Wading in muddy water

The night of my 19th birthday, I got really drunk again.

I didn't want to get drunk at first, because I vaguely remember that when I almost threw up my stomach while hugging the toilet last year, I swore to myself: I will never drink so much alcohol again.

But when the atmosphere came, and because it was my birthday, I suddenly became a person with a house and a car, and I was drunk a lot of alcohol.

Liufang gave me a villa as a birthday present, and I bought it not far from my brother's.I was taken aback when I got the house book, and wanted to say that Liufang was a bit of a waste. I usually live with my brother, so I don’t need to buy a house at all.Liu Fang kept laughing, saying that the house is an asset, not for you to live in.

I was helpless, Lishuiyuan she said that she wanted to transfer it to my name in a few years, so she asked her if one Lishuiyuan was not enough, do I need so many assets.

After hearing this, Liu Fang asked me, what did Zhou Boxin give you?

The environment of the nursing home is very good, and it doesn't feel desolate as winter is approaching. Liufang now comes here for a period of time every month, and his condition is well under control.The smile on her face was very warm, and the rainy season in those eyes was completely over. When she looked at me, she was gentle and gentle, "Your birthday was not well spent for you, and my mother feels guilty."

I understand what Liu Fang and Zhou Boxin are thinking.

My birthday was really not very good. On my 19th birthday, the two of them were like a competition. Zhou Boxin directly brought me a sports car.It wasn't long before I got my driver's license, and I didn't plan to buy a car at all.

I smiled and sighed, and Liu Fang figured it out, "I bought you a car?"

"Have you two agreed?" I asked.

"Hmph, whoever discusses it with him, his gift is not as expensive as mine." The corners of Liu Fang's mouth curled up, with a slight bend, like a little girl acting like a spoiled child.

The ceiling light illuminates my brother's villa quite brightly. I have lived here for so long, so why didn't I realize that the ceiling light bought by my brother is so cool.The light will also change frequency. Sometimes the white light shines straight down, and then turns into distorted colorful transparent lights, which rotate to blur the scene in front of you, which is very cool.

Dacheng was sitting on the sofa, with his arm around his girlfriend, and the other hand was holding a bottle of dark beer and wanted to touch me. I was dizzy and didn't touch me. He said at the top of his throat that I was a badass, and I had a house and a car. It's also a dish!

Fuck, this guy has become a lot more arrogant after chasing after his goddess, what a fucking shame.

"How long have you been chasing your goddess? Are you swearing again?" Sanzi joked beside him.

The Goddess of Dacheng laughed, raised her glass and clinked with us.Dacheng said "Hey, hello" several times, "Don't tear me down, don't talk about me today, just say that we are the winners in life, brother Li, no, now we have to call Mr. Chen!"

I couldn't be happier, "You can't count as a winner in life. The only regret is that Liu Yuan will be released from prison in nine years!"

"Come on, how old is he this year? When he is released from prison, he will be in his seventies and eighties, and it will be difficult to use a mobile phone. Don't leave regrets for that kind of person." Dacheng said.

The corners of my eyes were hot, and my hand holding the wine bottle was not steady. The third son took over the half of the wine in my hand, and heard his voice, "Oh, brother, don't drink it."

I am not drunk.

I'm not drunk, I'm fully conscious, I know who I am and where I am.Turning my gaze around, I can see my two brothers, and the third son has gone to college and has not left the singles, which is quite worrying.It seems that his family really has a single gene, and it's not unreasonable for his mother to worry that he won't be able to find a partner.

I can still see two dog girls over there sitting on the bar and whispering. They are obviously here to attend my birthday party. These two girls are as comfortable as they are on a date.

I don't know how Fox got together with my sister. I really don't know anything about the gay world. I can only remember that my sister told me "I don't have a boyfriend until now".

Co-authored by her means she is gay?

Depend on.

Sanzi's mobile phone rang suddenly, and he took one of my hands to answer the phone. I felt my world suddenly turned upside down again, and it was only after I fell that I realized that I fell on the sofa.

"I don't want to talk about it, Mr. Zhou doesn't have the time to talk to you. You remember that people are happy to send something to the front desk of Jiying during the New Year and holidays, but don't run to people's houses."

"I..." The third son hissed, "I ran away from home because my brother celebrated his birthday. Can it be the same as yours?"

I can hear it straight.

The eldest brother of the third son is quite funny, I forgot his name.At the beginning of this year, my brother completely pulled Li Zhou down, and the Maicheng car circle was waiting for someone to take over. It happened that the third brother started to reverse the car last year, so he gave him a favor to take over.

I always remember my brother's kindness, and I want to repay my kindness, and I don't just want to repay my kindness, I want to take this opportunity to win over my brother again.This idea is so normal that anyone with a discerning eye can see it, and there is nothing to avoid. Who doesn't want to have a relationship with Zhou Boxin.

But the third son is very annoying, and he asks his brother to find a sense of existence for himself all day long.

I pulled him and asked him to give me the phone. The third son mercilessly opened my hand with a slap, "You don't bother me anymore, you're so drunk that you don't even know who you are."

Hearing him and his brother talk about Zhou Boxin, I realized that I just looked around and didn't see my boyfriend.Sitting up suddenly from the sofa, I suddenly felt half sober.

He took out his mobile phone to call him, and the ringtone rang on the table after dialing out.Dacheng howled loudly when he heard the phone ringing, "Brother Li! Your brother's phone is ringing!"

I fucking know, I did.

My birthday is early winter.

Including every birthday in the past, it seems that it is inevitable to fall from the carnival into the cold winter, the blood in the whole body is frozen, and the breathing is stagnant.

There was no heating outside, and I was half sober from the wine. It was not winter yet in November, but Zhou Boxin only wore a thin shirt, and the sleeves were unbuttoned at the front, halfway up, exposing his wrists.

The wrist bones protruded outward, and the blue blood vessels meandered and flowed into the wrist from the back of the hand, and it was hard to see on the forearm.

There is no wind today, and the white smoke is rising straight up.

Zhou Boxin was smoking with his elbows on the railing, but I dragged him up without saying a word, and let him look at me.He even took a puff of the cigarette in his hand, squinted his eyes and took a mouthful, then spit it out again, hitting him in the face.I'm used to smoking his cigarettes, and I don't feel strong anymore.

"Brother, why did you run out?" I stretched out my arms to hug him, and when I hugged him like this, I always felt that I had grown up after college, as if it was not as strenuous as before to look up at him.But the result of the physical examination said that I only grew 0.2, which is almost negligible.

But it doesn't matter, 23 is still running around, so be full of hope.

Being hugged by me like this, Zhou Boxin didn't react at all. He calmly squeezed his cigarette back and moved his upper body back a little.

Oh, I get it.

I rubbed up again, kissed his chin, and my voice softened, "I'm having fun with other people, are you jealous?"

Zhou Boxin looked at me for a moment, and his Adam's apple rolled for no reason.Then he looked away again and didn't speak.

"Brother, brother—brother, brother, brother."

"Come on less." Zhou Boxin finally said, pushing my face with his palm and pushing me away.

"It's my birthday today, and I just want to hear you say that you're jealous, will you tell me?" I pinched his waist, and pulled the belt around my waist with two fingers to pull him into my arms.I have been dating Zhou Boxin for almost a year, and I have learned a lot from him, including how to make the other party fully feel your desire to control and cannot refuse.

But after saying this, Zhou Boxin laughed immediately, very contemptuously!A look that completely sees through me.He doesn't care who is taking the initiative in this posture at all, as if I can't really do anything if I make trouble.

Indeed, I am cowardly.

And I learned all my tricks from him, so I really dare not do anything to him.

Then I can only change my own way, sniffing and rubbing against his chest, "Brother, I want to hear..."

"I'm jealous." Zhou Boxin interrupted me, his voice was very low, "Chen Li, it's not just me, other people can make you happy. I don't like this feeling very much."

……hiss.

Me, rely on.This is different from what I thought, and this sentence is too lethal.It felt like a whole heart was scalded by him, and it was tumbling and didn't know where to fall.

Zhou Boxin took a deep breath irritably, turned around and wanted to continue smoking.Having said all this, how could I let him just smoke by himself, reached out to pick his cigarette and crushed it directly, tightened my arms and hugged him with great strength.

"You will say these words to make me feel bad. Do you know that if you put it on others, it is called PUA? You must know that I treat you differently from them. Brother, you are different. Without you, I would not feel happy at all. Ability, without you, my schizophrenia will not stabilize, I will become a monster, locked in the room every day, without you..."

"Okay." Zhou Boxin interrupted me with a hoarse voice.

I hummed, "Isn't it just to hear what I said? Are you still distressed?"

"Distressed." He replied.

I laughed and said "I love you" several times.

Putting it on others is PUA, but putting it on us is not.I just like him like this, and my sense of security needs to be filled in such a perverted way, so I say that we are really a match made in heaven.

If it wasn't me and him, it would have been miserable for both of us no matter who we were with.Until now, I still agree that my love with him is very similar to "", the dark and unknown danger is hidden inside, it seems that if you are not careful, you will be doomed.

.

I silently repeated this word several times in my heart. No matter what I compared to Zhou Boxin, I would love Aiwu and Wudi, and I thought it was very good, quite good, the best.

A year goes by very quickly. Once my life becomes fulfilling and satisfying, it is difficult for me to recall the past so clearly. I almost forgot what kind of mood I was in when I returned to Luxiang last year.

My birthday is very close to Zhou Qingluo's death day, just one month away.

I just asked for leave last month, and I asked for leave again this month. The guide asked me why I had to go home. I said my dad had been dead for a year and I had to go back to visit the grave. If you don’t believe me, I can call my mother and ask her to ask for leave for me.The instructor immediately turned off the fire, and quickly approved a leave note for me.

Luxiang seems to never change, and time does not flow here.No matter what year I am, there will always be children on the street whose age is fixed there forever; the owner of a small roadside shop is sitting at the door of the shop in a not too warm temperature. I saw it last year. On the chair, I saw someone wanting to patronize me and asked "do you want to buy something" in dialect, and his attitude was not very enthusiastic.

This is what my brother translated for me this year, and he would never translate for me before.

I have to take a taxi from the entrance of the town. What surprised me is that the starting price of a taxi in Luxiang has increased by one yuan this year!From five yuan to six yuan, I was inexplicably excited, as if the dollar hadn't been taken out of my pocket.

Oh, it's not true, my brother pays.

The taxi driver still talked to us. My brother and I really don’t have the temperament of Luxiang. No matter how many drivers we change, we probably have a lot to say to us foreigners.

I still can't understand, my brother still doesn't like to talk, he bends his lips and looks out of the window.I smiled awkwardly, and answered indiscriminately, pinching my brother's waist while answering, and whispered in his ear, "Quickly translate for me, I have had awkward chats with the driver for three years. Let me talk about it."

My brother stretched out his palm and grabbed the hand I was pinching him, and held it firmly, I struggled a little but did not get out.

In the second half of the journey, I could only be held by him like this, and the driver was quite authentic in my ear, so authentic in a dialect that I couldn't understand at all, and my brother occasionally chuckled.I know, there must be some misunderstanding caused by my random answer to the driver's words, but I have already seen it, and it's good to make him laugh.

Today is the anniversary of Zhou Qingluo's death. In the past three years, it's the first time I've seen him so relaxed today.

When I got out of the car, my brother got off first. He stood outside the driver's seat, bent down, and tapped on the window lightly.The driver lowered the glass with a puzzled face, and my brother said in a low voice, "He doesn't understand the Luxiang dialect."

Depend on!I'm still in the car!That's how he exposed me!How embarrassing, not only me, but also the driver.I just talked for half an hour with someone who didn't understand.

Then my brother said two more sentences, speaking in a different dialect.

Although I am really obsessed with the way my brother speaks in dialect, this is the first time I watch it, and I feel that his whole aura has become softer. This is very novel to me, but it still can't change the fact that I can't understand.

Regardless of the embarrassment I had just disguised all the way, I grabbed the driver's window with the fastest speed, "What did he mean by those two words just now?"

The driver was taken aback for a moment, then looked at me and laughed. I felt very ominous because of his laughter, wondering if my brother made up some nonsense about me.I stretched out my hand to grab him, took his hand and pulled him a little closer, demanding to confront him face to face, "Quickly tell me, what did you say?"

My brother was always smiling, and I squinted my eyes to look at the driver again, just in time to see his eyes fall on the ring of the same style as my brother and me with very understanding eyes.

My heart skipped a beat, as if the pause button had been pressed, I suddenly dragged my brother away.I vaguely guessed what he was talking about, and felt ashamed belatedly.If it was normal, I would definitely not be ashamed like this, mainly because I didn't know this kind of words just now, so I had to drag him to let him explain, and now I feel a little bit ashamed when I react.

After walking a few steps, I still wanted to hear the original words, so I hooked my fingers and scratched his palm, "What did you say?"

"Didn't you guess it?"

"I want to hear the original words... that I am your boyfriend?"

"..."

"Say I'm not your brother? Say I'm not just your brother?"

"..."

"Zhou Boxin!"

"..."

"Brother, good brother, please, just tell me?"

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