Wading in muddy water

The fox's expression of wanting to eat melon is too obvious, coupled with her fiery red hair, she really looks like a fox, an animal.

I avoided her eyes, "You like eating his melons so much, you must know that our relationship is not very good."

She raised her eyebrows and said, "Are you trying to renege on your debt? Cross the river and tear down the bridge. I will accompany you to make the big boss mad. When I lose my job and live on the street, you will say that you don't know me."

Although I was nervous, I was still amused by her.

"Master, Mr. Zhou is here. I'll quit. I still don't want to lose my job." The fox suddenly sat upright.

I thought she was so courageous, she dared to joke with me in front of Zhou Boxin's gaze, but Zhou Boxin was still a little frightened when he came here.In fact, I am similar, and I really have no right to laugh at her.

"I wish you well."

She didn't wait for me to reply, she blinked a pair of fox eyes, stepped down from the chair lightly and stepped on the ground, and when she was leaving, she touched the rim of the glass to mine, her slender arms were hanging down, and the bright wine was reflected by the light. Ye also leaned towards me, in a gesture of pity for a suitor.I rely on!I'm not stupid, of course I understand what she means, she ran away by herself, but added another crime to me.

Although I know she is very smart, she must want to help me.

But she must have made up the wrong plot, and there is no need for any catalyst between me and Zhou Boxin.

We have already burned it, the reaction is violent, and the stamina is huge. Now only the residue is left, and it thumps from time to time.

I was enveloped in a familiar atmosphere.

My heart was beating violently, as if he and I were still in love, and wanted to call "Brother" in a coquettish tone and exchange kisses with him.But it's quite nonsense, Zhou Boxin and I have never been in love at all, and we have never been in love.

"Brother." In the tone of a well-behaved younger brother, I held the cup tightly with my hand, but tried my best to relax my body. I looked at his right arm, "Why did you remove the plaster cast? Has it recovered?"

Zhou Boxin ignored my words, took the wine handed by the bar, and the waiter who delivered the wine was very respectful.The light shone from above his head. I thought it was a red light just now, warm and enthusiastic, but now I know it is reflected by the fox's red hair.Sitting here, Zhou Boxin turned into a very calm cold light, jumped off the bridge of his nose, and jumped onto the table.

He is holding the cup with his left hand, and his right hand is hanging down. I can tell at a glance that his right hand has not recovered.The rim of the cup held in his palm folded out and touched mine with a cold light. I thought he was going to touch the rim of my cup, but he pushed the cup in front of me, then took my cup over and rubbed his thumb inadvertently A certain place on the mouth of the cup.

The location where the fox touched.Like a dictator, these actions are so arrogant that anyone wants to kneel down to him.I really felt that my legs were going to be weak again, and I almost couldn't sit still and slipped off the chair.

Does Zhou Boxin know that his possessive desire for me has already come out?I am obsessed with this feeling, I like being controlled by him and dominated by him, I can feel that I have a little connection with the world because of him.

He didn't talk, and I didn't talk, and drank a glass of wine.

The champagne was already opened there, so he didn't go.

I heard the event host mention Zhou Boxin's name on stage, and it seemed that there were cameras and lights coming over, but Zhou Boxin didn't even look at him.Sitting next to me, like an ordinary passerby who comes to a bar to consume.There were several activities on stage, and my heart almost stopped when I saw the fox walking there. Why didn't she say that she was going to appear on stage?

Sure enough, Zhou Boxin's gaze followed, looking at the fox.

He knocked on the mouth of the cup with his index finger, knocking slowly, his Adam's apple would roll up and down when his gaze became impatient, and the blood vessels in his neck would be brought up and down.That section of skin is sexy as hell, cold-toned, and the blood flowing in the veins seems to be like a glacier. It was suddenly pushed up to the top of the mountain, and it boiled for a moment. Countless believers wanted to worship for this moment.

I promised Liufang, and I also promised myself.

He explained it very clearly to himself, and spent three whole days without eating or sleeping, and pulled out his rationality from the breakdown to persuade himself not to see Zhou Boxin again.Just pretending to be broken in love, pretending that I liked a very ordinary person very ordinaryly, but now I don't like it anymore, it doesn't matter who he doesn't like, in short, forget it.This is the normal process of love, like, fall in love, separate, forget.

Everyone in the world can do it, so can I.

But I misdefined ordinary, my liking for him is not ordinary, and he is not ordinary.

I love him in blood.

In the blood, this sentence has a special meaning to me.

Every cell, every organ, every drop of my blood developed from a sinful seed.In the past few days, I tried not to think about it, pretending to be a carefree young master, and wanting to live the same life as before.Now I finally understand why Liufang always pretends that the years are quiet, there is no other way, even I can only pretend that the years are quiet, let alone Liufang.

if not?

Let Liufang face this matter, face that he was raped by his own brother, face that he gave birth to a monster, and face that he is still living in this world.

Let me face this, that my biological father is an ugly rapist, that every breath I breathe is evidence of a crime, that there is blood in my body that would desire my brother, this is not love at all, It is a disease of monsters.

I lick my lips again.

After licking, I realized that I really like to lick my lips after I haven't kissed Zhou Boxin for a long time.I am a little afraid of "love" now. I don't know whether love is instinct or skill, whether rape is love, whether illness is love, whether love is healing or an abyss.

Don't know if a normal person should be "loved" by a filthy monster.I've been a little afraid of the word "love" lately, and all that it means.

"Did the doctor allow you to remove the plaster cast, and will there be any problems in the follow-up recovery? After all, it is the right hand." I asked him in the most ordinary tone of a younger brother. In short, don't let him watch the fox on the stand. I am a little guilty and afraid of the fox Really unemployed.Although I know that Zhou Boxin is indeed not that kind of person, but it may also be that his moral sense is often weak, and I am not sure whether he will suddenly go crazy to the point of breaking the bottom line in this regard.

"It is recommended not to tear it down," he said.

"Then how did you dismantle it??? What if the root cause of the disease falls in the future." I unconsciously raised my voice, thinking that he was doing it for today, and it was a bit ridiculous to come to the celebration party with his hands hanging.But it's fine if he doesn't come, there's no need to remove the plaster ahead of time.

"It's inconvenient to live alone without tearing it down."

I snapped my mouth shut.

Oh, I used to take care of him as his babysitter, working hard without complaint.I don’t know why, I think he told me on purpose, if it weren’t for the few days when I was his babysitter, he wouldn’t have removed the plaster ahead of time, if I hadn’t kissed and hugged him to bed, he would still be the same Zhou Boxin, even if Zhou Boxin, whose right hand is injured, does not need help from others.

I suddenly felt that the word "inconvenience" might not have existed in the eyes of Zhou Boxin before.Inconvenience must be born of comparison, he is not a person who cares about the convenience his right hand brings to life, so he will not feel "inconvenient" if this convenience is lost.What he cares about is me, and it will be inconvenient to have me, or he can translate it into——

miss me.

miss me.

miss me.

So much so that I was annoyed when I saw the plaster cast on my hand, so I just removed it regardless.It doesn't matter whether the recovery is good or not, he doesn't care about himself at all, maybe this is also his way of venting his emotions.I have long known that he is such a person who doesn't care about anything and doesn't care about himself, but I can be his attachment to the world.

My heart was burning hot, and for a moment I felt that love was not scary, not that scary.

I love him frankly, not because I am a monster, I am not sick, I just love him, the most ordinary love.He is also willing to accept, he is willing, he has always known who I am, I am Liu Yuan's son, I am...

I'm……

"Little gift."

I was covered in fine hair, and I heard Liu Fang calling me.I turned my head abruptly, and saw phantoms swaying out of the shaking crowd, flashing colorful lights, but there was no Liufang.She is following me, Liu Fang is following me, she knows that I am coming to find Zhou Boxin, since when did she start following me?

"Little Li, you can't like your brother, you are a monster."

My whole body was stiff, half of my body was numb, and I just sat on the seat.Seeing Zhou Boxin's frowning eyebrows, like a hill, his palm touched my wrist, I shrank from being burned, "Liufang followed me."

He looked around.

"Didn't you hear her talking? Bro, she's talking, right next to my ear, and she's here." But I couldn't see her, I only felt fear and collapse covering me for a moment, and the next moment I saw Liufang standing Beside him, half of his face is crying, half of his face is smiling.She reached out to me and asked me to go home with her.I held Zhou Boxin's hand tightly, "Brother..."

Zhou Boxin may have been hurt by my grasp, and his face was ugly.

Liu Fang was standing between the two of us, but Zhou Boxin's eyes looked directly at me across Liu Fang.My scalp was numb, and I looked over Liu Fang into his eyes, "Can you see her? It's just..."

Zhou Boxin looked at me and didn't speak.