song for the city

Xiang Pei checked every cubicle in the toilet, and after making sure no one was there, he did the same thing as Fang Zhiran.The water bucket is used for cleaning, but it turned over and over against the door, and its practical use was not fulfilled. Liang Zhang felt bitter about it no matter what.

Xiang Pei's forehead bulged exaggeratedly, as if a few threads were buried in it, and he pressed Liang Zhang to lean against the sink. Liang Zhang held the wall with one hand indifferently, and supported Pei's abdomen with the other, preventing him from moving forward.

As soon as I came out of the toilet, I saw Xiang Pei's face. The first few seconds were a bit creepy, like going back to the New Year eight years ago, when Liang Zhang and Xiao Yi set off fireworks by the river, and Xiang Pei felt panic when he saw it, and couldn't wait Only by explaining clearly can the heart be comforted.

Xiang Pei dragged Liang Zhang into the toilet, his movements were rough and sloppy, and Liang Zhang's clothes were almost out of shape.Guang Rang Xiang Pei's eyelashes are very pitiful, as if they are about to turn into water at any time, his face is pink, and he looks very angry.Liang Zhang was familiar with this scene, although Xiang Pei stood under the tree watching him set off fireworks at that time, he was not pitiful, but angry at most.

Liang Zhang quickly forgot what it was like when he was angry, he only knew that Xiang Pei's anger would never burn, but Liang Zhang always felt scared.

Tiny drops of water gathered on the edge of the sink, which wet Liang Zhang's palms and made his hands slippery, almost unable to hold on.

Liang Zhang prevented Xiang Pei from approaching, so Xiang Pei really kept a relatively friendly distance from him. The two looked at each other, and neither would let the other. If there was an electric current in the air, we would definitely see Mars.Liang Zhang wanted to touch a cigarette, only to remember that the last cigarette was given to Fang Zhiran, so he casually straightened Xiang Pei's crumpled clothes: "Why are you so angry?"

Xiang Pei didn't know whether Liang Zhang was saying that he had no right to be angry or that he had no need to be angry.

"Did you not look in the mirror when you came out?"

Xiang Pei gritted his teeth, and Liang Zhang couldn't help gritting his teeth when he heard this. Suddenly, his right cheek tingled——Xiang Pei's thumb wiped from under his eyes to behind his ears, and finally stopped on the earlobe, and put his two fingers together , squeezed hard.

Xiang Pei's fingers that played the guitar all the year round had a layer of calluses, rubbing against Liang Zhang's skin like a piece of abrasive cloth, and it hurt hotly. He thought that his earlobes must be terribly red, so he twisted his brows and complained: "You must be sick. Do you want me to take you to the hospital?"

Xiang Pei's eyeballs seemed to be soaked in ink and picked up, they were pure black, he managed to squeeze out a voice from his throat: "Liang Zhang, can you be less hostile to me?"

Liang Zhang muttered while knocking off Xiang Pei's hand. The force was so strong that Xiang Pei's hand was also red. Liang Zhang turned his head and looked at him dissatisfied: "It hurts, do you know?"

Xiang Pei removed his serious expression, and wanted to touch Liang Zhang's blushing cheeks: "I was wrong, I couldn't control it."

The apology made Liang Zhang feel embarrassed, and felt that he was fussy: "Forget it, it doesn't hurt that much, you just need to say hello in advance."

After thinking for two seconds, he said again: "No, don't do this even if you say hello."

"You said you weren't with her." Xiang Pei turned on the tap, squeezed out the hand sanitizer, and rubbed his hands slowly.

"No." Liang Zhang turned around, leaned his face to look in the mirror, and found that what Xiang Pei had just wiped off was actually where Fang Zhiran's lipstick rubbed on.

"Then you all come out of the men's room with disheveled clothes."

Obviously the clothes are very neat, but the clothes of the host of the news network are not as neat as the two of them. I don't know if Xiang Pei is so angry that his eyes are twisted.

Liang Zhang looked at Pei's lowered eyes through the mirror, and happened to raise his eyes to Pei, and collided with Liang Zhang's gaze. Liang Zhang didn't hide, and went up to him: "There are many kinds of intimate relationships in the world, and they don't have to be together. .”

Xiang Pei straightened his back, and stood face to face with Liang Zhang, his cheeks were very close to him, almost touching.Liang Zhang was distracted by Xiang Pei Bo's calm breathing and eyes, his eyes rolled around, trying to escape.Just as he was about to raise his hand to touch his nose, Xiang Pei touched his nose with his fingers.

Liang Zhang knew that the matter had been exposed, and deeply regretted it. Over the years, his habit of touching his nose when he lied still occasionally appeared, especially when he was nervous.As expected, Xiang Pei didn't believe his words, and said sarcastically: "It's not clean, pay attention to go to the hospital for regular checkups."

Even if he is seen through, Liang Zhang's thin skin still has to stand up: "Don't worry, I will check every year, anyway, it is definitely safer than sleeping with you."

Xiang Pei had an incredible expression: "I never mess around."

"The same sex is more likely, don't you know?"

"That's right, it's quite unfair," Xiang Pei nodded, "Is it with a girl or with me?"

Unexpectedly, Xiang Pei could say such shocking words, Liang Zhang was stunned for a moment before he woke up, and looked at Xiang Pei with his mouth wide open.

"Fuck, you know everything and still ask?"

The corner of his mouth bent to Pei, which really made Liang Zhang feel very embarrassed. He pushed Xiang Pei's shoulder unhappily: "Go home and laugh enough, don't be an eyesore to me."

"Why lie?" Xiang Pei asked.

Then it was boring to pretend, Liang Zhang was bored of not being able to deceive Xiang Pei, which proved that his lying skills were a failure.

"Just teasing you, I see how nervous you are."

"Before I came in, I was thinking, what should I do if you and her are real? Should I break up with you, or directly break the news and destroy her. I thought about countless things I could do, and finally felt that I couldn't do anything to you. "

"I will always be helpless to you." Xiang Pei said.

There are many helpless things in life, Liang Zhang is the biggest part of his helplessness and incapacity, like falling into the sea without a shore, besides swimming all the time, it is drowning, Xiang Pei still doesn't want to admit defeat, he wants to be more glorious in helplessness.

Liang Zhang's chest has accumulated a lot of heat, filling his whole body, the blood seems to be bubbling, decisively Xiang Pei also has cowardly moments, Liang Zhang doesn't want to bow his head to Pei Diai, let go of his pride.

"If it's painful, don't think about me, okay?" Liang Zhang covered Xiang Pei's eyes, not to see the strong prayer inside, "If I am eighteen this year, I will definitely not care about the consequences or the future. But I am 26, which is a bit embarrassing age, brave and impulsive is not a necessary quality for me, we made it very clear last time."

Xiang Pei approached Liang Zhang's face in the blurred yellow, found his lips precisely, and kissed him.He moved away without waiting for Liang Zhang to push away, and hugged Liang Zhang's waist.

Getting closer, Liang Zhang smelled the smell of wine on Xiang Pei's body, no wonder his face was always a little redder than usual, and his words were so open.

"It's painful but I still think about it."

Liang Zhang sighed and did not speak again.

When they parted, Liang Zhang gave Xiang Pei the key to his house, saying that he would return to Nanchuan the day after tomorrow, and let him move in the day after tomorrow. There was no need to pay rent, and he only had to clean up for him.Xiang Pei took the key and put it in his pocket without looking at it, and asked Liang Zhang when he would be home now.

Liang Zhang replied that he had been away for too long, Fang Zhiran might still be waiting there, he would go back with Wang Shiqi at night, bid farewell to Pei Bian and Liang Zhang, turned the corner and walked in the opposite direction to Liang Zhang.Liang Zhang looked at the back of Xiang Pei's departure, his steps were like a drunk person's, light and light, not walking in a straight line, but fortunately Xiang Pei didn't turn his head, otherwise Liang Zhang felt that he would definitely rush up and hug him.

Back in the private room, Fang Zhiran was no longer there, the producer and Wang Shiqi ate almost the same, and when Liang Zhang came back, he got up and prepared to leave.

The producer came over and grabbed Liang Zhang's shoulders: "Director Liang, did you quarrel with Zhiran?"

Liang Zhang smiled perfunctorily: "We are just an ordinary cooperative relationship."

"Oh, we are all insiders, so we won't talk nonsense."

The producer is not particularly a gossip person, Liang Zhang didn't refute any more, it's useless to say more, instead he seemed to cover up, he simply didn't explain, and let others misunderstand, anyway, he knew that he would clarify later.But Liang Zhang was still depressed, and he didn't say a word on the taxi home. When Wang Shiqi talked to him several times, he was scared away by his melancholy eyes.

Before getting out of the car, Wang Shiqi asked: "Brother Zhang, who is the man who dragged you into the toilet today? Could it be your enemy?"

"Don't worry about it, an old friend." Liang Zhang hammered Wang Shiqi's head.

Friends, friends, Liang Zhang hated being Xiang Pei's friend the most.

As soon as he entered the house, he received a call from Yin Jing, asking him how soon he would be home. She had already found several girls, and she was waiting for Liang Zhang to meet her.

Liang Zhang said how it was the same as choosing a concubine, and said that he would not go on a blind date after returning home. The reason was that he was very busy with work and had to edit the film. If Yin Jing insisted on forcing him to go on a blind date, he would not go back.

"I have an appointment with the girl, you have to see her."

Over the past few years, Yin Jing's tone of voice has become more and more like that of a neighborhood committee aunt, loud and mean. Liang Zhang was annoyed by this, and said angrily, "Do you think I will marry a woman?"

There was no sound on the other end of the phone. After a long time, Yin Jing's voice came over: "Then don't come back."

After speaking, she hung up the phone.

Liang Zhang quarreled with Yin Jing on this topic countless times, and it ended without a problem. He gradually learned to tolerate Yin Jing's pretending to be deaf and dumb, but he couldn't bear it tonight.

Liang Zhang stood on the window sill and smoked a few cigarettes one after another, turned on his cell phone, and refunded the air ticket. After the refund, he was relieved. He smoked a cigarette to watch the night scene. He felt that the night scene of Day City was so beautiful that he could put it in the camera at will. He didn't even want to go back, and he simply didn't go back for the rest of his life.

Within 5 minutes of Shu Tan, Liang Zhang slapped his head—he forgot to ask Pei Houtian to come and live.

The screen of the mobile phone was bright and dark, Liang Zhang was biting a cigarette and frowning, there was movement from the door, and the door just opened by itself when Liang Zhang walked over.

I saw Xiang Pei smiling at him while dragging two suitcases, then grabbed the cigarette in his hand, and took a sharp puff: "I was evicted by the landlord ahead of time."

Liang Zhang didn't believe his nonsense, and stood by the door to prevent Xiang Pei from coming in: "I found that you have become quite scheming."

"Take me in." Xiang Pei made a gesture of a stray dog, but he was still a very temperamental stray dog, not humble.

The smoke made Liang Zhang narrow his eyes and said, "My mother just called me to ask me to go on a blind date and then get married."

Xiang Pei stopped smiling, and his sharp lips were stretched into a line.

"It's so painful to marry someone you don't love. It's better to admit that you love me and marry me."

Liang Zhang didn't know if Xiang Pei drank again when he returned to his private room, but whether he drank or not, he felt that Xiang Pei was boundlessly drunk.