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Chapter 145 Endless Regret I hate you more than you think. ...

Mu Qingxue's face was so pale that no blood could be seen,? She said awkwardly, "You also predicted it..."

She suddenly realized, "Before she appeared."

What Mu Qingxue realized was that Lu Xingwan's attitude towards them had changed a little since then, especially when Jiang Wu appeared and she helped them hold a ceremony to celebrate her return, and she bid farewell to her within a few days .

She said,? I have neither fetters nor feelings with you. After ten years of gratitude, I will leave.

At that time, she thought she was angry and full of displeasure.

Now that all the past events came to an end, fate mercilessly slapped her across the face.

Mu Qingxue raised her head to look at Lu Xingwan in embarrassment, Lu Xingwan stared at her calmly, "You're not bad, before you left the customs, I started to have some weird dreams. I dreamed that Jiang Lianyi came,? I Dreaming about all of you suspecting that I'm jealous of her? I thought it was just a dream."

Did she already give them a chance at that time?

How much did they miss?

"Xingwan." Mu Qingxue finally changed her address, "I don't know,? I just... you can tell me."

Lu Xingwan smiled lightly, "It's okay, I can tell you everything now, today I will let you know why I hate you."

She raised her palm, and a hollow incense burner appeared in her palm. "As the saying goes,? There is no real empathy in the world. You don't feel pain if the needle doesn't pierce your body."

She put the incense burner on the table, and the incense burner began to emit a psychedelic and warm aroma, which was clear and faint but became more and more intoxicating.

"Two lives and three lives,? It's only fair for you, as my close relatives, to taste the bitterness with me."

Looking at the censer, Mu Qingxue lost her mind and said, "Soul incense?"

Lu Xingwan smiled lightly.

The so-called sympathetic incense is also a type of incense, which is formulated with special spices and the user's blood. Its function allows others to see the most painful and darkest things in the user's heart and empathize with them.

Mu Qingxue looked straight at Lu Xingwan, and smiled wryly for a while, "You hate me that much?"

She already knew why Lu Xingwan and Ye Hanxing hated her, and the hatred was deeper than she thought.

Whether it's Ye Hanxing or Lu Xingwan, they are all very tough in their bones, and they will never show their weaknesses and wounds to others. What she is doing now is no different from tearing open their own wounds.

Lu Xingwan said indifferently, "I hate you more than you ever thought."

All her past pains were filled with darkness, blood and endless self-loathing, like a piece of rotten flesh. She was willing to tear out the bones from this rotten flesh and grind it into a knife to hurt others and herself, but she was absolutely unwilling to let Lin Luoyue I know half a point.

The aroma became more and more intense, and the other three felt drowsy in the aroma that made people want to sleep.

While the fragrance lured them into the dreamland, it also allowed them to maintain the slightest bit of consciousness, realizing that it was someone else's memory.

Mu Qingxue thinks that she knows Ye Hanxing well, and Ye Hanxing has known her for many years, and they spent the youngest and frivolous years together, growing up in a difficult situation, and fighting in a desperate situation together.

She knew that Ye Hanxing's childhood was not in the Frost Sword Sect, and that Father Ye brought her up.

She also once told her some interesting childhood stories, saying that she occasionally saw a civet next door, which was so fluffy and cute, and she laughed that she was as ignorant as a cat.

The teacher who taught her how to read and write treated her very well. Even if she was lazy and fell asleep in class, he would not beat her. Instead, he would touch her head while she was sleeping.

She is afraid that Mr.

Meaning, it has never been pierced.

But she has never experienced Ye Hanxing's childhood being so gloomy and painful. She has dealt with the demons for many years, and knows that their clan is arrogant and powerful, and they are in chaotic fighting for most of the 360 ​​five days a year, but she has never experienced Ye Hanxing lived like this every day in his childhood.

"My life is full of fighting. For me, this is a habit, an instinct, and a means of survival. If you can't accept me like this, I can't help it. There are only these in my life."

This is what she said when she and Ye Hanxing had the last quarrel.

At that time, Ye Hanxing's behavior became more and more crazy, she was a little afraid and worried about her, and the two of them quarreled more and more fiercely, and finally broke up, Ye Hanxing said this when she slammed the door and left.

At that time, she was stunned at the door, and now she has no way of knowing Ye Hanxing's expression at that time after all these years.

"I'm sorry..." Mu Qingxue murmured, and then Xiang Zuo realized that he apologized too early.

Ye Hanxing pushed away her mother's former residence with wonder and longing, but she didn't know that the nightmare that ran through her two lives was waiting for her.

She hopelessly waited for her god-like ruthless father to give her an answer. Mu Qingxue watched the light in her eyes disappear little by little until her name was mentioned.

She compromised, as if she still had nostalgia and reluctance to bow her head.

Mu Qingxue just felt her head pounding, what did she do?There is a person who is desperate for everything in the world, and you are the strongest rope holding her before she falls into the abyss. Obviously, as long as you care about her a little more, as long as you work harder, you may be able to pull her up.

But what did you do, not only did you not pull her up, you also untied the rope and let her fall, but why do you blame her for falling?

"Sorry Han Xing, I don't know..."

The figure of the girl in red is like a falling star, and has since disappeared forever in the endless night.

Mu Qingxue waited for another star with nostalgia and loneliness. She was not as dazzling as the previous one, as if she was an eternal morning star.

She doesn't have the loneliness of a star, she is very gentle, a little ordinary, so Mu Qingxue is a little careless towards her and takes it for granted.

But she didn't know that this star was the one she was waiting for. She was injured too badly, and she burned out too much light to come to her again.

She didn't know anything, she didn't know that although this star was not so cruel in her childhood, she also lacked warmth, she didn't know that she was abandoned by her mother, she didn't know that she died again, she didn't know that she was obviously hurt and believed in the world Lovely, approach them cautiously, warm them, and take care of them.

Obviously she was also guided by this star to walk out of the same dark night sky, but she felt that she was not bright enough, too ordinary, but it was just one of the countless stars that can be seen every night, how could it be as bright as the morning star back then? .

However, while enjoying her life with peace of mind, she also recognizes that it is worthless, and misses others with her figure.

Then she welcomed a counterfeit, but she looked coldly at Lu Xingwan being suspected and bullied by everyone, and threw her into the torture hall.

The punishment hall is dark and cold, but how can it catch up with the indifference of the few of them and make her heart colder.

In the end, they self-righteously let Lu Xingwan live, but they didn't know that Shengsheng forced her into a corner. She was severely injured, thrown into a mass grave, and crawled out of the soil with a seriously injured body.

What they did at that time must be to live happily and consummately with that impostor, stupid and unaware.

The stars didn't fall, but they lost their light. Lu Xingwan became a walking corpse, staring at everything in the world indifferently, without any joy.

The suffering did not let her go, the person who saved her and encouraged her died

With no trace of life, she can only pick up the sword again and fight with grace.

A few days before the peaceful days, another accident happened in the city where she was going to stop to rest, and You's sister was also killed.

Lu Xingwan was forced to death by this cruel world, in exchange for a crazy Ye Hanxing.

She abandoned the kindness and affection she once had, and only let everyone be buried with her unfair fate.

It wasn't painful at all to see herself being killed, it wasn't even a surprise, it was just a little bit of relief that would eventually repay her a little bit.

And this predicted nightmare came to an end, Mu Qingxue thought they were about to wake up, but found that the cruelest knife hadn't fallen yet.

It turned out that it wasn't a dream, it wasn't a prophecy, it was Lu Xingwan who walked away and reversed time to the starting point.

At the beginning, she forgot everything, just thought it was a prophetic dream, and waited full of hope and struggle for them not to let her down again.

But what did they do?

When Lu Xingwan chose to leave, what did they do? They suspected that she was playing hard to get, and felt that she was ignorant.

It turned out that they kept repeating their original fate. When they lamented that fate tricked people and didn't give them a chance, fate had already lamented countless times that they were stupid and stuck in their own way.

They only looked at what they saw, only their own, and pushed Lu Xingwan away step by step, and begged to complain, why was she so cruel and didn't give them a chance?

The three of them opened their eyes in a trance, they were still in the Qiushui Palace, and they had vividly remembered everything just now.

"So..." Mu Qingxue said tremblingly, "So the second time is not a dream, it's you..."

"Yeah, I reversed the time. I found out that you have experienced the things on this line not long ago, so I don't need to let you relive it." Lu Xingwan gently extinguished the incense of common souls.

She smiled a little mischievously, "Aren't you surprised? I was also surprised when I thought about it myself. I took it as a hint of fate, but it was my own way out of a desperate situation."

Three times, I was wrong...

Mu Qingxue's face was pale.

Counting Ye Hanxing in his previous life, there were more than three times.

"Now you understand why I hate you?" Lu Xingwan said.

Mu Qingxue raised her head in panic, tears streaming down her face, and the pain in her heart was like thousands of sharp claws tearing at her.

How can it be unknown?She must hate her for stabbing her deadliest wound with a knife even though she is her closest relative.I hate the days and nights that she can get along with even though she doesn't have to call for help, but she always begs her to save her.

But what did she do, she left her where she was again and again, and left her behind after quarreling again and again, watching her trample on her heart in this life, time and time again without apology.

When she met Ye Hanxing for the first time, she would come to her again when she made Ye Hanxing smile. Since then, Ye Hanxing has been treating her with sincerity, but what about her?

Mu Qingxue suddenly told her that Lu Xingwan came that day, don't blame me for not giving you a chance.

At that time, she thought it was Lu Xingwan's frivolous threat, but it turned out to be her most kind.

At the end of the day, she still gave her a chance, so that she could not know these cruel appearances, and the relationship between them was the most dignified.

But what about her?Full of displeasure and suspicion, self-righteousness is ridiculous.

No wonder Lu Xingwan said she was a joke, she was a joke, the most ridiculous and ironic joke.

Blood spurted out with her self-deprecating laughter, and everything in the world laughed at her stupidity.

Mu Qingxue stretched out her dream like before, hoping that Ye Hanxing or Lu Xingwan would walk towards her and lead her out of hopelessness.

But this time no one would come to her again, never again.

She vomited a few mouthfuls of blood, and fell down like a dry log that was pulled out of its vitality in an instant.

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