Looking back
Chapter 77 Extra Story: Who Is Only Shadowing
Long, long ago, I once said to people that since suffering is the same, it is better to suffer in a more exciting, comfortable and dignified way.Instead of going bankrupt and using chemotherapy for a painful lingering life, it is better to use the same money to travel in mountains and rivers. As long as the eyes are not blind, as long as the mind is still sound, you can still feel the beauty of being alive.
I still don't know if I did it.
From the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River to Siberia, and then back to the Western Regions, I have already detoured a long journey that is unimaginable for ordinary people in this world.In fact, I don't know what I'm doing, I just know that I don't dare to stop, and I don't dare to hang around in the Central Plains anymore. There is already a jungle full of dangers, no one is reliable, and no one can be trusted.
Who can save the person Huang Yaoshi is about to kill?Among the five masters back then, only Zhong Shentong's medical skills were comparable to Huang Yaoshi's, but he has passed away.For the rest, the northern beggars have no idea about it, Ouyang Feng is good at poisoning but not good at healing, as for Master Yideng of the Southern Emperor, if not Guo Jing and Huang Rong, who would go up the mountain to see him?
When the Western Regions saw Guo Jing again, he had already taken Huang Rong to Yideng Mountain for treatment.He said that one light cures wounds by relying on the pure power of one yang finger to open up the meridians of the body, which is vaguely consistent with the healing method contained in the Nine Yin Manual, which is just a purely external force for other healing, and a self-guided healing method. of.
After hearing this, I was even more thankful that I didn't think about going to the mountain to find a lamp. After all, Jiuyin's method saved half of my life, but it could only save this half.
I have taken the antidote to the poison, but I suffered more and more from the collision of internal force, and the internal injury from Huang Yaoshi's palm has already healed [-] to [-]% of the injury by myself, otherwise I would not have survived to this day.After coming out of the secret room in Niujia Village, Huang Yaoshi saw me with a hint of surprise on his face, as if he didn't believe that I was still alive.
I expected him to be even more surprised later on.
I believe that the sky will not reject me, compared to it, it obviously prefers to play with me.Well, in these last few months, I'd rather indulge.
So I went to find the relics of Tianlong, and the stone wall where Li Qiushui carved martial arts in the Xixia Palace.If this can be found, then there should be more to be found.In Wuliang Mountain, the ruins of Vulture Palace, after my martial arts are abolished, can I still practice it again?Maybe, maybe not.
I apply the rouge that has not yet dried on my lips, dissolve the remaining rouge with water, and smack it on my cheeks.Looking at the figure inside the blurry bronze mirror, the rouge juice is still very light at this time, and it doesn't feel rich and gaudy after applying it.I have been in ancient times for so long, so I should experience what mirror makeup is, and at the same time, someone is willing to appreciate it.
The way to the ancient tomb this time is the opposite of the last time. The last time it was all the way west from Zhongdu, but this time it was all the way east from Xingqing Mansion.The long and deep Zhongnan Mountain is always beautiful, handsome, and deep, with a kind of fairy air that does not eat the fireworks of the world, just like the Taoist temple on Zhongnan Mountain, which is always so serious, like the mysterious ancient tomb, which is always so cold.
I think of my very clever and arrogant little junior sister, I hope there is still time, I can go back before she is abducted, I don't know if it will be too late, because I am getting more and more tired of calculating the time and place, It's also getting worse.
I remembered again that I now have more than one junior sister. The little baby in the swaddle should still be growing up slowly, waiting for her to pass.
So I couldn't help asking him, "Are you still planning to give birth to Yang?" I always remember a sentence, he said, "No one can't live without him."
If I'm not here, he will always plan his own life, and if I want to follow the agreement, even if he doesn't plan, I will plan for him. If I really decide to do it, there will be many ways.
However, he said with a smile, "Everyone has their own destiny, and this time around, it is an opportunity to live freely without accepting other people's arrangements."
That statement made me suddenly feel like a fool.
What right do I have to think that I can make decisions for other people's lives by making an agreement with them?Man is not a reproductive tool, not for the loyal blood that Qiu Chuji cares about, not even for the continuation of the plot that I care about.
When I came to Zhongnan Mountain, I said that I wanted to come to the ancient tomb, but this did not prevent us from visiting the master at Quanzhen Sect, nor did it prevent Qiu Chuji from finding some excuse to send his apprentice away and give me what he promised .And I was holding a cold white porcelain bottle, which contained a medicinal pill with unknown ingredients, and quietly waited for the other party to make further explanations.
My injury must not be solved by medicine alone. Since I have an internal injury, I may need to cooperate with acupuncture and moxibustion, and I need the protection of someone with high internal strength.
I used to think that people in the world of martial arts are warriors, and they can swallow any pill without hesitation as long as it is an antidote.Later, I thought about it, it seems that in the modern age of advanced medicine, people can also swallow pills with completely unknown ingredients without hesitation, as long as the doctor or the instructions say, yes, no problem.
No one will bother to find out those chemical ingredients, and no one can monitor the complete process of pharmaceuticals, and ensure that no one has tampered with the process from the factory to the final ingestion.To a skeptic, therefore, nothing is really credible, no matter what authority guarantees.
Qiu Chuji saw my doubts, and he said, "When you take the medicine, you may find the teacher by your side?"
I understand this truth, and I have hinted that Lin Chaoying is my patriarch and mother-in-law.If there is a master to take care of me, if there is something wrong with the medicine, she can sign up for the Quanzhen teaching, and make a mess.
But this kind of thing need not be said, I am concerned about other things, "Please ask the master, what are the taboos when taking medicine, why do you need the teacher to be by your side?"
"It is necessary to dredge the acupoints with internal force. First, it is better to have the same meridians. Second, it is inconvenient for outsiders to have a close relationship with each other. This is the key to clearing the meridians. I think you and the revered master can know it at a glance." After finishing speaking, He put a scroll of meridians in my hand, and there was a piece of yellow and old paper on the scroll.
On that paper was a prescription, the handwriting was strong and powerful, but unfortunately I am an ordinary person, I don’t know how to appreciate the beauty of calligraphy, I only care about the meaning in it, just like a math problem that I couldn’t solve after hard thinking and meditation, suddenly came across a simple and ingenious algorithm , so dumbfounded and amazed.
I guess I watched it for a long time, and the person on the other side was also very patient. After I understood it, I sighed from the bottom of my heart, "The Taoist actually doesn't need to give this to me."
The old Taoist on the opposite side stroked his beard and smiled, "This is not a precious treasure to be treasured. Back then, the master left many pills, many prescriptions for curing diseases and saving lives, and those who are effective have already passed them down to the world. In addition These elixir recipes have strange uses and are extremely difficult to refine, so they are only left in the elixir room, I don't think they will come in handy today."
I listened silently, and I understood most of them, but I didn't understand how Wang Chongyang thought of these back then?To actually spend time on such useless things, this method will abolish one's internal strength, but requires one's own voluntary cooperation, Qiu Chuji said that this prescription has strange uses, and he was right.
After all, it is not difficult to destroy people's internal strength, as it seems to be everywhere in martial arts stories.But if you think about it carefully, it is nothing more than breaking his meridians with tyrannical external force, and blocking his dantian with overbearing poison, all of which are methods of breaking small things with great force.
However, the internal force is silent, formless and qualityless. The so-called abolishment of internal force actually completely abolishes the possibility of the meridians and dantian running in it.As for whether the broken container can be repaired, it depends on good luck.But my body, which has been poisoned for a long time, absolutely cannot withstand this kind of damage.
Naturally, there are those who suffer serious injuries and lose their internal strength. For example, Yideng spent too much energy to heal Huang Rong's injuries, but that was only water consumption. The container is still there, and one day it will slowly fill up again.This is also impossible for me, even normal operation is difficult, how can it be exhausted by subjective will?
That day Qiu Chuji told me that if he wanted to survive, he had to give up martial arts.It's not that I haven't thought of this, but what I can't think of anyway is that there is any gentle method to slowly reduce internal energy without hurting the meridians.
And this method, just quietly placed in front of me, seems to have poured cold water on my ignorance and conceit.
"I never thought of it." For many years, I thought I was extremely smart, but found that there are many talented people everywhere, and it is difficult to catch up with them in this life.
Qiu Chuji laughed, "With the princess's medical skills and aptitude, if it doesn't happen to me, it's not impossible to do it in time. Why can't a doctor heal himself? A doctor can get it by thinking carefully. If you care about your own body, you can do it yourself." If you think too much, it will be difficult to see the truth."
This is his casual reassurance, and of course I don't take it seriously.Ever since I heard him say that he wanted to give up martial arts, I have thought of this path, but I have been thinking about the Beiming Divine Art in Tianlong, the Great Art of Absorbing Stars, but found that those skills have completely disappeared, as if they never existed Pass.However, I still dealt with the courtesy and politeness, and I also asked a question that I was puzzled by the way:
"Shenzhen Wang is indeed a genius, beyond the reach of ordinary people. He has great ambitions in his life, why should he delve into these side-by-side medical skills that are not very useful?"
"The heroine Lin Chaoying was seriously injured that day, and the first teacher found a piece of cold jade from the ice and snow outside the Great Wall. Why do you specialize in medical skills?"
I laughed dumbfounded, the answers to some questions were too obvious, so obvious that I would never think in that direction.
Just like when I said that I want to go back to the ancient tomb, he didn't doubt it at all, because there was a secret hope in his heart, thinking that maybe my master would have a way.However, now I really have to go to the ancient tomb.
And after that?
After the heavy stone door was closed, the last ray of light disappeared, making me feel that everything that I was attached to was left far behind, and the darkness in front of me made me feel at a loss.
Qiqi 49 pills, this is a long course of treatment, but fortunately Master's patience is still there.The internal strength is slowly diminishing. After practicing martial arts, the body is as light as a swallow, and the ears and eyes are clear. It also slowly disappears, just like a fairy who has been cast into the mortal world. After getting used to the lightness of flying through the clouds, he feels the burden of a mortal body. weight.
I shouldn't feel scared. I have already half-stepped into a darker and narrower place.
Of course I know that that place will always be there quietly waiting for me and everyone.At least this time, though, I managed to cancel the appointment, pushing the next one to a date in the uncertain future.
What should I do before that day comes?
I thought for a moment, let me sink in this darkness forever, but I finally turned around and said, "Mochou, can you do me a favor?"
I still don't know if I did it.
From the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River to Siberia, and then back to the Western Regions, I have already detoured a long journey that is unimaginable for ordinary people in this world.In fact, I don't know what I'm doing, I just know that I don't dare to stop, and I don't dare to hang around in the Central Plains anymore. There is already a jungle full of dangers, no one is reliable, and no one can be trusted.
Who can save the person Huang Yaoshi is about to kill?Among the five masters back then, only Zhong Shentong's medical skills were comparable to Huang Yaoshi's, but he has passed away.For the rest, the northern beggars have no idea about it, Ouyang Feng is good at poisoning but not good at healing, as for Master Yideng of the Southern Emperor, if not Guo Jing and Huang Rong, who would go up the mountain to see him?
When the Western Regions saw Guo Jing again, he had already taken Huang Rong to Yideng Mountain for treatment.He said that one light cures wounds by relying on the pure power of one yang finger to open up the meridians of the body, which is vaguely consistent with the healing method contained in the Nine Yin Manual, which is just a purely external force for other healing, and a self-guided healing method. of.
After hearing this, I was even more thankful that I didn't think about going to the mountain to find a lamp. After all, Jiuyin's method saved half of my life, but it could only save this half.
I have taken the antidote to the poison, but I suffered more and more from the collision of internal force, and the internal injury from Huang Yaoshi's palm has already healed [-] to [-]% of the injury by myself, otherwise I would not have survived to this day.After coming out of the secret room in Niujia Village, Huang Yaoshi saw me with a hint of surprise on his face, as if he didn't believe that I was still alive.
I expected him to be even more surprised later on.
I believe that the sky will not reject me, compared to it, it obviously prefers to play with me.Well, in these last few months, I'd rather indulge.
So I went to find the relics of Tianlong, and the stone wall where Li Qiushui carved martial arts in the Xixia Palace.If this can be found, then there should be more to be found.In Wuliang Mountain, the ruins of Vulture Palace, after my martial arts are abolished, can I still practice it again?Maybe, maybe not.
I apply the rouge that has not yet dried on my lips, dissolve the remaining rouge with water, and smack it on my cheeks.Looking at the figure inside the blurry bronze mirror, the rouge juice is still very light at this time, and it doesn't feel rich and gaudy after applying it.I have been in ancient times for so long, so I should experience what mirror makeup is, and at the same time, someone is willing to appreciate it.
The way to the ancient tomb this time is the opposite of the last time. The last time it was all the way west from Zhongdu, but this time it was all the way east from Xingqing Mansion.The long and deep Zhongnan Mountain is always beautiful, handsome, and deep, with a kind of fairy air that does not eat the fireworks of the world, just like the Taoist temple on Zhongnan Mountain, which is always so serious, like the mysterious ancient tomb, which is always so cold.
I think of my very clever and arrogant little junior sister, I hope there is still time, I can go back before she is abducted, I don't know if it will be too late, because I am getting more and more tired of calculating the time and place, It's also getting worse.
I remembered again that I now have more than one junior sister. The little baby in the swaddle should still be growing up slowly, waiting for her to pass.
So I couldn't help asking him, "Are you still planning to give birth to Yang?" I always remember a sentence, he said, "No one can't live without him."
If I'm not here, he will always plan his own life, and if I want to follow the agreement, even if he doesn't plan, I will plan for him. If I really decide to do it, there will be many ways.
However, he said with a smile, "Everyone has their own destiny, and this time around, it is an opportunity to live freely without accepting other people's arrangements."
That statement made me suddenly feel like a fool.
What right do I have to think that I can make decisions for other people's lives by making an agreement with them?Man is not a reproductive tool, not for the loyal blood that Qiu Chuji cares about, not even for the continuation of the plot that I care about.
When I came to Zhongnan Mountain, I said that I wanted to come to the ancient tomb, but this did not prevent us from visiting the master at Quanzhen Sect, nor did it prevent Qiu Chuji from finding some excuse to send his apprentice away and give me what he promised .And I was holding a cold white porcelain bottle, which contained a medicinal pill with unknown ingredients, and quietly waited for the other party to make further explanations.
My injury must not be solved by medicine alone. Since I have an internal injury, I may need to cooperate with acupuncture and moxibustion, and I need the protection of someone with high internal strength.
I used to think that people in the world of martial arts are warriors, and they can swallow any pill without hesitation as long as it is an antidote.Later, I thought about it, it seems that in the modern age of advanced medicine, people can also swallow pills with completely unknown ingredients without hesitation, as long as the doctor or the instructions say, yes, no problem.
No one will bother to find out those chemical ingredients, and no one can monitor the complete process of pharmaceuticals, and ensure that no one has tampered with the process from the factory to the final ingestion.To a skeptic, therefore, nothing is really credible, no matter what authority guarantees.
Qiu Chuji saw my doubts, and he said, "When you take the medicine, you may find the teacher by your side?"
I understand this truth, and I have hinted that Lin Chaoying is my patriarch and mother-in-law.If there is a master to take care of me, if there is something wrong with the medicine, she can sign up for the Quanzhen teaching, and make a mess.
But this kind of thing need not be said, I am concerned about other things, "Please ask the master, what are the taboos when taking medicine, why do you need the teacher to be by your side?"
"It is necessary to dredge the acupoints with internal force. First, it is better to have the same meridians. Second, it is inconvenient for outsiders to have a close relationship with each other. This is the key to clearing the meridians. I think you and the revered master can know it at a glance." After finishing speaking, He put a scroll of meridians in my hand, and there was a piece of yellow and old paper on the scroll.
On that paper was a prescription, the handwriting was strong and powerful, but unfortunately I am an ordinary person, I don’t know how to appreciate the beauty of calligraphy, I only care about the meaning in it, just like a math problem that I couldn’t solve after hard thinking and meditation, suddenly came across a simple and ingenious algorithm , so dumbfounded and amazed.
I guess I watched it for a long time, and the person on the other side was also very patient. After I understood it, I sighed from the bottom of my heart, "The Taoist actually doesn't need to give this to me."
The old Taoist on the opposite side stroked his beard and smiled, "This is not a precious treasure to be treasured. Back then, the master left many pills, many prescriptions for curing diseases and saving lives, and those who are effective have already passed them down to the world. In addition These elixir recipes have strange uses and are extremely difficult to refine, so they are only left in the elixir room, I don't think they will come in handy today."
I listened silently, and I understood most of them, but I didn't understand how Wang Chongyang thought of these back then?To actually spend time on such useless things, this method will abolish one's internal strength, but requires one's own voluntary cooperation, Qiu Chuji said that this prescription has strange uses, and he was right.
After all, it is not difficult to destroy people's internal strength, as it seems to be everywhere in martial arts stories.But if you think about it carefully, it is nothing more than breaking his meridians with tyrannical external force, and blocking his dantian with overbearing poison, all of which are methods of breaking small things with great force.
However, the internal force is silent, formless and qualityless. The so-called abolishment of internal force actually completely abolishes the possibility of the meridians and dantian running in it.As for whether the broken container can be repaired, it depends on good luck.But my body, which has been poisoned for a long time, absolutely cannot withstand this kind of damage.
Naturally, there are those who suffer serious injuries and lose their internal strength. For example, Yideng spent too much energy to heal Huang Rong's injuries, but that was only water consumption. The container is still there, and one day it will slowly fill up again.This is also impossible for me, even normal operation is difficult, how can it be exhausted by subjective will?
That day Qiu Chuji told me that if he wanted to survive, he had to give up martial arts.It's not that I haven't thought of this, but what I can't think of anyway is that there is any gentle method to slowly reduce internal energy without hurting the meridians.
And this method, just quietly placed in front of me, seems to have poured cold water on my ignorance and conceit.
"I never thought of it." For many years, I thought I was extremely smart, but found that there are many talented people everywhere, and it is difficult to catch up with them in this life.
Qiu Chuji laughed, "With the princess's medical skills and aptitude, if it doesn't happen to me, it's not impossible to do it in time. Why can't a doctor heal himself? A doctor can get it by thinking carefully. If you care about your own body, you can do it yourself." If you think too much, it will be difficult to see the truth."
This is his casual reassurance, and of course I don't take it seriously.Ever since I heard him say that he wanted to give up martial arts, I have thought of this path, but I have been thinking about the Beiming Divine Art in Tianlong, the Great Art of Absorbing Stars, but found that those skills have completely disappeared, as if they never existed Pass.However, I still dealt with the courtesy and politeness, and I also asked a question that I was puzzled by the way:
"Shenzhen Wang is indeed a genius, beyond the reach of ordinary people. He has great ambitions in his life, why should he delve into these side-by-side medical skills that are not very useful?"
"The heroine Lin Chaoying was seriously injured that day, and the first teacher found a piece of cold jade from the ice and snow outside the Great Wall. Why do you specialize in medical skills?"
I laughed dumbfounded, the answers to some questions were too obvious, so obvious that I would never think in that direction.
Just like when I said that I want to go back to the ancient tomb, he didn't doubt it at all, because there was a secret hope in his heart, thinking that maybe my master would have a way.However, now I really have to go to the ancient tomb.
And after that?
After the heavy stone door was closed, the last ray of light disappeared, making me feel that everything that I was attached to was left far behind, and the darkness in front of me made me feel at a loss.
Qiqi 49 pills, this is a long course of treatment, but fortunately Master's patience is still there.The internal strength is slowly diminishing. After practicing martial arts, the body is as light as a swallow, and the ears and eyes are clear. It also slowly disappears, just like a fairy who has been cast into the mortal world. After getting used to the lightness of flying through the clouds, he feels the burden of a mortal body. weight.
I shouldn't feel scared. I have already half-stepped into a darker and narrower place.
Of course I know that that place will always be there quietly waiting for me and everyone.At least this time, though, I managed to cancel the appointment, pushing the next one to a date in the uncertain future.
What should I do before that day comes?
I thought for a moment, let me sink in this darkness forever, but I finally turned around and said, "Mochou, can you do me a favor?"
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