Inferior by Nature

Looking down from the classroom window, you can see Ran Qingzhuang's smiling face; his vigorous figure on the basketball court; in the empty classroom, with his chin resting in a daze; lying pale on the hospital bed; in the ballroom full of mirrors, the tall figure projected ; When teaching me to shoot, the back against the solid chest...

I'm not sure if this can be called a dream. Ran Qingzhuang, him in different periods, in different scenes, is in my mind over and over again, and the final picture freezes when he says to Jin Chenyu, trade three swords for my life.

A knife pierced my palm, my heart constricted, and I woke up suddenly from a light sleep.

A little bright light came through the gap in the curtains, and I could hear the loud birdsong outside. I blinked, and my heartbeat couldn't calm down for a long time due to the content of the dream.

Slowly propped up, the thin quilt slipped from her shoulders, and she glanced around, her memory slowly recovered, and she began to think of the good deeds she had done.

I covered my face, my heart was burning from the top of my head to the soles of my feet, I was so ashamed, I didn't understand how I got to this point...

Ji Ning, you are really the seed of old Ji's family, pure!After waiting, we have a common topic with Lao Ji.

Ran Qingzhuang was not in the room, and there was no residual warmth in the bed beside him, he wondered if he woke up and left in a fit of anger when he saw me being too irritated.

Except for the slight sweat from sleep, the abdomen and legs are very refreshing, and the bed sheets have also been changed. It should be cleaned up by Ran Qingzhuang after he woke up.

He even cleaned it up for me?

I was taking advantage of other people's danger, and he didn't feel disgusted enough to beat me to vent his anger, but he even cleaned me up...Compared with this, I seem to be even more unbearable.

I'm such a scumbag.

I picked up the clothes at the end of the bed and put them on. My legs were limp and I got off the bed. After walking a few steps, my calf began to tremble.

Leaning on the wall and walking out of the bedroom, the living room was quiet, the remnants of the glass vase from last night were still on the floor, and there was still no sign of Ran Qingzhuang.

Could he really be gone?If I want to leave, I will leave. I will go to the hospital to check my brain and see if it is more serious. Otherwise, how could I do such an inhumane thing?

Bringing the trash can from the kitchen, carefully picking up the glass shards on the floor, I was so absorbed in my own thoughts that I didn't even notice when someone came behind me.

"Be careful not to hurt your hand."

With a shake of his hand, a large piece of glass shards slipped from his fingertips, hit the ground, and shattered into several smaller pieces.While I was still in a daze, my body was picked up horizontally and gently placed on the side table beside me.

Ran Qingzhuang stood in front of me, with no luggage in his hands, and no tears of accusation on his face.

He took out two paper towels, squeezed the shattered glass shards on the ground into the paper towels, and threw them into the trash can.

I stared blankly at him, forgetting to get off the table for a moment.

After cleaning up the shards of glass, he looked up and saw that I was still sitting on top, he was a little surprised: "Can't I come down?"

His attitude is so natural, if it weren't for the pain in my waist and legs, and the fact that the vase was broken, I would have wondered if it was me who was drunk yesterday.

"Where did you go just now?" I hooked his neck and let him hug my waist and hug me off the table.

Putting me on the ground, he didn't let go of his hand immediately, but rubbed my side waist through the T-shirt: "Wash the sheets and hang the clothes on the roof."

His waist was already sore, but when he rubbed his knees, it became soft like noodles, and he couldn't even stand up.I had no choice but to lean on him, clinging to him with both hands, and raised my head to talk to him.

"If you are so angry that you want to beat me up, I will never resist."

He paused his hands, and said with a strange expression: "...Why did I hit you?"

The blood in my whole body seemed to be on fire, and my eyes were so hot that my eyes were trembling. I lowered my eyes and said with difficulty, "That's... I... I know you misunderstood the person, but I... didn't suffer." Don't be tempted... Then, beat me up, I promise not to tell about what happened last night...I'll move in tonight with Tao Nian and the others...Look, what do you think?"

The strength on my waist suddenly increased, making my entire waist and abdomen firmly stick to Ran Qingzhuang without leaving a single gap.

"Ji Ning, how much do you remember last night?"

How much do you remember?

I remember everything from the beginning, including rubbing against each other, and then use the friction to further explore the limits of the human body.Because it was really astringent and painful at the beginning, the impression was particularly deep.

To be honest, the memory was a bit intermittent later on, and my mind went blank most of the time, completely immersed in the pleasure of the flesh, unable to concentrate.

"How many times do you remember?" Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, Ran Qingzhuang asked again.

How many times?

I raised my head in confusion, Ran Qingzhuang frowned tightly, sighed as if he hated iron for being weak, and said, "Don't you remember even once?"

I didn't know how to answer him, and I always felt that if I nodded, he would be angrier, so I just muttered meaningless "uh" and "ah", trying to avoid this question in embarrassment.

He let go of the hand around my waist, pulled off my arm, and looked at me at a distance from each other: "So you plan to let me beat you up, and then you will have nothing to do with each other?"

His eyes were so piercing that I could barely meet his eyes.

"It's not impossible if you want to spank two more times." I could even hand him the belt and let him spank.

He sneered: "You have a beautiful idea."

Hearing what he said, I bowed my head in embarrassment.What I did can't be solved with a beating, it's too bad, and beating to death is not an exaggeration.I didn't control it, it's all my fault, I deserve to die, I deserve it...

Ran Qingzhuang grabbed my collar and said angrily: "Ji Ning, why didn't I see that you are this kind of person before? Huh? He said he liked me in bed yesterday and told me not to like others. Put on your pants today Don't recognize people, what do you mean?"

"..."

I said I like him and tell him not to like others?

Did I say that?I recalled it, I can’t remember clearly, but it should have been said, man, at that time, I really said everything... Wait, it was he who was drunk yesterday, not me, why I don’t remember him But can remember so clearly?

I thought of a terrifying possibility, opened my eyes wide and said, "Did you get drunk yesterday?"

With a smile on his lips, he answered me confidently: "Did I say that I was drunk?"

The huge amount of information made my brain, which was not very bright, worse, and I crashed in an instant.

And just when I fell into doubts about life, the doorbell rang outside.

Ran Qingzhuang and I looked at each other, let go, and walked over to open the door.

Fu Ci was carrying a briefcase and standing at the door in neat clothes. He looked much better than the last time I saw him, but his expression was still cold and gloomy. Coupled with his ivory white complexion, he looked like a dog that hadn't seen the sun all year round. , a vampire who hates humans extremely.

"Hello, I'm Fu Ci, the chief prosecutor of Jin Feisheng's case. I called you before."

No one moved.

Ran Qingzhuang and I looked behind him, and the people behind him also looked at us, we were both a little shocked.

Fu Ci noticed something strange, looked back at Lin Sheng, and introduced to us: "I am not in good health. This is my accompanying doctor, whose surname is Lin Mingsheng. We have done a detailed background investigation on him and signed a non-disclosure agreement , he can be trusted." He paused, "But I guess that's not what you care about."

Lin Sheng wore a light blue shirt with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows, the smile on his face gradually faded, and he said, "I'll wait for you outside the door."

The prosecutor was Fu Ci, and Lin Sheng, as his doctor, came to the safe house.Me, Ran Qingzhuang, and Lin Sheng, although we have met each other before, it is somewhat sudden that the three of us are under the same roof.In addition, I just slept with Ran Qingzhuang last night, and before going to bed, Ran Qingzhuang just had dinner with Lin Sheng... I started to have a headache again.

"Come in." Ran Qingzhuang turned sideways and let Fu Ci enter the room. He didn't greet Lin Sheng, but he didn't close the door either.

Ran Qingzhuang and Fu Ci sat down at the dining table, and I poured herbal tea and cold water for them respectively.

Ran Qingzhuang looked at me suspiciously, and I explained: "You can't drink strong tea if you have a bad heart."

When he was in high school, his grandma had a bad heart. I checked the information, but I can't remember everything, but this one still has some impressions.

Fu Ci took a sip of water from the water glass and said, "Thank you, my heart is healed, but I'm currently taking immunosuppressants, so I really need to keep my diet light."

The sun was scorching outside, and there was no place to shade. Lin Sheng sat on the stone bench outside, playing with his mobile phone by himself, and after a while, the cloth on his back became wet.

I didn't want to take care of him at first, but he and Fu Ci were guests after all. Seeing that he was sweating more and more, fearing that he would suffer from heat stroke, I took a cup of herbal tea to the yard and pushed him in front of him with the back of my finger.

He raised his head slowly, his fair skin was flushed, and the tip of his nose was covered with sweat.

"Why don't you go in?" I asked, "I saw you yesterday, didn't you?"

I guess he wanted to get rid of his relationship with other men in front of Fu Ci, and he felt more and more worthless for Ran Qingzhuang.

Lin Sheng looked at me and suddenly smiled: "Who have I met?"

"Ran Qingzhuang." I frowned, not knowing what was so funny about him.

"Ah...you mean, the ring he had someone hand over to me? Yesterday the service desk said that someone picked up my ring. I saw that it was the one given to Ran Qingzhuang back then, but I did not meet him."

"What?" I was taken aback.

Didn't they meet yesterday?

"He returned the ring to me, he should know what happened back then, so I didn't want to be annoying when I went in..." He looked at my expression, paused suddenly, and looked at me like an alien, "You won't be here until now. Haven't said it yet? What are you doing, Ji Ning? Are you waiting for me to snatch him back?"

He threw the phone on the table and said, "Do you know why I chased him back then? Because he thought it was me who delivered the breakfast, I was the one who tracked down the dog abuser, and I was the one who took care of him in the hospital all night. I was the one who cut up that stupid heart patient care manual for him."

"Ji Ning, you should have watched "Swan Lake", right? The white swan fell in love with the prince first, but the black swan disguised herself as her to attend the ball, causing the prince to swear love to the wrong person. You are the poor one white swan."

"What are you doing now? Self-righteously connecting me with Ran Qingzhuang? You are really less disgusting. I was just sent out of the country, not sent to jail. Do you know how many times I have had the opportunity to contact him?" He scowled , said coldly, "Don't give me what you don't want, I'm not a trash can."

He picked up the ice water and splashed it on his face, instantly wet his head and face.If it wasn't for Ran Qingzhuang and the others inside, I really wish I could pounce on him and strangle him to death.

I reluctantly sent Ran Qingzhuang to him, but he actually said that it was something I didn't want?

"A person like you...should be alone forever." How could I feel that I could entrust Ran Qingzhuang to him?I'm really out of my mind.

Lin Sheng lowered his head and glanced at his skin-colored front, giggling: "Finally, I stopped pretending, Ji Ning? You are much more interesting now than before."

I picked up the cup, suppressed my anger and turned to enter the room. When I opened the door, I almost bumped into Ran Qingzhuang.He stood there like a wall, his face was frighteningly black, and he didn't know how long he had been listening.