"Wife," Quan Zhilong woke up in a daze, but couldn't see Xu Qingman standing at the window.She was wearing a large hospital gown, her hair was loose on her shoulders, the cold moonlight shone on her body, and the wind from the window blew in, shaking her hair and clothes.She seemed to have a feeling of being independent from the world.It seemed that the next second, it would be blown away by the night wind.He hurriedly called her to stop, for fear that she would really leave.

Xu Qingman froze, turned around, and felt as if he had passed away.She was only thinking about that child, and she was full of satisfaction, only the voice of the child calling "Mom" in the dream just now, but she forgot that the man on the bed would also wake up in the middle of the night and call her "wife", looking for her.If she really went to find the child, what would he do?When he woke up at night, there was no one next to his pillow, and no one answered his "wife". What kind of desolation should he feel in his heart?I'm afraid it's not better than when she missed her child?

Quan Zhilong got up and got out of bed, walked to the side of the bed, wrapped her around her waist from behind, held her in his arms, and said in a low voice: "Your body is still good, don't blow the wind, it will be bad if you catch a cold." Although He didn't have any experience in taking care of pregnant women, but he also knew that her current body would be the root cause of her disease if she had a hair blow.

Xu Qingman felt ironic in her heart. Just now the doctor and the two mothers told her many things, and those precautions were the same as others after giving birth.Obviously lost a child, but it is the same as someone else who gave birth to a child.

"Why don't you sleep?" Quan Zhilong stroked her hair with his face, bit by bit.Xu Qingman used to like Quan Zhilong teasing her so gently, just like he usually teases Quan Jiahu.But now, Xu Qingman no longer has that ignorant girlish feeling in his heart.She also knew that Quan Zhilong was only trying to make her feel better, so he suppressed the melancholy in his heart and teased her like this.

"I've been lying on the bed for a whole day, and I can't sleep." She didn't dare to sleep again, for fear of seeing the child crying "Mom" again in a pool of blood.But she wanted to see the child again, which was really contradictory.

Quan Zhilong carried her to bed, and said softly: "Then I'll talk to you, we haven't seen each other for a long time, tell me quickly, do you miss me?" Quan Zhilong kissed Xu Qingman's forehead, one by one, with his own The temperature on her lips, to warm her cold cheeks.He hoped that her heart could also warm him.However, even he couldn't get in with the defense she had set up now.

He knew how uncomfortable she was, knew that it wasn't because she couldn't fall asleep after lying on the bed for a long time, knew that she was always thinking about that child, and knew that she was deeply blaming herself.However, she pretended to be strong in front of him, and he could only avoid talking about it.They were both hurt and didn't have the courage to face each other.

The current situation is the same as it was many years ago when they hadn't debuted yet.At that time, they were still little-known trainees, and no one would notice them.They received a call to dance with their seniors, but they waited for a long time at the TV station until dark, and no one came to take them in.It was not until a few hours after the show was finished that they were notified that someone else had danced with them and asked them to go back.At that time, the two boys were full of grievances and could only swallow them.They didn't even have the courage to look at each other, so they kept their heads down and went home silently.

It is exactly like this now, they are all heartbroken, and they don't have the courage to open the wounds of each other and themselves, afraid that what they see will be a bloody mess.

Xu Qingman put his arms around Quan Zhilong's waist and replied in a low voice: "Well, I miss you so much, I miss you so much, I miss you so much!" She really missed him, and missed those days even more.During this time, she has been very happy, as if living on the clouds.Every day when I go home, the first thing I see is the wedding photo of her and Quan Zhilong.Everyone in the family is preparing for her wedding, and she herself is also actively going to the beauty salon with Xiaobo, and even started a diet to lose weight for the first time, in order to be a beautiful bride.She was really very happy, she had never been so happy.

Extreme joy begets sorrow, it turns out to be true.It was at her happiest and happiest moment that she lost her child.The pain of losing a child is irreparable.Now, she really doesn't know if she will happily marry Quan Zhilong two months later.She felt that it was impossible.In ancient China, sons kept filial piety for their parents for three years.Do they want the two parents to rejoice themselves when the child has only been away for two months?

Quan Zhilong was still kissing her forehead, where she couldn't see, his eyes were full of distress.He thought that during this time, they would all have a very difficult time.Every night in the future, I am afraid that Xu Qingman will not sleep well.Her affection for this child may be deeper than his.She was standing at the window just now with a dull look, he was still a little scared when he thought about it now.I don't know what would have happened if he hadn't woken up in time.

Xu Qingman's appearance now is the same as when he was 11 years ago.Although he pretended to be nonchalant in front of others, his heart had already turned a thousand times.He was suffering from depression at that time, torturing himself and torturing his family.Only he knew the pain at that time, and he was reluctant to let Xu Qingman suffer such torture, but he didn't know what to do.Only now did he understand Xu Qingman's mood at that time.I feel sorry for this person, but I can't do anything, I can only stay with her firmly, not daring to take a step away.

"Since you miss me, just look at me more and give me all your attention, okay? You haven't kissed me today, and you haven't talked to me properly. If you do this again, I will be very sad "He deliberately acted like a baby with her, as usual, buried his head between her neck, and nuzzled her.

Xu Qingman reached out to caress his face, turned his head, and gave him a gentle kiss.He felt uncomfortable too, but there was nothing she could do now.She couldn't even persuade herself, so how could she persuade him?Apart from giving him a hug, a kiss, nothing else, she couldn't do anything.

Quan Zhilong kissed her back, and when their lips collided, what they tasted was not the sweetness of love, but the deep bitterness.Even so, he didn't let her go, and still entangled with her lips.Even if it is bitter, he admits it and wants to eat with her.Originally, life will not always be sweet, and the two of them have not experienced wind and rain.He believes that they will go through the short-term pain as before, and live a sweeter and warmer life than before.

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