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Chapter 22 Downhill
After a few breaths, Lu Xingwan sat in the head's living room and wandered away.
For a moment, she felt that she might still be in a dream, and her expression was in a trance,? But no one noticed her at this time.
The girl in red, that is, Jiang Lianyi, reunited with her teacher, and she wept with pain and sighed with emotion.
Everything developed as in the dream. It turned out that when the cold-tempered sect leader would have such violent mood swings, she would hug someone.
It turns out that under the gentle and quiet appearance of the elder sister, there are also intense emotions surging, she will cry, and she will also show a gentle and alienated smile to people.
Lu Xingwan should have been happy for them, just like the one in her dream, but now she only feels desolate and empty.Some things that never belonged to her are completely gone. She is close to the people in the house, but they are far away in the world. All the laughter and happiness have nothing to do with her.
She couldn't help feeling desolate, even wondering if she was cut off from all relatives and destined to be cursed by fate?
No one will love her or care about her in her whole life, and she and Lin Luoyue will also be strangers to each other.The mere thought of such an assumption gave birth to despair in her.
Su Jingyun hadn't felt this happy for a long time. She thanked the gods countless times in her heart, thanked them for allowing her junior sister to return to her side, and all the pain and troubles seemed to have gone away.
She listened attentively to her junior sister telling about her bizarre experience of being swept into other worlds by the turbulence of time and space, her narrow escape, and her arduous journey.
The great joy that the junior sister finally came back to her made her dare not even blink her eyes, for fear that this was just a dream.
It's just that her eyes accidentally glanced at Lu Xingwan who was silent from beginning to end. Seeing that she was out of her mind, Su Jingyun couldn't help frowning secretly.
Why did she react like this? Could it be that she was worried that the junior sister would come back and steal the master's attention from her?
Su Jingyun looked at the master who was staring intently at the junior sister, and she knew it in her heart.
Forget it, no matter what she is thinking, I will not let her hurt my junior sister.
Besides, she is a smart person, she should know what to do and what not to do.
Lu Xingwan sat quietly at the side. She knew that no one would care what she was doing at this time. On the contrary, it was all the more redundant because she was sitting here.
At this moment, the thought that maybe he should leave because of the intrusion of the nightmare was unprecedentedly clear.
She stood up and wanted to leave, but at this moment, Jiang Lianyi cast her gaze on her. Her gaze was very friendly and enthusiastic, which was the unique enthusiasm of a cheerful person.
"By the way, haven't you asked this junior sister's name yet? I'm happy to patronize just now." Jiang Lianyi asked briskly and curiously.
It was only then that Mu Qingxue realized that Lu Xingwan was also there, and complex emotions suddenly arose in her heart. Seeing that Lu Xingwan was usually wearing a plain dress and did not wear the red dress she gave her, she even breathed a sigh of relief.
It was nothing in the past, but now that it was lost and recovered, Mu Qingxue felt a little embarrassed and ashamed when facing her second disciple.
Su Jingyun was a little worried that Lu Xingwan would say something that shouldn't be said, so she took the initiative to introduce, "This is Junior Sister Lu, thanks to her taking care of us when you are away."
Jiang Lianyi seemed to have doubts, but she didn't say such doubts. She just smiled at Lu Xingwan very kindly and politely, "Is that so? Then I really need to thank Junior Sister Lu."
Lu Xingwan has been numb since she woke up from the dream. She didn't know how to react, so she lowered her head slightly, "Senior Sister, I won't disturb you now that the division is reunited, so I'll go down first."
Mu Qingxue saw that her face was pale and gloomy, and it was a little unnatural to think of looking for comfort in her before, but she couldn't tell her to pay more attention to her. At this moment, she offered to say goodbye, so she naturally agreed, "Go."
Her departure did not cause any disturbances, only Jiang Lianyi glanced at her back from the corner of her eyes, and a little smile appeared in her heart.
"This is the heroine of this world. She looks strangely good-looking, but no matter how she looks, she doesn't look like my body."
A cold and somewhat mechanized voice emerged from the bottom of her heart, "The double doesn't have to be exactly the same, it's enough to have similarities in a certain place."
"maybe,
She probably still doesn't know that she is a double, right? "Jiang Lianyi said with great interest.
Otherwise, it shouldn't just be a distraction.
The system said, "The plan must be launched as soon as possible, to strip other people's goodwill towards her, and ruin her reputation. It would be safest to kill her."
"It's the safest and most difficult thing to do. It's better to step on her all the time. If she encounters a life crisis, it may push her to become stronger." Jiang Lianyi is not in a hurry, just like a hunter who always faces his prey calmly. .
No outsider knew about this conversation. Jiang Lianyi kept the bright and bright smile on her face perfect, and answered all questions about the concern for the master and senior sister.
As soon as Lu Xingwan walked out of the courtyard, he couldn't hold on anymore, he staggered two steps, and stood upright with the help of a tree.
A little more despair or a little more pain?She really didn't understand what she did wrong, she just wanted a family relationship and a family.
But whenever she thinks she has got it, fate will destroy it all cruelly and mercilessly.
She can no longer deceive herself, everything is just a future that hasn't happened yet, and everything still has a chance to change.
Fate is following the established track. If there is a powerful opponent who will frame her in the future and she is powerless to struggle, will others believe that she will investigate for her?
will not.
She doesn't need to think about how much trust they have in her, as long as she simply thinks about who is more important in their hearts, everything is already answered.
It seems that she always takes one step at night, whether it is at the mother's place or at the teacher's gate, as long as she takes one step at night, no matter how hard she tries to catch up, she will not be able to catch up.
Twelve years ago, when she put on her wedding dress and questioned her mother, she didn't want to experience the embarrassment and injustice again.
Twelve years later, the fate repeated itself, and she was the one who was given up again, but at least this time she could choose to leave before the most embarrassing situation came, and keep her last dignity.
Lu Xingwan straightened his back and walked towards his yard expressionlessly.
Many flowers in the garden have withered in autumn, but some are still in full bloom.
Mo Zhu has been used to picking fresh flowers for Su Jingyun to decorate her room in the past few months. Today, the light rain seems to have stopped temporarily, and she hurried out to pick flowers.
But halfway through picking the flowers, she saw that Lu Xingwan's face was as pale as paper, like a lonely wandering soul. She couldn't help being startled, and hurried up to ask, "Miss Lu, are you okay?"
She has a feeling of closeness to Lu Xingwan like a baby bird, because it was Lu Xingwan who brought her back from the outside back then.
Lu Xingwan saved her, an orphan girl, from the tragic fate of being bullied by distant relatives and forced to marry an old and lame wealthy businessman.
"It's okay." Although Lu Xingwan's eyes fell on her, his cold star-like pupils had completely lost their former brilliance, and she gently avoided Mo Zhu's hand that wanted to help her, "It's just that the wind and cold haven't healed yet. Go back to sleep."
She didn't wait for Mo Zhu's reaction after she finished speaking, and walked past her.
Mo Zhu looked at her leaving back, his heart was full of confusion and worry.
Lu Xingwan walked back to her yard slowly. She has lived here for so long and is very familiar with every plant and tree here, and the thought of leaving is even more bitter.
She stood in the yard for a long time, thinking that things hadn't happened yet, and it would be good to get together if she left, at least she could retain the beauty in her memory.
She walked into the room, and there were very few things she bought by herself in the room, and there were traces of the head and A Luo everywhere.
Everything from clothes to self-defense magic weapons and piano scores were given by the head of the sect. Although she didn't communicate much with her these years, her piano skills were taught by the other party, and her cultivation base was also instructed by the other party.
There are also lanterns made with A Luo, each of which runs through the years of their growth, at least...at least the warmth of the past is real.
Lu Xingwan thought a little fortunately.
In the following days, Lu Xingwan's yard became silent, and of course her yard was never lively except when Lin Luoyue was there.
She doesn't tend the spirit herb garden, doesn't care about the operation of the shop down the mountain, doesn't care about the food in the kitchen, doesn't look at other people and no one comes to her, as if she has been killed by someone
Forgotten.
Lin Luoyue, on the other hand, still keeps in touch with her, but the other party seems to have found a clue to the next elixir recently, and has become busy, talking to her less frequently, using sound transmission jade stone instead of glazed mirror.
Lu Xingwan had a lot of thoughts in his mind, and he didn't want her to be troubled. After a little loss, he was more relaxed.
This day, the Liuli mirror trembled after a long absence, and Lin Luoyue's pretty face appeared in the mirror, "Xingwan, I haven't contacted you for a while, have you finished eating the fruit I sent? Next time I will change to a new one." for you."
Lu Xingwan has already made up his mind to leave, so naturally he won't let her give any more fruits, "There are still many, you don't need to miss me."
"Don't be reluctant to eat, I'll give it to you if you like it." Lin Luoyue seemed a little busy, she was still doing something in her hands when she was talking to Lu Xingwan, "By the way, I'm a little busy recently, so I don't have much contact with you But it will be fine soon, you don't have to worry about me."
Lu Xingwan smiled, "Who is worried about you, Fairy Lin is so powerful, who would not have eyes to provoke you."
Lin Luoyue knew that she was joking, but she was still very happy to receive this compliment, so she accepted it calmly, "That is."
She said a few words to Lu Xingwan as if she wanted to end, and she couldn't help but hesitate.
Lu Xingwan said empathetically, "You don't have to worry about me, if you have something to do, just go."
"It's not that busy either." Lin Luoyue straightened the messy hair on her shoulders, "I just think you seem unhappy?"
Lu Xingwan knew she was a very sensitive person early on, and after being a little surprised, he was even more moved. This sensitivity was not based on caring for her.
She made up her mind and showed a gentle smile, reassuring Lin Luoyue, "I'll tell you in a while, it hasn't been resolved yet, but it's not a big problem."
After a while, everything will come to an end, whether you leave or stay.
Lin Luoyue was relieved to hear her say that, "Okay."
She is a very sensible person, knowing that when Lu Xingwan didn't want to say something, she never forced her to ask.
Just after finishing talking with Lin Luoyue, Mu Qingxue also sent a voice transmission to her.
Lu Xingwan's body froze, he took a deep breath and complied.
But this time when Mu Qingxue called her over, she didn't care about her or ask her to play chess, but asked her to prepare a celebration to celebrate and announce Jiang Lianyi's return.
Jiang Lianyi sat on the side, sticking out her tongue a little embarrassedly, "Please, Junior Sister Lu, before this kind of thing was done by the elders in charge, Junior Sister Lu is really amazing."
Lu Xingwan felt nervous when she thought about the flawless ceremony in her dream, but she immediately thought that what really happened was the ceremony for recruiting disciples.
Jiang Lianyi was a little surprised that she didn't respond, "Junior Sister Lu?"
Mu Qingxue also looked over.
Lu Xingwan settled down, she had no reason to refuse, and indeed she was the only one in this sect who could do this, so let this celebration be the end of the curtain, as the last thing she did for the sect.
She nodded slightly, "Okay, I will try my best to prepare."
Jiang Lianyi smiled gratefully, "Junior Sister Lu has worked so hard, I will help along."
Lu Xingwan looked at Jiang Lianyi, "Senior Sister, you are welcome." She fixed her eyes on him. She had sat in this seat countless times before, playing chess or making tea, but she would never have her seat again. up.
She concealed the gloom in her heart, and told herself that this was not anyone's fault, and there was no need to be so hypocritical.
The future has not yet happened, so don't be angry.She said this to herself countless times.
At least the warmth you have had is real, just leave with dignity like this, and keep the last trace of warmth.
"Then I'll retire first."
"Go." Mu Qingxue said lightly, without any intention of keeping her.
Lu Xingwan saluted and left, but before leaving, she couldn't help looking at Jiang Lianyi.
The other party didn't wear the flaming red dress, but changed into a rather bright and moving light yellow dress.
Lu Xingwan felt a little familiar in a trance, but he couldn't catch anything when he thought about it carefully, so he left in a little confusion.
For a moment, she felt that she might still be in a dream, and her expression was in a trance,? But no one noticed her at this time.
The girl in red, that is, Jiang Lianyi, reunited with her teacher, and she wept with pain and sighed with emotion.
Everything developed as in the dream. It turned out that when the cold-tempered sect leader would have such violent mood swings, she would hug someone.
It turns out that under the gentle and quiet appearance of the elder sister, there are also intense emotions surging, she will cry, and she will also show a gentle and alienated smile to people.
Lu Xingwan should have been happy for them, just like the one in her dream, but now she only feels desolate and empty.Some things that never belonged to her are completely gone. She is close to the people in the house, but they are far away in the world. All the laughter and happiness have nothing to do with her.
She couldn't help feeling desolate, even wondering if she was cut off from all relatives and destined to be cursed by fate?
No one will love her or care about her in her whole life, and she and Lin Luoyue will also be strangers to each other.The mere thought of such an assumption gave birth to despair in her.
Su Jingyun hadn't felt this happy for a long time. She thanked the gods countless times in her heart, thanked them for allowing her junior sister to return to her side, and all the pain and troubles seemed to have gone away.
She listened attentively to her junior sister telling about her bizarre experience of being swept into other worlds by the turbulence of time and space, her narrow escape, and her arduous journey.
The great joy that the junior sister finally came back to her made her dare not even blink her eyes, for fear that this was just a dream.
It's just that her eyes accidentally glanced at Lu Xingwan who was silent from beginning to end. Seeing that she was out of her mind, Su Jingyun couldn't help frowning secretly.
Why did she react like this? Could it be that she was worried that the junior sister would come back and steal the master's attention from her?
Su Jingyun looked at the master who was staring intently at the junior sister, and she knew it in her heart.
Forget it, no matter what she is thinking, I will not let her hurt my junior sister.
Besides, she is a smart person, she should know what to do and what not to do.
Lu Xingwan sat quietly at the side. She knew that no one would care what she was doing at this time. On the contrary, it was all the more redundant because she was sitting here.
At this moment, the thought that maybe he should leave because of the intrusion of the nightmare was unprecedentedly clear.
She stood up and wanted to leave, but at this moment, Jiang Lianyi cast her gaze on her. Her gaze was very friendly and enthusiastic, which was the unique enthusiasm of a cheerful person.
"By the way, haven't you asked this junior sister's name yet? I'm happy to patronize just now." Jiang Lianyi asked briskly and curiously.
It was only then that Mu Qingxue realized that Lu Xingwan was also there, and complex emotions suddenly arose in her heart. Seeing that Lu Xingwan was usually wearing a plain dress and did not wear the red dress she gave her, she even breathed a sigh of relief.
It was nothing in the past, but now that it was lost and recovered, Mu Qingxue felt a little embarrassed and ashamed when facing her second disciple.
Su Jingyun was a little worried that Lu Xingwan would say something that shouldn't be said, so she took the initiative to introduce, "This is Junior Sister Lu, thanks to her taking care of us when you are away."
Jiang Lianyi seemed to have doubts, but she didn't say such doubts. She just smiled at Lu Xingwan very kindly and politely, "Is that so? Then I really need to thank Junior Sister Lu."
Lu Xingwan has been numb since she woke up from the dream. She didn't know how to react, so she lowered her head slightly, "Senior Sister, I won't disturb you now that the division is reunited, so I'll go down first."
Mu Qingxue saw that her face was pale and gloomy, and it was a little unnatural to think of looking for comfort in her before, but she couldn't tell her to pay more attention to her. At this moment, she offered to say goodbye, so she naturally agreed, "Go."
Her departure did not cause any disturbances, only Jiang Lianyi glanced at her back from the corner of her eyes, and a little smile appeared in her heart.
"This is the heroine of this world. She looks strangely good-looking, but no matter how she looks, she doesn't look like my body."
A cold and somewhat mechanized voice emerged from the bottom of her heart, "The double doesn't have to be exactly the same, it's enough to have similarities in a certain place."
"maybe,
She probably still doesn't know that she is a double, right? "Jiang Lianyi said with great interest.
Otherwise, it shouldn't just be a distraction.
The system said, "The plan must be launched as soon as possible, to strip other people's goodwill towards her, and ruin her reputation. It would be safest to kill her."
"It's the safest and most difficult thing to do. It's better to step on her all the time. If she encounters a life crisis, it may push her to become stronger." Jiang Lianyi is not in a hurry, just like a hunter who always faces his prey calmly. .
No outsider knew about this conversation. Jiang Lianyi kept the bright and bright smile on her face perfect, and answered all questions about the concern for the master and senior sister.
As soon as Lu Xingwan walked out of the courtyard, he couldn't hold on anymore, he staggered two steps, and stood upright with the help of a tree.
A little more despair or a little more pain?She really didn't understand what she did wrong, she just wanted a family relationship and a family.
But whenever she thinks she has got it, fate will destroy it all cruelly and mercilessly.
She can no longer deceive herself, everything is just a future that hasn't happened yet, and everything still has a chance to change.
Fate is following the established track. If there is a powerful opponent who will frame her in the future and she is powerless to struggle, will others believe that she will investigate for her?
will not.
She doesn't need to think about how much trust they have in her, as long as she simply thinks about who is more important in their hearts, everything is already answered.
It seems that she always takes one step at night, whether it is at the mother's place or at the teacher's gate, as long as she takes one step at night, no matter how hard she tries to catch up, she will not be able to catch up.
Twelve years ago, when she put on her wedding dress and questioned her mother, she didn't want to experience the embarrassment and injustice again.
Twelve years later, the fate repeated itself, and she was the one who was given up again, but at least this time she could choose to leave before the most embarrassing situation came, and keep her last dignity.
Lu Xingwan straightened his back and walked towards his yard expressionlessly.
Many flowers in the garden have withered in autumn, but some are still in full bloom.
Mo Zhu has been used to picking fresh flowers for Su Jingyun to decorate her room in the past few months. Today, the light rain seems to have stopped temporarily, and she hurried out to pick flowers.
But halfway through picking the flowers, she saw that Lu Xingwan's face was as pale as paper, like a lonely wandering soul. She couldn't help being startled, and hurried up to ask, "Miss Lu, are you okay?"
She has a feeling of closeness to Lu Xingwan like a baby bird, because it was Lu Xingwan who brought her back from the outside back then.
Lu Xingwan saved her, an orphan girl, from the tragic fate of being bullied by distant relatives and forced to marry an old and lame wealthy businessman.
"It's okay." Although Lu Xingwan's eyes fell on her, his cold star-like pupils had completely lost their former brilliance, and she gently avoided Mo Zhu's hand that wanted to help her, "It's just that the wind and cold haven't healed yet. Go back to sleep."
She didn't wait for Mo Zhu's reaction after she finished speaking, and walked past her.
Mo Zhu looked at her leaving back, his heart was full of confusion and worry.
Lu Xingwan walked back to her yard slowly. She has lived here for so long and is very familiar with every plant and tree here, and the thought of leaving is even more bitter.
She stood in the yard for a long time, thinking that things hadn't happened yet, and it would be good to get together if she left, at least she could retain the beauty in her memory.
She walked into the room, and there were very few things she bought by herself in the room, and there were traces of the head and A Luo everywhere.
Everything from clothes to self-defense magic weapons and piano scores were given by the head of the sect. Although she didn't communicate much with her these years, her piano skills were taught by the other party, and her cultivation base was also instructed by the other party.
There are also lanterns made with A Luo, each of which runs through the years of their growth, at least...at least the warmth of the past is real.
Lu Xingwan thought a little fortunately.
In the following days, Lu Xingwan's yard became silent, and of course her yard was never lively except when Lin Luoyue was there.
She doesn't tend the spirit herb garden, doesn't care about the operation of the shop down the mountain, doesn't care about the food in the kitchen, doesn't look at other people and no one comes to her, as if she has been killed by someone
Forgotten.
Lin Luoyue, on the other hand, still keeps in touch with her, but the other party seems to have found a clue to the next elixir recently, and has become busy, talking to her less frequently, using sound transmission jade stone instead of glazed mirror.
Lu Xingwan had a lot of thoughts in his mind, and he didn't want her to be troubled. After a little loss, he was more relaxed.
This day, the Liuli mirror trembled after a long absence, and Lin Luoyue's pretty face appeared in the mirror, "Xingwan, I haven't contacted you for a while, have you finished eating the fruit I sent? Next time I will change to a new one." for you."
Lu Xingwan has already made up his mind to leave, so naturally he won't let her give any more fruits, "There are still many, you don't need to miss me."
"Don't be reluctant to eat, I'll give it to you if you like it." Lin Luoyue seemed a little busy, she was still doing something in her hands when she was talking to Lu Xingwan, "By the way, I'm a little busy recently, so I don't have much contact with you But it will be fine soon, you don't have to worry about me."
Lu Xingwan smiled, "Who is worried about you, Fairy Lin is so powerful, who would not have eyes to provoke you."
Lin Luoyue knew that she was joking, but she was still very happy to receive this compliment, so she accepted it calmly, "That is."
She said a few words to Lu Xingwan as if she wanted to end, and she couldn't help but hesitate.
Lu Xingwan said empathetically, "You don't have to worry about me, if you have something to do, just go."
"It's not that busy either." Lin Luoyue straightened the messy hair on her shoulders, "I just think you seem unhappy?"
Lu Xingwan knew she was a very sensitive person early on, and after being a little surprised, he was even more moved. This sensitivity was not based on caring for her.
She made up her mind and showed a gentle smile, reassuring Lin Luoyue, "I'll tell you in a while, it hasn't been resolved yet, but it's not a big problem."
After a while, everything will come to an end, whether you leave or stay.
Lin Luoyue was relieved to hear her say that, "Okay."
She is a very sensible person, knowing that when Lu Xingwan didn't want to say something, she never forced her to ask.
Just after finishing talking with Lin Luoyue, Mu Qingxue also sent a voice transmission to her.
Lu Xingwan's body froze, he took a deep breath and complied.
But this time when Mu Qingxue called her over, she didn't care about her or ask her to play chess, but asked her to prepare a celebration to celebrate and announce Jiang Lianyi's return.
Jiang Lianyi sat on the side, sticking out her tongue a little embarrassedly, "Please, Junior Sister Lu, before this kind of thing was done by the elders in charge, Junior Sister Lu is really amazing."
Lu Xingwan felt nervous when she thought about the flawless ceremony in her dream, but she immediately thought that what really happened was the ceremony for recruiting disciples.
Jiang Lianyi was a little surprised that she didn't respond, "Junior Sister Lu?"
Mu Qingxue also looked over.
Lu Xingwan settled down, she had no reason to refuse, and indeed she was the only one in this sect who could do this, so let this celebration be the end of the curtain, as the last thing she did for the sect.
She nodded slightly, "Okay, I will try my best to prepare."
Jiang Lianyi smiled gratefully, "Junior Sister Lu has worked so hard, I will help along."
Lu Xingwan looked at Jiang Lianyi, "Senior Sister, you are welcome." She fixed her eyes on him. She had sat in this seat countless times before, playing chess or making tea, but she would never have her seat again. up.
She concealed the gloom in her heart, and told herself that this was not anyone's fault, and there was no need to be so hypocritical.
The future has not yet happened, so don't be angry.She said this to herself countless times.
At least the warmth you have had is real, just leave with dignity like this, and keep the last trace of warmth.
"Then I'll retire first."
"Go." Mu Qingxue said lightly, without any intention of keeping her.
Lu Xingwan saluted and left, but before leaving, she couldn't help looking at Jiang Lianyi.
The other party didn't wear the flaming red dress, but changed into a rather bright and moving light yellow dress.
Lu Xingwan felt a little familiar in a trance, but he couldn't catch anything when he thought about it carefully, so he left in a little confusion.
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