[SD Doujin] Light Blue Summer

Chapter 60 vol.56 Mood

After everyone had finished eating with a lot of noise, Shibuya and Black brought a lot of iced drinks from the kitchen and filled everyone's glasses.

"Come on, today you must drink until you are not drunk!"

"Hey, don't talk like an old man! And what we drink is not wine!"

"It's just that the fruit wine is fine!"

……

Everyone was silent for a few seconds before reacting, the atmosphere suddenly rose to the peak, the sound of clinking glasses, although such an approach is not allowed, but this so-called "adult time" lasted until evening, the sun went down, Ji La and Torii have fallen asleep on the sofa, and Sado and Shibuya are not much better, barely sitting, but they are staggering and almost fell off the chair, and exchanged with Black, who is still awake Looking down, I walked over to support Sado, and she took Shibuya up. I almost carried Sado, who was half a head taller than me, to the bed, and carefully let her lie down.

Sado's pretty brows frowned, with a distressed expression on her face, she turned over and buried her face in the pillow, I sighed, why would a young lady who obviously can't drink be brave enough to be with everyone... Liu Hai pushed aside, asked softly but only heard the sound of light breathing.

"Ayu, should we go out and buy some medicine, I think everyone seems a little... uncomfortable."

Black also put Shibuya down, and asked in a cold voice.

"it is good."

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The sky is still lazily bright, the setting sun has not faded its brilliance, but the moonlight appears faintly in the distance.Faintly covering the street lights, the shadows of slender street lamps stretched along the road to the distance.I was holding a paper bag in my hand, and I was a little wobbly when I walked, but fortunately, Black was helping me all the way back.

While waiting for the traffic lights by the side of the road, I inadvertently raised my head, and in the almost black-and-white picture-like field of vision, Xiandao unexpectedly appeared in the field of vision so suddenly and coincidentally, with black hair, a backpack slung over one shoulder, and a rare expressionless face or Is it... a habitual smile?I can't see clearly.The sleeves of the snow-white shirt were loosely rolled up at the elbow, revealing a section of the forearm, the thin chin, and the clear and clean lines gave me a strange feeling.There is no brilliance under the light and sparse shadows in my impression, nor is it the gentle smile that has been in front of me all the time. The corners of the mouth are flattened and gently drawn, and there is a faint indifference and arrogance that is quiet and dusty. He doesn't seem to notice me. , his gaze was always far away, and the girl next to him, I stared at it for a long time before I recognized the girl named Mingyin I met on the beach last time, and she kept talking excitedly beside him. What.

Obviously it was my own choice at the beginning, so why are you sad now?

I closed my eyes and opened them again. At this moment, the green light to pass was on, and the corners of my mouth were raised ironically. Black and I walked towards the opposite side. I was really unlovable.Every time I see Xiandao always looking lonely, showing a rare melancholy pattern, and holding a half-dead smirk, I will subconsciously have this idea, I am really a person who makes people unhappy, even pretending Will not work.

Obviously he can laugh without any scruples in front of anyone, but he is the only one who can't.

"Ayu, I want to go eat something."

Bowing his head and lightly stroking the cross on his chest, Black suddenly spoke to me.

I stared at her silently for a while, then nodded. This place is still some distance from my home, so I had to find a night snack shop on the street to buy some things and carry them. I walked to the river bank of the park without knowing it. The street lights were shining brightly. Cast a series of circles of light on the bank of the river.

She only wore a pure white dress, her black hair fluttered in the wind, and she looked taller and thinner in the night.

"I called Ayu many times just now and you didn't respond."

She just stared ahead, talking silently, her voice was low, with a unique magnetism, and her tone was very gentle.

"I've been thinking too much lately, sorry."

I scratched my hair, and felt that the drunkenness before was also blown sober by the wind at this moment. Looking at the food in the bag, she didn't even touch it. I knew in my heart that Black must have something to say to me. That's all.

"Is he someone you like?"

Black asked, his voice a bit ethereal.

I didn't speak.There was a moment of silence between the two, and it lasted for a long time. Black continued her soft tone.

"I saw it in the last match. I didn't pay attention to it before, but Torii and Shibuya have mentioned it. Although Ayu is the best fighter among us, to some extent He is also the most vulnerable, even though he always tells the fight with a smile on his face that he should be full of energy to fall in love, but he is always trying to be brave. He is so brave that he has to pretend that he has nothing to do every time."

Black said, slowly raised his own cross to his lips, "Ayu, shouldn't you hold onto your man firmly, and don't give it to other women."

"I... always feel terrible. If I just wait in silence, the original good things will change later, and become unfamiliar. I don't know how to accept it. It's better to just be like this... But I will still be very happy. I'm sorry, maybe I haven't found the answer I was looking for..."

"It's not easy to find what you're looking for, it's because it's not easy to find that it becomes what you're looking for."

"After all, Black has become a lot more honest."

Hearing her answer, I was stunned for a moment, and slightly raised my head to look at Black. Her profile is soft, and the corners of her mouth are slightly curved, which is different from the expression of her face when she read the death notice in the middle school. Now I can subtly perceive her change. I say it honestly.

"Yes, God once said, you must face your own thoughts honestly, and Ayu is the same, just don't regret it no matter what."

regret……

To me, this answer, like the person who uttered it, contains too much content that others cannot understand.

During the conversation with her, I thought over and over the meaning of Black's words, and I was surprised to find that I might be a late bloomer, forgetting to keep pace from time to time, and not very accommodating, and being stubborn is better than anyone else. In terms of relationship management, it is undoubtedly a failure, and the friends around me, whether it is Shibuya who pursues relationships persistently and never gives up, or Black who has learned a lot from relationships, seem to be much better than me.

Have they ever regretted it?If... the ending is different from what you once thought, will you regret the choice you made?But at least Black has given the answer, she would rather have the memories that existed brilliantly than just disappear silently in the long river of time.

"Black, I...you go back first..."

Maybe it was just a momentary impulse, so I tried to get closer, because I was not pushed away, so I got a little closer, and when I got closer, I found that the distance between us is actually not what I imagined at the beginning so far away.

I should also work hard to take a step forward, right?

Thinking of this, I handed the convenience bag to Black, she smiled knowingly, I turned around and planned to run in the opposite direction to the tram stop far away from here, ran out of the park, and walked around to the main road, in fact, running is not Very tired, just watching the familiar scenery keep going backwards, the night is a blend of silence and noise.In one block, there is an open night market, but in another block, you can only see the nebula and moonlight. You run through the community, past telephone poles one after another, willow trees by the roadside, past Gaogang, and then down.The surrounding scenery is fleeting, but it is not dreamy, but the reality is at your feet, within reach.Seeing the tram stop right in front of my eyes, my heart was filled with emotions, and the closer I got, the stronger the surge, as if I wanted to shout out loud.

Finally, when I was near the stairs of the tram station, I gasped for breath while holding on to the wall, and I couldn't walk any longer.He simply raised his head and looked out of the opposite window, vehicles were whizzing past one after another, and the night scene of the first bright lights was in front of him.Between the sky and the tall buildings, there is a bright artificial neon glow. From the rows of windows in the office buildings, there is a strong snow-white light, and the dim street lights behind me are dim in the night fog. They lined up and extended to the distance. After resting, I slowly climbed up the steps, and my vision gradually became wider. What appeared at the top of the stairs, except for the roaring tram, was clearly seeing Xiandao hugging Mingyin At that scene, I don't know if my face was so pale that it was ugly, but at least I pretended to be calm.

"..."

In fact, I thought I would yell something loudly, but when Mingyin's gaze fell on me, our eyes met for a few seconds, and I also stumbled down the stairs like a deserter, but I heard Xiandao behind me. Calling my name, my center of gravity was unstable, I stepped on the air, and fell to the ground.

Standing up slowly, I rubbed my knees. When my knees fell to the ground, blood dripped from the wounds. Compared with the wounds on my knees, I looked at the arm where I had just wiped my nose, and the blood on it slowly flowed down my fingertips. The flow went on slowly, and what made me more and more embarrassed was the sound of footsteps approaching slowly. This time I didn't run away in a hurry like last time, I just turned around and looked at him.

"I don't need it anymore."

I already know it, so you don't need to work hard to weave lies.

"I'll take you to the hospital."

He didn't listen to what I was saying at all, he directly hugged me horizontally, turned around and told Mingyin who was still staring wide-eyed as if he still couldn't figure out the situation.

"Mingyin, you go back first."

"Hey? Azhang! There is still class tomorrow morning. You don't plan to skip class, do you?" Mingyin raised a slender eyebrow, and continued to speak in a distrustful tone, but the sadness in her eyes flashed past , so fast that people can't catch it clearly.

"Put me down, the thing I hate the most is going to the hospital."

My tone hung stiffly in my throat, and after a pause for a few seconds, his hand not only did not let me go, but hugged me even tighter.

"Have you ever thought that I will be very worried when you look like this?"

From this beginning, Xiandao's voice dropped again, and finally turned quietly in his throat, and then came out with a sigh. Mingyin shook his head, obviously unwilling to leave, and the situation seemed to be deadlocked.

"Ayu, shouldn't you hold onto your man firmly, and don't give it up to other women. 』

Thinking of this, I put my arms around Xiandao's neck, raised my head, and moved close to his ear.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, in fact, I want to come here...to find you because I like you... I... I understand that if I don't say it, there will be no beginning. If I don't say it, I will spend my whole life I can't change this relationship. But I'm afraid that if I say it, everything will come to naught, so even if it goes on like this, I feel quite happy... But... I like you, I have always liked you very much! From you The moment you choose to believe in me, I love you very much! Please, please don't... give up on me... please believe me this time no matter what!"

His body became stiff, and I was afraid that he would say other words, so I closed my eyes anxiously, and bit my lower lip hard with my teeth, blood was already coming out of the bite.

Slowly, I slowly raised my head, and the corner of his mouth still curled up into a smile, and he spoke softly.

"I know it's true, because you're not smart enough to say polite words."

"Hey, you two, can you stop doing this in front of me! People who are watching are very upset!" Mingyin turned around and jumped up the steps briskly. After climbing a few steps forward, she turned her back and blinked at Xiandao, "Don't worry, Leave tomorrow's lesson to me and the cross-country!" After she finished speaking, she bounced and continued to climb, looking at that figure, I was a little confused, looking at Xiandao, he was also staring at Mingyin's back, paying attention When he came into my sight, he turned his head and looked at me with a smile.

"It's not too late for you to let me go back with her now."

Frowning a little aggrieved, I said sullenly.

"So...Ayu, are you jealous?"

My mind was already chaotic enough just now, and after experiencing his extremely stimulating words to me, now my whole head is like a volcanic eruption, and I have completely lost the ability to think.

"nonsense--!"

Xiandao froze for a moment, smiled, and slowly moved his face closer. The shortening of the distance made my heart suddenly lose its rhythm.

Then I felt a light touch on my lips.

The author has something to say: Alright.

Then there are other messy things waiting for Ayuko to deal with.

For example, a love rival or something...【Yuanmu

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