song for the city

When receiving Yin Jing's call, Liang Zhang kissed Xiang Pei in the room.

Liang Zhang who had just taken a shower had a vague fragrance of shower gel, and his hair was damp. Xiang Pei was very easy to fall in love with the fresh Liang Zhang. He hugged Liang Zhang and bit his lips, and his hands were about to get into his clothes.

Then Liang Zhang's cell phone rang inappropriately, his expression changed suddenly, and he subconsciously looked back at Pei.

Xiang Pei got up from the bed and smoothed Liang Zhang's messy collar and hair with his fingers, trying to make him look more serious.

But Liang Zhang's lips were still bright red, very dishonest and confused, not suitable for answering his parents' phone calls.

Liang Zhang cast a comforting look at Xiang Pei, although Xiang Pei didn't think he should be comforted.

He walked out with his slippers on, and Xiang Pei heard the regular sound of the wooden floor, moving farther and farther away, until intermittent human voices came in.

Opening the balcony door, Liang Zhang answered the phone, perhaps because he waited too long, Yin Jing asked him if he was asleep.

Liang Zhang replied no, he just took a shower, Yin Jing said so, and then she fell into a short period of silence.

I don't know when, the dialogue between parents and Liang Zhang became less and less, like Liang Ansheng's hair falling off his head, developing into a yellow wasteland.

Yin Jing arranged cram school for Liang Zhang when he was young, and arranged various types of good girls for him when he grew up. Liang Zhang’s rebellion never stopped, and he gradually discovered that the best way to resist is not to quarrel, but to endless silence , It is more powerful than any words and actions.

"Is Dad okay?" Liang Zhang guessed that the purpose of Yin Jing's call was to break the ice.

"It's good, but you can't bask in the sun too much, and you will faint when you get in the sun. He has started to quit drinking now."

Liang Zhang nodded unconsciously, willing to chat with Yin Jing in a boring way: "What about you, is your foot okay?"

"The last time you walked in such a hurry, what were you going to do?" Yin Jing didn't answer Liang Zhang's question, her foot must have recovered.

Liang Zhang didn't want to lie, he said he was going to see Xiang Pei's performance, and after the performance he reconciled with Xiang Pei, they planned to go on forever, they missed eight years, they should give each other a happy ending.

He spoke flat and slow, as if answering what he had eaten today.Every time he uttered a word, Liang Zhang could feel that Yin Jing's breathing slowed down by a beat. He was going all out, and there was nothing to hide. Both Yin Jing and Liang Ansheng knew that they could no longer reverse their son's orientation. .

"We won't take it."

"It doesn't make any difference to me whether you accept it or not. It's best to accept it. If you don't accept it, I will be with him." Liang Zhang's tone was a bit unkind, unfilial and willful. He thought his parents would scold him his vocabulary.

"You will regret it in the future." Yin Jing grasped the last rope palely, thinking that she was very eager to witness Liang Zhang's failure.

regret?How to regret it?How Yin Jing judged his life so easily and made unfounded declarations about his future.

Then Liang Zhang can also judge his own life, he will never regret being with Xiang Pei.

Liang Zhang didn't want to continue the useless debate: "This weekend, Xiang Pei and I will go back to see you."

Yin Jing didn't agree, but she didn't explicitly refuse either.

After hanging up the phone, Liang Zhang returned to the bedroom and found that Xiang Pei was not on the bed, leaving only traces of the two of them having slept.

Xiang Pei is in the study, which is not strictly a study.

Liang Zhang divided the room into two areas. While playing DVDs of movies, he played Pei’s CDs. Xiang Pei collected many old CDs, which he collected from countless cities at a high price. He found all the queen’s albums. , and rare items from various bands. He told Pei that these things cost him a lot of money, so his savings actually didn’t have much. Liang Zhang said it didn’t matter, he could support him.

It was only later that Liang Zhang found out that Xiang Pei had a house in Day City, and all the CDs were stored in that house. He told Pei that he had no place to live, it was just playing tricks.

Xiang Pei was watching Liang Zhang's video in the room, focused as if studying a certain subject, with his back to the door, he didn't notice Liang Zhang's arrival.

Liang Zhang walked over quietly, arched into the circle formed between Xiang Pei's arms, embraced him, and rubbed his chin against the skin of his bare arms.

"What are you looking at?"

Xiang Pei raised his hand to put the DVD back to its original position, freeing his hand to hug Liang Zhang back: "Let's see what you're watching."

"Any gains?"

"I found out that you like watching suspense movies."

Liang Zhang looked at the shelf and carefully studied it for a while: "But I'm not very good at making suspense films."

Xiang Pei asked, "What did Auntie tell you?"

For Xiang Pei, it was a torment to wait for Liang Zhang to talk in the bedroom. He maintained the action when Liang Zhang left for several minutes. He didn't hear the quarrel. The conversation between Liang Zhang and his mother should not be too bad.

But Xiang Pei was still frightened, everything that threatened his love for Liang Zhang made him flustered, he couldn't accept the quietness of the bedroom, and walked out.Liang Zhang was on the balcony, looking a little lonely from his back. He was immersed in the phone and didn't pay attention to Xiang Pei's movements.

"I said I reconciled with you, but she said I would regret it," Liang Zhang shrugged helplessly, "She is still the same, thinking that the world should develop according to her ideas, she said I would regret it, this is what must happen What happened is not discussed."

Xiang Pei touched the corner of Liang Zhang's downward mouth: "You won't regret it."

His tone was firm and resolute, and Liang Zhang could feel it.Liang Zhang was overjoyed at Xiang Pei's lack of hesitation, and grinned: "Are you free this weekend?"

"Yes, I have."

"Then come home with me, Xiang Pei."

After being shaken by Liang Zhang's white teeth for a moment, Xiang Pei didn't realize it: "Seriously?"

"Do you think I'm going to joke with you?" Liang Zhang asked back, clapping Xiang Pei's face with his hands.

Xiang Pei dyed his black hair back before going to Liang Zhang's house, he said it looked more solemn, Liang Zhang joked that they were not going to get married, they were going to the battlefield, so why be so solemn?

And Liang Zhang stopped Xiang Pei from sending health care products to his parents. His father, who is a doctor, would definitely not accept these things. Even if Xiang Pei passed by with dozens of boxes of RMB, they would not be happy.

In the end, he brought the special products of Day City to Pei, but he still thought that he should not be empty-handed.

Yin Jing and Xiang Pei have met for a few times, so when she saw Xiang Pei, she reacted calmly.

Liang Ansheng was different. It was the first time he faced his son's partner directly, and called him so awkwardly for the time being.His expression was purple like constipation, and countless cursing words accumulated day and night in his stomach, and he shrank back a little, repeatedly unable to express himself freely.

Looking at Pei, I was worried for him.

Finally he said to Liang Zhang: "Find a man who looks like a woman, are you sure you really don't like women?"

Liang Zhang was sweating and looked at Xiang Pei in embarrassment, praying that he would not be too angry.Xiang Pei has always disliked being described as beautiful. Although he knew it was a compliment, he still resisted.

Sure enough, Xiang Pei frowned slightly: "Uncle, I am a real man."

Liang Ansheng didn't look at him, and breathed out of his nose: "I know, do you think I'm blind?"

The meal time was very embarrassing. Yin Jing and Liang Ansheng regarded Xiang Pei as a transparent person most of the time, and they could pretend to talk easily with Liang Zhang, but when they spoke to Pei, they shut up tacitly. Talking, only the sound of chewing vegetables remained on the dinner table.

Xiang Pei seemed to be used to this kind of silence, he ate with his head down, his expression was very calm, no sadness or joy could be seen.

"I will live in Day City with Xiang Pei in the future, and I will come back to see you together when I have time." Liang Zhang put vegetables in Xiang Pei's bowl with a very natural gesture.

The chopsticks hit the dining table head-on, and Liang Ansheng lifted Liang Zhang up from the chair. Liang Zhang's collar was deformed and he almost fell to the ground.

During the great change, Xiang Pei was the first to get up and stood beside Liang Zhang, with the intention of pushing Liang Zhang back.

"uncle."

Liang Ansheng was dissatisfied with speaking to Pei, and warned him to back off with the anger in his eyes.

"Let go of Liang Zhang first, let's have a chat."

Liang Ansheng refused straight away: "Why should I talk to you?"

Xiang Pei grabbed Liang Zhang's arm: "I'm your son's boyfriend, the one he loves, why do you think I should?"

Xiang Pei had been polite and well-bred for a day, but at this moment it was finally on the verge of collapse.

During the conversation, Liang Ansheng never looked directly at Pei.

This reminded Xiang Pei of the scene when Yin Jing found him and talked with him.

At that time, Yin Jing also chose to ignore him, trying to damage his self-esteem with contemptuous disdain, and her words were all high-level, all for the overall situation, all for the future.

As expected of a husband and wife, they even looked alike, when Xiang Pei stared at Liang Ansheng's facial expression, he was lucky that Liang Zhang was not like them.

Liang Ansheng said that he would never accept two men together. This is ridiculous, not only physically but also psychologically.He said that he had no objection to Xiang Pei himself, a good young man with a successful career, but he hoped that he could let Liang Zhang go and not ruin him.

He almost ruined him once, and as a father, he couldn't tolerate the second time.

Although he obviously looked down on Xiang Pei for playing rock and roll in his words, he just didn't say clearly that he was a regressive youth.

After a long period of silence, Xiang Pei asked him if he loved Liang Zhang, and if he wanted to see his son in the future.

Liang Ansheng turned his head in disbelief, and looked into Pei's eyes for the first time: "What do you mean?"

"What I mean is, if you still want this son, you'd better accept me. I don't expect you to understand my relationship with Liang Zhang, but at least you won't be embarrassed when you think of him having a boyfriend."

Xiang Pei paused, and continued: "I don't care what you think, I only care about Liang Zhang, if he loses you, he will be sad and painful."

Given that Liang Ansheng is Liang Zhang's father, Xiang Pei still maintains basic respect, and the language is not too aggressive.

Liang Zhang is the most contradictory one among them. Both sides are very important to him, and he cannot lose them.

Even if Liang Zhang doesn't often complain to Xiang Pei about his parents' incomprehension, Xiang Pei can still feel it, and Liang Zhang can't be completely happy because of this.He can not go home for a year, but what about two or three years?Xiang Pei didn't want his home to become something out of Liang Zhang's reach.

He didn't get the warmth of his family, so he knew how important this warmth was, and Xiang Pei wanted Liang Zhang to have it for the rest of his life.

"Uncle, you and aunt probably don't want him to suffer, right? You both know that he loves you very much, and at the same time he loves me very much."

On the way back to the hotel, Liang Zhang asked what he had said to Pei Du and Liang Ansheng. As soon as they came out, most of Liang Ansheng's arrogance disappeared.

Tell Pei to keep it a secret, and if he has a chance in the future, he can ask Liang Ansheng himself.

"Then I don't know when there will be a chance, and their attitude is still so tough."

"There will always be a day when you loosen up."

Said to Pei that Liang Zhang would not be alone anyway, and he would accompany him to wait for the day when he loosened.

It doesn't matter if you can't wait, he can be Liang Zhang's home.

"We won't be coming back."

Halfway through the road, Liang Zhang suddenly said this.

Xiang Pei asked him why, Liang Zhang replied that he did not want to go back to a home that could not accept Xiang Pei, this time the temptation made him exhausted, and their indifference made Liang Zhang a little angry.

"Actually, it doesn't matter. I can bear it. My endurance has always been better."

"I love my parents very much, but I can't give them anything. They don't need money, filial piety and companionship, unless they can accept you. It's okay to say I'm a wolf, but the rest of my life is more Someone who wants to be with me for the rest of my life.”

"Xiang Pei, you are the person I want to spend my whole life with."

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