song for the city

The backyard of the barbecue shop is a natural parking lot surrounded by woods. There are only two or three cars in the early morning, and they are all far away from each other. Liang Zhang's car is parked under the tree at the back. The black off-road is almost integrated with the dark color. .

Liang Zhang got into the car shortly, his hands holding the car keys were still trembling, his throat was stuck together and could not be separated easily, he regretted not drinking some water before leaving.

Xiang Pei followed him in, and the faint scent of mint formed a hazy barrier, surrounding Liang Zhang.Liang Zhang's ears were still warm, and the key was misaligned with the socket several times. If the wind blows the feathers, he should be able to hear it clearly in the quiet car.

After several failures, Liang Zhang gave up starting the car and turned his head to look at Xiang Pei next to him. He couldn't see his face clearly, only saw Xiang Pei's tall nose and the outline of raised lips.

In the darkness, Liang Zhang called out hoarsely, "Xiang Pei."

A few seconds later, Xiang Pei leaned over to hold Liang Zhang's waist, let him get out of the seat, turned over from the middle of the car, Liang Zhang had to support Xiang Pei's car glass with his right hand, and slid from the top The handle of the reverse door arched back awkwardly.

There was a flurry of noise.

After being frightened, Liang Zhang grabbed Xiang Pei's clothes, and the space in the car was a little aggrieved for the height of the two of them.

In the small car, Liang Zhang's breathing also seemed to be compressed. He opened his lips slightly, stretched his arms behind him, and looked for a support point on Pei's legs with his lower body.

"Damn, Xiang Pei," Liang Zhang grabbed Xiang Pei's hair and slammed it against the armchair, "give me some hints, okay?"

Xiang Pei made a dull sound from the back of his head, and he looked at Liang Zhang indifferently: "Among all the people I know, your name Xiang Pei sounds the best."

"Xiang Pei, Xiang Pei." Liang Zhang quickly kissed Xiang Pei's lips.

"Aren't you going home right away?" Xiang Pei asked knowingly, and put his lips on Liang Zhang's neck very cunningly.

......

On the way home, he switched to Pei and drove.

He carried Liang Zhang to the back seat and lay down. The air conditioner was turned on in the car. Liang Zhang was covered with a coat. It was a long way from home, and the street was very quiet. Angle falls.

The sound of music in the car and the sound of the windshield wipers must be particularly hypnotic. Through the rearview mirror, Xiang Pei saw that Liang Zhang was asleep.The light on his face kept changing colors, flickering, like a rotating scene in an old movie.

When the rain almost stopped at home, Xiang Pei opened the door of the back seat. Liang Zhang woke up just in time, looked at Pei with sleepy eyes, and asked as if not wanting to get up on the seat: "Are you here?"

At this time, his voice was a little rusty, and Xiang Pei rubbed Liang Zhang's brows: "Well, are you sleepy?"

Liang Zhang got out of the car with his arms folded, and wrapped his coat tightly. There was cold wind blowing in from the underground garage, and he pouted: "I'm a little tired."

"Want me to carry you upstairs?" Xiang Pei opened his arms.

"No, I look very delicate? I need you to hug me and walk."

But Xiang Pei's embrace looked very warm, and it was cold in the garage. Liang Zhang felt that he couldn't waste throwing himself into Pei's arms, so he threw himself into Xiang Pei's arms, and hugged Xiang Pei intimately.

Xiang Pei hugged Liang Zhang tightly: "Can you walk?"

"If you had a little restraint, I wouldn't feel so bad."

Liang Zhang complained cheekily, taking it for granted.

Xiang Pei took Liang Zhang's hand and walked to take the elevator. Liang Zhang walked in an unnatural posture, but he resolutely refused Xiang Pei's concern, pretended nothing happened, and even hummed a song, as if he was sweating in the car just now People are not him.

There were not only the two of them in the elevator, but also a boy who was very trendy and had a disgusting smell of perfume. He probably just came back from a nightclub or bar.

He glanced at Pei and Liang Zhang leaning against each other, then looked at their faces, and consciously took a step away from them.

It seemed like he was suffering, not Liang Zhang and they were being treated impolitely.

He lived on the upper floor of Liang Zhang, Liang Zhang lived very high, and the waiting time was very quiet, but he could feel the boys' scrutiny eyes, drifting towards them intentionally and hiding.

Liang Zhang was very upset, and almost wanted to curse, when he opened his lips, Xiang Pei pressed his hand and whispered that it was fine.

When the elevator opened, the boy said the moment they went out: "It's too bad luck."

Maybe he thought he was whispering so they couldn't hear him.

The elevator door closed slowly, Xiang Pei reached out his hand in time, and pressed on the side of the elevator door with a loud sound.He looked over with extremely impolite and disrespectful eyes, and raised his chin: "Do you have an opinion?"

Reflexively, the boy hopped to the corner and put his ridiculous hand on his chest, as if he was afraid to belittle him to Pei: "I don't have any."

"I still feel quite fragrant when I smell it on me, what do you think?"

"Huh? Um..."

"Then why are you hiding?"

"I didn't..." The boy's face flushed, annoyed by the blurted rebuttal.

"Really?" Xiang Pei didn't care if he was scared, "Then apologize to my boyfriend, brat."

When taking a bath, the two soaked in the same bathtub, Liang Zhang bent his legs to protect himself, and Xiang Pei's legs stretched out on both sides of his body.

Under the warm yellow light in the bathroom, Liang Zhang saw many bite marks on Xiang Pei's body, as well as scratch marks on his back.

In fact, Xiang Pei also felt quite painful when doing it, Liang Zhang thought so.

"I was going to scold him for the first time just now, how did you stop me?"

Xiang Peijing paused for a while, then drew small ripples in the water with his fingers: "At that time, I didn't feel offended."

When they are together, they will definitely face more eyes like this in their future life, exploring contempt, and Xiang Pei thinks that it is not too bad to learn to tolerate and accept early, so that no matter how much they see in the future, they can be calm.

"Why did it go back again?"

"The words coming out of the mouth are not the same as the eyes. I am very angry that he said that."

"I thought you didn't care."

"I don't care."

Xiang Pei was left with half a sentence.He doesn't care what others say about him, just like he doesn't read the words scolding him on the Internet, and reading it won't have any impact on him.But he cared about others saying that Liang Zhang was like a boy in the elevator, and Xiang Pei couldn't bear it.

He also has impulsive and unbearable moments.

Perhaps Liang Zhang thought of many unkind voices on the Internet, he lowered his head and pierced the water with sad eyes.

In tonight's performance, before Liang Zhang arrived, there was a girl screaming in the front row. He would sing every line of the Stowaway song. She seemed to have something to say to Pei.

Xiang Pei was very happy that there were fans who loved their songs so much, so he squatted down, and the girl asked him if he really liked boys.

She said to Pei, you must like girls.

There is a difference between liking boys and girls, compared to liking people.

Xiang Pei pulled Liang Zhang's leg, held his ankle, and pulled slowly: "Liang Zhang, I still have my old PHS, which contains a lot of our old text messages."

Liang Zhang was caught off guard and was pulled down, his chin was covered with foam, he kicked at Pei: "Really? Take it out and show it to me."

Sure enough, the PHS is the one that Xiang Pei used before, with patches of paint peeling off and one key missing, it looks like it has gone through countless years of waste.

After taking a shower, Liang Zhang sat on the soft cushion in the bedroom, crossed his bare legs to charge the PHS, and it really turned on and used normally.

Xiang Pei explained the incompleteness of the mobile phone to Liang Zhang: "When I was moving, I fell on the ground and one of the number keys was broken, but other functions can still be used."

Liang Zhang shouted excitedly: "It's on!" His novel appearance seemed to be playing with a high-tech product, giving him a sense of nostalgic pleasure.

In the inbox, there were countless text messages that Liang Zhang had sent to Xiang Pei before, and the note was silly.The capacity is limited, Xiang Pei only kept the meaningful ones, and he said that in fact, every one is meaningful, and he kept it in his mind.

For example, when Liang Zhang just returned home from Day City, and cried out to Pei the text messages he missed, Liang Zhang saw his toes twisted on the ground, and he didn't believe that he was the one who typed out these hypocritical words.

Later, Xiang Pei broke up with him, and Liang Zhang sent it.From begging to anger, the date finally stopped on a certain day, and Liang Zhang never texted again. Later, he changed his number and mobile phone to Pei, but he did not lose his PHS.

"I thought you never read these text messages." Liang Zhang said.

Resting his chin on Liang Zhang's shoulder, Xiang Pei read the text message at the angle formed by Liang Zhang's fingers. He has read these words many times, and some of them can be memorized, practice makes perfect.

The light on the screen was green, pointing at one of them to Pei, Liang Zhang's wrist sank: "When this text message came, I decided to go abroad."

Liang Zhang turned his face to look at Pei, bumped into the bridge of his nose, and rubbed him for him.

"Language barrier, why go abroad?"

"The conditions for studying music abroad are better, and it is easier to find you in China."

Liang Zhang didn't bother to say that these actions were not worth it, he asked Xiang Pei: "What have you asked Sister Na about me?"

Xiang Pei tilted his head to think, Liang Zhang urged him impatiently.

"A lot. I knew the process of making your first movie. If it weren't for that, I would be poor and white, and I would like to invest some money in you. I also know which girls like you, and there is a lot of pressure in your family to urge marriage. Movies are uninspired and sleepless."

In short, Xiang Pei knew what Liang Zhang said to Nana.

"Sister Na is really your own sister."

"She knows I like you."

Liang Zhang pushed Pei away with his elbow: "You idiot. Ask someone else if you're cowardly or not."

"A little bit." Xiang Pei admitted unconditionally.

"If you took out these things earlier, maybe we could rekindle our old relationship sooner."

"It's too deliberate, you won't like it." Xiang Pei frowned, seeming to scoff at the proposal.He said that Liang Zhang's method of chasing people must not be very clever, but fortunately he blocked this possibility.

Liang Zhang felt that tonight's Xiang Pei was more distinct than usual. He had seen many kinds of Xiang Pei, taciturn or frowning, and he liked the warmly smiling Xiang Pei best, that was the real him.