Unbearable

Ji Zhonghan escaped from his home. The home he relied on the most is now like a vortex that can swallow him and crush him.

He vomited as soon as he walked out the door, and all the digested and undigested things in his stomach fell on the lawn outside the door along with his tears.

His stomach felt like a knife was stirring, and his heart was smashed together.

The picture he saw just now was replaying in front of his eyes continuously, Ji Zhonghan really couldn't stay here any longer.

Ji Zhonghan walked out in the rain, but he didn't know where he was going, anyway, he couldn't stay here any longer.

It was raining heavily, and it was dark and cold everywhere.

In a trance, Ji Zhonghan felt his surroundings light up.

He looked blankly, and it turned out to be the familiar heavy locomotive, and the light from its headlights surrounded him.

Feng Qi stopped the car urgently, and someone ran towards him in a hurry.

In the next second, he was hugged tightly.Feng Qi hugged him with his strong arms, and then put the helmet on his head: "Are you crazy, don't you want to get wet in the rain!"

At that moment, Ji Zhonghan was like a child who had suffered endless grievances and finally found a hug to vent.

He hugged Feng Qi tightly and wept silently.I'm also glad that the rain in the sky was heavy enough, and Feng Qi was able to find out what was wrong a little later.

It was the same hotel, the same heavy rainy day, but the atmosphere was completely different.

After Ji Zhonghan took a shower, he shrank into the quilt and didn't come out for a long time.

Feng Qi thought that he was still angry about what happened at the camp, so he put his hand on his head through the quilt, softly coaxing him, slowly persuading him.

He admitted his mistake to Ji Zhonghan, saying that he was too naive, because he was unhappy last night, and Ji Zhonghan ignored him when he was camping.

He also said that he didn't share a tent with Ji Zhonghan, not because he disliked him, but because he didn't sleep well last night. When he woke up this morning, his nose was stuffy and he couldn't breathe well. He felt that he might have a cold.

In order not to infect him, I slept separately from him.

Ji Zhonghan's eyes felt sore after crying for too long, he didn't dare to show his face, he was afraid that if he showed his face, he would reveal his secrets.

He hasn't figured out how to tell Feng Qi about this.

With Feng Qi's temper, after knowing that Feng Xinglu cheated, the world should be turned upside down.

Will his parents divorce because of this? What about Feng Qi's parents?

What will happen to his relationship with Feng Qi, can he continue to be friends?

Thinking of this, Ji Zhonghan even hated himself, why did he make a fuss, why did he choose to come back, and why did he see such a thing!

If he hadn't come back, he wouldn't have to face all this, and he didn't have to think about whether the consequences of his words would cause the two families to break up.

He has never been a bold person. He dare not say or do many things.

The sky was turned upside down in my heart, but I didn't dare to reveal the slightest thing on my face.

Ji Zhonghan stretched out his hand from under the quilt, and Feng Qi immediately grabbed his hand and wrapped his hand tightly.

"I forgive you." Ji Zhonghan said, closing his eyes.

At the same time, I also hope that Feng Qi can forgive him, forgive his concealment, and his concerns.

Ji Zhonghan asked Feng Qi to turn off the lights in a muffled voice, he was sleepy.

Feng Qi said that he made brown sugar ginger water for him to warm up, so he wouldn't catch a cold tomorrow.

Ji Zhonghan took advantage of Feng Qi to take a bath, got up and drank the sugar water, and then hid in the quilt again.

Feng Qi came out of the bathroom, glanced at the clean bowl, came to Ji Zhonghan's bed in a funny way, and slapped his butt through the quilt: "I dare not make you angry again in the future, so I hold grudges."

Ji Zhonghan didn't move under the quilt, Feng Qi pulled a chair and sat down beside his bed, patting him like coaxing a child: "You didn't do this just because of yesterday, did you?"

"Did something happen?"

Ji Zhonghan never thought that he could hide Feng Qi, but in this situation, even if he couldn't hide it, he would try his best to hide it.

Feng Qi patted him for a while, then whispered: "Are you asleep?"

Ji Zhonghan closed his eyes and pretended not to hear.

Feng Qi sighed: "I hope you don't catch a cold tomorrow, otherwise I will take care of you, and it won't be me who suffers."

After a while, Ji Zhonghan felt Feng Qi get up and leave.

This is a double room, and after Feng Qi slept in his own bed, Ji Zhonghan poked his face out.

After crying bitterly and getting drenched in the rain, Ji Zhonghan was very tired and finally fell asleep, another night of continuous nightmares.

In my dreams, I always dream of the picture I saw at home. When I wake up in a trance, I will be glad that it is just a dream and it didn't really happen.

Mei Yuling is still the best mother in his heart.

But as time went by, when his sober mind told him that reality was the cruel truth, his heart sank heavily, and he even felt a little hopeless.

Struggling repeatedly in nightmares and waking up, Ji Zhonghan couldn't sleep anymore.

He hugged the quilt and got up, the air conditioner in the room was beeping quietly, the sun hadn't come out yet, every corner of the room was covered with a layer of dim blue by the morning light.

He heard Feng Qi's breathing, which was heavy and labored, as if he had a stuffy nose.

Yesterday Feng Qi told him that he had a cold, and it turned out to be true.

The rain that accompanied him would probably make his condition worse.

Ji Zhonghan quietly got up from the bed and came to Feng Qi's side.He originally wanted to test Feng Qi's temperature with his hands to see if he had a fever.

But when he saw Feng Qi's face clearly, Ji Zhonghan's movements froze.

Feng Qi's and Feng Xinglu's similar eyebrows and eyes, especially the side profile, are almost exactly the same.

No one who saw it would doubt his blood relationship with Feng Xinglu, genes are so powerful.

Ji Zhonghan quickly withdrew his hand as if he had been stabbed, and he clenched his hand into a fist, almost unable to look at Feng Qi again.

He was afraid that if he watched it any longer, he would lose control of himself... and feel disgusted.

This was the first time he looked at Feng Qi, and he could feel so deeply that Feng Qi was Feng Xinglu's son.

He knew it was unfair to Feng Qi, but Feng Xinglu and Mei Yuling, before the two of them did such a disgusting thing, who was fair to him?

Ji Zhonghan ran out of the hotel, but he could only walk aimlessly on the street, with nowhere to go.

Ji Zhonghan turned on the phone, there was a missed call display, Mei Yuling called him, not just one, but many calls.

From last night until now, intermittently, once every half hour.

As soon as he turned on the phone, Mei Yuling called again, and Ji Zhonghan hung up without thinking.He has no way to face Mei Yuling now, let alone answer her phone.

After hanging up the phone, Mei Yuling sent him a message.

Ask him where he is, what he's doing, and why he doesn't answer her calls.

Ji Zhonghan didn't respond, Mei Yuling sent again: Xiaohan, did you come back yesterday?

When he saw the news, he almost laughed out loud, no wonder Mei Yuling would call him like this, it turned out that she was afraid that the scandal would be discovered by him.

Soon Ji Zhonghan guessed why Mei Yuling would know that he had come back, he carried the backpack for camping, and put it on the porch when he entered the door.

I ran out in such a hurry yesterday that I completely forgot about the backpack.

Looking at the time when Mei Yuling called him, it was probably about two hours after he found out about the incident.

I don't know if I found out when I was sending the adulterer out, or when I was cleaning up the scene of stealing.

Ji Zhonghan couldn't help himself to speculate with the greatest malice. It can be said that when he found out that Mei Yuling was cheating, his feelings towards Mei Yuling had completely changed.

He still loves her and hates her betrayal.

Mei Yuling sent another message: Xiaohan, take care of mom, don't scare me, okay, I can't stand it.

Ji Zhonghan suddenly had the courage to go home, and he had the idea of ​​confronting Mei Yulin.

He wanted to ask why, isn't Dad not good enough for her?Is the love that Mei Yuling always talks about is a joke?

Back home, Mei Yuling sat at the dining table with a haggard face that hadn't slept all night.

She was wearing a plain dress and her hair was simply rolled up. Although there were traces of time on her face, she was still demure and beautiful.

But yesterday, Ji Zhonghan could even remember the color of lipstick that Mei Yuling wore.

Instinctively, he felt nauseated and sick.

His stomach, which hadn't eaten at all, felt uncomfortable again, ready to make him vomit again.

When Mei Yuling heard the sound of him entering the door, she stood up in panic and looked at him nervously: "You...you are back."

Ji Zhonghan was expressionless, walked to the table, glanced at the table with disgust, and did not sit down.

Mei Yuling smiled reluctantly: "Mom made breakfast, do you want it?"

Ji Zhonghan didn't speak.

Mei Yuling said again: "Sit down first, I'll go into the kitchen and serve it to you."

Ji Zhonghan looked at the table: "I don't even know what you did on the table, how can you eat it."

These words were so cruel, Mei Yuling's eyes turned red instantly, and she said excitedly: "Xiaohan, no matter what I do, I am still your mother, you can't talk to me like that!"

If it was any other situation, Ji Zhonghan would have felt guilty a long time ago, but now he is held hostage by Mei Yuling's anger at betraying Ji Guangping and betraying him, and this emotion ripped apart his inner being like a storm.

How could he control himself not to speak ill of Mei Yuling?

"You also know that you are my mother! When you and Feng Xinglu got together, do you still remember that you are my mother! Do you remember that you are Ji Guangping's wife!"

He had never tried to speak so loudly before, and even felt an abnormal pain in his throat afterwards.

Ji Zhonghan's eyes were also red: "Get a divorce."

Mei Yuling's lips trembled, she looked at him in horror: "What?"

Ji Zhonghan took a deep breath: "You are already an adult, don't you know what the consequences of cheating are?"

"I'll tell Dad." After Ji Zhonghan finished speaking, he planned to leave.

However, Mei Yuling grabbed his arm by Mei Yuling who rushed forward fiercely. This petite woman broke out with unprecedented strength. She grabbed Ji Zhonghan so hard that her nails sank into his flesh.

"You can't tell him!" Mei Yuling said hoarsely.

Ji Zhonghan frowned in pain: "He has the right to know."

"You're trying to force me to death, aren't you!" Mei Yuling lost her composure completely, and she cried, with tears streaming down her entire face.

"You know that I can't lose your father, Xiaohan. It's my mother's fault. My mother is just fascinated by ghosts for a while. I won't do it again. I swear, I promise! You can't tell, you can't tell your father."

After finishing speaking, Mei Yuling forced Ji Zhonghan to face her.

"You know, I can't live alone. If your father divorces me, I will die."

"Do you want your mother to die?"

Mei Yuling stared at Ji Zhonghan closely, as if to force him to make a promise that he would not tell others.

If you don't say it, then Ji Zhonghan will force her to die.

Ji Zhonghan only felt that it was absurd and unbelievable, and at the same time, he felt a deep sense of disgust.

He hated Mei Yuling, hated himself who was really threatened at this moment.

Perhaps seeing Ji Zhonghan's shaken face, Mei Yuling wiped away her tears and hugged him again.

"Good boy, baby, you can't tell anyone."

"You have to... keep this secret for mom forever."