song for the city

Xiang Pei accompanied Liang Zhang to stay in Nanchuan for three days. Compared with eight years ago, Nanchuan has changed a lot, with more entertainment places and high-rise buildings.Xiang Pei remembered that Liang Zhang took him to the old streets of many cities before, from a narrow alley to the street, and now Nanchuan lacks such places.

However, Nanchuan is still considered a relatively leisurely city. Xiang Pei said that if it was not for work reasons, he would like to live in Nanchuan with Liang Zhang. People in this city seem to be more tolerant than other places.

The night before leaving, Liang Zhang took Xiang Pei to meet Lai Yu and Qiao Yujie.

The place to eat was booked at a hot pot restaurant, and it was full of people when I went there at night, and Xiang Pei seemed uncomfortable when he walked through the crowd in the hall, and several people were looking at them.

Liang Zhang realized later that those people might know Xiang Pei, the lead singer of the band.

He was a little happy, but a little worried.

With more eyes on Xiang Pei, he can no longer do many things as he wants.Liang Zhang doesn't need to show his face behind the scenes of the movie, but he is still much more cautious than ordinary people.

After entering the private room, Lai Yu stood up and greeted Xiang Pei: "After so many years, I finally see you in person."

Xiang Pei shook hands with Lai Yu: "Actually, I've seen it before, but it's far away."

After mentioning this, Lai Yu recalled the fireworks display during the Chinese New Year, showing a suddenly realized expression, and told Xiang Pei to sit down quickly.

Qiao Yujie was almost speechless by the side, and when she saw Xiang Pei, her face turned red strangely, she stammered that she was a fan of Xiang Pei, and blamed Lai Yu for not telling her that she knew Xiang Pei before, Lai Yu was a little jealous, deliberately Don't even think about saying that Xiang Pei is Liang Zhang's boyfriend.

Lai Yu said this loudly, and Liang Zhang was taken aback. He didn't know that Lai Yu and Qiao Yujie had talked about his relationship with Xiang Pei.

Xiang Pei didn't respond, and naturally scalded Liang Zhang's duck intestines, but Liang Zhang was nervous, and his palms holding the chopsticks were sweating. He raised his head and glanced at Qiao Yujie, wanting to see her reaction.

"What are you thinking? Then can I compare to Director Liang?" She looked at ease, as if the relationship between Liang Zhang and Xiang Pei was a matter of course.

Liang Zhang heaved a sigh of relief, and made some jokes with Qiao Yujie.

Lai Yu was so nervous that he didn't think about ordering mandarin duck hot pot. Liang Zhang's taste was too spicy, let alone Xiang Pei.

Liang Zhang asked the waiter for tea, pick out the dishes in the pot, rinse them in the tea first, and then put them into Xiang Pei's bowl, Xiang Pei stopped him several times to no avail, he wanted to pick them up by himself, Liang Zhang didn't do it, he was willing to give Xiang Pei folder.

Qiao Yujie quietly approached Lai Yu's ear, and whispered, "You see, you and Liang Zhang are brothers, why doesn't anyone spoil your wife?"

Lai Yu pretended to pick up food for Qiao Yujie: "Old Liang dotes on her husband, so you should dote on me."

When the vegetarian dishes started to pour in the pot, Liang Zhang went out to answer the phone, Qiao Yujie went to the bathroom, and only Xiang Pei and Lai Yu were left in the private room.

Pieces of prickly ash pepper floated in the pot, and Lai Yu was sweating from eating. He sat in Liang Zhang's seat and added wine to Xiang Pei's cup.

Hot pot and beer make it easy for people to say something heartfelt. Lai Yu happens to be the kind of person who is overly enthusiastic and talks a lot.

Xiang Pei drank the beer in the glass, and Lai Yu patted him on the shoulder: "I used to think you were unreliable."

Xiang Pei smiled a bit cloudy, and also pressed Lai Yu's shoulder: "Why is it unreliable?"

"It's unreliable for two men to be together, but Liang Zhang likes it, and I can accept it, but you're an idiot and dumped him!" Lai Yu's tone was filled with righteous indignation, and he pointed at Pei's with a wagging finger. Nose, eyes can't be closed, he drank too much.

Liang Zhang and him have not been separated much since they were young. They live close to each other, and their parents are close. They have been in different cities since they went to university, so they have less time to see each other.

To a certain extent, Lai Yu knows him better than Liang Zhang's parents, knowing that he likes a free and free life, and also knows that he doesn't like betrayal.

Although Xiang Pei's behavior can't be called betrayal, Lai Yu never thought that Liang Zhang would forgive Xiang Pei. Even if Liang Zhang finds a boy in the future, it can't be Xiang Pei.

Liang Zhang has long since written all his emotions on his face like when he was a child, so Lai Yu didn't know that he was still thinking about Xiang Pei, he thought Liang Zhang really didn't care.

"He said he reconciled with you. I scolded him, but he didn't say a word of rebuttal. He called again a few days later, saying that feelings are beyond his control, and he can't find such a loving person in his life. People. I was dumbfounded at the time, and I couldn’t say anything. I have been chasing my wife for so many years, and people around me persuaded me to give up. In fact, this is beyond my control.”

Xiang Pei watched as the water droplets on the wall of the beer glass slid down one by one. Before the leader landed, the other pressed it forward, forming a pool of water on the table, and even the water droplets couldn't help it.

Xiang Pei poured another full glass of wine and shook his head: "I am not involuntary, I do what I want."

"It's useless to speak nicely. Be nice to him and don't make him as sad as before." Lai Yu raised his hand.

Xiang Pei clinked glasses with him: "No, never again."

Liang Zhanghe walked back to Pei, and the wind smelled of hot pot as they walked.

Xiang Pei chewed the mints he took from the front desk of the hotpot restaurant, and walked side by side with Liang Zhang, shoulder to shoulder, with the back of his hand secretly rubbing against Liang Zhang's from time to time.

Liang Zhang laughed and said, "You look like a thief."

Xiang Pei looked at the people walking in front, put his fingers together and grabbed Liang Zhang's face: "This is fun, don't hide."

"Where am I hiding?" Liang Zhang squeezed Xiang Pei's hand, and quickly shook it away when passers-by approached, "It's okay if I can't hold your hand openly, and it's okay if I can't say I love you in public. There is no need for these seemingly romantic things, as long as we are together all the time."

He used to complain that he and Xiang Pei couldn't do what ordinary couples can do, but when he grew up, he suddenly felt that it was nothing. Many things don't have to be recognized, and if they can't be recognized by society, he and Xiang Pei can also get along well. Together, be yourself, not show others.

Xiang Pei's eyes were bent, and he had the urge to kiss and hug Liang Zhang.

He has always admired Liang Zhang's straightforwardness, and it is precisely because of this that he likes him.

Life has worn away many things in Liang Zhang, such as impulsiveness and childishness, but fortunately, his straightforwardness remained.

"Why did you decide to make up with me?" Asked Pei while waiting for the traffic light.

Liang Zhang raised his lips and deliberately asked back: "Why are you asking that?"

Xiang Pei looked very dull, and he turned his eyes away: "If it is caused by impulse, I can't be responsible for this result."

Liang Zhang felt that Lai Yu might have talked about something with Xiang Pei, and Xiang Pei became a little unconfident again.

"I don't know, maybe it's because I'm very poor without you."

Xiang Pei was a little puzzled by this statement, with a dazed expression on his face, Liang Zhang couldn't help laughing: "Plainly speaking, I can't live without you, you have to tell me to understand?"

"Well, I like to hear you say that I love you, I can't leave you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, such goosebumps." Said love words to Pei Youyou.

He said to Pei that he had been to Nanchuan many times after returning to China, and he himself didn't know the purpose of coming here. He was afraid of seeing Liang Zhang, but also longed to see him.

He had been to Liang Zhang's previous home, summoned up the courage to knock on the door, and found that Liang Zhang had moved.He embarrassedly apologized to the stranger and wanted to ask Nana Liang Zhang's current home address, but he deleted all the text messages after typing them on his phone.

Standing at the gate of Liang Zhang's old home, looking at the passing cars, Xiang Pei felt shameless, so shameless that he even began to tire of himself.

It seemed that going to Liang Zhang would make Liang Zhang sick.

Liang Zhang kissed Xiang Pei's forehead, eyebrows, eyes, and lips on the bed. He trembled slightly, holding Xiang Pei's face very reverently.

He told Xiang Pei that he was not shameless at all, and he was so happy that Xiang Pei came to him.

Liang Zhang also told Xiang Pei that he just chose a more rational decision for the two of them at that time, and he no longer needed to feel guilty, nor did he need to apologize to Liang Zhang, they didn’t need to owe anything before, and owe was a matter of emotion Bound, they love each other, but cannot be bound by love.

Xiang Pei unbuttoned Liang Zhang's shirt, hugged him and kissed him, Liang Zhang's big eyes were very lively under the light, and covered with faint desire, seducing Xiang Pei just right.Xiang Pei likes Liang Zhang's eyes, and loves the admiration and attachment when he looks at him. Liang Zhang has never given such a look to others.

So Xiang Pei covered Liang Zhang's eyes with the palm of his hand, and his lips passed by his ears. After losing his senses, Liang Zhang was a little uneasy, and his eyes rolled uneasily, making Xiang Pei's palms itch and the heels of his legs unable to hold back.

His other hand was placed under Liang Zhang's waist. Liang Zhang lifted his waist, and his skin became even hotter.

"I won't doubt it anymore, Liang Zhang." Said Xiang Pei, and then turned off the light.

Before leaving, Liang Zhang decided to go home and say hello to his parents, and of course Xiang Pei would not object.

Liang Zhang asked Xiang Pei to wait for him on the chair downstairs, and he came down in a few minutes, saying no to Pei, he wanted to go up with him.Liang Zhang hesitated for a moment. The last time the quarrel broke up, Liang Ansheng was extremely dissatisfied with Xiang Pei. Even if Xiang Pei couldn't say anything because of Liang Zhang, Liang Zhang didn't want to be scolded again by Xiang Pei.

As a result, Liang Ansheng was on duty at the hospital, and Yin Jing was the only one at home.

Yin Jing's attitude towards Xiang Pei could not be said to be bad, but it was still basically indifferent. She asked Liang Zhang to stay for dinner. Liang Zhang said that they were on the plane three hours later, Yin Jing's face collapsed, and she first glanced at Xiang Pei. Pei, said: "You go back together?"

"Otherwise." Liang Zhang laughed, he still had expectations.

"Your father is not in good health, come back and see him more often."

Liang Zhang smiled wryly. Last time Yin Jing said that Liang Ansheng was in good health, but now he changed his tone, and his intentions couldn't be more obvious.

"I also want to come back often, but I don't know if Dad wants me to come back."

"If you don't make a mess of things, how could your father not let you come back." He almost scolded Xiang Pei by name.

Sitting on the sofa opposite Yin Jing to drink water, Xiang Pei put down the water glass: "Auntie, don't call me a mess."

It's rare that Yin Jing didn't refute immediately, she seemed to be accustomed to some disrespectful words from Xiang Pei, and more importantly, she didn't want Liang Zhang to really not go home.

She took Liang Zhang's hand, showing reluctance, and sighed: "I still come back often, there is no way he really won't let you go home."

Liang Zhang felt that Yin Jing was compromising, so he nodded and agreed.

Xiang Pei met many rock bands of the older generation every night. They used to play underground. He died when he reached the shore.

Occasionally invite them to sing every night, most of them don't need money, just enjoy singing on stage.

Touring is quite tiring. I sing the same song every time. After a few shows to Pei, I am so tired that I doubt myself. Sometimes my strength is too exhausted, so empty that I am confused. One after another, like a fixed same procedure.

Xiang Pei met the lead singer of an old band every night. Xiang Pei liked him before, but the band had disbanded a long time ago, so he mentioned it to the lead singer.

The lead singer said that when he went to different cities to experience different people, the feedback from the audience was different. Some cities were indifferent, while others were enthusiastic. After the performance, it was not just singing, but using songs to communicate with people.

He also talked about those people who used to play rock and roll with him. They have been making music together for more than ten years. The youthful play is gone, and the impulse is gone. He was very stiff and had no contact with each other until now. He missed them very much.

He is 40 years old, now runs a bookstore, and is not yet married. Xiang Pei was a little surprised and asked him if he hadn't found the right person.

Every wrinkle of the lead singer is unfathomable, and he has the unique vicissitudes and disdain of rock players.He replied that he had encountered it, but it was gone now.

He had a period with the drummer of the former band, and they stayed together every day, and the love and friendship were completely indistinguishable, and there was a wonderful feeling between the two.

Later, the drummer wanted to go back to get married. Part of the reason for the dissolution was because of this. The lead singer thought it was a kind of betrayal, and he couldn't stay with the drummer to make music.

That day, Xiang Pei chatted with the lead singer very late. Before leaving, he said that the drummer was actually a man. Xiang Pei knew it well and said he was sorry.

The lead singer smiled while smoking a cigarette: "I have no regrets, they are all destined to be missed. It's not easy for you and your boyfriend, stay together well."

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