song for the city

"Xiang Pei! Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"Chu Ranfei, go buy a bottle of water!"

"Damn, this mouse is too disgusting. Xie An'an's fucking thing——"

The sound is getting closer and closer, the world in front of me no longer rotates, and the breathing gradually calms down.Chen Zhaonan opened and closed his anxious mouth, Xiang Pei finally transitioned from reading to listening, and could correctly accept the meaning of words.

He didn't spit out anything, but his stomach kept turning sour, Xiang Pei forced himself to straighten his waist, and when Chu Ranfei came back from buying water, he shook his head and pushed it away.

Xiang Pei found a tissue in his pocket, and wiped it too hard, causing redness around the eye sockets.

People looked around, many familiar faces.Chen Zhaonan held the whiteboard upside down to cover the big blood-red characters, and the dead mouse was also disposed of.

"The car is parked here for one night, I'll take you home first." Chen Zhaonan put his hands on Xiang Pei's back, subconsciously dodged Xiang Pei, his hands and feet seemed to be disobedient, very weak, and he had no strength to support his upper body.

He couldn't help but say sorry.

Chen Zhaonan didn't mind either, he withdrew his hand and let Xiang Pei get into the car first, and he went to say hello to You Jing.

On the way, Chen Zhaonan said worriedly: "You can take my car for the past few days, Xie An'an's grandson hasn't learned his lesson yet, maybe he will do something crazy again."

Xiang Pei didn't respond, and stared blankly at the receding night scene outside the car window.The dense and shining billboards, the clothes and sheets hanging in the broken building, and the cars in front seemed to pile up infinitely, turning into a steel mountain.

He desperately wanted to find something bright in the chaos so he could forget about the gray, disgusting creature.

Just like one morning when he was 13 years old, he opened his eyes and found that he was holding a mouse's tail in his hand. Only the eyes the size of black beans were intact, and the rest was only meat paste.Xiang Pei is trying to forget the shadow in his life.

There are a lot of words in the place passing by, and none of them can enter Xiang Pei's mind to replace the shadow.He gave up slowly, closing his eyes wearily.

The usual intimidation was nothing to Xiang Pei, but Xie An'an made a mistake and chose the right mouse.Chen Zhaonan knew that Xiang Pei was afraid of mice, but he didn't expect such a big reaction.

Thinking of Xie An'an, Chen Zhaonan's teeth itch with hatred. It is difficult to be extremely vicious and extremely kind. Xie An'an belongs to the former, which is really a strange thing. The sudden death in place is to contribute to society.

Death is disgusting, Chen Zhaonan lit a cigarette impatiently, and opened the window at hand: "Why does Xie An'an still have the guts to provoke you, why don't you ask You Jing to solve this matter?"

The car turned around an intersection, shook to Pei, held the handle, and said: "It's easy to find someone to come over and do things for him, just pay him, and he probably dares to use these little tricks."

Before he finished talking, he added to Pei: "There's no need to make things too big."

Chen Zhaonan hammered the steering wheel twice, complaining: "Could it be possible to endure this?"

"Of course I can't bear it. I just said that I don't want to make a big deal. He doesn't dare to come to me, so I'll go to him," Xiang Pei said, "By the way, don't mention this to Liang Zhang."

"Row."

Xiang Pei also lit a cigarette, and puffed out the window: "What else do you want to say?"

Being seen through at a glance, Chen Zhaonan was embarrassed, and felt that he didn't know how to speak, so he was coy for a long time.

"Little Pei, can you read minds?"

Xiang Pei glanced at Chen Zhaonan like a fool, he would save the time to talk if he didn't ask, and Xiang Pei didn't have the heart to chat.

In the end, Chen Zhaonan still asked: "You and Liang Zhang... when did it happen? I never heard that you like men before."

The voice in the back was light and light, thinking it was okay, but it was a bit strange to say it, Chen Zhaonan was so embarrassed that he fanned the wind with his hands.

The question was quite tactful, if you didn't talk about Chen Zhaonan's gossip, I guess this question has been bored in his heart for a long time, and he couldn't spit it out.

"Just a while ago, when you came to my house and gave me a bank card. But I didn't say I like men."

No wonder the atmosphere was weird when the door was opened.Realizing why Liang Zhang's lips were broken, Chen Zhaonan couldn't say a word: "Just like Liang Zhang?"

Frankly admitted to Pei: "Yes, I like him."

Xiang Pei had some insomnia at night, Liang Zhang was sleeping soundly beside him, breathing evenly, even if it wasn't too loud, Xiang Pei felt at ease listening to it, and no longer recalled the appearance of the mouse.

Sometimes Xiang Pei suddenly doesn't want to grow up, so that he won't force himself to overcome his fear, and he can tell his brain that he is afraid of mice, so don't be embarrassed, because it is an exclusive privilege for minors, and Xiang Pei occasionally wants to experience it.

Liang Zhang's sleeping appearance was very soft, like a ball of cotton.Xiang Pei didn't know if this description was accurate, but Liang Zhang could indeed give others warmth.

While he was asleep, he kissed the ball of cotton that was not too white, and the tip of his nose rested on it.As he expected, the touch of Liang Zhang's face was much better than that of cotton.

Xiang Pei likes it very much.

Although Xiang Pei told Chen Zhaonan not to talk about the mouse with Liang Zhang, Liang Zhang still found out from Chu Ranfei.

Chu Ranfei asked Liang Zhang if Xiang Pei's condition was better last night, Liang Zhang was still puzzled.Seeing this, Chu Ranfei realized something was wrong, and shut his mouth in time, but Liang Zhang was not easy to deal with, so he stalked Chu Ranfei and told him what happened last night.

But Chu Ranfei didn't know that Xiang Pei was afraid of mice, he thought Xiang Pei cared about a few red words.

By the way, Chu Ranfei also said that he had slipped his mouth about Xiang Pei beating up Xie An'an.After talking a lot, Chu Ranfei felt Xiang Pei Neng beat him to death.

After a short period of time, Liang Zhang woke up from the shock.

In the past, he simply hated Xie An'an, but now it turned into a complete hatred.Liang Zhang regretted it at the beginning, he should not have run away, he should have punched Xie An'an hard in the face twice.

If he could see Xie An'an again, he would not care about anything, and would definitely fight him to the death.

As if someone had hit the back of his head with a stick, Liang Zhang felt aggrieved and couldn't find a place to vent his anger. He acted recklessly with anger at work.

Chen Zhaonan told him to just rest by the side, Liang Zhang said guiltily that he didn't need it, and finished all the work in one go, and sat and waited for the next wave of guests to come in.

The waiter who was with Liang Zhang was avoiding him, he could feel it.When Liang Zhang asked him something, he always answered in a stumbling manner, very flustered, for fear that Liang Zhang would do something to him.

Homosexuality is not a disease, and it is not contagious, so why hide in fear.Liang Zhang wanted to say this, but felt that it was unnecessary.

No matter how much Fei talked, he couldn't change everyone's minds, so it was better not to talk.

Xiang Pei's popularity was no longer so high, no one screamed exaggeratedly when he came on stage, and there were not a few beautiful sisters clamoring for him to sing love songs.

Gossip always spreads quickly among the crowd. Xiang Pei is not a star, and his private life can't occupy a corner of Entertainment Weekly, and it can also become an anecdote that people talk about.

It's not funny, it's absurd.Everyone's expression was filled with sadness, regret or disgust.

Liang Zhang looked very sad, raised his hand to press his heart, but still couldn't stop the pain, his eyes became sore, and his body also began to feel sore.

When liking each other became a burdensome thing, he was helpless.

He realized that impulsiveness really can't solve anything, especially it can't make Xiang Pei happy.

He sang three songs to Pei and asked Liang Zhang to follow him to the back alley.

As usual, there is no one in the back alley, and the smell of food and wine is not very good.

The door of the back alley was locked to Pei, Liang Zhang's heels trembled on the ground, his lower lip protruded from his upper lip, his face was slightly bulging, it was a sign of his anxiety, and Xiang Pei knew it very well.

"You know it all?"

Chu Ranfei sincerely apologized to Pei, and Xiang Pei also understood that Liang Zhang would know sooner or later.

He thought that Liang Zhang would have a little temper, and complained that he was hiding from Pei.

Liang Zhang threw himself into Xiang Pei's arms, but he was about the same height as Xiang Pei, and he had to bend his knees in his arms, which was a bit funny.Xiang Pei smiled and pulled him up, holding him in a normal posture: "I'm fine."

"It's okay." Liang Zhang pressed his mouth on Xiang Pei's shoulder, his voice muffled, "Xiang Pei, my heart hurts very much."

"It won't hurt if I rub it." Xiang Pei's tone seemed to be coaxing a child, and Liang Zhang felt ashamed and a little bit happy about it.

"Why are you being wronged like this?"

"You didn't see how bad Xie An'an was beaten by me that day."

"No amount of beatings will solve the hatred in my heart."

Xiang Pei pressed Liang Zhang's nose: "Don't mention him."

Liang Zhang nodded his head: "Yes."

He didn't feel aggrieved after listening to Chu Ranfei's narration, but Liang Zhang was most aggrieved when he told Pei that he was fine.

He didn't believe that Xiang Pei was fine.

Liang Zhang's eyes became a little moist, and he kissed Pei's eyes on his lips: "Don't cry, I feel very uncomfortable when you cry."

"Fuck, who's going to cry."

Xiang Pei kissed Liang Zhang's mouth, and pushed his tongue straight in.

It wasn't a kiss that was light and simple, Xiang Pei kissed hard, Liang Zhang's lips were hot, so hot that Xiang Pei's tongue was flustered, messing around in Liang Zhang's mouth without any rules, and even let Liang Zhang take the initiative.

A kiss made both of them sweat, Xiang Pei opened his eyes, Liang Zhang's lips were even redder than before, and there were barely any water marks at the corners of his eyes.

There was singing in the bar, Liang Zhang kissed Pei for the last time, and leaned back against the wall to listen to the song: "It's so nice."

"Hotel California, I have this song on my mp3."

Liang Zhang panted slightly, but he still hadn't pulled away from the kiss, his eyes were a little distracted.

Xiang Pei started to itch, the kind that committed a crime in the flesh and couldn't be scratched.

"Is it Queen's?"

"No."

Liang Zhang put his hand on Xiang Pei's shoulder, his cheeks were flushed, as if he was drunk.

Perhaps Xiang Pei's saliva contained alcohol.

After a pause, Liang Zhang asked, "California must be beautiful, right?"

Xiang Pei remembered California in travel magazines, with sunny beaches, water and sky, it was indeed beautiful.

"It's beautiful," he replied.

"Liang Zhang, let's go to California together in the future."

Although the wish is still too far away, Xiang Pei still wants to try.

Liang Zhang replied without thinking: "Okay."

At that time, Liang Zhang felt that California was not an unreachable existence, it was just a matter of two air tickets.

As long as they grow up, as long as they still love each other, it can be easily achieved.

The author says:

Before I knew it, I had written Chapter [-]... Now I'm pushing hard!It will probably be abused (and it won’t be very abused) daily begging for starfish and comments (^з^)