On the daily life of nemesis

"I haven't changed, I've always been that Zou Huocheng... still the senior you admired back then, the one who can do everything for you, and the one who has always loved you so much that he couldn't extricate himself , even after so many years, I haven't changed...I haven't changed, but you have changed."

Inadvertently, Zou Huocheng suddenly turned his head to look at Que and Cong, but Que and Cong had been quietly looking out the window without speaking.

"Do you know? In fact, I didn't plan to fall in love when I didn't meet the old man before this. One was because I didn't have time, and the other was because I didn't have the thought to fall in love. But since I met him, my thoughts Suddenly, earth-shaking changes happened. A few days ago, his brother died, and he was martyred at sea. Before that, his brother's lover died. Since then, his brother has been in a depressed state. He and I were at that time We never thought that his brother would choose such a way to go to that distant place to accompany his lover. At that time, we naively thought that he would gradually forget it. After all, time is the best medicine, but we never expected it I underestimated the love in their family... That kind of love is really the kind that love is more indestructible than gold. The love between them has been completely integrated into each other's bones and cannot be separated. Since he experienced his brother's blow, he only asked for leave from the unit that day to tell his brother's ashes and his childhood playmate's ashes together. At that time, I saw the sadness in his heart It's really hard, but I can't help him share anything...the only thing I can do is to fulfill the responsibilities of a lover."

However, Zou Huocheng wanted to say something just after he finished his sentence, but he suddenly interrupted him in the next second, "Huocheng, do you know what the most beautiful love is? It's not between two people. The close and seamless distance between them is not the courage to grow old together, but the kind of courage that you can sacrifice yourself to protect him in the face of life and death. Pang Zhen is such a person. Sacrificing one's own life, few people can achieve his level, do you know? Fortunately, Xiang Shaoqian is not a heartless person, and he loves him deeply...Obviously He has already passed away, but he has been thinking about going to accompany him. The love between them has come to a successful conclusion. Although the process was bumpy, they finally stayed together in another place. gone."

But after talking with Xie, he turned his head and looked at Zou Huocheng who was beside him, and Zou Huocheng was naturally a little stunned when he heard the words.

"I know what you mean, but what is the difference between me and him? Is it because I don't pay enough? Or am I not as affectionate as he can make you willing to die for him? Yuxi, when did you do this? Have you been there? Don’t you think you’re a little cruel to me? I’m also a human being, and I have flesh and blood and feelings. What is it that I’m not good enough for? Tell me, and I’ll change it?”

Zou Huocheng was also quite agitated at this time, but he and Xi just quietly listened to him pour out all the thoughts in his heart.

"It's not that you are not as good as him, but that I can't bear the love you gave me, do you understand? When a person gets another person's love and then faces another person's love, there will be some burdens. You are very good I admit that you are very good, but you are not suitable for me... and you don't love me that much. Maybe you just happen to have a possessive desire for me. If it is not the possessive desire that is causing trouble, you should also You won't like me that much anymore." But he and Xie Wenyan shook their heads and smiled lightly, but when Zou Huocheng saw his expression, he felt his heart was broken.

Originally, he thought that there was still some affection between them, and originally he thought that he and Xi had feelings for him... But why did they become like this in the end?He can't compare to Xiang Zhutong, can he?He is not as good as him and not as affectionate as him, is he?Yes....... The answer is already very clear, maybe everything he did before was not taken seriously by you, maybe he just treated himself as a friend, and he treated himself as a friend. All good things to him are regarded as a kind of care among friends!

"Maybe it's because you only have him in your eyes, so you didn't see how hard I worked. Why? I just want you to see me. You don't even know how I escaped from death abroad. , you don’t know what kind of risk I took when you were on the road to openly fight against the person behind you, you don’t know all of this...you just saw my death It's just a stalker, you never know how sad I am." Zou Huocheng smiled miserably, his expression at the moment looked so lonely, and in the eyes of others, he might be as unpopular as a clown. Pay attention to.

"What did you say? You said..." However, Yu Xiran was somewhat puzzled by what he said. What did he mean by narrow escape?What's wrong?These are all... But when he just asked a question, he was hugged suddenly in a blink of an eye. This was the first time he hugged himself in memory, and it was also the only intimate contact between the two of them. But he and Xi didn't know how to react for a while.

"Forget it, let's take it as my wishful thinking. I never believed that standing on the top of the ferris wheel and kissing can last forever, and I also didn't believe that gossip can break a solid love. I have always believed in myself. But as much as I believe in myself now I have to let it go, one last time, let me let it go one last time... After today I will not appear in front of you again, maybe never will Right." Embracing the person in front of him, his voice was a little hoarse through the sound of the wind, and it might be because of being too sad, so the corners of Zou Huocheng's eyes were a little moist the moment he hugged him.

"you......."

"Yuxi, you probably don't know? I like you very much, I like you very much... But even so, I don't want my liking to bring you any burden. I hope you are happy What you want is happiness, I don't want you to be sad like you said... If one day you are in danger, I will stand in front of you and protect you without hesitation, even if it is I don't hesitate to die for you, can you understand my feeling? You can't understand...because you don't love me."

Just finished speaking, the Ferris wheel has risen to the highest point in a blink of an eye, but when you turned your head and looked down, you saw the most beautiful scenery at that moment. He was right, when you stand on the Ferris wheel The scenery you look down at the highest point of the wheel is beautiful.