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Chapter 146 Endless Regret We Follow Our Original Destiny, My God...

A Luo looked at Mu Qingxue in a daze, her eyes were empty.Reason told her that she should get up and go to see the master. She couldn't use any strength in her hands and feet. The severe pain in her chest made her feel like her whole heart was being crushed.

What I didn't want to understand at the beginning? Today I have the answer.She thought she was throwing a temper tantrum, but she actually lost the last chance to save their relationship with her own hands.

She raised her tear-stained face, "I'm sorry, Sister Xingwan."

Lu Xingwan didn't speak.

A Luo finally stopped making any excuses for what happened, and no longer dared to ask for any forgiveness. She was silent for a while and asked with some difficulty, "Will you kill us?"

"If I said I would kill them, what would you do?" Lu Xingwan's voice was soft and emotionless, and she couldn't even feel her hatred for them.

It's not that I really don't hate anymore,? It's that I have exhausted my emotions for them a long time ago, so that even when I mention hatred, I can't see the waves.

"What can I do? I have nothing but to beg you." A Luo raised her eyes filled with tears, but her expression was not as panicked as before. This long dream in the fragrance of the soul finally made her grow up.

"I know I'm not qualified to beg you,? I can only beg you,? Please at least don't kill them."

"You beg me,? If I say let me kill them? You can come back to me, how do you choose?" Lu Xingwan suddenly became a little interested, and stared at her intently with his dark eyes, as if Looking at her is like spying on human nature through her.

Ah Luo shuddered, once again she felt that the elder sister she had relied on and trusted so much had become another person.

But all the bitter fruits are brewed by themselves.

"I can't..." A Luo tightly grasped the corner of her clothes, her voice was trembling but firm.

"They did a lot of wrong things,? We all did a lot of wrong things, but they didn't apologize to me, I can't choose, and I know you won't do it."

She seemed sober as never before, "You taught me so much, but you didn't teach me to be ungrateful. It was because I didn't take your words to heart before and let you down. I don't want to let you down this time, even if... ...Even if the price is to completely lose the ability to return to your side."

"Ah Luo, you are finally willing to grow up, that's great." Lu Xingwan's tone was slightly relieved, but he was still unfeeling.

Ah Luo lowered her head, her tears dripped to the bottom and rippled on the hem of her skirt.

Yes, she is finally willing to grow up.Unfortunately, it was too late, she had already missed the most important person in her hit.

As early as in Changdian, she knew that everything was irreparable, but she dared not admit it, she could only lie to herself that there was still room for redemption.

Now she really knows that she can no longer deceive herself.

"I really won't kill them, after all, I've taken their lives already."

Lu Xingwan said calmly, and his eyes became more indifferent.

A Luo looked up at her, trying to keep her voice from trembling, "What about me?"

"I won't kill you either."

Lu Xingwan looked at her for a while, and his tone returned to the same gentleness as before, "I will bear half of your fault, it's because I didn't teach you, every time."

She slowly stood up and walked in front of A Luo, "When I didn't learn how to love myself, I tried to warm others in vain, and I thought I could teach you how to love."

Having a child is because I am too self righteous. "

Ah Luo hadn't been so close to her for a long time, but she never dared to throw herself into her arms and cry coquettishly at such a close distance.

She finally understood what it means to be so close.

Lu Xingwan sighed a little, and raised his hand to land on her top, "A Luo, I delayed you, and if I don't kill you, you don't have to pay me for your life. It's just that it's hard to get back, love and hate are hard to return.

Do we follow our original destiny and never meet strangers in the end of the world? "

"." A Luo's lips trembled, and she smiled with tears in her eyes. She felt that the word was drawn bloody from her heart.

Originally, she should have cried and begged for her forgiveness, she should have said that it is not your duty to raise me, my dead parents, my master who fell to the ground have no guilt, who has the right to blame you.

It should be said that you are enough, I am not up to date, I have failed you every time.

But these were meaningless to Lu Xingwan, it was too late.

It's too late.

This is the only thing she can do for Lu Xingwan now.

"Sister Xingwan, Ah Luo is obedient." She tentatively took a step forward, seeing that Lu Xingwan didn't hide her sadness and excitement.

"Thank you." She pressed her cheek to Lu Xingwan's shoulder for the last time.

Lu Xingwan gave her the last sigh.

Ah Luo slowly stood up straight reluctantly, and took a step back.

She seemed to understand a lot of things in an instant, she knelt down, and solemnly kowtowed three times to Lu Xingwan.

The person in front of her has never had any obligation to educate her, but she tried her best to treat her like a sister or a mother, but she never repaid half of it, but added a lot of money to her suffering.

The farmer and the snake are probably not as vicious as her.

"Sister Xingwan, I'm dead, take care." A Luo stood up, not daring to look at Lu Xingwan again.

Su Jingyun looked at her pale and lonely, and smiled when her gaze turned.

"Senior Sister." A Luo murmured bitterly.

"Ah Luo, take care of yourself in the days to come."

Su Jingyun looked at A Luo near, full of love and shame, "It's because I didn't fulfill my duty as a senior sister, but tired you to take care of me a lot. Now we don't need to feel guilty about this situation, we are sorry for you."

If she had been sober at first, had kept Lu Xingwan and raised A Luo, the situation today would not have been so desperate and embarrassing.

But what Lu Xingwan said was right, it was too late to repent.

All of them have no hope, but Ah Luo is only a few years old, and if she is lucky enough to see through the long years to come, she will always be able to live.

"From now on, the sea and the sky will be brighter, so live."

A Luo's thin lips moved slightly and her pretty face was gloomy. Seeing that she didn't have the vitality that a young man should have, she was silent for a long time before she said bitterly, "I'm gone, senior sister, take care too."

"Go." Su Jingyun helped her wipe the tears off her face again, "Take care of yourself."

A Luo's back disappeared at the door, Su Jingyun stared blankly, Lu Xingwan's faint voice floated, "You can go with her."

Su Jingyun seemed surprised and bitter, "Don't you hate me?"

Lu Xingwan said calmly, "I am only disappointed with you and A Luo, not hated."

Su Jingyun was low, full of emotions in her heart.

Everything she sees in the dream brought by the fragrance of common souls is too real and deep, not to mention that she has no empathy, even if she is just watching from the sidelines, she feels disgusted with herself.

Lu Xingwan said that he didn't hate her, and also, she didn't deserve to have such deep affection, even if it was hatred.

Before today, even if she thought of the care she had taken in the past years, even if she was full of shame, she was not as painful as she is now.

He even dreamed that one day he could get Lu Xingwan's forgiveness.

After today, she no longer dared to have any extravagant dreams.

Just waking up from the fragrance of the common soul incense, Su Jingyun was even thinking, how could there be such a miserable person in the world, fate broke her back, burned her heart to ashes, left her full of holes, Arranging these rotten people to push her into the abyss again and again.

She felt disgusted by her face, and she even admired that Lu Xingwan was still alive, she wished she could vomit out all her internal organs.

What Jiang Wu said was not wrong at all, they were all extremely disgusted.

"No matter what kind of love you have for me, I deserve it." Su Jingyun's emotions were not as intense as A Luo or Mu Qingxue's, but she was no less desperate than them.

"After today, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to see you again. I've always wanted to say thank you and I'm sorry."

She smiled bitterly, "Before you left the sect, I always thought it was Mo Zhu who was taking care of me. Later, I gradually recovered some memories of the sleeping year. I used to think it was a trick from the heavens. It reminded me of it." It's too late, and now I feel that this may be a punishment. I don't have the memory of the sleeping years, and I don't have any right to doubt you or fear you."

Lu Xingwan's tone was the indifference of the times, "It's never these things that I'm disappointed with you. As a senior sister of a sect, you almost suffered a catastrophe before you fell into a coma. You just woke up from a long dream and faced things. It’s a normal situation, and it’s normal to be wary of everything around you.”

She said lightly, "Suspicion is deep in my heart, and it will neither hurt nor harm."

Su Jingyun nodded, her tone filled with endless tiredness and regret, "I know you are disappointed that I, as the senior sister of the sect, not only did not love my fellow sect and advise the master, but instead treated you like her because of the selfishness of laughing.

You disappointed me blindfolded, never trust you, respect you. "

Lu Xingwan was silent for a moment, "It's all over. I won't kill you, but there is no Frost Sword Sect in the world anymore, so go away."

"Please let me stay by her side." Su Jingyun stood still, and it was Mu Qingxue who looked up again.

The eyes she looked at Mu Qingxue were complicated and full of struggles and contradictions. It was hard to find the respect she once had in these emotions. In the end, even the struggles disappeared without a trace, returning to a tranquility like stagnant water.

"A Luo is right, at least she didn't apologize to us."

"I'm not sorry to you guys?" Lu Xingwan smiled lightly, as if repeating this sentence.

"She is not a qualified teacher, but she treats us sincerely."

Su Jingyun's mood didn't fluctuate anymore, "You still dare to admit your relationship with her, but I have the face to deny everything completely. What Jiang Wu said is also right, I didn't do anything for Lianyi, if she is still there, it must be I have to take care of the master. If I stay, it can be regarded as full of the kindness of the past."

"This may be the best result."

She was thinking about it, but it was already painful in her heart. She knew that it would be difficult for them to have a moment of happiness in the future.

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