snow wolf ballad

"Do you know Lu Bingxi?"

"Ah, I know. The one who is very famous recently seems to have been transferred from Class 3, Grade [-]. Le-Wen-I heard that she is very beautiful."

"Don't hear about it, she's right there, look."

In the student cafeteria, there was a lot of hustle and bustle. It was lunch time, and a large number of students were queuing up to buy food, including me.But my real purpose was not to come to eat. Just in front of me, separated by two people, that guy Xun Zhimo was queuing up while reciting vocabulary words.Yes, my target is her.

But at the back of the line on my right, there were two boys talking in my ears, and I felt a little irritated.In fact, it’s not just them. I can feel that a large number of people around me are quietly discussing me. Even if there is no discussion, their eyes are still focused on me.That's one of the reasons I hate going to school.

"This level has already surpassed the level of the school belle, and it is almost beyond the stars."

"That's right, it's rare to see her in a hundred years, and she's already firmly at the top of the list of beauties in my mind."

The discussion is still going on, and I really want to explode, but I remember my mother told me to be friendly to these ordinary people and tolerate their curiosity.People are always surprised and repelled by things that are different from themselves, and they always think according to the phenomena they see on the surface.To put it bluntly, children of this age are all in appearance associations, so my appearance will always attract their attention.Even though I have made corrections to my appearance, in their eyes I am just a normal Chinese girl with black hair and black eyes, but the appearance inherited from my mother and mother still amazes them without a doubt.

However, this is the maximum correction I can make. I am afraid that if I change again, this guy Xun Zhimo may not recognize me at all.Even though she doesn't remember me at all now.

It has been a week since I started school, but Xun Zhimo and I are still just ordinary classmates, and there has been no progress.At the beginning, I used strong methods to force her home, and let her see her mother and mother.But I was too reckless, maybe I scared her, and no matter how much I tried to talk to her afterwards, she would find all kinds of excuses to avoid me.She seems to be very sensitive to my presence by nature, as long as I make a slight movement, she can detect it and run away immediately.

Really pissed me off!

Xun Zhimo bought food, and I saw her pick a corner seat and sit down.So I hurriedly picked up the plate and planned to sit with her, but a stumbling block appeared on the way.

"Lu Bingxi, let's have dinner together."

The one who stopped me was a girl, she was very small and cute, wearing glasses, she looked like a good student.She is in the same class as me, Xun Zhimo is the monitor and she is the deputy monitor.

"Okay, let's go to that table." I pointed to where Xun Zhimo was sitting.

The deputy squad leader hesitated for a moment and said hello, so she and I came to Xun Zhimo.Xun Zhimo really wanted to run subconsciously.But when she saw that the deputy squad leader was also there, she pursed her lips and decided to stay.It seems that I was right to choose to bring one more person here, this guy is afraid of being alone with me.

The relationship between Xun Zhimo and her classmates is far from close. She walks alone, giving people the impression of being aloof and arrogant.I guess the girl who is the deputy squad leader is actually quite afraid of her, so I feel uncomfortable sitting down to eat with her.The three of us ate the Chinese food in silence, the atmosphere was very strange.At this moment, the deputy squad leader made up his mind and regretted coming up to eat with me. I chased Xun Zhimo all day long.Now, the vice-president students should also understand that it is best not to provoke a silent iceberg and a non-human transfer student who hides the attributes of a slut.

Sure enough, the next day, people in the class started to gossip about me and Xun Zhimo, as if they had already concluded that Xun Zhimo and I were a couple.In this day and age, there seems to be a high tolerance for same-sex love among young people, but in our school, this is not the case.The atmosphere of the school is very closed, and the students are all so-called "orthodox" good kids. They are quite shocked by this kind of thing in their hearts. After the shock, they cannot accept and reject it.

This matter was also heard by the teacher, and Xun Zhimo and I were specially invited to talk.After that, I would be pointed and pointed at when I walked on the road. With my hearing, I could hear what they were talking about clearly.I don't care, this kind of public opinion can't cause any harm to me, but Xun Zhimo is different. Although she is isolated, most of her classmates admire her. After all, her grades are unmatched, and she is excellent in all aspects .But now she has been pulled down from the "Altar" and crowned with the joking title of "Lace Girl".Seeing her getting more and more lonely, there were still people talking to her, and people would go to her to ask questions after class, but now no one approaches her.I was very heartbroken and blamed myself. It was all my fault. If I hadn't pestered her, she wouldn't be hated like this.

After school this day, I didn't pester her for the first time.I stood on the roof of the highest floor of the teaching building and watched her walk out of the school gate alone, wondering whether I had done something wrong.Maybe, I shouldn't have come to school.

"Young Master." A gust of evil wind blew behind him, and the voice of the recording ring sounded.Today is Luying following me, she and Heizi take turns, one person a day, hiding in the campus, it was arranged by my mother to protect me.

"Luying, tell me, did I do something wrong?"

"Returning to the young master, the subordinates believe that the young master did nothing wrong. The young master is destined to be with Master Mo, so sooner or later Master Mo will break away from human society. In fact, the redundant interpersonal relationships now will not be of much use in the future. It's better to stop early."

"But...wouldn't it be too selfish to do this? Talking about doom, it's all our self-righteousness, isn't it? If Momo doesn't like me, then all I do is nothing to her. kind of harm."

Lu Jin stopped talking, and I think she was probably thinking about such a question too.

After a long time, when I was about to leave school and go home, Lu Rong suddenly said: "Young master, is he going to give up just now?"

"Give up? How come. Now that I've identified her, I won't give up easily. It's just that I don't think it's the time yet. I need more time. It seems that our battle line is going to be stretched."

"Young master, why don't you ask the lord for advice, I think the lord may have a better way."

"Don't worry, this is my own business, and I won't bother my mother. Besides, my mother has already instructed me."

I once had an in-depth conversation with my mother, which happened to be the night when I forced Xun Zhimo to go home.Because it backfired, I was so lost and shut myself in the room.My mother came in later and talked with me a lot.In fact, she didn't say much, but just told me the story of her and A Niang's past.I don’t know that A Niang was so cold and cold before. In my impression, A Niang seems to be very gentle all the time. Although her personality will be affected by divine power when she becomes an ice and snow goddess, she has always been so tolerant and warm to me. .

A Niang was also very indifferent to A Niang, but A Niang was very patient and melted A Niang bit by bit.Aunt also hesitated whether to pull Aniang into this world, but it must be Aniang herself who made the final decision.

A Niang is different from Xun Zhimo.In the early Shang and Zhou dynasties, A Niang and A Mu fell in love at first sight, and then the relationship became stronger until it was hard to let go.The two shared weal and woe, and neither of them left the other easily, and they stayed with each other for thousands of years.If it hadn't been for the external force to forcibly separate them, they would not have experienced so much pain, and they must have been happy all the time.

Therefore, that kind of unforgettable love is engraved in the soul, even if the body dies and the soul disappears, it will never be forgotten.The first time the reborn A Niang saw her mother, she actually fell.After that, everything is a matter of course.

But Xun Zhimo and I are not like that, I think we have not reached that level with her.I also don't have the confidence that my mother has, and I believe that Xun Zhimo will definitely like me.

My mother actually showed me the way. All I need is patience and courage.People's hearts are made of flesh, fate depends on the sky, and division depends on people.Since the fate has arrived, it cannot be easily given up.It's not because of God's teasing that there is no fate, but because I failed to grasp the opportunity.Even if I don't establish a relationship with her, just by my side, let her get used to my existence, I believe that one day, she will look back.What I lack most is time, but I am afraid that if it is too long, she will grow old.

It's her who ultimately decides whether or not she's with me, but until then, I have to make an effort.

For a long time after that, I didn't pester her again.It's just that being by her side as close as possible will not make her forget my existence, nor will she find me annoying.I found that companionship is a very immersive process, and things that were previously invisible due to impatience gradually emerged.I began to be able to see what kind of person she was, and her inner world gradually became clear.

Xun Zhimo is actually a very strong person. People always say that people who are indifferent on the outside are actually weak on the inside, but she is not.She is cold on the outside, but very strong on the inside.I thought the gossip was going to hurt her, but it gradually became clear that she didn't really care.Although this hit me to some extent, in fact, I was more happy than disappointed in my heart.

She has a very clear goal in her life, and at this moment she is steadily moving towards the goal step by step.The unexpected death of her parents brought her premature maturity and unusual values. Her goal is staged. She wants to make money first. After she has a certain amount of capital, she starts to do charity.Now she often finds time to volunteer in nursing homes or orphanages, which I never knew.

She also wants her brother to relax a bit. Her brother has paid a lot for her, so in her mind, his brother is more important than many things.

Knowing what she was thinking, I was suddenly not in a hurry, and there was no rush to get along with her.She is very slow to warm up, and the most suitable way is to slowly accumulate my presence in her heart bit by bit.And I can gradually feel that she is getting used to the feeling of me being around her, and occasionally she will not be used to it when I can't find me.This made me secretly happy, this guy is actually very simple, so simple that he is very dull, and he is becoming more and more cute.

During this period of time, many changes have taken place around me. My mother is pregnant, and I am about to have a younger sister. My mother is so happy that she has been shopping in baby care stores recently.Asi and Aunt Yue often go out together, and it is said that they are looking for some relics from the past.Huanji and Zimu officially got married and became partners, and their new residence was re-established. It is said that the old site was specially selected in Songhu, and the Wanglong Pavilion of the year was completely rebuilt.

Time passed slowly like this, and the days passed smoothly and warmly like running water.The day when my relationship with her really made substantial progress was the afternoon after the college entrance examination. I really didn't expect that such a dull guy like her would do such a thing.

Only then did I realize that Mo Fa's coquettish character has always been hidden deep in Xun Zhimo's heart, and it will always erupt at critical moments.This guy actually took advantage of me again!And forget it, after taking advantage of it, I still have the attitude of being dumped, it really pissed me off!

The author has something to say: Frozen to death, Xueyang, come and warm your mother and me, Yaoer, stay away from me.