I don't know myself

Although Chen Xiao's mother didn't give him time to think about how to explain to himself, but he gave himself time to explain to himself for three days.

These three days made him feel terrified, his mother didn't talk to him these days, didn't call or send messages, nothing.

He asked his old sister what our mother is like now, and his old sister told him that she was very peaceful, which made Chen Xiao even more frightened. This kind of tranquility is the most terrifying thing, okay?

Chen Xiao couldn't use a single word to describe Chen Xiao's past few days, he was worried about sleeping and getting up, but for people, he was also worried when eating and relaxing.

Jiang Yan next to him looked at the kind who didn't smoke, and looked at him, Chen Xiao glared at him, and if he could, he wanted to punch him: "Fuck, the old tm is making fun of me!" Jiang Yan Yan took a look at Chen Xiao, who was furious, and coughed dryly:

'Well, I didn't, I didn't smile!'

"P you are my father, your eyes are long and your ass is fucked"

Jiang Yan was amused by his words again. He really wanted to laugh so much. Chen Xiao slapped him on the back and stared at him fiercely: "Why hit me?" '

"Fuck, then why are you fucking laughing at me?"

"Because of you...you are so funny when you look sad every now and then~"

'Why are you so sad? '

Chen Xiao looked at him and didn't want to talk anymore, sighed and turned his head, sat down on the concrete slab and grabbed the grass: "Fuck, I don't want to be so worried!"

"Then I don't understand why it's not autumn yet, why am I so worried?"

Jiang Yan looked at him, frowned and sat next to him, biting a cigarette, picked up the cigarette case and waved it. Chen Xiao refused, he doesn't smoke and he doesn't touch that smelly thing:

"I said no!"

'What is your logic? '

'Who told you that people have to worry about autumn'

Chen Xiao looked up at him and rolled his eyes at him. Jiang Yan took out the cigarette in his mouth with his hand and took a puff. The smoke formed a smoke ring and then disappeared:

"Haven't you heard a word? There is autumn on the word for worry!"

'Tsk, you can talk about comedy with your logic!'

"Then how did you tell me you were sad?"

Jiang Yan picked up the cigarette case in his hand and knocked on Chen Xiao's head, Chen Xiao frowned and looked at him stupidly, let's knock on the head

'You'll be living autumn before this summer'

"Fuck, I'm just describing it!"

'Has your mother talked to you these two days? '

"You're fucking asking nonsense!"

"If my mother talked to me, I would be so worried"

Jiang Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at Chen Xiao, the angry chick, lying on the lawn with a smile on his mouth, and patted him on the back:

"Where is Song Ke, Song Ke didn't look for you"

Chen Xiao glanced at him and threw his head back on Jiang Yan's arm. Jiang Yan was frowning and said with a smile on his face suddenly: "Be gentle, my boyfriend hurts~"

"Go away, you can't help disgusting me!"

'Who disgusted you'

'Hurry up and answer my question, did he find you? '

Chen Xiao didn't look at him and shook his head on his arm, Jiang Yan felt as if his arm had been tied, probably because Chen Xiao's hair was relatively hard: "You sent me a message and you called me too!"

'Then what'

"Then I didn't pick up and I didn't want to talk to him, it's that simple fuck stop asking!"

'so fierce'

"Shut up, let me be quiet for a while!"

Jiang Yan smoked the last cigarette because he was lying on his arm, and he couldn't get up and put the cigarette on the ground, so he could only pinch it with his hands. It's a cool thing to pinch a cigarette with his hands, although it's a bit hot...

Chen Xiao stared blankly at the pile of messages sent on his phone, except for Song Ke who sent him the most accidents was his old sister.

Secondly, it comes from people who know that he came out and people who have a good relationship with him care about it. Did you make a mistake about which big mouth spread it? He didn't tell anyone that he came out.

Chen Xiao frowned and was so angry that he almost dropped his phone. He wanted to say that he was fine and didn't come out of the closet, and those people who said it didn't bring a letter for sure!

He is very convinced that these dog friends are not there when needed, and they will be there as soon as something unlucky happens to him. Why are you so obvious when you say you go to the theater?

Fuck is it because he has no eyes or he has no mobile phone? These people: "Don't look at what they sent you." Chen Xiao closed his eyes tightly and then gave him a look, confirming that Jiang Yan also looked at him like that people playing

Jiang Yan looked at him and smiled, playing with the lighter in his hand: "If you don't read other people's messages, you have to read what your sister sent you. Maybe I sent you something. If you don't see it, what should you do if you are worried?" ' Chen Xiao felt that what he said was quite right.

Since he was in the dormitory that day, he has spent almost all of his time in the dormitory, except when he has to go to class, he is always in the dormitory, and he doesn't play games or use mobile phones.

In order to give myself enough time to think, I also sent a message in the circle of friends, I want you to let me talk quietly for a while, and then I didn’t see anyone’s information, and the whole phone was almost turned off.

In WeChat:

Chen Ming: "Brother, how are you these days?"

Chen Ming: "Mom, she has nothing special these days, and she didn't scold me when I talked to her!"

Chen Ming: "Brother, do you think my mother has accepted your business?"

Chen Ming: "Brother, you don't love me anymore, why don't you reply to my messages?"

Chen Ming: "Brother, if your mobile phone is still available, please receive the answer!"

Chen Ming: "Ah, yes, there are more!"

Chen Ming: "Brother Song told me that you didn't reply when he texted you, and you didn't answer when he called you. He was very worried about you..."

Chen Ming: "Brother Song also told me bro, the girl you saw that day was from his class..."

Chen Ming: "Although in this situation, if it were put on me, I would think like you, brother, that Brother Song is on two legs!"

Chen Ming: "But he explained everything to me clearly, and even recorded it and sent it over!"

Chen Ming: "That girl also promised that she would not look for him again!"

Chen Ming: "So brother, I don't think you need to be angry with Brother Song again! He is really really really really really really really worried about you!"

Chen Ming: "Oh, my handsome brother, please answer when you see it!"

Chen Xiao: "..."

Chen Xiao: "Well... I might go back later..."

Chen Ming: "Ah, but I'm at school!"

Chen Ming: "I may not be able to help you with anything..."

Chen Xiao: "You don't need your nickname!"

Chen Xiao: "I want...I want to explain to our mother..."

Chen Ming: "Explain clearly, explain what

Chen Ming: "Brother, don't you really want to admit to our mother that you are with Brother Song?"

Chen Ming: "I feel that letting my mother know may be a bit exciting..."

Chen Xiao: "You think too much!"

Chen Xiao: "I want to explain to our mother the relationship between me and Song Ke, and the things about those photos are not what he thought..."

Chen Xiao: "But what I say may implicate you, my sister..."

Chen Xiao: "I'm hesitating whether to say..."

Chen Ming: "Oh, brother, you are really the best brother in the world! I will consider everything for your sister first!"

Chen Ming: "Brother, don't worry about me, if you want to explain to mom, just say so!"

Chen Ming: "My mother will not beat me even if I am fine. You know how much my mother loves my brother!"

Chen Ming: "So brother, if you want to say something, just say don't worry about me!"

Chen Xiao breathed a sigh of relief when he saw his sister's words. He was very worried just now, and now he is much more relaxed. Jiang Yan glanced at him, closed his eyes and lay on his arms easily.

He raised his eyebrows in surprise and looked sideways at Chen Xiao: "What did you say?" 'Chen Xiao also turned his head and glanced at him. Did he make a mistake? How did he get so close?

There is a kind of feeling that you can kiss it if you get closer, Chen Xiao subconsciously turned her head back: "I'm going...I'm going to confess to my mother!"

Jiang Yan frowned and looked at him: 'Confess what?Is it to confess that you came out of the closet or to confess that you are with Song Ke? ' Chen Xiao frowned when he heard his words.

Why do I feel that what he said was a bit angry? The tone of his voice was fierce. He blinked a few times and sat up and stopped lying on someone's arm. Jiang Yan watched his movements and sat up:

'what do you mean I'm right'

"By the way, it's not entirely true!"

'What's the meaning? '

"I... plan to tell my mother that I'm out of the closet..."

"But I want...to clarify my relationship with Song Ke with my mother!"

"It's not what she saw! The object has no relationship and has not been confirmed. Of course I have to explain it clearly!"

Jiang Yan looked at him in a daze for a moment, then stopped looking at him, looked at the hand playing with the lighter in his hand: "So you mean...you have to admit that you have nothing to do with Song Ke, right?"

Chen Xiao, who heard this question, was also stunned. It doesn't matter. It doesn't seem to be the case. He has kissed him and he didn't refuse. How can it be okay?

But now he has to say that if he wants to explain clearly, he can only say that it doesn't matter, he can't let his mother feel bad because of his own affairs, what if he can't think about it and is depressed?

Chen Xiao glanced at Jiang Yan and answered him with a "hmm" and then turned his head. Hearing his reply, Jiang Yan looked at him with wide eyes in disbelief: "Really"

'Don't tease me!'

"Fuck, why is I making fun of you?"

Chen Xiao cast a glance at him and got up on the ground and patted his own buttocks. Jiang Yan also got up with a smile on his lips and sat next to him with his shoulders:

'Does that mean I have a chance'

"Go away, give your uncle a chance!"

'How do you admit that you like men and not let me chase you'

"Fuck, what does it matter if I like men or not?"

Chen Xiao slapped the arm that was holding him away, Jiang Yan frowned and hugged him even tighter: "Do we matter or not? You don't have a B number in your heart." Chen Xiao raised his eyelids and turned to him A blind eye.

Is it because he is too good, do these two people have to hang around him?I just can't figure out what is so attractive about me?

He also looks average and likes to swear at people. These two people have to hang around him, so is he just a word that needs to be scolded or beaten?

Chen Xiao and Jiang Yan started to stroll after dinner, because he wanted to know that he might not be able to come back after going home to face his mother...

It's a good thing to take a walk in advance to give yourself a vaccination, Jiang Yan didn't say anything and followed him all the time...