I don't know myself

On the second day, Chen Xiao was lying on his bed and didn't fall asleep to him, he was thinking about something, he was thinking about how to solve that matter, how to make his mother accept it, or give him a good meal.

Not knowing what to choose and what to do, Jiang Yan, who was on the lower bunk, was reading a book and kicked the bed board.

Kicked Chen Xiao once and didn't respond, then he kicked him two or three times again, Chen Xiao was furious and frowned because he couldn't think about things.

Also patting his own bed board is equivalent to responding to Jiang Yan: "Why are you sick?" Jiang Yan glanced at the bed board, closed the book and said helplessly smiled:

'What are you going to do? '

Hearing this question, Chen Xiao frowned again. What is he going to do? He was asking himself about that matter. He doesn’t even know how he knows when you ask him.

"have no idea…!"

"My mother didn't give me a statement..."

"I can't tell what my mother means, I can't tell that he accepts it, and I can't tell that he doesn't accept it..."

"He won't tell me, I'll be very troublesome..."

Jiang Yan sat on his bed and got up wearing slippers and reached out to hug Chen Xiao's bed handle: "Then you don't know what your mother thinks, what do you think?" 'Chen Xiao frowned again and looked at Jiang Yan.

After watching for a while, he stared at the big white wall in front of him again. What did he think? He thought at the beginning that it was impossible for him not to like a man at all.

But now the fact is that he doesn't know what to do after thinking about it. This kind of love is really illusory to him, and it's not reliable at all, but he still wants to gamble.

Such an analysis, such a thought, why is it so ridiculous? Chen Xiao bit her lips and leaned on the bed and stepped down the bed ladder.

Jiang Yan saw that he didn't return to himself but climbed onto his desk, wilting like a flower that hasn't been watered for several days, Jiang Yan walked over with his arms folded and kicked his chair:

'Tell me back!'

"do not know!"

When Jiang Yan heard this sentence, he frowned and was about to say something, Wang Hao and Liu Xu came back, Wang Hao glanced at Chen Xiao who was lying on the table.

He raised his eyebrows and glanced at Jiang Yan who was standing next to him: "Brother Jiang, you are bullying Lord Xiao." Jiang Yan frowned at them, then looked at the background of Chen Xiao lying on his stomach and smiled:

"I want to bully him only if he lets me bully~"

Wang Hao frowned and looked at the two of them again and pointed at Chen Xiao: "Then what's wrong with him?" 'Chen Xiao didn't answer, just lying on the table dryly...

He was too lazy to answer them, he didn't want to talk about those troubles, Jiang Yan folded his hands and sat on his chair next to Chen Xiao, pointed to Chen Xiao with his chin and said very calmly:

'His mother knew about him coming out...'

When Wang Hao heard this sentence, he raised his eyebrows in surprise, and glanced at Liu Xu who was next to him who wanted to drink water. Liu Xu was also very surprised that he almost spilled all over without water.

Liu Xu unscrewed the bottle cap and glanced at Chen Xiao who was lying on the table, and hesitantly glanced at Jiang Yan next to Chen Xiao: "Then what? Was Chen Xiao beaten by his mother?"

Jiang Yan shook his head and looked at Chen Xiao and Liu Xu heaved a sigh of relief after hearing this, Wang Hao leaned on the bed ladder of his own bed and looked at Jiang Yan: "No beating, did you scold me?" '

He saw that Jiang Yan shook his head to express his surprise, subconsciously glanced at Liu Xu who was sitting on the side, and listened to what they said that Liu Xu was cleaning his glasses.

Then he swallowed his saliva, frowned and looked at Jiang Yan: "If you don't beat or scold, then you agree, his mother agrees that he likes a man."

I saw Jiang Yan shook his head at Wang Hao again, Chen Xiao slammed the table and turned his head to stare at Wang Hao: "My mother agreed, I can still be so worried." Wang Hao looked at the two of them and frowned again:

'Then Master Xiao, what do you think? '

Hearing these words, Chen Xiao was speechless and turned to him and then lay back. Why did they keep asking these few words back and forth?He's about to throw up and you ask him how he knows.

What he thinks doesn't go according to what he thinks. What's the use of asking him? I really don't understand. The people in their dormitory are all good people, but he himself is a big different!

Wang Hao looked at Chen Xiao and didn't come back to him, so let's play with his wife, Liu Xu watched him come and blushed and turned his head away from him.

I saw the old poet Wang Hao bumping into Liu Xu with his leg, with a very seductive and wretched laughing voice at the corner of his mouth: "Baby, let's meet the parents too." Liu Xu blushed so hard when he heard this sentence!

He really wanted to say that there are still people, can we not do this, Chen Xiao, who was already very annoying, was pissed off by the two of them, just raised his head and was about to scold Wang Hao, but someone was faster than him.

That is, the Jiang Yan family sitting next to him directly threw a pack of cigarettes in his hand over. Wang Hao looked back at him and threw himself a pack of 100 yuan cigarettes: "Brother Jiang, you are quite extravagant, take 100 yuan." money smoke throw me'

Jiang Yan frowned and glared at him: 'Get lost!You two want to show outside! Don’t bother me, I’m very annoying now too!’ Wang Hao looked at Jiang Yan and nodded with a smile, then pulled up Liu Xu who was sitting on his own seat and his buttocks were not warm, and left.

I saw Jiang Yan sitting up straight and stretching his two long legs at will, and glanced at Chen Xiao who was still in the same posture as before, but his head changed direction:

'What are you going to do? '

'I'm asking you to carry on your own things that have been discovered'

"Come out is not your business alone, you don't plan to talk to Song Ke?" '

"Carrying it alone, do you think you are the sky or the earth"

Hearing this, Chen Xiao opened his eyes and blinked, yes, he looks like an idiot, obviously this kind of thing is not his alone, why do you worry about yourself so much, why do you do it all by yourself

This is not his business. The person who kissed him was not himself, and he was not the one who was found out. If he had to push it on himself, wouldn't that be a foolish brain?

Just as he patted the table to give me the courage to send a WeChat message about it, he thought that the little girl was at Song Ke's house.

Opening his mouth and shutting his mouth, he was angry at the woman Song Ge called, but also because they had no relationship and were not boyfriends.

What reason does he have to find someone now? They are not together, and he is so sad that he makes his mother think that he is out of the closet

Thinking about it this way, who else is really TM unlucky?Who else can be as unlucky as him, probably he is the most unlucky in the whole world.

You said that if the two of them were together, it would be reasonable to come out of the closet, but if they weren't together, they would be misunderstood by their own mother.

The more Chen Xiao thought about it, the angrier he became, he couldn't figure out why his sister was so ruthless and didn't leave a way out for his brother, and she had to develop some photos and not hide them properly, and she was discovered.

He really wanted to say hurry up and give me one of the world's top ten tragedies, let it out quickly and Chen Xiaoneng will cry for you all night in seconds.

Jiang Yan frowned and looked at him just now, who was confident and slapped the table fiercely, looking like he was going to hit someone, but now he lay back down like a deflated balloon:

'What are you doing? '

'If you have something to say, don't play charades with me, how do you let me guess? '

"I don't know tm!"

"I don't even have that kind of relationship with Song Ke!"

"What do you want me to tell him? How do you want me to discuss with him?"

"My mother misunderstood me coming out because of those photos my sister developed!"

"How do you ask me to ask someone if I want my face?"

Chen Xiao felt why he had the brain of a top student. The logic of his thinking was so fresh and thorough that it caused a headache. A very simple matter had to be considered from several angles.

He is almost speechless. It can be solved simply, isn't it a matter of whether you choose one or not?

Now that I think about it, it’s not the same thing. Who do you tell him to talk to? Who do you tell him to talk to? He feels so miserable.

No one understands him. He feels that his heart is really, really tired. This is more than once than when he was from junior high school to university.

Jiang Yan sighed at him and leaned on the table to look at him, while Chen Xiao was still playing with his keyboard in the same posture:

'It's such a simple thing'

'If you come out, you're out, if you don't, you don't, just say it's okay'

"Are you like this because your mother found out that you are out of the closet, or because you like a man and your mother found out"

Hearing this question, Chen Xiao froze with his hands playing with the keyboard. Is there any difference between these two questions? Don't they both like men?

It seems that they are different questions with different meanings. The first one is that he was found by his mother, and the second one is because he has always been worried.

What worries him from head to toe is because his mother found out that he came out of the closet, so he is so worried!

Chen Xiao suddenly felt that he had figured it out, wanted to open up, and suddenly realized that he was not worried about the fact that he was broken up, but that he was worried about being out of the closet and being known by his mother...

So what he needs to solve now is those about his coming out of the closet, he suddenly felt a lot more relaxed and sat up and took a look at Jiang Yan.

Folding his hands and staring at his computer that was not turned on: "I'm... I'm like this because I came out and my mother found out about me..." Then he nodded again:

"That's how it should be!"

Looking at him, Jiang Yan raised his eyebrows and leaned on the chair and followed him to learn how to hold hands: "Then that's why..."

'You're not worried because you like Song Ke, and then your mother found out, right? '

Good guy, here comes another question. Chen Xiao went through it again in his head.

Of course he wasn't because of Song Ke, it was purely because of his coming out that he felt like letting his mother know that he liked a man!

Chen Xiao let out a sigh and nodded, looking at Jiang Yan: "Well, it's like this..." The two tapped on the keyboard: "I don't know either! It seems that it's just because I like a guy now! "

"It's annoying, why should I like a man?"

"Fuck, you're so fucking speechless, can't you make me a straight man?"

"You have to break the bend for me, you guys are happy, right?"

Jiang Yan looked at his embarrassing look and tried not to laugh, it's too funny, it can't be described as cute, it's too damn cute to bend yourself and rely on others!