[Korean Entertainment] Simple, not simple

Quan Zhilong has always been Xu Qingman's reliance.As long as Quan Zhilong is around, Xu Qingman will not be afraid of anything.Sleeping in his arms is always very peaceful.But tonight, she was tossing and turning, having nightmares again and again.

Quan Zhilong beside him was already asleep, accompanied by a slight snore.Jin Nanguo said that since he received a call from Xiaobo in the United States yesterday, he has never had a rest and hardly eaten.When he came to the hospital, his eyes were already bloodshot, probably because of heartache or exhaustion.There are thick dark circles under his eyes, and it can be seen that he is really tired now.

Seeing Quan Zhilong like this, Xu Qingman felt even more uncomfortable.Why could she only bring him trouble and disaster?Failed to keep their baby and let the relationship crash under the worst circumstances.She could imagine how much pressure Quan Zhilong was under now.The media is not a charity and will not be merciful because of the changes they have experienced.Originally, irresponsible media often reported some negative news about Quan Zhilong.Now, it is estimated that many outside media are criticizing Quan Zhilong.And Bigbang's many anti fans will also become a problem for Quan Zhilong.

And she couldn't do anything.Not only can't share his worries, but also add to his worries.Gently stroking Quan Zhilong's face, even when he was asleep, his brows were frowning, and his expression was not clear.He was as sad as she was, but he still wanted to comfort her and take care of her.

And his right hand has been placed on her lower abdomen, hugging her tightly, as if there is still a child here who needs his protection.Xu Qingman's right hand covered the back of his hand. In the dead of night, she was awake alone, more awake than during the day.Without the eager attention of family and friends, she could feel the emotions of the man next to her and her own more clearly.

She Xu Qingman thought she was strong. When other children fell down, they always hugged their mother and cried, but she always stood up by herself, patted the dust off her body and ran away.But now, she realized that she was actually very weak.She couldn't bear the shock of losing her child, and her mood couldn't be as peaceful as she showed.When she knew that she had a child, she actually lost her child. She couldn't accept such an ironic thing.She didn't even know if it was a boy or a girl, she didn't even see it.Her child, before it was formed, lost the chance to survive because of the mother's carelessness.

She resented God, why did she have to take back the child after it was given to her?Why let the child come to her if she couldn't have it in the first place?In fact, what she resented more was herself.Why was she so careless, she didn't have her period last month, why didn't she notice?She is an irresponsible mother, maybe that's the case, God wants to take back the gift to her and punish her for her carelessness and irresponsibility.

Yes, this must be God's punishment for her.But why should Quan Zhilong be punished.He didn't do anything wrong, but it's unfair to him to bear the pain of bereavement with her.And her child, God wants to punish, just punish her, why not even give that child a chance to survive?

Xu Qingman lay on the bed, tears streaming down his face.She really couldn't pretend anymore, she was so sad, she didn't know what to do.She wanted the baby, wanted madly to keep him.Her hands tightly gathered the quilt around her lower abdomen, as if she was holding on to her child who had already left.The other hand was clenched into a fist and placed next to his mouth, and his teeth clenched the fist to prevent himself from crying.

In fact, as long as she is given two more days, she will know the existence of the child and can protect him well.There are still two days until she makes an appointment with Quan Zhilong for a pre-marital checkup.If the child is still there, they will know when they do the test.Thinking of the joy she felt when she was suddenly told that she had a child, she felt pain in her heart now.

It only takes two days, just give her two more days!

With tears and heartache, I fell asleep hazily.

Bright red blood covered the entire room.She herself was lying in a pool of blood, which was still gurgling like a leaky kettle.The strong smell of blood irritated the nasal cavity and brain, making it impossible for people to think normally.Looking around, the whole room was dyed blood red, which made one's heart jump.

"Mom, mom, why don't you want me!"

A childish voice came from below.It was a child with the umbilical cord still attached to her body.The child opened his eyes wide, looked at her, stretched out his fleshy white and tender hands that were stained with blood, and shouted: "Mom, mother, why don't you want me!" The child's body was covered by her The blood flowing out of his body was submerged, but he still stretched out his hand like this, calling "Mom".

She wanted to pick up the child and tell him that his mother didn't want him, and that his mother loved him very much.But she couldn't move at all, just like that night, powerless, she could only watch the child soaked in blood.The child's eyes are very similar to Quan Zhilong, and his baby voice is also very similar to Quan Zhilong.The child's face also became more and more like Quan Zhilong, looking at her resentfully.

The voice of the child calling "Mom" filled my ears, and my eyes were full of blood red and the child's resentful face.

Xu Qingman woke up from the dream, his forehead was covered with sweat, and his hospital gown was also wet.The dream just now was too real, the feeling of powerlessness that he wanted to pick up the child but couldn't do, even now when he wakes up, he can still feel it clearly.

Is it the child who came to find the mother in the dream?The child must have resented her.The mother should have protected her child desperately, but she strangled her child so carelessly in her belly.This is just a fragile little life less than two months old. When it needs mother's care, she failed to give the child the mother's love it should have.

The child didn't come to find his mother in his dream, he wanted to entrust his dream to his mother, and ask why his mother didn't protect him well.The child had come to question her.And she didn't know how to answer her child.Why doesn't mom want him?Mother actually wanted him very much, but she couldn't, she couldn't keep him.

Xu Qingman got out of bed, walked to the window, and looked at the cold little garden.She thought that many people must have lost their lives here.Her child, maybe it was here that he lost his life completely.The child came here to look for her, does it mean that the child is still in the hospital, waiting for his mother to pick him up?If she jumped, would she be able to see her child, hug him, and kiss his little cheek?