You said you were a little hard to chase

The day before the winter solstice, Shen Shu got up early to prepare breakfast. He asked the company for leave because he was going to visit the grave.

Zhou Ce also bought some things for tomb-sweeping early, and when he got home, he saw that Shen Shu was already preparing clothes for the trip.

The black clothes, black pants, and even the hat are all black, which makes people not feel relaxed.

Zhou Ce went over and put the things on the table, and said, "It's better not to wear such serious clothes, uncle doesn't want to do this either."

As he spoke, he took two sets of plain clothes from the closet, neither bright nor heavy.It's as casual and simple as meeting an old friend.

Shen Shu nodded, handed back the black clothes, and called Zhou Ce to eat.

He has always been without a smile, with a serious look on his face.Zhou Ce knew that Shen Shu was unhappy because of his father.

Smiling, Zhou Ce reached out and rubbed Shen Shu's hair, "I'm happy, I'm going to see my father."

Shen Shu just bent his lips and didn't make any further movements.

This meal was the most silent ever.You must know that no matter how much comfort you say at this time, it will not help, the other party will not listen to it, and you are tired of talking, so Zhou Ce decided to let Shen Shu digest it alone.

The car was driving fairly steadily, and it was Yi Lian who searched for the carnation for a long time before finding it.

When Zhou Ce was driving to get flowers with Shen Shu, Yi Lian still looked at Zhou Ce's appearance with a strange expression, and didn't say anything to Zhou Ce until finally getting into the car.

She said, "It's cheap for you kid."

Zhou Ce smiled, "If it's not cheap, whoever is cheap, I am the only one who can accompany him in this world."

He spoke so sonorously and forcefully, as if he already had a reputation now.

If it wasn't for Shen Shu's urging, Yi Lian would have gotten into the car and started fighting with Zhou Ce.

You must know that Shen Shu has never brought anyone to see his father in so many years, even he used to just stand at the gate of the cemetery and wait.This boy Zhou Ce holds a lot of weight in Shen Shu's heart, he could even take him to visit the grave.

Looking at the car going away and the rising sun, Yi Lian felt for the first time that Shen Shu really lived in this world.

Shen Shu in the past was like a soul with no fixed place, no place to return to, but now Shen Shu has someone who loves him, has friends, and has a future.

Pretty good, Yi Lian thought.

The car stopped 300 meters away from the cemetery.

Shen Shu asked Zhou Ce to take the flowers and register by himself.

Looking inside, Zhou Ce felt that it was very quiet, but when he thought of the concern of burying so many people here, he felt that it was quite lively.

The winter wind blowing on my face was not painful, but the stooped boy not far away was dressed a little thinly, making him look a bit more affectionate.

Zhou Ce thought for a while, took the scarf from the car, and walked over by himself before Shen Shu came over.

It just so happened that Shen Shu had also finished registering. When he turned around and saw that Zhou Ce was handing the scarf to him, he was a little stunned. He raised his hand and touched his neck, which was indeed a little cold.

"I actually—"

Shen Shu was interrupted by Zhou Ce before he could say a word. Zhou Ce surrounded Shen Shu with his hands no matter how much he said.

Warmth enveloped Shen Shu, and the wind could no longer blow him easily.

Shen Shu said softly, "Thank you."

"Be polite with me." Zhou Ce returned to him, took Shen Shu's hand and put it in his pocket, then asked with a flower in his hand, "How do I get there?"

Although there are not many words, but the voice is a bit loud.Shen Shu suddenly came back to his senses, and led Zhou Ce to a place.

On the way, I encountered many tombs, some young and some old. The place where they lived was only a few meters wide, and there was only a black and white photo with them.

Zhou Ce couldn't help but feel a little sad when he remembered that his mother also lived here.

The cemetery is a weird place. Some people feel warm, and some people feel that the people living there are their own lives.

Just like Shen Shu, half his life's past was buried here with his father.

Finally, Shen Shu led him to stand in front of a man.

The man in the photo can be seen to be very young, probably only ten years older than Shen Shu.The eyebrows and eyes are similar to Shen Shu, but Shen Shu is softer than him.

It said, Shen Shuwen.

It was his name, and it was Shen Shu's father.

Standing in front of the tomb, Shen Shu took out a piece of paper and wiped the cement in front of the tomb. He put food on it, and then presented flowers.

"Dad, I brought someone to see you."

The wind dazzled Zhou Ce's eyes and made his eyes hurt.

In the past, he thought that life and death were nothing more than that, but when he thought that Shen Shu had experienced the pain of losing a loved one alone, he felt that it was a big deal.

He heard Shen Shu introducing himself to Shen Shuwen, saying that he took good care of him and that he was very good to him.

In fact, there were times when Zhou Ce was ignorant. When he first joined the company, he couldn't swallow that breath. He found fault with Shen Shu in every possible way, and even stepped on the scars in Shen Shu's heart in anger.

He is not as good as Shen Shu said, nor is he as selfless as Shen Shu said.

Shen Shu sat in front of the tomb, facing Shen Shuwen.

Suddenly, he stopped, waited for a gust of wind to blow, and said again, "He is my lover."

The wind blew up Shen Shu's clothes again, as if Shen Shuwen was responding to him.

He said that Zhou Ce is his lover, love.

Finally confessed his feelings.

Zhou Ce also sat down, and he said to Shen Shuwen, "Hello, uncle, my name is Zhou Ce."

My name is Zhou Ce, and I belong to Sun Ce.My father originally gave me this name because he wanted me to be more decisive in my actions, but I am not decisive enough now.But uncle, please rest assured, I will always grow up, and that day must not be far away.

The petals were blown to the ground by the wind and blown to other tombs.Are you sharing your son with others to see yourself?

Shen Shu smiled, and gathered the half scattered flowers over there.

Get up again and pour wine for Shen Shuwen, "Dad, the company is doing well this year, and I'm doing my best. I went back to my hometown again and almost died on the way."

He talked to Shen Shuwen about his recent situation one by one, but Zhou Ce never expected that Shen Shu's hometown would be the place where he went to collect folk songs.

Slightly surprised in his heart, he asked: "Then you..."

He didn't say anything more, and Zhou Ce didn't know what to say.

Shen Shu must have had a hard time in the past, so he can't see others suffering.

Shen Shu, who was slightly sideways, didn't pay attention to what Zhou Ce said, he just poured out the wine and handed Zhou Ce a glass.

Turning to Zhou Ce, he said, "I used to be so poor that I couldn't even afford food."

This is not something to be ashamed of, just like when he came out of the juvenile prison after his father's death, he had to rely on tutoring for others to earn living expenses.

Some people are born in a place where money is piled up, and some people are born without a fig leaf.Some people build the future with their hands, and some people sit on a high place and point out the country.These are life, nothing to complain about.

Besides, relying on my own hands to earn clean money, there is nothing to be ashamed of.

"In our place, mountains are connected to mountains, and sky is connected to sky. When I was a child, I thought the world was that big, but later I realized that the world is so big and boundless that you can't see it all at a glance." Shen Shu poured the wine into his mouth , The wine was so strong that his throat was burned, and after coughing a few times, he said: "But the world is so big, but there is no place for me."

After speaking, he threw another full wine glass on the ground.

Zhou Ce opened his mouth, wanting to tell Shen Shu that it is enough for him to have himself, but he dare not, Shen Shu is an extremely strong person, if he said this, it would be just a carnival stepping on Shen Shu's self-esteem .

He didn't want to choose to hurt Shen Shu just to satisfy his own vanity.

Putting the wine into his mouth, Zhou Ce just took a sip. The baijiu was very strong, and his stomach has always been bad.

After Shen Shu finished his toast to Shen Shuwen, Zhou Ce drank the wine slowly.

He looked at Shen Shu sitting there looking at Shen Shuwen's photo.

"If you want to come in the future, I will accompany you."

I don't know if it's an illusion or what, but Shen Shu's earlobe was bleeding red, and even his neck was tinged with red.

He turned his head, with a little mist in his eyes, and smiled: "Okay."

Drinking too much liquor is a consequence of this, and one gets drunk quickly.

Shen Shu stood up and shook his body, he stretched out his hand to caress the black and white photo, his fingertips trembled slightly but he tried his best to hold it steady.

"Dad, I brought him to see you, and I don't know if you are happy or unhappy."

He spoke so softly that Zhou Ce thought he was talking to himself.

Like a drunk person late at night, looking at the dim street lights and muttering to himself.Talk about the unfairness of the world, talk about the warmth and coldness of the world.

Zhou Ce saw Shen Shu reaching out to wipe off the ashes on the photo, then lowered his head and poured another glass of wine for Shen Shuwen.

The wine spilled on the ground, drawing a watermark.

Shen Shu looked at the little wine left in the glass, raised his head and was about to swallow it all.

But Zhou Ce quickly stood up and stopped him.

The liquor was very strong, and Shen Shu was not in good health during this time, so he couldn't drink that much.

Zhou Ce snatched the wine, put away the wine, and sat on the ground with Shen Shu in his arms.

He thought that Shen Shu would fight and grab, but he didn't expect Shen Shu to just sit quietly, not making noise, just looking at the people in the photo, without saying a word.

After a long time, he wiped away the tears from the corner of his eyes.

He took out a photo from his pocket. It was a photo he had seen in the office when Shen Shu just came out of the juvenile prison.

Same eyes, same hairstyle.

Just as Zhou Ce was about to ask, he heard Shen Shu's half-deprecating tone, "I'm a person who came out of a juvenile prison, how could I be worthy of you."

It turned out that he felt that he was not worthy of Zhou Ce.

Zhou Ce took his photo and imitated his previous tone, saying, "He's pretty handsome."

His tone was casual with usual carelessness, and even the ending sound was echoing.

To be honest, Zhou Ce has always thought that this photo is the most handsome one Shen Shu has ever seen, with wildness and innocence, very... a reversal.

He didn't lie to Shen Shu.

Shen Shu just smiled and hummed.

He said it back, but he didn't think that way in his heart.Shen Shu himself knew what this photo looked like, whether it was ugly or unbearable.

It was also this photo that prompted him to take the path of photography. He wanted to explore the truth and shape heaven.

"This picture was taken by an uncle for me." Shen Shu said.

Zhou Ce responded to him, pointed out the shortcomings in the photo, and said, "Then uncle still has some skills."

The lighting of the composition is just right, of course, the model is not bad, it is a good interpretation of the purpose of the picture.

After listening to Zhou Ce's speech,