different..."

What's the difference, he didn't go on, and I didn't have time to think about it.

In the end, I had a premonition that I couldn't hold it anymore, and I struggled, all of which were easily suppressed by him.I called his name in a low voice, pleading, but he was not moved at all.

As if it was a punishment for my stubbornness, he had a bit of force knowingly, the more I struggled, the tighter he entangled me.

Trembling for a while, I couldn't stand anymore, and slowly knelt down to the ground.He turned my face, kissed the corners of my eyes, and carefully held me up, letting me lean against him.

I let him kiss me submissively, thankfully the swaying liquid in my bladder is still full of humility, and I didn't cross the finish line first in this exciting race, otherwise the situation would be too embarrassing.

After this incident, Ran Qingzhuang seemed to lose interest in exploring the truth, or in other words, he put the matter on hold for the time being.

After tidying up my clothes, he hugged me to sit on the toilet, washed my hands, saw that I was still dazed, and stroked my forehead hair with his wet fingers, saying: "You do the rest yourself? "

I nodded, my body was still weak.

This time he turned and left briskly, closing the door for me as he left.

It wasn't until he walked away that I completely relaxed and let out a long breath into the air.

With his back to the mirror, he checked the back of his neck, and he could see a slight tooth mark, which was a little red and swollen, but there should be no traces by tomorrow.

Now that the weather is so hot, he always leaves traces in such a conspicuous place, to be seen by Tao Nian and the others.

After going to the toilet, he finally emptied the water, walked out of the bathroom after washing his hands, saw that Ran Qingzhuang had already packed the dishes and was washing the dishes, and leaned over to help him wash, but he avoided him.

"I know you still have something to hide from me." I froze for a moment, and just about to quibble, I heard him continue, "I won't force you, but you better tell me as soon as possible." After speaking, he bent down and stuffed the bowl into the cupboard , then ignore me.

Going back to the bedroom to get his clothes, he went into the bathroom to take a shower, and when he came out he just sat on the sofa and watched TV without talking to me.It seems that he has made up his mind that as long as I don't confess, he won't communicate.

Where is this not forcing me?It is obvious that you are retreating to advance, and implement soft violence against me!

I was eating grapes, sitting an arm's length away from Ran Qingzhuang, I didn't have much time to watch TV, I couldn't help but glance at him from the end of my eyes.

She peeled a grape and handed it to his mouth, but he avoided it without looking at it.I pursed my lips and had no choice but to take it back and eat by myself.

When it was time to go to bed, he turned off the TV, got up and walked to the bedroom.I naturally followed him to the bedroom, but he stopped me at the door.

"You sleep by yourself."

The door closed neatly in front of my eyes, I stared at it, and it took me a long time to realize that I was rejected by Ran Qingzhuang.

He's angry so he doesn't eat my grapes and doesn't sleep with me anymore.

I'm leaving in two days, and it's a good time to count the days.Didn't I plan to do so?Quarrel with him, make him angry, make him hate me... Following this rhythm, success is close at hand.

Shuffled around and turned around before taking two steps.

"Happy birthday." He said softly, but there was no movement inside the door.

I slowly went upstairs and returned to my room. After just a few steps, my heart felt very uncomfortable.

When he woke up again, Ran Qingzhuang was nowhere to be seen, and a note was left on the desk, simply writing the words "Don't look for anything".

I seem to have heard him mention it before, and Jiang Bureau is going to award him an honor today.

Hey, what a pity, the ceremony was closed to the public, so we couldn't see him in uniform anymore.

After eating the breakfast left on the table, the taste of the buns was a bit strange, not the same filling as usual, but it was not unpalatable.

The exam is going to be in a few days, and my little girl no longer races against time to review. In order to adjust her mentality and relax, she has time to send me messages on my mother's mobile phone these days.

Opening the message received in the morning, she said that she would come to me after the exam and asked me to take her somewhere to play.I wrote down these places and forwarded them all to Nan Xian, so that he would remember to take my little sister to play for me.

He didn't complain at all, and he no longer deceived himself by saying something to make me feel better and take her there by himself, but just replied "I know".

【Have you told Ran Qingzhuang yet? 】

【No. 】

[Where are the aunt and sister? 】

【nor. 】

【You are unfair to them like this. 】

I stared at the line for a long time, and was suddenly hit by a severe headache.The phone fell to the ground, and I groaned and curled up on the sofa, so painful that I couldn't even make a sound.

It may have been 2 minutes after the onset of the attack before the deadly pain eased.

I tremblingly picked up my phone when the doorbell rang.

I forced myself to open the door for the food delivery guy, but since my hands were still shaking and my body was sweating, I asked him to bring the food to the room for me.

"Well, I'll put it on the table for you." He not only brought it into the room for me, but also took out the vegetables in the bag one by one for me and put them on the table.

Looking at the different dishes one after another, I asked him if the chef had changed.

"Ah, yes, the chef changed yesterday. Something happened to the previous master's house, so he went back to his hometown."

I don't have much appetite, I just took two bites and put it down.

The little brother didn't close the door when he left, a ball slipped in through the door and rolled to the center of the living room, Haohao poked his head around the door, as if he wanted to come in but didn't dare.

I waved at him: "Come on, come in."

He hesitated for a moment, then walked towards me.

"Did you eat?" I asked him.

He glanced at the dishes on the table, stared at a piece of fried chicken wings, swallowed, shook his head and said, "No."

I handed him the chicken wings and let him take it himself.

He clearly wanted to eat it, but he still shook his head and refused to take it. I had to tell him that I don't like chicken wings. If he doesn't eat it, the dish will be wasted.

As soon as he heard that it was going to be wasted, he was finally moved by me, reached out and took one carefully, and said softly, "Thank you brother."

He ate three chicken wings in a row. After eating, I took him to wash his hands. After washing, he felt confused and sleepy.

I thought it was the sequelae of the disease, so I endured sleepiness and led Haohao to the door.

"My brother is not feeling well today, so I can't play with you anymore, you can go and play by yourself." Suddenly thinking that I haven't got the ball yet, I asked him to wait, and turned around to get the ball.

Holding the ball, there was a muffled sound behind me. When I looked back, Haohao had fallen to the ground.

"Haohao?" I stood up anxiously, my eyes darkened, and I staggered forward and fell forward.

I fell heavily to the ground, and the ball rolled away. I felt something was wrong, and tried to call for help, but the sound I made was pitifully small.

In just a few seconds, I completely lost consciousness.