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Ye Chuyang fell asleep in a daze, and woke up at the door of the office building.

Facia parked the car, and it was already dark when they returned to the office. The street lights and neon lights were shining together, and the city was still as charming as ever.

Ye Chuyang thought to himself that since Jiang Ying had been told that they were going to move out, it would be better to cut through the mess and move out tonight, and then clean the office and return it to Jiang Ying tomorrow.He was very mobile, thinking that he was already looking for the moving company's phone number, when he found a series of numbers and was waiting to call, the mobile phone rang first.

"Duan Xiaoyun?" Facia happened to be standing next to Ye Chuyang, happened to see Ye Chuyang's phone screen, and couldn't hide her excitement, "Hurry up, he must have something important to ask you."

Ye Chuyang walked a few steps away and connected the phone: "Hello?"

He didn't think that Duan Xiaoyun came to him because he changed his mind, or that he still wanted to develop further with him. He just felt that he and Duan Xiaoyun still lacked a formal conversation. , so as not to be ambiguous or entangled.

Duan Xiaoyun: "Chuyang, do you have time now? I want to meet you."

Ye Chuyang wanted to cut through the mess quickly to resolve the entanglement with Duan Xiaoyun, so he said, "Can it be done in two hours?"

Duan Xiaoyun smiled and said, "Actually, I'm right outside your office."

The office door was pushed open, and Duan Xiaoyun walked in, smiling at him.

Ye Chuyang also smiled: "When did you come?"

Duan Xiaoyun said: "Before and after you, I saw you downstairs just now."

Facia hurried away: "You guys, talk, I'll go inside and pack up."

With a bang, Facia closed the inner door, leaving enough private space for them.

Ye Chuyang didn't give the atmosphere between them a chance to develop into ambiguity, and asked clearly: "Do you have anything to do with me?"

Duan Xiaoyun's attitude was also very clear: "I said I will contact you in a few days."

Ye Chuyang: "So have you thought it through?"

Duan Xiaoyun looked at him, shook his head helplessly and smiled: "You seem to have no hope for me anymore."

Ye Chuyang smiled and said: "It should be that you have no hope for me. I am waiting for your reply."

Duan Xiaoyun was silent for a moment, then said seriously: "I'm sorry, maybe I'm narrow-minded, I can't accept it for the time being."

Ye Chuyang smiled: "I understand."

Duan Xiaoyun: "You have knots in your heart, and so do I. We both want to untie the knots. Why don't you give both parties some time, maybe time will dilute everything."

Ye Chuyang: "This is a good proposal, but the premise is that we don't treat each other as a love substitute. I don't want to restrict you."

Duan Xiaoyun sighed: "You, sometimes you are too rational, which makes people discouraged."

Ye Chuyang smiled and said, "It's better to be rational than stupid."

Duan Xiaoyun said: "That's right, rational people don't intentionally hurt others." He raised the corners of his lips, showing a bright and confident smile, "Actually, I found out that I haven't walked into you since we met now. In my heart, you have always been accommodating me. I do have a good impression of you, a little more than a friend, but we haven't worked out how to be friends, let alone lovers. So let's start with friends , in the future, if there is fate, let nature take its course and be lovers, if not, we are still friends."

Duan Xiaoyun is also a transparent and proud person. He knows better than Ye Chuyang how to deal with interpersonal relationships. He knows better than Ye Chuyang how to act as a decent and calm party in a relationship that is about to fail. Such a person may Too savvy, but not too tiring.

A stone fell from Ye Chuyang's heart, and he reached out to him: "Of course, we are still friends."

He shook hands with Duan Xiaoyun, looked at each other with a smile, and let go of each other's hearts.

Facia didn't know that they had turned lovers into friends, and thought that the two of them smiling at each other meant that they had turned cold war into lovers, so she happily ran out from the inside, yelling for Duan Xiaoyun to help move things, wanting to continue to give They create opportunities to get along.

Duan Xiaoyun heard that Ye Chuyang was going to move the equipment back home, so he called the person in charge of the moving company he knew, and the other party quickly sent a car over, accompanied by four or five workers, more than enough to move a few sets of equipment .

Workers moved things one after another. Ye Chuyang and Duan Xiaoyun stood in the corridor chatting with the supervisors. After moving things halfway, a call came from Ye Chuyang's cell phone, which was from Zhan Xingyu.

Ye Chuyang hesitated for a moment, but still answered: "Hello?"

Zhan Xingyu: "You still haven't bet? You stopped half an hour before the game started."

Ye Chuyang frowned, feeling that Zhan Xingyu was really baffled: "I don't bet on boxing, so don't call me."

After he finished speaking, he was about to hang up, and Zhan Xingyu said, "Then what should I do if I place a bet? All I bought were Jiang Yingsheng, but Jiang Ying won't even appear on stage, so I'm doomed?"

Ye Chuyang: "Jiang Ying won't be on stage? Why?"

Zhan Xingyu: "He didn't even see a psychiatrist. He ran away on the way to the clinic. He ran to the boxing hall and stayed for a long time. Now he doesn't want to fight anymore before going on stage, and sits in the stands as a spectator."

Ye Chuyang said coldly: "What does it matter to me whether he is on stage or not? Why did you tell me?"

Zhan Xingyu smiled coldly: "You don't have to care, like me, you care whether he lives or dies."

Ye Chuyang's face was slightly angry: "Yes, I don't want to care about his life, so please don't call me again."

Zhan Xingyu turned to someone and smiled twice: "Jiang Ying, Ye Chuyang said that he doesn't care about you anymore and let you die."

Ye Chuyang: "Zhan Xingyu!"

Zhan Xingyu sneered: "Don't worry, he's hard-hearted, he won't respond if you stab him with a knife."

Ye Chuyang: "How can you say such things in front of Jiang Ying? How you want to revenge Jiang Ying is your business, don't involve me in it!"

Zhan Xingyu: "Revenge? I'm just telling the truth. If you don't believe me, you can ask Jiang Ying yourself if he feels it."

After a burst of noise, the phone seemed to be handed over to Jiang Ying, but no one spoke.

Ye Chuyang only waited for a few seconds, but he was so anxious that he broke the silence first: "I'm sorry, if Zhan Xingyu's words misunderstood you, then I apologize, but that was not my intention."

Jiang Ying's voice was very low and deep, without ups and downs: "Which sentence? Don't care if I live or die, let me die?"

Ye Chuyang: "I didn't say that."

Jiang Ying smiled lowly: "It's okay, I don't feel it."

After moving all the odds and ends, the worker stood in the office and asked loudly if he wanted to move the table.

Ye Chuyang hurriedly said: "You don't need to move the tables, chairs and sofas, just move a few potted flowers."

The workers responded and began to move the fish tanks and potted plants.

Jiang Ying asked, "Are you moving something?"

Ye Chuyang said: "Well, tomorrow we will come to clean up, and then the side secretary will inspect it."

Jiang Ying: "Okay, then you are busy."

After the phone was hung up, Ye Chuyang leaned against the wall and closed his eyes, feeling powerless.

Duan Xiaoyun ordered the workers to come and ask him to inspect the work after they finished moving the things.Ye Chuyang cheered up and walked around the office to confirm that there was nothing missing, locked the door, and left the office building.

He asked the workers to bring the equipment directly to the old office next to the gym, and they tossed and bustled for several hours. Some potted plants and decorations that could be placed in the old office could not be installed in the old office, so Ye Chuyang had no choice but to Then loaded the odds and ends into the car and drove home.Duan Xiaoyun followed him to the downstairs of the community unit, planning to help Ye Chuyang carry a bunch of odds and ends upstairs, otherwise Ye Chuyang and Facia would have to run four or five times.

"I'm really bothering Boss Duan. You must go up and drink a glass of water."

The two men were working, so Facia naturally had to be free, standing aside with her hands behind her back and a smile on her face.

Duan Xiaoyun opened the trunk, picked up two pots of green plants, and said with a smile: "I have to move things into the house, and I can drink a glass of water by the way."

Ye Chuyang got out of the car and closed the door, saying, "Xiaoya, go up and open the door first."

Facia responded happily, and went upstairs happily.

Ye Chuyang picked up a tank of fish: "Let's put those teapots in the car, and I have to find a way to stuff them into the office tomorrow."

Duan Xiaoyun: "The office just now is indeed a bit small, why don't you find a bigger one?"

Ye Chuyang smiled and said, "Is the budget insufficient?"

The two of them turned around the corridor with their things in their arms. When they passed the small garden, Ye Chuyang found a person sitting on a bench under the shadow of a tree. He didn't pay attention at all, but only glanced at it roughly.But Duan Xiaoyun stopped and said, "Chuyang, is he here to look for you?"

Ye Chuyang also stopped, and looked under the tree, only to see clearly that the person sitting on the bench was Jiang Ying - a long string of tree shadows fell on Jiang Ying, covering most of his face and body, and the whole Man is like a cloud.

Ye Chuyang himself didn't expect that when he saw Jiang Ying at this moment, he would feel irritable.

Jiang Ying came out from under the shadow of the tree and stood in front of Ye Chuyang and Duan Xiaoyun. He saw Ye Chuyang's frowning and slightly irritable face, and Duan Xiaoyun's hostility.

"Dr. Ye, I have something to do with you."

Jiang Ying's voice was very low, and his body was slightly slumped, looking extremely tired.

Ye Chuyang lowered his eyes and showed a cold expression. He could guess the reason for Jiang Ying's visit. Jiang Ying must have come to make peace with him, but he could no longer reach a settlement with Jiang Ying.In fact, Jiang Ying made peace as if nothing had happened, which was also a kind of harm to him.

Ye Chuyang said warmly: "Boss Jiang, it's very late today, and I have guests, so we'll talk about things tomorrow."

Jiang Ying saw the fish tank he was holding in his arms and the potted plants in Duan Xiaoyun's arms: "Have you finished moving things?"

Ye Chuyang nodded: "I'll go up first, you should go back earlier, Zhan Xingyu will worry about you."

Jiang Ying was speechless, and said in his heart: No one is worried about me, they all want me to die.

Ye Chuyang couldn't go on with him, and wanted to avoid him, but Jiang Ying stopped him and said, "Dr. Ye, give me 2 minutes, I just ask you—"

Before he finished speaking, Duan Xiaoyun interposed between Ye Chuyang and Jiang Ying, and said, "Mr. Jiang, Chuyang is already very tired after a busy day. You should not embarrass him."

Jiang Ying stabbed straight at him with vicious eyes, and said, "Get out of the way, it's none of your business."

Duan Xiaoyun still smiled politely: "Don't you understand? You have made him difficult enough, do you want to continue to make him difficult?"

Jiang Ying grabbed Duan Xiaoyun by the collar and punched him.

Ye Chuyang: "Jiang Ying!"

Jiang Ying's fist that was about to land on Duan Xiaoyun's face stopped, his eyes were scarlet, and his expression was vicious and violent.

Ye Chuyang walked up to Jiang Ying with the fish tank in his arms, and looked at him seriously: "I know what you want to say, I will have a good talk with you tomorrow, please go back now. This is where I live, not underground punching Zhuang, don't hit people here."

Duan Xiaoyun pulled the collar back from Jiang Ying's hand, walked around Jiang Ying with Ye Chuyang, and walked forward side by side.

Ye Chuyang had to work hard to restrain himself so as not to look back, otherwise he would soften his heart again.

Jiang Ying was almost numb. He had no emotion at this time, looked at Ye Chuyang's back with desperate eyes, and said, "Dr. Ye, do you really ignore me?"

Just because of this sentence, Ye Chuyang stopped for him again, and felt sorry for him, the pain of his heart being torn apart.

Jiang Ying said, "I won't pester you, as long as you nod, I'll leave right away."

Ye Chuyang was suddenly very scared. He didn't dare to let Jiang Ying go. He had a premonition that if he let Jiang Ying go, Jiang Ying might never come back.

Jiang Ying: "Dr. Ye, please, give me an answer."

Ye Chuyang felt that his heart was being torn into pieces, worse than Ling Chi, Jiang Ying always had a way to let him go through his heart with a thousand arrows.He lowered his eyes and did not look at Duan Xiaoyun's face: "Xiaoyun, thank you for your help today, I will find a chance to thank you some other day, please go back now, okay?"

Duan Xiaoyun didn't ask or say anything, put down the potted plant in his arms, patted Ye Chuyang on the shoulder, and left.

Duan Xiaoyun's car drove out of the community, and the garden became quiet again.

Ye Chuyang walked towards the unit building and said, "Holding the flowers, come up with me,"

Facia tidied up the living room briefly at home, and made a pot of top-quality Maojian. When she heard the door slamming, she thought it was Ye Chuyang and Duan Xiaoyun who came in. She greeted them with a teacup : "It's been hard work, let's drink tea."

Seeing the person following Ye Chuyang, her face froze, as if she had seen a ghost.

Ye Chuyang took the teacup from her hand and said, "Go back to your room, don't come out tonight."

Facia gave a dumbfounded oh, and looked at Jiang Ying in a daze for a while, before wandering back to the room like a ghost.

Ye Chuyang went back to the room, took a nightgown, and said, "I'm going to take a shower, you go to my room and wait for me."

Jiang Ying also wandered to Ye Chuyang's room like a wandering soul.

It was past one o'clock in the morning when Ye Chuyang returned to his room after taking a shower. Jiang Ying sat on the floor alone with his back against the bed, lowered his head, motionless as if in a trance, and turned when he heard the door open. He glanced at Ye Chuyang, then stood up slowly while supporting the bedside table.

Ye Chuyang closed the door, sat on the edge of the bed and wiped his hair. He was in a trance for a moment. At this time, the distance between him and Jiang Ying was still two steps away, and the relationship between him and Jiang Ying was still the same as before. Nothing has changed.But he knew very well that he and Jiang Ying had changed, and it was impossible for them to return to their previous relationship.

"Sit down, there are chairs behind you."

Ye Chuyang said.

Jiang Ying stood without sitting down, and said, "Dr. Ye, I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

Ye Chuyang wiped his hair in silence, then stopped wiping, and threw the towel at the end of the bed: "Why do you apologize?"

Jiang Ying lowered his head, embarrassed: "I was wrong. I did many things wrong. I shouldn't take you to the hotel. I regret it now. I've been thinking these days; if nothing happened to us that day Well, we can still be friends like before."

Ye Chuyang was puzzled: "What exactly are you trying to say?"

Jiang Ying: "I want to ask you to forgive me, I want to continue to be friends with you."

Ye Chuyang frowned slightly: "A friend who goes to bed or a friend who doesn't?"

Jiang Ying said eagerly: "Friends who don't sleep with you, I won't sleep with you again, let's go back to the old friends."

Ye Chuyang shook his head and smiled bitterly: "You still don't understand."

Jiang Ying looked at him blankly: "What do I not understand?"

Ye Chuyang said calmly: "I like you, and you also know that I like you. If you don't know that I like you, I can still be friends with you, but you already know, so I can't continue to stay by your side and You're friends. Do you understand?"

Jiang Ying was still at a loss: "I don't understand, is this important? I can pretend that I don't know you like me."

Ye Chuyang found that he and Jiang Ying couldn't communicate, because Jiang Ying still couldn't understand his feelings at all, and never considered his situation from his perspective. Jiang Ying still wanted to keep him by his side selfishly, He didn't care about the torment it would bring him.

He sighed in his heart and said, "I will consider your suggestion and give you an answer tomorrow."

Jiang Ying was still standing in front of him.

Ye Chuyang looked up at him, and said with a smile: "I said I will give you an answer tomorrow, and you can go."

Jiang Ying stood still for a while, then walked towards the door, stopped when he touched the cold doorknob when he was about to open the door, and said: "You are perfunctory, you just want to drive me away, and you will still reject me tomorrow. "

Jiang Ying was right, and Ye Chuyang couldn't deny that he really wanted to send Jiang Ying away as soon as possible, he was already exhausted.

Ye Chuyang was very tired and helpless: "Jiang Ying, you have already rejected me, why are you still pressing me every step of the way? I beg you to leave me a way out, I want to live my own life, I can't do it for you alive."

Jiang Yingdao: "Sorry, I still can't give up. If I give up, then I have nothing."

Ye Chuyang said: "You make me very confused. You have already rejected me, and now you say you don't want to give up. What do you want to do?"

Jiang Ying stayed silent for a long time before saying, "I'm also confused. I know I'm forcing you, but I don't know what I want to do." He leaned against the door panel and slowly squatted on the ground, lowering his head, looking extremely painful, "You Say you like me, I don't understand, I really don't understand why you like me, I never thought you would like me."

Ye Chuyang looked at him: "So you blame me? Blame me for liking you?"

Jiang Ying: "I don't blame you, I'm afraid."

Ye Chuyang: "What are you afraid of?"

Jiang Ying raised his head, the struggle and sadness in his expression was something Ye Chuyang had never seen before.

Jiang Ying: "I'm afraid you are like Xing Yu. Xing Yu said he loves me very much, but now he hates me. I am nothing in his heart. We used to be friends, and he lived with me in the old house a lot Over the years, he said he loves me many times, but I have never accepted it, because I really don't know how I should give back to him, I don't know what he wants from me, if I know, I will definitely give it to him, but I I really don't know."

Jiang Ying suddenly choked up, and tears welled up in his eyes.

Ye Chuyang looked at him, feeling confused again.

Jiang Ying: "Dr. Ye, I'm afraid that you, like Xing Yu, will slowly become disappointed in me, slowly stop loving me, slowly regret loving me, and finally hate me, wishing to let me die... I don't want you to hate me, But I can't help it, just like I can't do anything when you love me, I can't do anything when the day comes when you hate me."

Ye Chuyang suddenly understood Jiang Ying. It turned out that Jiang Ying didn't want to accept him, but he didn't dare to accept him.Jiang Ying has never been in love before, and with the experience of being hated by Zhan Xingyu, the word 'like' is like a scourge to him, making him avoid it.So he avoided everyone, but in the final analysis, it was because Jiang Ying didn't love them, or in other words, Jiang Ying didn't want to try to love them.

Even though Jiang Ying is pitiful, he is really hateful, because Jiang Ying is timid, cowardly, and selfish.

Ye Chuyang suddenly had a severe headache. He rubbed his forehead and said, "I understand. I like you. It embarrasses you and scares you. Do you have anything else to say?"

A layer of tears leaked out of Jiang Ying's eyes just now, but now the temperature in his eye sockets is getting colder, and the tears did not fall. He looked at Ye Chuyang through a layer of cold mist, and said, "Hate!" I already have a lot of people, if even you hate me, I won't be able to bear it."

Ye Chuyang: "Okay, I understand."

Jiang Ying: "Dr. Ye, I am an abnormal person. I have serious defects. I don't have the ability to feel love and be loved."

Ye Chuyang stood up, turned his back to him, isolated him behind him, and said coldly: "Stop talking, let's go."

Jiang Yingdao: "If I'm really with you, I don't know how I should love you and how I should treat you. You will walk faster and faster, and I will always struggle to follow behind you."

Ye Chuyang was slightly angry: "Jiang Ying, I know your attitude, you really don't need to say any more,"

Jiang Ying: "I'm a bastard, I'm selfish, indifferent, and cowardly. I'm a monster, cold-blooded, restless, and irritable. It's a miracle for me that a person like you is willing to be friends with me, but you like me .”

Ye Chuyang walked to the door, opened the door, something was broken in his eyes, and there were pieces of messy light shining.

He said, "Please leave."

Jiang Ying stood up, but did not leave. Instead, he turned to face Ye Chuyang, took a step back with his right leg, and slammed his body down towards a cluster of candles whose lights had been cut off. Get down on your knees.

Jiang Ying lowered his head from beginning to end, and said, "If you still have hope for me, can you also give me hope and let me be with you."