Becoming a Supporting Actor in Paranoid Literature

Luo Zhenduo never expected that after recognizing his biological son, the first thing he said to him would be "Daddy give me money".

Luo Zhenduo suddenly felt that he was on the verge of falling and could not stand still.

He took a few deep breaths and comforted himself, Chi Yue was still young, she was used to being poor in the past, her concept was wrong, and she will correct it slowly in the future, he cannot repeat the same mistakes and let Chi Yue follow in Xi Yin's footsteps.

Luo Zhenduo tried his best to pretend to be calm, and asked Chi Yue, "How much do you want?"

Chi Yue thought for a while and said, "20."

Luo Zhenduo suddenly felt a little distressed, seeing that the child was poor, even if he asked him for money, he only dared to ask for 20 yuan.

He originally wanted to tell Chi Yue that he could make more points, but immediately realized that he began to spoil the child unconsciously again, and was very entangled for a while.

Chi Yue thought that Luo Zhenduo didn't want to give it, and said: "I want 20, there is no way to make it any less, I want to pay back the money."

Luo Zhenduo was taken aback: "You still owe money?"

That can't work, I heard that Chi Yue used to go to school or work part-time, so she was in debt, it must be a student loan.

Chi Yue nodded and said, "I crashed Mr. Zhuang's car before, and I agreed to pay him back. I have been procrastinating, and now I can pay it back."

Luo Zhenduo: "..."

Chi Yue went on to say: "He also bought me clothes, gave me red envelopes from time to time, took me to eat delicious food every now and then, and let me go to his company for an internship. Things, he even took me on a trip, you should know that."

Luo Zhenduo was stunned when he heard this, and Chi Yue said to him: "Mr. Zhuang is always worried about whether I have been wronged, caring about my studies and my life." Chi Yue's tone was very calm, and he described him frankly. The relationship with Zhuang Baihua, "Mr. Zhuang has done so much for me, and he has never asked me for anything in return. It is all due to an elder's love for the younger generation."

Although Chi Yue was reluctant, he had to admit that Zhuang Baihua regarded him as a junior, and this fact often made him a little frustrated.

Chi Yue asked: "Now that I have a rich father, should I take the initiative to repay him?"

Luo Zhenduo pursed his lips, and said hoarsely: "You are right, I should thank him too."

Luo Zhenduo's most used vocabulary these days is complicated mood.

When he heard Chi Yue describe Zhuang Baihua's goodness, he felt a little apprehensive, but he couldn't tell whether he was jealous of Zhuang Baihua's meticulous treatment of Chi Yue, or whether he was jealous of Zhuang Baihua's fulfilling his father's responsibility to Chi Yue instead.

Zhuang Baihua treats Chi Yue as an elder. Luo Zhenduo dare not think about how Chi Yue thinks of Zhuang Baihua. Thinking about it will drive him crazy. He decided to numb himself first, turn a blind eye, Handle the matter between him and Chi Yue well.

Luo Zhenduo laughed at himself, and said: "I want to learn how to be a competent elder from Bai Hua. He has never been a father, but he is much better than me who has a son."

"That's right, he asked me to write a review." Chi Yue said.

Zhuang Baihua didn't blindly indulge, criticize when it's time to criticize.

The father and son chatted with Zhuang Baihua as the topic, and the atmosphere was good. At the end, Luo Zhenduo said to Chi Yue with emotion: "Will you give me a chance, a chance to be a father again, and move home Stay."

Luo Zhenduo invited Chi Yue to return to Luo's house and recognize his ancestors.

Luo Zhenduo always felt that Chi Yue was very calm about her life experience, she didn't have too many surprises, and she didn't make extra demands, even asking for 20 yuan to repair Zhuang Baihua's car.

His biological son is more mature than he looks, with a kind of detachment that looks down on everything. To put it more bluntly, he doesn't care about everything.

Luo Zhenduo thought it was caused by his lack of family affection, and silently made up his mind in his heart to take good care of Chi Yue.

Chi Yue didn't respond to Luo Zhenduo's invitation immediately, Luo Zhenduo asked: "Are you worried about Xiyin?"

The Luo family has no choice but to leave Xiyin alone. Luo Zhenduo and Mrs. Luo have discussed it. It's not that their family has no money, and the two children can still afford it. It's just that the relationship between the two children is too delicate, and I'm afraid it won't be easy to get along with each other. .

Chi Yue shook her head: "Xiyin doesn't matter, it's just that I live with Mr. Zhuang now."

Luo Zhenduo: "?" Why are they still living together?

Although Chi Yue repeatedly emphasized that Zhuang Baihua regarded him as a junior, Luo Zhenduo still couldn't accept that his son lived with his friend.

He called Zhuang Baihua and asked Zhuang Baihua to let Chiyue go back to Luo's house with emotion and reason.

Zhuang Baihua said strangely: "As long as Chi Yue agrees, it's fine. He didn't want to go back to Chi's house for the summer vacation. I thought it was pitiful for him to live in the dormitory alone, so I asked him to come and live."

Half of Luo Zhenduo's heart fell, and the other half was saved to persuade Chi Yue.

Zhuang Baihua asked Luo Zhenduo: "Chiyue has returned to Luo's house, what about Xiyin?"

Talking about this, Luo Zhenduo was silent, and after a long time, he said: "Xiyin has done a full set of examinations, and there is nothing wrong with his body, but he has always insisted that he is not feeling well, we can only let him stay in the Hospital."

Luo Zhenduo said wearily: "Xiyin has obvious tendency to hurt others, I can't treat him as a criminal, so I have to treat him as a patient."

Zhuang Baihua paused, and said: "You should know that Xiyin's illness is not in the body, but in the heart."

Luo Zhenduo was silent again.

Zhuang Baihua thought for a while and said, "I know a good psychiatrist, and I'll introduce you."

Xiyin is different from Tang Feng. Tang Feng can only be regarded as a psychological deviation. Xiyin is terminally ill and needs professional treatment from professionals.

"Okay, thank you." Luo Zhenduo knew that Xiyin's matter could not be delayed any longer. Although he was disappointed with Xiyin, it was impossible for him to be without feelings after 20 years of getting along with him, and it was impossible for him to ignore Xiyin.

That was the child he once loved very much, and he also felt guilty towards Xiyin, and he hoped that Xiyin could become normal.

Zhuang Baihua sent Dr. Zhao's contact information, and soon received a transfer from Luo Zhenduo.

20, and the transfer information is "the car repair money that Chi Yue said".

Zhuang Baihua: "..." He had long forgotten about this matter.

Zhuang Baihua leaned back into the office chair with a smile, remembering what Chi Yue said the day the car crashed. He said that he would definitely pay back the money. Unexpectedly, he always remembered and kept his promise.

A few days later, Luo Zhenduo negotiated with Dr. Zhao to transfer Xiyin to a nursing home on the outskirts of the city. It is said that Xiyin was very resistant at first, shouting "I'm not crazy" and refused to cooperate. The doctor gave him a sedative before sending him to a nursing home. Later, with the efforts of Dr. Zhao, Xiyin finally calmed down and was willing to receive treatment.

Zhuang Baihua contacted Dr. Zhao in private to ask about Xiyin's situation. After all, Xiyin is a paranoid boss, and his situation is inextricably linked to Chi Yue.

Dr. Zhao said that Xiyin’s problem is relatively serious, because he has experienced illness since he was a child, and he has special feelings for pain and blood. Flowing blood is a sign of survival, and pain can make him feel alive, but at the same time he is afraid of pain , I hope that watching others bleed and suffer will bring him sensory stimulation. Generally speaking, it is a kind of sadistic psychological disorder.

Then Luo Zhenduo and Mrs. Luo's unconditional doting since childhood, let Xiyin have no bottom line, what he likes can be obtained by pretending to be well-behaved and acting like a baby, it is too easy, and it stimulates his inner desire in disguise.Until he met Chi Yue, Chi Yue didn't respond to him, making him helpless. He yearned for Chi Yue more and more, hoping to express his feelings by hurting Chi Yue.

Dr. Zhao told Zhuang Baihua about Chi Yue's psychology in plain language, and Zhuang Baihua was terrified when he heard it.

Why do these people, who say they like Chi Yue, actually want to hurt him over and over again.

Zhuang Baihua was silent for a while, then said: "I don't understand, I think that if you like someone, you should treat him well."

Dr. Zhao said in a smiling voice: "Zhuang is always a person with normal three views. Some people's psychology has been broken, so we can't be compared."

Zhuang Baihua could only say: "Then ask Dr. Zhao to treat Xiyin well."

Dr. Zhao replied: "This is my duty."

Zhuang Baihua suddenly remembered something: "I have something I want to consult with the doctor."

Doctor Zhao said generously, "Mr. Zhuang, please tell me."

Zhuang Baihua told Dr. Zhao about Chi Yue's performance at his home, and asked the doctor what happened to Chi Yue.

Dr. Zhao said: "From this behavior, I can see a strong sense of insecurity. There must be something threatening him, making him unable to feel at ease for a moment."

Zhuang Baihua was taken aback. Dr. Zhao's description made him feel psychologically uncomfortable. Why did Chi Yue, an ordinary college student, feel threatened so much.

Zhuang Baihua asked Dr. Zhao what to do. Dr. Zhao said that he could only spend as much time with Chi Yue as possible, and the most important thing was to find something that threatened Chi Yue before he could find a solution.

Zhuang Baihua instinctively knew that Chi Yue would not tell him the answer. Several times when he encountered this kind of question that touched his heart, Chi Yue jumped over and didn't say much, so Zhuang Baihua didn't ask too much.

The topic returned to Xiyin, Zhuang Baihua asked: "Is there any chance for Xiyin to return to normal? How long will it take?"

The sanatorium is euphemistically called convalescence, but it is actually impossible to live a normal life.

This is the story of the wolf who came. Xiyin is good at disguising. Before he can be sure that he is fully recovered, everyone is worried about being deceived by him.

Dr. Zhao is also not sure: "The difficulty of a patient like Xiyin is that he needs to restrain himself. He must restrain his inner desires. The fastest way is to attack him with new ideas and beliefs, but we generally do not do this. Do, a little too rough..."

Before Dr. Zhao finished speaking, Zhuang Baihua said, "I'll help him find his faith."

So Zhuang Baihua found a job for Xiyin, asking him to be a volunteer in the Red Museum, giving lectures to elementary and middle school students who came to visit and study every weekend.

While receiving treatment, Xiyin went to the museum as a volunteer on a regular basis. Dr. Zhao said that this would help him recover.Luo Zhenduo and Mrs. Luo will go to the nursing home to take care of him, but Luo Zhenduo will also send someone to guard him. Even if Xiyin is in the museum, there are many people watching him to prevent him from doing anything out of the ordinary.

The members of the Luo family treat Xiyin, on the one hand they can't let go of their 20-year relationship, on the other hand they are vigilant, conflicts entangled, and they can't go back to the past relationship.

Xiyin originally didn't want to go to the museum, but now he has lost the trust of the Luo family. He doesn't want Luo Zhenduo and Mrs. Luo to think that he can't even do this well.

People are like this, they don't know how to cherish when they have it. Xiyin used to regard the two adults of the Luo family as tools to provide money and love, but now the adults of the Luo family are disappointed in him, and he begins to miss the family relationship before.

Reciting the explanatory words is extremely simple for Xiyin, he has repeated it over and over again, and he has long been familiar with it by heart.

Most of the explanations are red stories. When people come to visit, Xiyin will lead the tourists to watch the exhibition and tell the history vividly.

"Did the revolutionary martyrs throw their heads and sprinkle their blood, have you been moved?"

Zhuang Baihua's voice came out suddenly, and Xiyin's whole body tensed up.

He turned his head and said loudly to Zhuang Baihua: "You are so annoying, I will do well, don't come and watch me!" Then he turned his head and ran away.

Zhuang Baihua sometimes takes time to visit the museum, on the one hand to check on Xiyin's situation, and on the other hand to review the history.

Seeing Xiyin leaving, he didn't say anything, and wandered around the exhibition hall by himself.

Zhuang Baihua stood in front of the exhibition with his hands behind his back, looking up at the words and photos on the exhibition board, tears filled his eyes.

Xiyin who was secretly watching from the side: "..."