[SD Doujin] Light Blue Summer

"what you do……"

His smiling face was so close, I was so flustered that I couldn't even speak my voice.

"I forgot it so quickly."

He raised his head slightly, pretending to be thinking, but with a gentle smile in his eyes, "Then how about doing it again?"

"Do not joke!"

My mind was in a mess, and I waved my hands again and again, "Please, put me down first... You've been, uh, hugging me for a long time, I'm heavy."

"I'll take you to the hospital first."

He raised his hand and stroked the hair around my ears, as if to appease my overly surprised emotions.

"I really, really don't want to go..."

Almost blurted out, at the moment he hugged me and turned around, I closed my eyes, put my hands down and grabbed his clothes, and shook my head slightly. Originally, he would question me immediately, but I didn’t expect him to put me down slowly. There is also a light smile on his face.

"Then I'll go to the pharmacy, you wait here for me."

He looked around back and forth, saw the open pharmacy across the road and said to me, I nodded, went to the park next to the station, sat on the swing in the park by the roadside, holding two swings with no expression on my face. The icy chains hanging down.

The swing frame was blown by the wind, and the interlocking joints of the chains continued to squeeze out the creaking old sound, driving my body to shake slightly back and forth.

At night when the temperature is not too warm, the green grass all over the ground makes a quiet and gentle rustling sound in the wind, and waves climb in the air, gently hitting the eardrums.When I looked up, I found that the sky was also foggy, and the moonlight seemed to disappear, but the dark moonlight was still broken into thin pieces of light, light and quiet, sifted from the tops of tall trees into patches, Flowing down the undergrowth, bubbling and pouring over the ground underfoot.

Are you really together?

Just looking at the person in front of me, I remembered that he was my boyfriend.

I grabbed the chain chain and tapped to the ground, stopped the swing, and looked at the snow-white road not far away. I squinted my eyes, as if I was asking myself. Gradually, it seemed that something began to fall on me. Watching the raindrops of different sizes begin to appear on the ground, I raised my head to find that the light rain had already started to fall in the sky, and it seemed that it would not stop for a while. I stretched out my hand and watched the rain drop by drop on my palm. , and then a familiar figure appeared in the blurred vision, and there were no more raindrops continuing to fall overhead.

Seeing him squatting in front of me, I can feel that he is using his fingers to keep away my loose hair, and his fingers are carefully passing through the earrings at the earbones, and his breath has already touched the skin as if faintly— —The cheeks, the side of the neck, the outline of the ears, and when his fingertips passed the side of the face, all the soft and hesitant wobbles at that time were already warm and light so close.

"Let's take you back first, it's easy to catch a cold and get sick."

"We are really... together, right? I'm actually very scared, just like when I saw you hugging just now, I was afraid that I was a third party... I was afraid that you would leave with her..."

I was still in a daze, when I suddenly felt hands gently cover my eyes, next to my ear was his uncontrollable smile, I was suddenly pulled up by him and hugged in my arms, my body was just frozen there, I lowered my head, and didn’t go Looking at Xiandao beside him, his hand wanted to pull out the palm held by him for a moment, and the moment it loosened, it was held tightly back again.

The moment I looked up, I stared at Xiandao's eyes, there was a kind of clarity and calmness in his eyes.

"I don't think that's a hug, a real hug is me and you."

"..."

I hugged his shoulders tightly and started to cry. People can't always ask others to give, and by the time I start giving, it may be too late.Of course self-esteem is necessary, but blind self-esteem, does it become arrogance?So this time, I have to pay seriously.

"Wuuu...Xiandao Zhang, can you...can you..." Can you?Can you not leave me easily, even if you find many shortcomings and shortcomings in me later, can you not abandon my love?This is what I want to ask, but I don’t know what’s going on, except for crying, I’m stunned intermittently, but I can’t express it clearly.

"Do you know? In fact, I was the one who liked you at the beginning, although unrequited love always beautifies that person too much. But you are more beautiful than I imagined."

Xiandao looked very flustered, he said while wiping away my unstoppable tears.

"But, in the future, you will...you will find out that I have many shortcomings, and you will find that I am not that good...but...you have to give me time, and I will correct it...don't leave me without saying a word..."

He touched my cheek with the palm of his hand, the heat from his body temperature was transmitted, it was a little hot, then he hugged my waist in his arms, closed his eyes and smiled.

"Ayu, if you continue talking, I can only use the previous method to make you stop talking."

"...If you do that... I'll give you a fist right away, do you believe it?"

I touched my face indiscriminately, and shook my head desperately. He turned his face away in a funny way. Only then did I realize that the umbrella had fallen aside, and Xiandao's own hair was wet from the rain, and his bangs were scattered in a mess.

"Oh. Then Ayu just promise me that you don't want to think about these things anymore, okay? Although I still don't understand what you think about every day, but I will always be with Ayu."

"This time, don't lie, I'm serious!" I took his hand and looked at him very solemnly, while the drizzle was still falling, "Although I'm clumsy, please teach me from now on!"

"Please give me your advice. But it's getting late now, so I'm going back with me."

"Do you have any extra beds at home?"

"Well, I can give you mine, I'll go to the living room to sleep."

Although my eyes were shining brightly, I was still chuckled by his solemn tone: "Then you can sleep on the floor."

"How cunning."

He kept smiling and patted my head.

×

After taking the last tram, the two of them walked for a long time in the rain before arriving at his residence. It was the third floor of an ordinary apartment. The area was not too large, but the surrounding environment was extremely good.

The basketball court facing the community park has a large row of windows, so the light transmission effect is very good, but now because of the rain outside the window, the dense dark clouds completely cover the moonlight, and the living room is clean and white. The brown-red floor was polished clean and shiny, as if it had been waxed.But what surprised me was his room.

The sea blue curtains block the light from the outside, the single bed is also the same color, the books on the bookshelf are neatly arranged, the basketball in the corner is also there quietly, and there is also a tidy and tidy desk. His white number 7 jersey hangs in the closet.I couldn't help being amazed by the neat and tidy room without any flaws. I thought of my bed that never had a chance to be folded, and the wardrobe and desk that I hadn't had time to tidy up...

"Let me help you treat the wound on your leg first, and then you can change your clothes, okay?"

The corners of Xiandao's mouth are still raised, and his blue eyes are clear and clear. After I sat on his bed, he dug out the first-aid kit from the closet. I looked at the bruises on my knees, a few bloodstains, and black lines all over my head. Looking at the cotton ball soaked in medical alcohol in his hand, he couldn't help but press his hand.

"No, I'm used to not dealing with these small wounds... Well, I'll take a shower first."

With a cold face, he didn't listen to me at all, he responded casually, and gently touched my wound with a cotton ball.

"It hurts! Take it away, take it away! I don't need this anymore!"

It’s because of the pain that I usually hate going to the hospital and treating the wound the most...It’s painful to disinfect the wound with alcohol, but who knew that he held my ankle with amazing strength, and he didn’t care if I screamed desperately here. Stop, finally finished the disinfection, sprinkled some anti-inflammatory powder, Xiandao took a piece of clean gauze and bandaged the wound on my knee, then sat next to me with a hair dryer and began to blow my hair.

"...I want to take a shower."

"Your wound will become infected, don't go."

Now I can only hear the buzzing sound of the hair dryer, Xiandao carefully combed my hair, the hot air from the hair dryer hit my ears, I shrank back, feeling very uncomfortable, he seemed to notice My strange, blue eyes with a mischievous gleam, the hair dryer no longer blows on my hair but keeps blowing on my face.

"Hey!"

I looked at him dissatisfied, and then stretched out my hand to grab the hair dryer to dry my hair. His hand was slightly raised, and the corner of his mouth was smiling, with a childish heart. , although Xiandao was stunned for a moment, he quickly went upstairs to me, leaned back against the wall, and complained in pain.

"Hmm, Ayu, you're really heavier than you thought."

As I glared, he shrugged his shoulders, his eyes under his bangs said of course.

"I want you... to take care of it."

The moment the voice fell, he leaned over and kissed me, and turned off the hair dryer. Before I could react with my eyes wide open, he held my lips domineeringly, and forcefully pushed away my tight lips. Grinding my teeth, I hugged my waist with both hands, tightened, grabbed my hand and pressed me down on the bed.I can't move, I can only press his shoulders with both hands, I can only feel his breath, his body temperature, everything about him.

I closed my eyes, feeling him licking my earlobe lightly, and following the direction of the superior carotid artery, all the way down.

"No, Zhang, don't!"

My face was red and hot, and when I turned my face away, he stopped, looking down at me, with his hands still on his sides.The breathing of both of them was a little unsteady.

"Ayu..."

"You pressed / hit my leg... my knee, the wound hurts..."

I faltered as I explained, my mind went blank, and I even considered whether to pretend to be in pain. He smiled and rubbed the top of my head, turned over and got off the bed, took out his own T-shirt from the closet and handed it to me. , curled the corners of his mouth.

"I'm going to sleep in the living room, good night."

"...What, did you plan to stay at first..."

I hugged my clothes tightly, looked at the door closed by him, my raised face was flushed, and I was talking to myself.

The author has something to say:  …

Well, Xiandaojun is still very gentle.

At least I didn't take advantage of others (cough cough) Although I personally think that even if you single out Ayu, you may not be able to beat Immortal.