Wading in muddy water

1.

Zhou Boxin likes Chen Li to call himself "brother" in double characters, but Chen Li basically only calls out this name indiscriminately when he is too messed up in bed.

Zhou Boxin himself couldn't figure out the cause-and-effect relationship between the two, whether he liked Chen Li's appearance of complete dependence and trust because he liked this title, or liked this title because he always liked to bully Chen Li.

2.

Regarding the title "Her Royal Highness", Zhou Boxin didn't dislike it, although he couldn't say he liked it very much.

Zhou Boxin really doesn't care about many things, he doesn't hate Liufang, he doesn't care about being called a princess, he doesn't mind getting a tattoo of Peppa Pig, he really thinks that many things that most people in this world care about are meaningless—— Names, looks, favors, etc.

All he cared about was Chen Li, only Chen Li.

3.

Zhou Boxin's right hand was broken, Chen Li learned that Liu Fang had schizophrenia, and the two had no contact.

Zhou Boxin often lost his mind. From the beginning of the meeting, Mr. Zhou repeatedly distracted and shocked the people in the office. Later, everyone got used to it. As long as Zhou Boxin did not express his opinion in time, the person who spoke would respectfully shout "Mr. Zhou". Last week, after poking new calm eyes, he said again what he had just said.

4.

At that time, Chen Li often refreshed Zhou Boxin's circle of friends, and Zhou Boxin would also frequently refresh Chen Li's circle of friends.At night, I would lock myself in the study and watch the monitoring of Lishui Garden. Although there was nothing inside, not even Chen Zhiyuan, and the lights were not turned on, Zhou Boxin could see his face on the dark screen.

The night is too long, Zhou Boxin rarely felt the word "loneliness" before, and often realized the meaning of this word during that time.But he still watched it every night, all night.

5.

Earlier, Zhou Boxin often couldn't control himself.

Thinking of Chen Li, thinking of driving to Lishui Garden unconsciously, and not realizing where he was until the car stopped at the gate of Lishui Garden, his chest would be soaring and he couldn't hold back his annoyance, smoking with the car window open, if tobacco could make him a little Calm down, and he'll drive back.If not, he will enter Lishui Garden.

This is the reason why Zhou Boxin occasionally returned to Lishui Garden before Chen Li.

6.

Later, Zhou Boxin's liking was spied on by Chen Li, and he couldn't control himself more frequently and intensely.

Every time Chen Li asked him "how can you bear it?" he would answer "I can't bear it" in his heart. The phone call Chen Li made to Zhou Boxin in physical education class was recorded by Zhou Boxin and listened to it many times.

Many times, too many to count, Zhou Boxin wanted to lock Chen Li up.For lovers raised in captivity, not only Chen Li thought about it, Zhou Boxin thought about it several times more than Chen Li.But he knows that this is abnormal, and this may not only be love, but also his selfish desire.More importantly, this love will bring Chen Li into the abyss.

So he could only bear it, and endured it harder and harder each time.

7.

I don't know if Zhou Boxin showed Chen Li the camera incident on purpose.

Zhou Boxin himself didn't know.This can only be regarded as a coincidence, he didn't intentionally put the camera box in front of his aunt, he didn't instruct his aunt to tell Chen Li about the camera at home, he didn't hint that Chen Li went to the study to check his computer.But it just happened, he just didn't prevent it from happening.

You have to give yourself a chance to breathe, stop hiding, stop acting, take a break for a while.

Fortunately he rested.

8.

Zhou Boxin has violent tendencies, and because he has been depressed for a long time, his hands will shake when it is serious.

On the day of Zhou Qingluo's death, in Luxiang, Chen Li stuffed the belt into Zhou Boxin's hands, and Zhou Boxin's hands trembled uncontrollably.Chen Li is really stupid. He tried to comfort Zhou Boxin in such a stupid way, but in fact Zhou Boxin used terrible self-control. Although the belt passed Chen Li, although there was a "snap", it was not really painful. The most painful part was Zhou Boxin. thigh.

In the end, it all fell on his own lap.Chen Li's buttocks subsided the next day, and Zhou Boxin's leg was red and swollen for nearly three days.

9.

Zhou Boxin often has two villains in his heart.

One is a restrained angel, let's count it as an angel; the other is a crazy and immoral demon.On the day when he went to Ju Lulu, the demon won a rare victory. He frankly said that Zhou Boxin was really not a good person. Although it was based on the premise that Ju Lulu was voluntary, he deliberately had sex with Chen Lizheng's girlfriend in front of Chen Li. He proved to himself that in Chen Li's heart, he was the most important.

Even if he does such a thing, he is the most important.Chen Li has no bottom line towards him, Chen Li's eyes will follow him for the rest of his life.

It's a little perverted, a little crazy.But the devil villain only won once, oh no, twice.

The last time was when Zhou Boxin installed a pinhole camera in Lishui Garden.

10.

Zhou Boxin's assistant knew that Zhou Boxin liked Chen Li.

Because Zhou Boxin's current residence is not the first house he bought. The first house was in a mess within half a month after Zhou Boxin moved in. Vases, TVs, coffee tables, glass and ceramics in the house were almost all broken. Don't want to ask housekeeping to clean this up.The assistant is a smart man, Zhou Boxin gave him the key and asked him to clean it up and sell the house.

The assistant knew that Zhou Boxin had smashed those things, because once he saw Zhou Boxin's hands were wrapped with bandages.

At that time, Zhou Boxin had just moved out of Lishui Garden, and just found out that Chen Li was Liu Yuan's child.

His outlet at the time was destruction.

11.

During Jiying's celebration banquet, Chen Li had hallucinations.

Chen Li looked at him with that expression, asked him, and said that Liu Fang was here.Then he looked at Zhou Boxin like a stranger, an enemy, or a monster, and said, "Don't touch me."

After that day, Zhou Boxin was in a state of stress for a long time, and he couldn't accept someone approaching him, let alone touching him.

The night when Chen Li went to look for him, Zhou Boxin's first question was, "Can I hug you?"

But in fact, until that time, Zhou Boxin still had the stamina of stress left in his body, and he always felt that Chen Li would suddenly push him away and say, don't touch me.

12.

Zhou Boxin never thinks that love can be divided into correct and incorrect, normal and abnormal, love is love.

But Chen Li was very concerned about this, and always felt that he was wrong and abnormal.

When Zhou Boxin said "I'll teach you" that day, he didn't really want to teach Chen Li what to do and what not to do, but to tell him: whatever you do with me is "correct".

This is love, this is love.

13.

Zhou Boxin disagrees, and even hates the theory that love will eventually turn into family affection.

Every "I love you" he said to Chen Li was an independent, firm, and never-changing promise.

Even though Chen Li, an idiot, always felt that Zhou Boxin was coaxing him, he knew how to coax him to be happy.

14.

In Luxiang, the driver asked Chen Li, "The one next to you who doesn't speak is your brother, right? Does he not understand our dialect? It's true that foreigners don't understand it. Is he a real brother?"

Chen Li couldn't understand anything, he just kept saying yes, yes, yes.

When they came to Luxiang last year, the driver asked them the same thing before they got off the bus, "Is this your brother? It looks strange. You are coming back to visit relatives? The mountain road here is not easy to walk."

Chen Li was also right.

Last year Zhou Boxin couldn't hear the word brother, it was a shackle, so he replied no.

This year, I also answered no. I knocked on the car window, revealing the rings of the two people, and said, "It's not my brother, it's my lover."

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