song for the city

During the years of studying abroad, Xiang Pei often regretted it.

He is not a person who likes to regret the decisions he has made. Regrets will make life worse in the future and make people fall into an endless whirlpool.

Ever since he was sensible, Xiang Pei has never had too flashy dreams. He likes rock and roll, and is willing to play for the rest of his life. Other than that, he doesn't ask for much, and he has no ambitions or inflated desires. But Xiang Pei hopes that people in the future will not be too bad , at least not like Xiang Guo and his mother, so he never chooses to regret it.

He goes to collect the money sent by his mother regularly every month, and writes down how much he uses in the notebook. At first, he will feel self-loathing, feeling that he has taken something that does not belong to him. Later, the hatred gradually fades away, and he has ambitions. Desires are also growing.

In the decision to break up with Liang Zhang, impulsiveness and rationality each accounted for half.The night before he left, Liang Zhang's mother came to him, without any hysterical request, she calmly analyzed what pain he would bring to Liang Zhang's life - the incomprehensible sadness, the shame in the strange eyes, the whispering cold sweat.

Xiang Pei responded silently and endured the torment.He could reject Yin Jing's angry request with integrity, but he was unable to answer her questioning.

If it is selfishness, Xiang Pei has it.Xiang Pei was always the one who was abandoned when he was growing up, he was very sensible and obedient but also disliked by others, Xiang Pei didn't want to be abandoned again.

She said: "Liang Zhang's grandfather is dying. He was very angry after knowing what happened to Liang Zhang and you. Liang Zhang didn't know what to do. He was very sad."

Xiang Pei was lying in a rental room of more than ten square meters abroad, only to realize that Yin Jing might be lying.She is too smart, and she doesn't say that puppy love is ignorance of youth like other parents, and liking is just vague curiosity. She knows that Xiang Pei really likes Liang Zhang, and she must be reluctant to let him feel sad.

On the train? There were sprouts of regret in Xiang Pei's heart, and he didn't dare to turn his head. If he saw Liang Zhang, he would be helpless.

The insomniac night Xiang Pei began to regret, so his life became a bit bad later. Regarding the bad mentality, he still felt a little bad when he earned enough money to return to his mother.

Every night when he saw Liang Zhang, Xiang Pei's regrets finally came to an end. Even if he was greeted by Liang Zhang's blame and indifference, he still felt that the future would not be too bad.

Now that Liang Zhang said he loved him again, Xiang Pei felt that his body from the tall building fell straight down, onto the soft, fluffy cotton.

Liang Zhang's fingers tangle Xiang Pei's hair. The color of the hair is a little lighter than what he saw a while ago, which makes Xiang Pei's skin whiter. Got some hair.

There are many mirrors in the dressing room, neatly arranged, and Liang Zhang can look at Pei and him hugging each other from the mirrors from different angles.Xiang Pei's expression was cautious, and his breathing slowed down. Liang Zhang also adjusted his breathing, trying to hide his heartbeat. Fortunately, no one would come in, and they could still hug each other.

"Dyeing your hair hurts the quality of your hair." Liang Zhang approached his hair, sniffed it lightly, and smelled the familiar mint smell that made him happy.

Xiang Pei supported Liang Zhang's buttocks, and pulled him into his arms: "It's okay. At worst, I'll shave my body in the future."

Liang Zhang pictured Pei Bancun's appearance in his heart, and it should look good too, but he shook his head: "I still like your long hair. I was very distressed when you cut your hair for reading."

Xiang Pei raised his eyebrows proudly, and gave Liang Zhang a warm look: "How distressed is it?"

"Now I don't feel bad anymore," Liang Zhang pulled Xiang Pei's cheeks away, forcing him to make a funny face, "I hope you will do what you like in the future, and stop doing it for others, even for I, do something I don't want to."

Xiang Pei touched the knuckles of Liang Zhang's fingers, and touched his lips lightly, feeling a little lonely and frustrated: "Will you still blame me? Break up with you."

"I don't blame you for a long time," Liang Zhang held Xiang Pei's hand and let his hand touch his chest, where there was a symbol of life beating, "Because you never left, you are in my heart."

The livehouse where the stowaways performed was far away from the city center. The streetlights looked like beautiful decorations. A few sporadic cars were driving slowly on the road. A few fans who had finished watching the show stayed outside and took photos with Pei and them. A few photos, let them go home quickly.

Liang Zhang drove the car, and Xiang Pei decided to go to Chen Zhaonan and the others first, and he should get together with them if the performance was successful.

Liang Zhang was worried that he had a bad past, he was a little unnatural when he just reconciled, and felt that he couldn't pretend to be good friends with Xiang Pei too naturally.Xiang Pei fastened his seat belt, and looked at him sideways: "What's the matter, Chu Ranfei also brought his girlfriend, and those people have a good relationship with me."

He might have misunderstood what Liang Zhang meant, but Liang Zhang didn't insist on refusing, and agreed to go with him.

"Chu Ranfei has a girlfriend, when did it happen?" Liang Zhang started the car and turned the steering wheel, Chu Ranfei has always been a shy person in his heart.

Xiang Pei thought for a while: "It's been several years. We have been waiting for him abroad before, and we are going to get married soon."

"Why does it feel like everyone around me is getting married?" Liang Zhang frowned in wonder.

Xiang Pei lowered his head and smiled: "Don't you still have me with you?" He thought of something, and went to check the ring on Liang Zhang's finger, "We can be considered married."

Liang Zhang moved his finger away: "Unless you call me husband."

Unexpectedly, Xiang Pei called her husband in a correct manner, Liang Zhang turned his head in shock and quickly glanced at Xiang Pei, very frightened.

"I won't call you."

Xiang Pei put one hand on the window of the car, the wind blew in, his voice seemed to be drifting out: "Sometimes you call."

Liang Zhang thought of Chen Zhaonan, a seasoned veteran in love, and didn't see him changing girlfriends every now and then, so he asked Xiang Pei if he was frustrated in love, determined to change his mind.

"Probably." Xiang Pei replied in a compromise, Liang Zhang was not interested in the process of Chen Zhaonan's frustration, so he didn't ask any more questions.

Speaking of Chen Zhaonan, Liang Zhang immediately thought of You Jing: "What about Brother Jing? Last time I heard from the waiter at the bar that he went on a trip, why hasn't he come back for so long?"

"Brother Jing has gone on a trip around the world. By the way, he's letting me take care of the bar."

The female voice in the navigation suddenly sounded, and the night scene outside the window quickly fell backwards and became a mess. Liang Zhang sighed: "That's great, I also want to earn enough money to travel around the world."

Xiang Pei's figure moved, and approached Liang Zhang: "Let's go to California first, as agreed before."

There is a circle of people around the big square table, and the barbecue stall is nearby every night, so there are still many people in the middle of the night.

Liang Zhang and Xiang Pei came late, and Chen Zhaonan and the others had all their dishes on the table. The summer night beer and chili flavor were mixed together and thrown into the wind brought by the huge electric fan on the side of the street. every crevice.

Chen Zhaonan asked the boss to add two stools, and Xiang Pei sat next to him. He glanced at Xiang Pei, then looked at Liang Zhang inquisitively, his eyes flicked back and forth, with innumerable prying eyes, and finally he patted the table with a sudden realization: " I knew it!"

His astonishment attracted the attention of everyone at the table, and a man looked at Liang Zhang: "Xiang Pei, does your friend look familiar?"

Liang Zhang smiled politely: "When my movie "Xishan" is released, you will probably know who I am."

The man opened his eyes wide: "I said you look so good-looking, so you're an actor, what's your name?"

"Liang Zhang."

The person who spoke was even more surprised: "So you are the director! I've watched several of your movies, but I just don't know what you look like, so you must be very familiar with Fang Zhiran?"

So the name of the female star attracted more people to participate, and they all asked if Fang Zhiran was as beautiful as on the screen, with flawless skin and no fine lines.

Liang Zhang was a little embarrassed, guessing that they would ask Fang Zhiran about his private life and a series of gossip next, he smiled uncomfortably, and wanted to say a few words after they finished discussing.

"It's very beautiful." A bit abruptly, Xiang Pei replied instead of Liang Zhang, and looked at Liang Zhang full of deep meaning, with the corners of his mouth down, not a very happy expression, no one would think that he was praising a woman for being beautiful, especially It's as good as admitting an enemy.

Xiang Pei's must have attracted more envy. They asked Xiang Pei why he saw female celebrities, and said that Xiang Pei never praised anyone for being good-looking. Fang Zhiran must be as beautiful as a fairy to make the iron tree bloom.

The topic about celebrities can always be infinitely derived, and it didn't take long for the center of the topic to stop on Fang Zhiran, and switch to another so-and-so.Liang Zhang listened to the exaggerated and outrageous gossip and snickered, and was occasionally pulled in to participate in a few words. He was familiar with himself, and the attribute of talking a lot was most likely to be manifested when there were many people.

The air pressure next to him was getting lower and lower, and his intuition told Liang Zhang that Fang Zhiran's name made Xiang Pei unhappy, and the beer bubbles in the glass broke one by one, making refreshing noises.The electric fan was so powerful that it picked up all the small things, such as peanut shells and used napkins, and Liang Zhang's back sweated a lot in the wind.

While quitting the chat, he secretly held Xiang Pei's hand under the table and fawned over him a few times.

Xiang Pei's stool moved on the concrete floor, getting closer to Liang Zhang, and his arms were stuck to Liang Zhang, inseparable.

"Isn't it beautiful?" he asked.

Liang Zhang leaned close to Xiang Pei's ear, and heard a slight voice of doubt: "Are you angry?"

No one noticed them.Messing with Pei's hand under the table, he touched Liang Zhang's crotch along Liang Zhang's fawning hand. on his hot skin.

Xiang Pei's eyes were still unhappy, but his lips raised a little: "I asked you if she is pretty."

Liang Zhang's breathing became rapid, his cheeks warmed abnormally in the wind, and he hooked Pei's shoulders, as if he was simply playing with him, and his fingertips slid across his earlobe intentionally or unintentionally.

"Not as pretty as you." Liang Zhang said, staring at Pei's lips in confusion, the outlines were clear and beautiful under the light, making him want to kiss them immediately.

His body leaned forward slightly, and the fine sweat was exposed in Xiang Pei's field of vision, shining brightly.Raising Xiang Pei's brow bone, he said in shock, "You describe me as beautiful?"

"Then it looks good." Liang Zhang swallowed his saliva, stretched out a small pink tongue and licked his lips.

Turning to Pei, he said calmly to everyone, "I'm a little sleepy. Liang Zhang and I will go back to bed first."

The author says:

Turn on Tiantian~~Give your child some starfish! !