Becoming a Supporting Actor in Paranoid Literature

Just like others don't understand Xiyin, Xiyin also doesn't understand Zhuang Baihua's brain circuit.

When Zhuang Baihua came to the museum for the first few times, Xiyin was very disgusted and asked him: "Why not Xiaoyue, you let Xiaoyue come to see me."

Zhuang Baihua smiled and said nothing, and as time passed, Xiyin stopped asking, rolled her eyes and ran away when she saw Zhuang Baihua.

Later, when Zhuang Baihua came to the museum again, Xiyin reluctantly lingered in front of him and asked, "Why doesn't Xiaoyue come once?"

Luo Zhenduo and Mrs. Luo would visit him in the nursing home, and even Zhuang Baihua would come to the museum to supervise him, only Chi Yue remained reluctant to show up.

This time, Zhuang Baihua replied: "I think you and I understand the reason why he didn't come."

Xiyin bit her lips tightly, tears rolling in her eyes.

He suddenly said: "Actually, you don't know Xiaoyue at all. The Xiaoyue you see is not the real Xiaoyue. Only I really understand his other side."

He raised his chin proudly, glanced at Zhuang Baihua, then turned around and ran away again.

Zhuang Baihua sighed and shook his head.

As Dr. Zhao said, when Xiyin can understand the meaning of the word "restraint", when will he recover.

The experience of museum volunteers has played a role in Xiyin's belief building. Dr. Zhao said that his condition has improved a lot, but there is a problem at present. Xiyin's psychological age is regressing.

Dr. Zhao said that it was because he was rebuilding his values ​​and worldview in his heart, which required overthrowing everything he believed in before, which made him uneasy. He hoped to become a child cared for again, and hoped to be legitimately dependent on others .

Just then, something happened.

Xiyin has been a volunteer in the museum for some time. As long as he doesn't go crazy, he is a quiet and weak young man. He is good-looking, lovable, and has a good relationship with the staff.

In addition to permanent exhibitions, the museum often changes themed exhibitions, and every time it changes, it is necessary to check the information and recite the explanatory notes. During this process, Xiyin was indeed inspired a lot.

On this day, he helped the staff to arrange the display boards. They talked and laughed while working, and the atmosphere was harmonious.

"Have you read the recent Baocuo news?" A staff member brought up the topic.

Xiyin's heart tightened suddenly.

Luo Zhenduo chose to take legal means to pursue the responsibility of the Chi family couple. Since they are going to court, it is bound to be made public to a certain extent.Originally, this incident was the plot of a bloody family drama loved by many netizens, and many social news reporters came back to inquire about it.

Fortunately, the Luo family was rich and powerful, so they suppressed the news before the media spread, and did not affect the relevant people.

This time the staff of the museum brought up the wrong news, which made Xiyin panic. Did the news leak out?Everyone will soon know that he is a fake young master.

Another staff member asked, "Which news?"

"It's the 25-year-old thing."

After hearing this, Xi Yin felt a little relieved, the age was not right, why are there so many people making mistakes these days.

"It is said that there may be intentional faults, deliberately replacing healthy children with sick children."

Others sighed: "This is too hateful."

"And that family has raised a fake son for 25 years, and gave him all the good resources for him to study and work for him. The mother even wanted to use her own organs to treat the son. Who knew that the son was fake, and the fake son himself didn't Fighting, but also want to suck the blood of parents."

"Sure enough, genes determine everything. Bad genes can't be saved even if they are given good education, and they will still become bad people in the end."

Several people were discussing with each other, and Xi Yin, who had been silent all this time, suddenly stood up and shouted: "I'm not a bad gene!"

After he shouted, he gasped heavily, and the people next to him looked at him in astonishment, not understanding what happened.

Xiyin restrained the desire to overturn the display board. This was the display board they had worked so hard to arrange just now. It depicted the deeds of heroes and heroes. Although he wanted to destroy everything, he held back.

There are no bad genes in him.

Xiyin lowered his head, bit his lip and ran out. Luo Zhenduo's staff in the museum immediately noticed something was wrong and took him back to the nursing home.

Since then, Xiyin's situation has gotten worse again, and she can no longer step out of the nursing home, let alone go to the museum.

When Zhuang Baihua learned about this, he felt a little regret. After all, he is not omnipotent and cannot bring everyone back to normal.

Later, Luo Zhenduo told Zhuang Baihua that they decided to send Xiyin abroad.

Dr. Zhao will help to contact her tutor abroad to provide Xiyin with continuous treatment.

This decision is reasonable, Zhuang Baihua knows that Luo Zhenduo has nowhere to put Xiyin, and sending him abroad is the best choice.

The Luo family will continue to bear Xiyin's medical expenses and other expenses, and will not ignore them.

On the day Xiyin left the country, Zhuang Baihua went to the airport.

In fact, it had nothing to do with him, but Zhuang Baihua somehow wanted to give Xi Yin away.

After all, they are both the paranoid male supporting roles of this book. From the perspective of the protagonist Chi Yue, Xiyin has come to an end, and where is his end.

Mrs. Luo didn't come, and Luo Zhenduo took care of everything for her adopted son at the airport.

Luo Zhenduo has lost a lot of weight recently, his eyes are dark, and his black eyes stare straight at people, unexpectedly a bit like when Chi Yue was depressed.

Zhuang Baihua was quite surprised, and only then did he realize that they were indeed father and son.

Luo Zhenduo once told Zhuang Baihua privately that the moment he decided to send Xiyin away, he was shamelessly relieved.

He didn't know how to face Xiyin. Looking at Xiyin, he felt ashamed of Chi Yue, scolded the education and felt that he was not qualified. He couldn't let Xiyin go. At the same time, he could no longer treat Xiyin unconditionally.

These contradictions made him at a loss.

Zhuang Baihua could only say: "Leave everything to time."

Xiyin may not be unaware of these situations, he admitted his failure, he is already homeless.

Zhuang Baihua looked at Xiyin, his whole body was transparently white, and he was still as weak as before.

Zhuang Baihua said to him: "Everyone's genes are predestined by nature, and they cannot be chosen by themselves."

Xiyin's body tensed up and she didn't say a word.

"You can't decide your genes, but you can decide the path you take. Be the right person and be a counterexample of genetic absolutism."

Xiyin raised her head and looked at Zhuang Baihua.

Zhuang Baihua didn't like Xiyin, because this person hurt Chi Yue, Chi Yue didn't pursue it, and Luo Zhenduo couldn't bear to pursue it, which didn't mean that Xiyin had no responsibility.

Zhuang Baihua hoped that he would return to normal, and then feel remorse.

Regret is the cure for self-discipline.

Xi Yin snorted: "I hate a good old man like you the most." He lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "Is he not here?"

Everyone knows who the "he" in Xiyin's mouth refers to, Zhuang Baihua can only shake his head: "No."

Xiyin didn't respond, she just said: "You may not believe it until now, but I really like him."

"I knew early on that I was not a child of the Luo family, but I continued to pretend for money and health, and then I met Xiaoyue. Xiaoyue was a well-known poor student in school, and her parents were also famously weird, but He doesn't seem to care about that, he works and studies every day, and he has never succumbed to it."

Xiyin babbled, Zhuang Baihua listened silently.

"Xiaoyue doesn't have everything I have, but still lives beautifully. I envy him very much."

He covered his face while talking: "It turns out that everything I own was snatched from him, but I really like him."

Xiyin kept repeating "I really like it", Zhuang Baihua frowned, and finally couldn't help saying: "Love is restraint and protection, you don't know what liking is at all."

After hearing this, Xiyin lost her mind until she entered the security channel.

Zhuang Baihua turned around on the spot, ready to return.

The advertising slogan in the original book, "Extreme deep love, all in paranoid literature", is true, Xiyin still can't let go of Chi Yue in the end, and is still persistent to Chi Yue.

But he should regret it.

Regret can be reborn.

Zhuang Baihua suddenly badly hoped that Xiyin would not come back, so that Chi Yue could breathe a sigh of relief.

Upright, he realized his selfishness and rubbed his forehead.

At this moment, he saw Chi Yue outside the airport.

Chi Yue was waiting on the only way to the parking lot. When she saw Zhuang Baihua approaching, she immediately stepped forward.

Zhuang Baihua said to him: "Xiyin has already boarded the plane, you are one step late."

Chi Yue looked at Zhuang Baihua strangely, and said, "What does his business have to do with me, I'm here to pick you up." He smiled sweetly, "Let's go back together."

Zhuang Baihua also smiled: "Okay."

Luo Zhenduo has been asking Chi Yue to move to Luo Mansion quickly, but Chi Yue promised, but actually stays at Zhuang Baihua's house, and now that Xi Yin is gone, he hasn't moved yet, it seems that he wants to delay until the end of the summer vacation .

In fact, school will start soon, and Chi Yue will definitely live on campus, and she will only be able to spend the weekend when she returns to Luo's house.

Zhuang Baihua was a little bit reluctant, he had been living alone before, and when Chi Yue came, he realized that there were so many people in the family who felt so good, but Chi Yue finally recognized his ancestors and returned to the clan, so he couldn't prevent him from exchanging feelings with his relatives.

Lao Luo is so skinny that he needs the nourishment of family affection.

The two got into the car, and the driver drove them back to the apartment.

When they passed the gate of the property, the guard of the property suddenly stopped Zhuang Baihua's car, saying that someone had left a letter at the gate.

Zhuang Baihua was still thinking about who would send him the letter, so the guard said, "The envelope contains Mr. Zhuang's room number, but it says 'To Chi Yue' on the front."

Zhuang Baihua was taken aback for a moment, then turned to look at Chi Yue beside him.

Chi Yue had no expression on her face, and said, "It may be the class committee, I left the address for the class committee."

Zhuang Baihua thought to himself, don't young people use electronic communication methods to communicate with each other these days. It turns out that they still keep the tradition of sending letters, so it seems that they are not too outdated.

The guard handed the letter to Chi Yue through the car window. Chi Yue took it, looked at it casually, and said, "It's from the monitor. It's a paper invitation letter for an event next semester."

Now that Chi Yue said so, Zhuang Baihua didn't take it seriously, thanked the guard and asked the driver to drive into the garage.

According to the routine of general novels, Xiyin's going abroad means that the supporting role's plot part is completely over, and it is not clear where the next supporting role will be.

Zhuang Baihua's stomach hurts at the thought of two bigots.

Xiyin is already so extreme, what if the remaining ones are more perverted than the other.

There is no other way but to arm yourself as much as possible to cope with all changes.

Zhuang Baihua looked at Chi Yue and clenched his fists to encourage him: "Come on!"

Chi Yue didn't know what to add, but he still responded with a sweet smile: "Come on together."

When going to bed at night, Chi Yue still laid the floor beside Zhuang Baihua. Zhuang Baihua originally wanted to put another bed in the bedroom, but Chi Yue refused.

Chi Yue said: "It's good to sleep on the floor. Only by being patient and patient can I calm down my sword intent."

Zhuang Baihua: "..."

I don't understand the young people nowadays, what kind of sword is that sword he mentioned?

With Chi Yue by his side, Zhuang Baihua usually slept deeply, but today was an exception.

He had a dream.

I dreamed about Chi Yue and Xi Yin.

To be precise, it's everyone's business.

Mengliluo's family found out that Chi Yue was their child, and let Chi Yue and Xi Yin live together. Xi Yin continued to deceive Luo Zhenduo and Mrs. Luo with weakness, while hurting Chi Yue.

Xiyin arranged various organs in Luofu, trying her best to make Chi Yue bleed.

Zhuang Baihua felt nauseous for a while, he didn't understand why he had such a dream, and then he saw himself in the dream.

The self in the dream had an arrogant, stern face, and a pair of eyes full of condescending disdain.

Only then did he realize that this person was not himself, but the original owner.

The original owner knew that Chi Yue was his friend's biological son, but he still didn't give up, and wanted to catch Chi Yue and return him to his little black house.When Luo Zhenduo found out about this, he was very furious, and the two overlords broke up because of this, causing a bloodbath in the mall.

Zhuang Baihua faintly sensed that this might be the plot of the original book, and couldn't help but sigh, the original owner had so many roles, and he could still appear in the Luo family incident.

Zhuang Baihua couldn't understand the next dream.

The scene of his dream changed instantly, switching to Luo Zhenduo's winery.

It was still the cellar full of wine, the cellar was dark and full of alcohol, and there were only Chi Yue and Xi Yin in it.

Xiyin was lying on the ground, her body was covered with red scars, not only on her arms, but also on her abdomen, neck, and thighs, all of which were wounds, blood oozing from those wounds, making Xiyin look very miserable.

Chi Yue sat on a chair beside her, playing with a fountain pen that was as bright as a starry sky in her hand, and looked down at Xiyin from a height.

Xiyin panted heavily, breathing heavily, and said with difficulty: "I'm in so much pain...Xiaoyue."

Chi Yue was indifferent.

"I... It's not that my body hurts... It's that my heart hurts..." Xiyin said intermittently.

Chi Yue remained motionless.

"Please...doctor..." Xiyin grabbed the clothes on her chest with all her strength, "Call the doctor..."

His voice became smaller and smaller until it was barely audible.

Chi Yue played with the pen all the time, and didn't stand up to call the doctor for Xi Yin.

Zhuang Baihua suddenly opened his eyes.

He didn't dare to let the dream continue, he couldn't tell whether Xi Yin in the dream was faking angina, and he couldn't bear to see Chi Yue who was as numb and gloomy in the dream.

"what happened?"

In reality, Chi Yue got up from the ground, knelt in front of Zhuang Baihua's bed, looked at Zhuang Baihua with bright eyes, and asked, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Zhuang Baihua turned on the bedside lamp, wiped the sweat off his forehead, and said, "Well, I woke you up."

Chi Yue got up immediately, poured a glass of warm water over, handed it to Zhuang Baihua, patted his back lightly, and said awkwardly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Zhuang Baihua laughed "puchi": "Yo, pretend to be a little adult."

Chi Yue pursed her lips and smiled shyly.

Under the orange light, the lines of Chi Yue's face are soft and delicate, looking docile and peaceful.

Zhuang Baihua thinks Chi Yue like this is better.

After drinking the water, Zhuang Baihua lay down on his back and said, "I'm fine, it's just a dream, it's all fake."

This sentence may be convincing himself.

Chi Yue honestly returned to his bed, and said to Zhuang Baihua again: "Good night."

Zhuang Baihua turned off the light: "Good night."

After a while, Zhuang Baihua fell asleep again, but Chi Yue opened her eyes.

He slowly got up from the ground and quietly walked out of the bedroom.

He also poured himself a glass of water, took the glass, opened the letter from the day, and leaned against the large French window in the living room of Zhuang Baihua's apartment.

Chi Yue drank the glass of water in the posture of drinking wine, shook off the letter paper, and read the letter by the moonlight outside the window.

"To Chiyue: You finally took back your throne... The pearl is covered with dust, but you can't hide your beauty... You are the purest angel, even if you fall into the mortal world and experience suffering, you are still holy..."

There is still a long paragraph of words praising Chi Yue, and the last sentence is still "I love you".

Chi Yue clicked his tongue, shook off the goose bumps on her body, crumpled the letter paper into a ball, and stuffed it into the water glass in her hand.

When the paper encountered water, it slowly drenched, and the handwriting on it melted in the water, forming a cloud, which could no longer be seen clearly.

The next day, Zhuang Baihua got up, looked at the cups beside her dining table and fell into thought, and said to herself, "I always feel like one is missing."

Chi Yue didn't say a word.

He didn't say that he felt sick in the middle of the night, and finally threw the cup and the soaked letter paper away.