On the daily life of nemesis

"I'm sorry, I can't like you to the end... I'm going to give up, I'm really going to give up. In this relationship, I have always been the one who has been giving from the beginning to the end. I didn't see you Any response you give me is just comfort among friends." When he finished speaking, he slowly let go of Que and Xi.

"Is the scenery below beautiful?" Zou Huocheng pointed to the scenery below and asked casually, but he nodded with Xi Wenyan, "It is indeed beautiful, but no matter how beautiful the scenery is, look at it when it lands." Isn’t it still the same as before? So there is no change.”

His words seemed plain, but Zou Huocheng understood what he meant. His words should be referring to the relationship between him and himself, just like this scenery, although what he saw at the beginning was beautiful. Yes, but later when they all calm down, they will return to their original appearance.

"Yeah, when you land, the scenery you see will be the same as before...so it doesn't matter if it's natural, right?" When Zou Huocheng said this, he kept saying Looking at Que and Xi, but Qi and Xi's face has always been gloomy and looks indifferent... He has never been so indifferent to himself, maybe this is friendship... and Love is very different.

"I'm leaving after finishing the Ferris wheel. The old man should come to pick me up at noon." But Yu Xi raised his eyebrows pretendingly, he didn't regret accompanying Zou Huocheng to visit the amusement park today. He had told the old man about this matter before that, and he agreed with him at the time, but he and Xi thought that Zou Huocheng was just looking for him for a stroll. Originally, he thought that the words between them had already been discussed. It's very open... But he still thinks about him in a good way after all, maybe he just wants to take advantage of this time today to try to persuade himself.

"You don't even want to have lunch with me?" Zou Huocheng looked at Que and Xi with a bit of desolation, but He and Xi curled their mouths when they heard the words, "I don't have much appetite, besides I'm full from the snacks today...Let's talk about it later, if we have this opportunity another day, let's have lunch together." But Yu Xi's tone was a bit cold, but it was obviously a rejection.

Zou Huocheng is not such a catchy person, he also has his own self-esteem, since everyone has clearly rejected him, why bother to ask him again?Didn't you already agree to give up?Since you have already given up, why bother to be obsessed with these small things?Zou Huocheng, please wake up yourself, please?He already has a lover, and that person loves him very much. Why do you have to step in and be the third party?What's more, he doesn't love you that much, so why should you ask for trouble?Isn't it tiring to do this?

"Okay, let's just say goodbye after waiting. If you need me in the future, you can call me again."

Seeing that the Ferris wheel is getting closer and closer to the ground, but I feel more and more reluctant in my heart. Maybe I can't get close to him anymore?Hospital?Can he go again? If he goes again, he is afraid that he will not be able to restrain his turbulent emotions. Maybe this is because he loves too much. As long as he sees his figure, he will not be able to restrain his emotions. There is a saying that That's right, liking is presumptuous and love is restraint. A person can like many people in his life, but there is only one person who truly loves in his heart, and Zou Huocheng just happens to be in love, and he has always been so restrained In love... It's hard to get out, even though I already know that he already has a lover, I still can't help but want to treat him well, and don't want him to suffer any grievances.

When he is sad, he will be more sad than him, but when he is happy, he still doesn't know how happy he is smiling behind him. This is probably his current state. Maybe he is really terminally ill. I really love him so much that I end up scarring myself all over.

The relationship between him and Que and Xi is just like the stars and the moon. Although they are very close at the two ends of the galaxy, they still can’t get together. They can only look at each other from a distance, powerless, but the alluring light from the moon is I have been attracting the stars to keep approaching it, although I know it will fall, but I still want to use up my own heat to protect it, even if it falls... just disappear.

When the Ferris wheel reached the ground, he and Xi opened the car door, resolutely stepped off the ground with his back to Zou Huocheng, walked through the crowd and left, but Zou Huocheng stood there for a long time, watching his back. , yes... the most cruel thing he is to himself is that all he leaves behind is his back, and whenever he looks at his back, his heart feels like a knife cuts him.

"Yu Xi, this is the last time... Maybe we won't be able to meet again in the future, so please let me keep this love for you in my heart silently, even if it doesn't make sense It’s worth it to have loved you before, maybe I’ve never said it to you, I’ve never regretted loving you, the only thing I can’t do is that I love you but can’t be together... ...but these are not important anymore, as long as he can be happy, didn't he think the same way when he escaped from death in Switzerland? Since I can't be the one who gives him happiness and cares for him, then And don't be the kind of person he hates, maybe it's the best way to be friends if you can't be in love.

Maybe he and Xiang Zhutong are really happy, so that whenever he mentions Xiang Zhutong, his eyes are full of love and stars that cannot be hidden. Maybe Xiang Zhutong can't catch up with him in some aspects, and he can't He is desperate for him, but he is the most suitable person for him. Even if he met Yu Xi before him, in the end he lost to the later Xiang Zhudi.

In love, you really have to seize the opportunity when you come first and then come near the water. It doesn’t mean that all love is close to the water and you can have a certain advantage. If you don’t take advantage of this unique advantage, you will really be snatched away by others in the end. Because you don't know when something will happen suddenly, and life is always changing like this. He didn't cherish it when he was in college, but chose to keep this love in his heart silently with Xie, then Today, four years later, I am naturally reaping the fruits of my own pain and not being able to blame others. The only resignation may be that I didn't say it back then... If I said it, would the result be different now?